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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Part ThirtyNine;; "I hate the distance in between us.."

Sunday 27th of August

I woke up to a phonecall from a number that has a "+" in the beginning and about 10 numbers after that.
I quickly picked the phone up.

"Helloo..?" I said.

No answer.

"Uhh...HELLO!?" I said.

"Dayouma..?" He said at the other end of the phone.


"I'm okay, dont worry.." He said.

"Are you sure? you don't sound okay, why are you breathing heavily? like you were running?" I asked.

"Oh,that's because i got mugged!" He said.

"WHAT!!? OH MY GOD!! ARE YOU OK!!?" I yelled.

"Shh, dayouma, i'm fine, dont worry." He said.

"Are you sure you're fine!? Are you hurt?!" I said.

"Yeah, i got slashed with a knife on my shoulder, but it's alright!" he said.

"OH MY GOD, YOUSEF!!" I said.

"it's okay, wallah, look at the bright side, i have a hot scar on my shoulder now!" He said.

"uhh..but other than that, you're not hurt!?" I asked.

"No, i'm fine, wallah, i'm sorry i took long, but i didnt have cash on me or anything,i had to withdraw money from the ATM machine later, but first i went to the police and it was a loong day." he said.

"Ohh, okay, and did they catch the mugger?!" I asked.

"Unfortunately, no, i was actually on my way to buy a new number when i got mugged, which is a good thing because i didn't have anything on me other than $200 cash." He said.

"Oh, thats good, i'm glad you're alright, you have no idea how worried i was." I said.

"ba3ad 3umrii, i'm sorry!" He said.

"It's okay, as long as you're fine, be careful sweetie!" I said.

"I missed you." He said.

"I missed you too!" I said.

"But i missed you more." He said.

"No!" I said.

"Yes, don't argue!" He said.

"NOO!, me more, and that's final!" I said.

"Keep lying to yourself, i miss you more, and that's about it!" He said.

I giggled, "No, but please, baby be careful out there!" I said

"Enshallah, you too, ana akalmich later, i have to get some papers done for the University bacher il9b7 w i better get some sleep, I love you, goodbye!" He said.

"Oh okay, keep in touch, i love you too, bye!" I said and closed the phone.

I called D.

"HE CALLEDD!! HE CALLED!" I yelled as soon as she picked up.

"Who?!" She said with a very sleepy voice.

"YOUSEF!!!" I yelled.

"Honey, don't yell, i can hear you!" She said, still sleepy.

"Okay!" I said.

"Is he alright?!" She asked.

"Yeah, he got mugged thats why he didn't call or text me earlier." I said.

"Oh wow, mugged! il7emdellah he's fine!" She said.

"Yeah!" I said.

"Allah e7aafthaa, tell him to be extra careful!" She said.

"I did, waaay, this is only the beginning w shoufay sh9aar feeh! D, i'm scared." I said.

"Awwh, don't be, these things happen, it's alright." She said.

"Uh...i guess." I said.

"Yeah, yalla bye, khaleeni anam." She said.

"Okay, ciao love!" I said and closed the phone.

Sunday 27th of August

I logged on my MSN.

A window box appeared.
"Ghazi.Al-M*****" Wants to add you.
Decide later?

Uhh, Ghazi my second cousin..? uhh why the hell not, i accepted the request.
but how did he get my email??

Ghazi: Ahlaiiiiiiiiiiin. :D

Me: Halla wallah.

Ghazi: Halla feech, Taw ma nawaar my msn list!

Me: Hehe, eb wejoudek.

Ghazi: Shlounich?

Me: Zaina, you shlounek?

Ghazi: Tmam bkhaiir, you look soo pretty eb your pic.

He's referring to my display picture.

Me: Thank you.

Ghazi: Mnuu illy m3aach bil9ora?

Me: My friend.

Ghazi: Nice, allah ekhaleekum 7g ba3ath.

Me: Teslam.

Ghazi: Allah esalmich, haa shloun khaltii?

Me: Tmaam il7emdellah, w shloun your mother?

Ghazi: Bkhair il7emdillah, Ha shloun ilfilm the other day? ;p

Me: HAHA, ambaiih Ghazii you have to watch it!! it's amazing!

Ghazi: 9ij? yalla khanrou7laa? ;p

uhh, is he serious?

Me: Bs ana re7tla already.. ;p

Ghazi: So? 3adi, mu etgouleen it's amazing, ya3ni 3adi etdesheena again. ;)

Me: Madriii.

Ghazi: yalla 3ad shda3wa, traa i'm not a stranger, i'm family, w mara7 nrou7 brou7na, ekhtii Fajour teyee weyana.

Me: Hmm, okay, sure, meta?

Ghazi: Wallah madri, entay nagay ay wagt ya3jebich.

Me: I don't mind really, 3adii.

Ghazi: Okay, khala9 ana achayek il showtimes now w agoulich;p!

Me: okay. (:

10 minutes later.

Ghazi: Okay, fii today at 8PM, is that okay?

Me: hmm, yeah i guess, ma 3indi shay elyoum, what about your sis fajour?

Ghazi: Waiih, 3ad fajour ma tgoul la2 7g cinema;p

Me: Okay, then i'll see you today inshallah, ana now baf9il, i'll talk to you later;p

Ghazi: Waiit, give me your number.


Me: what?

Ghazi: Shfeech? your number, 3shan i call you etha we9alna gablich.

Me: Ohh, okay, give me your number w i'll text you now.

Ghazi: Okay, ########

Me: Okay, ciaoo ;p

I called D.

"OH MY GOD, you're right!" I said aftering telling her the whole conversation.

"Haha,i told you, it was soo obvious!" She said.

"Ambaiiih!! Shasawee!!" I said.

"I dont know, just go out, be normal, he is your second cousin, 3adii." She said.

"I know, i'm going out, bs takhayelay, he asked for me number!" I said.

"Ohhh, shku?!" She said.

"Shdarani, 3shan he "calls" lmaa you9al there" I said.

"Ohh, 9aa7, okay." she said.

"Okay? but what if he takes that advantage and calls everytime and text me!" I said.

"I dont know, la ta36eenah wayh." She said.

"Yeah, i should do that, bs ya3ni his sister betkoun weyana, ya3ni laish he asked me for my number? laish ma 36aaani his sister's number? he's up to something!" I said.

"ee 9aa7 t3aalay, his sister weyakum, ohh he's definitely up to something!" she said.

"SHIT!" I said.

"Haha, it okay dear, la ta36eena wayh, he'll go away." She said.

"I hope so." I said.

"Whatever happened to that Khaled guy..!?" She said, all of the sudden.

"Eww, laish you had to bring him up!" I said.

"Shdarani faj2aa he popped in my head." She said.

"Eww, maybe Haya told him to stop what he's doing." I said.

"Yeah maybe, bs she said ena he 'really' likes you" she said.

"bil6agaaag, waii3 7abeta ilgaraaadaa, khal ewaalii!" I said.

"Haha, it's funny hearing you getting worked up on this" She said.

"Chub, i have to get ready now ciao!" I said.

"Okay ciao, save me the details for laterr!" She said.

"You betcha! laters!" I said and closed the phone.

I dressed up and got ready after texting Ghazi a message, as i told i would.

new text message.

I thought it was from Ghazi, but actually it was from Yousef.

"It was good hearing your voice today, zouqa 9outich awal ma tgoumeen mn ilnoum;** allah e7afthich."

a tear fell down my cheeks after reading this message.

I replied with;
"It was good hearing your voice too, i cant even explain how much i miss you wallah, i miss your face;** we7aafthik enta, please please take care! i can't live if something happened to you, besmellah 3laiik."

Sunday 27th of August
In my car
On the way


Singing along to the song "I will be right here waiting for you" by Bryan Adams when i recieved a phonecall mn Ghazi.

"Aloo?" I said.

"Aloo, halla deema, wainich?" He asked.

"I'm on my way, where are you?" I said.

"We're there, waiting, yalla ebser3a, w take care bil6ereej" He said.

"Okay, inshallah, see you, bye!" I said and closed the phone.

At 7:30PM we9alt Laila cinema.

I saw Ghazi standing alone infront of the entery door.
I walked to him.

"Hii.." I said.

"Ahlaan, il7emdellah 3la ilsalama," He said.

"Allah esalmik, wain fajour?" I said, looking around.

"She didn't come." He said.

"WHAT! WHY!?" I said.

"Cos betrou7 party" He said.

"Chan geltlii, 3al aqal ajalna il6al3a.." I said.

"Shda3wa, tra mani maklich." He said.

"uhh.. la mu 3an, bs yemkin ehya tbii etshouf ilmovie too." I said.

"La 3adii, ana awadeeha later etha tbii." He said.

"Okay." I said.

"Yalla emshay" He said.

"You bought the tickets?" I asked.

"Ee i booked them mn ilinternet" He said.

"Ohh, inzain 3yal let me pay you." I said.

"Yalla 3aad 3an ilme9akhaa, emshay!" He said.

"uh.. okay!" I said and walked in after buying snacks.


- S™

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Part ThirtyEight;; "It feels like a hundered years now, still can't believe you're gone."

i know this post was soo late, excuse me, i didnt finish college until this week. my apologies, but no more delays, as now i started my summer holiday! HOORAY! :D

Enjoy this part!
& thanks for waiting;*!


Saturday 26th of August
My bedroom

I logged on my MSN to see if Yousef is online by any chance,
i thought maybe he didn't buy a number from there yet,
but there was no sign of him. i let out a sigh and picked up my phone and called D.

"Heyyyyy loverr!" D said as soon as she picked up.

"Heyy pumpkin!" I said.

"What's up?" She said.

"Nothing much, is it too soon to worry about Yousef?" I said.

"What do you mean..?" she asked.

"I mean, i didnt get a message or a call from him telling me he arrived safely.." I said.

"Awwh, sweetie, it's too soon, dont worry, im sure he's fine, he probably forgot! dont jump into conclusions!" she said.

"You're right, he probably forgot!" I said.

"Yeah, to get your mind off of that, let's go out today..?" She suggested.

"Suure, where?!" I asked.

"I dont know, you pick, do you want to eat? watch movie? shop?" she said.

"Yes!" I said.

"Yes to what?" She asked.

"To all of that, i want to do all of that today!" I said.

"Really??" She asked.

"Yess, really, shop, go watch a movie, and then eat dinner!" I said.

"Sounds like a plan, but how about watching a movie first, then shopping?" She suggested.

"Whichever, i dont care!" I said.

"Great, what movies are out?" She asked.

"I don't know, we'll go and see!" I said.

"Okay, see you in 2 hours?" She said.

"Yeah, let me just ask my mom and then i'll get ready and meet you there." I said.

"No! PICK ME UP, that's the best part of this whole hangout, to drive around together!" she said.

"Alright, i'll text you before i leave my house, laters!" I said and closed the phone.

Saturday 26th of August
My bedroom

I was getting ready to go out with D when i recieved a text message.

I jumped and quickly hurried up to the phone to see the message, i assumed it was from Yousef telling me how he's alright and all, but it was a message from Haya.
I read the message;
"Hey, do you know that Yousef safaar!?"

I ignored her message and went to get out a blouse to wear.
I didnt want to wear a dress, because i thought i should wear something practical, because im going to shop today, and i need to wear pants.

I wore a beige short with a white blouse that has ruffles in the colar area, and a sleevless mustard cardigan with a brown gladiator shoes.
I decided to wear my hair in a slik Ponytail.

I was almost done, so i texted D, "Im on my way, be ready!"

I applied a little blush, eyeliner and mascara, a light pink lipstick and i got my bag and left the house.

Saturday 26th of August
My car
Outside D's house


I was listening to A9eel's song "Bas a7ebik" while waiting for D.

she got out of her house wearing a short black jeans with a cute gray blouse that had 'Ramones' on it.

she got in and we exchanged kisses.

"Bas a7ebik hatha 7athyy illy enketaaab!" She sang suddenly out loud.

"Oh wow!" I said and drove off to the avenues.

We reached the avenues around 1:35PM, we hurried up to the cinema to catch any movie that's about to start.

there was "Tropic thunder" at 2PM which was perfect, we booked two tickets and went to buy us some snacks.

I was trying to decide what to buy when i heard some guy's voice next me.

"Deema?" the mysterious guy said.

I turned to him. "Ohh, ghazii, Hiii." I said.

Ghazi is my second cousin whom i barely see, i cant even remember when was the last time i saw him, hence why he was never brought up in the story.

"Shlounich?? shakhbarich!?" He said with a smile on his face.

"Il7emdellah bkhair, ent shlounik?!" i asked, i smiled back.

"el7emdellah tmam, Shloun khaltii?" he asked.

"tmam, bkhair, allah esalmik, shloun khaltii '9eyaa?" I asked.

"bkhair il7emdellah, ambaiih, menzimaan 3anich, khubri feech akher mara bil shalaiih, bil3eed ilwa6anii, 2 years ago." He said.

"Olaa, you remember, i dont." I said, and giggled.

"Well, somethings are hard to forget, yall ana lzem amshi, ashoufich 3la khaiir yal ga63aa, w salmay 3la khaltii wayed, faman ellaah" he said.

"allah esalmik, you too, m3a ilsalama" I said.

"Somethings are hard to forget? what is that suppose to mean?" I turned to D.

"I think someone has a crush on you!" she said.

"What? no! i dont think so." I said.


"Ghazi, my second cousin." I said.

"How come i dont know he exsisted?" she asked.

"shdaranii, i barely see him" I said.

"Well, he's cute!" she said.

"Yeah, i guess." I said.

"7da cute, how old is he?" she asked.

"He's 24, and stop obsessing over my second cousin." I said.

"okay, chill, yalla order, i finished ordering." She said.

"Okay." I looked at the counter of snacks "hmm, can i have one skittles, one kinder bueno and a diet coke?" I said.

"skittles, kinder and diet coke? seriously? GREAT MIX!" D said saracastically.

"Chub, i want to save some room for dinner later." I said.

"Olaa shda3wa, we will shop first!" She said.

"I know, bs i want to be REALLY hungry and starving for johhny!" I said.

"Bkaifich you decided on johhny?" she said.

"Yes, now shutup and dont argue!" I said.

I paid, and took my snacks, and walked to the theatre.

Saturday 26th of August
The avenues

"Haha, oh my god, the kid's scene was amazing, i peed my pants!" D said, discussing the movie while we were shopping.

I laughed, "7daa, ambaiih!!" I said.
We laughed hysterically in the movie, it was soo hilarious!

We got in Topshop.

"Eeee, i didnt tell you!! Haya texted me today!" I said.

"What? shtabyy?!" D asked.

"She was saying did you know yousef safaar!" I said.

"Is she serious!? ya3ni akeed tadreen, ambaiih maskeena hathy shfeeha!" D said

"shdarani 3anha, i ignored her message!" I said.

"Good!" she said.

"Allaah this dress is amazing!" I said, pointing to a navy dress.

"Ee its cute!" D said.

25 minutes later w let topshop.
I bought 2 dresses, one top, black skinny jeans, and a necklace. and D bought 2 bangals, and one cute flat and a scarf.

Saturday 26th of August
The avenues

We were walking to the car to drop our bags before going to johhny.

I bought lots of things and it was soo exciting!

We dropped the bags in the car and headed to Johhny.

"Ohh im starving!" I said as soon as the waiter left the table after taking our order.

"Akeed! did you see what you ate bil cinema? haha, idiot!" She said.

"OH MY GOD!!" I laughed so hard.

"What?!" D asked.

"I just remembered the movie, haha, it's amazing!" I said.

"7daa, its soo funny!" D said.

The food arrived, we ate everything, literally.
There was no piece of food in any plates!

D got out her phone, "Lets take a picture of those empty plates for my facebook!"

"Facebook?! since when!?" I asked, surprised.

"Since yesterday, haha i cant believe i didn't tell you." She said.

"And why did you suddenly make one?" I asked.

"Well because i was really bored yesterday around 1AM and decided to make one, my cousin kanat et7en 3lay, w i finally gave in, ohh you should definitely make one!" she suggested.

"Laa waiih mali khelg, mara7 ajabla, whats the point?!" I said.

"Good point, bs its really fun, once you have all your friends and checking pictures, ohh and their applications and super!" she said.

"uhh, i dont know, mali khelg." I said and took a sip of my diet coke.

"You will make one sooner or later!" She said.

"I dont think so." I said. "Excuse me, cheque please!" I said.

Saturday 26th of August

"But danoo, he didnt send anything yet!!" I said, worrying sick over Yousef!

"La tkhafeen sweetie, yemkin he was tired, ilghayeb 3ethra ma3ah, dont worry, inshallah he's fine." she said.

"I can't even sleep! Im really worried!" I said.

"Its okay, just watch any movie or Tv show 3la ma etdoukheen, cos this is not helping, dont over think it, khalaa9, hes fine inshallah, stop worrying, its not good for your face!" she said.

"chub!" I said.

"Wallah, you'll get wrinkles soon!" She said.

"heyy! chub! i'll TRY not to worry.." I said "Thank you sweetie, goodnight, love you!" i said.

"Love you too, goodnight" D said and closed the phone.

2 hours of rolling in the bed trying to sleep, i couldnt.
I was constantly thinking about him.

Is he alright?
Why is he taking that long?
Am i worried over nothing?
Or did something actually happen to Yousef?

I'm going insane here!!

- S™