Part Four; "A Fragil soul caught in the hands of fate."

Saturday July 7th
My bathroom
6PM

I was applying make-up. oh sorry, i didn't mention why, well 5 of my friends decided to go to dinner all toghether to catch up and stuff. so yeah back to where i was, applying make-up. and this song keeps playing in my head, "See you again" by Miley Cyrus. I was applying the eyeliner when i got a text msg from Haya(one of the girls im going with), 'Can't wait to see you, who's going with you?' i replied with 'Dana, and that's all i know! :P' then she replied 'oh, well then pick me up too'

My make-up was really simple. Just eyeliner,and a little blush with bright red lipstick. it was neat.


Saturday July 7th
My bedroom
6:15PM

I turned on the iPod player to shuffle, "Piece of me" by Britney Spears started playing. i sang along as i was looking through my closet and picking what i'll be wearing. I got out my Chloé Studded floral dress & my red Christian Louboutin Satin platform sandals & Zac Posen Paula clutch. I left my hair natural waves, just gathered it all in one side. i was ready to hit the streets!...or whatever.


Saturday July 7th
My car
7:15PM

Just picked up D, and she looked absolutely fabulous in her black Burberry Prorsum Italian lace dress and her Leppard Christian Louboutin Simple Pumps. her hair is short, kind of like 'The victoria Beckham' haircut.

"What's up grogeous!?" I said when she got in the car.

"Nothing, just amazed of how you look pretty sexy!" She said with a wink.

"Wink?? really?? why D why!!!?" i joked.

"Shut up & drive!" She said and laughed out loud.


She laughs at her own jokes......but i still love her.


Saturday July 7th
Outside Haya's house
7:25PM

Haya came wearing Matthew Williamson Tapestry scarf dress, she got in the car.

"Hey girlss!" she said and she blew a kiss to both of us.

"Hey Hayouna!" me & D said and blew back kisses,as well.

I wore my seatbelt and drove.

Sat. july 7th
Lenôtre
8PM

Again we were the 'late' ones. we got in and the waiter took us to our reserved table of 5.

We were sitting,talking and having so much fun when all of the sudden, who walks in with his family? YES, yousif walked in with what i assumed was his mother and his little sister and brother. I was so shocked i quickly turned my head to D.

"FUCK! it's Yousif!" I whispered.

"Oh my god, how cute, family dinner!" She whispered back.

To add to my surprise, Haya actually knows Yousif. she stood up and walked to them "Halla khalti..!" she said greeting them. Yousif looked at me in total bewilderment. and i tried to hide my face, but that never seems to work for me in any case! so why do i even bother? hell if i know.

Haya came back and everyone was asking who that was, and that 'yousif' was hot! ugh, don't they know he's taken, i mean....eer..

"He's not that bad, he's ok, cute, i think" i stuttered.

"Not that bad? cute? you think!? min 9ejich entay? he's a total hottness!" Jouri said.

"He's kind of cute" D said trying to agree with me, in a way..

Why suddenly our talk became about him?? it's bothering me too much.

I grabbed D and went straight to the bathroom.


"Oh my god, oh my god, Haya knows him, it's her cousin!!" I cried.

"It's okay, why is it so bad?" She said, confused.

"I don't know, it's wierd, it's bad...!" I yelled.

"Okay, first, chillax dear, it's not like anything happened between you two!" She said "Plus, maybe that might turn to be a good thing?" she explained.

"I don't know, but i have a bad feeling about this!" i said, totally annoyed.

"Put a smile on that pretty face and let's get back to the girls before they sense something!" She said and pulled me.


I was walking to the table and i was trying to spot where he and his family sat. it was kind of far from our table, but i was looking at him while walking to our table, and he was kind of looking too, i was totally not aware of anyone around me but HIM. i kept staring till i ran into this empty chair. OWw that hurt!! i tried to hide my pain by smiling awkwardly to my friends who were laughing at my dorkiness! good thing they didn't see what i was looking at. i turned my head and he was laughing too. BASTARD!

I got seated and tried not to weap out of embarassement. My heart was beating soo fast, i think it skipped a beat, or two.


Sunday July 8th
My bedroom
1:30AM

Laying on my bed with thousands of thoughts running through my head.


'Should i care that Haya is Yousif's cousin'
'Or should i ignore that fact?'
'Do i really care anyway?'
'What's next..?' :)

then this thought popped in my head, WAIT!!!
'Did i look good tonight!?' :/

xoxo
-S™