3eedkum mbarak everyone, w enshallah mn el 3aydeen el fayzeen, w taqabal allah 6a3atkum w kel 3am w entaw ebkhaiiir, etc etc.
3ad excuse me etha i dont post new part soon, cos 3eed w i might not be able to post a new part bl story, bs wallah i'll try etha i had free time on my hands i'll post as soon as i can!
Enjoy 3eeed, w enshallaah testansoun!!
LOVE YOU ALL! :*
xoxo
- S™
Monday, September 29, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Part Thirteen; "Your words are deadly weapons!"
Monday July 23rd
My bedroom
10:25PM
Calling....Calling...Calling...
"Aloo?" He said.
"Aloo." I said back.
"Deema,adeg 3laich b3d shway okay?" He said.
"Okay,bye" I said and threw the phone on my bed.
Is he trying to kill me? ;s
I felt really hot and i was freezing. I went downstairs, and as i was going down the stairs, i almost fell. i don't know what's wrong with me. my legs suddenly can't hold me up. i fell on the couch of the livingroom. Mom was there.
"haw 7beebtii shfeeech?" She asked, worried.
"Ma feeni shay, bs 7asa eb ta3ab shwaya." I said and took a deep breath.
"La akeed feech shay, 6a3 wayhech a9faar." She said.
My face?? a9far? i didn't even know why!
"9ijjJ?" I said And got up to take a look at my face in the mirror.
wow, i looked horrible. i turned to my mom.
"Mom, i'm not feeling well.." I said and put my hands on my stomach, it ached, it was too painful to bare.
mom quickly got up and approached me, she felt my forehead, "Deema, 7beebtii, 7arartich mertaf3a, Emsakhna" She said.
"Bss im coold!" I said and shivered.
"Ne6ray bser3a ayeeb my bag w albes 3abati w awadeech el 6abeeb." She said and ran upstairs, she ran, literally.
I sat on the couch. i couldn't hold my head up, i felt like i was going to throw(w entaw eb karama) up any minute now..
Mom came down to see me laying on the couch; emotionless. I was passed out, mom quickly called the maid and they both held me up and took me to the hospital. my phone was in my room, on my bed. My father was outside of kuwait. so mom had to take me.
It turned out i passed out due to stress, not eating, lack of sleep, and a really high temperature.
I woke up and i saw mom on my left side, and D was on my right. they both jumped. "Deema!"
"Hii.." I said and smiled.
"7beebtii el7emdellah ya rab, shlounich al7een?" Mom asked as she placed her hand on my hand.
"Zainaa.." i said. D hugged me, out of no where, i laughed and hugged her back.
"Missed you,bgara!" She said and giggled.
Mom went to ask the doctor when i can leave.
I looked at D. "I called him, and he said he'd call me later. but later never happened, i passed out.." I said..
"Don't think about him right now, dont worry, just get better now and we'll see about that later." she said.
Tuesday July 24th
My bedroom
5PM
Me and D walked in my room, i quickly ran to look at my phone. i had 3 misscalls from yousef and a message that says "Waiiniich?"
I picked up the phone and called him.
"Alooo deeeema!" He said as soon as he picked up.
"Aloo, hala yousef." I said.
"Wainich ya bnaya, tewakalt 3laich." He said.
"Sorry, i was in the hospital." I said.
"Hospital!!?? whyyy 3sa mashaaar?!" He asked.
"La wallah shay, bs ta3abt shwaya.." I said.
"Deema, feech shay w khasha 3anii??" He said.
"No.." I said.
"Akeeed?" He said.
"Ee mafeeni shay, Yousef baghaiit shay?" I said.
"Ee, bs la7tha shda3wa etkalmeeni eb nafsiya?" He said.
"Wallah shay, bs ta3bana, w aby a3aref why did you want me to call you ASAP?" I asked.
"Eeh,ana ma a7eb el laf w eldawaran, entay chum wa7id etkalmeeen ghairi?" He asked.
"Na3aam?!!?" I asked, confused, dazed, lost. IS HE SERIOUSLY ASKING ME THIS!!!
"Jawbeeni w ray7eenii.." He said.
"Ent mn 9ejik tes2alni hl su2al?" I said.
"Deema, please jawbay su2alii!" He said.
"I cant believe you actually asked me that, you're questioning my loyalty?" I said.
"Elshai6an ma mat ya deema, bs jawbay elsu2al." He said.
My heart ached, i felt like he was holding a knife and stabbing my heart, literally.
"Thanks Yousef, etha hatha '9anik feeni, m3a elsalama." I said and turned off my phone!
As i was getting my anger by punching the crap out of the pillow, D left the bathroom and yelled, "WOAH, dude,WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED??"
xoxo
- S™
My bedroom
10:25PM
Calling....Calling...Calling...
"Aloo?" He said.
"Aloo." I said back.
"Deema,adeg 3laich b3d shway okay?" He said.
"Okay,bye" I said and threw the phone on my bed.
Is he trying to kill me? ;s
I felt really hot and i was freezing. I went downstairs, and as i was going down the stairs, i almost fell. i don't know what's wrong with me. my legs suddenly can't hold me up. i fell on the couch of the livingroom. Mom was there.
"haw 7beebtii shfeeech?" She asked, worried.
"Ma feeni shay, bs 7asa eb ta3ab shwaya." I said and took a deep breath.
"La akeed feech shay, 6a3 wayhech a9faar." She said.
My face?? a9far? i didn't even know why!
"9ijjJ?" I said And got up to take a look at my face in the mirror.
wow, i looked horrible. i turned to my mom.
"Mom, i'm not feeling well.." I said and put my hands on my stomach, it ached, it was too painful to bare.
mom quickly got up and approached me, she felt my forehead, "Deema, 7beebtii, 7arartich mertaf3a, Emsakhna" She said.
"Bss im coold!" I said and shivered.
"Ne6ray bser3a ayeeb my bag w albes 3abati w awadeech el 6abeeb." She said and ran upstairs, she ran, literally.
I sat on the couch. i couldn't hold my head up, i felt like i was going to throw(w entaw eb karama) up any minute now..
Mom came down to see me laying on the couch; emotionless. I was passed out, mom quickly called the maid and they both held me up and took me to the hospital. my phone was in my room, on my bed. My father was outside of kuwait. so mom had to take me.
It turned out i passed out due to stress, not eating, lack of sleep, and a really high temperature.
I woke up and i saw mom on my left side, and D was on my right. they both jumped. "Deema!"
"Hii.." I said and smiled.
"7beebtii el7emdellah ya rab, shlounich al7een?" Mom asked as she placed her hand on my hand.
"Zainaa.." i said. D hugged me, out of no where, i laughed and hugged her back.
"Missed you,bgara!" She said and giggled.
Mom went to ask the doctor when i can leave.
I looked at D. "I called him, and he said he'd call me later. but later never happened, i passed out.." I said..
"Don't think about him right now, dont worry, just get better now and we'll see about that later." she said.
Tuesday July 24th
My bedroom
5PM
Me and D walked in my room, i quickly ran to look at my phone. i had 3 misscalls from yousef and a message that says "Waiiniich?"
I picked up the phone and called him.
"Alooo deeeema!" He said as soon as he picked up.
"Aloo, hala yousef." I said.
"Wainich ya bnaya, tewakalt 3laich." He said.
"Sorry, i was in the hospital." I said.
"Hospital!!?? whyyy 3sa mashaaar?!" He asked.
"La wallah shay, bs ta3abt shwaya.." I said.
"Deema, feech shay w khasha 3anii??" He said.
"No.." I said.
"Akeeed?" He said.
"Ee mafeeni shay, Yousef baghaiit shay?" I said.
"Ee, bs la7tha shda3wa etkalmeeni eb nafsiya?" He said.
"Wallah shay, bs ta3bana, w aby a3aref why did you want me to call you ASAP?" I asked.
"Eeh,ana ma a7eb el laf w eldawaran, entay chum wa7id etkalmeeen ghairi?" He asked.
"Na3aam?!!?" I asked, confused, dazed, lost. IS HE SERIOUSLY ASKING ME THIS!!!
"Jawbeeni w ray7eenii.." He said.
"Ent mn 9ejik tes2alni hl su2al?" I said.
"Deema, please jawbay su2alii!" He said.
"I cant believe you actually asked me that, you're questioning my loyalty?" I said.
"Elshai6an ma mat ya deema, bs jawbay elsu2al." He said.
My heart ached, i felt like he was holding a knife and stabbing my heart, literally.
"Thanks Yousef, etha hatha '9anik feeni, m3a elsalama." I said and turned off my phone!
As i was getting my anger by punching the crap out of the pillow, D left the bathroom and yelled, "WOAH, dude,WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED??"
xoxo
- S™
Friday, September 26, 2008
Part Twelve; "Sitting here turning minutes into hours to find the nerve just to call you on the telephone."
Two days passed and they were what some of us call "PERFECT" in every way. it was perfect between me and yousef. I was really happy where my life is heading to..
Monday July 23rd
Outside D's House
6PM
I was waiting for D to come out, we're going to Alraya complex to shop and then eat at Burger Boutique. i was wearing a black Alberta Ferretti accordion trapeze dress with my black Alexander McQueen elvie python tote and Christian Louboutin zouzou sandals with my hair half down, if you know what i mean. D came wearing Isaac Mizrahi tea cozy dress with her Marni textured leather east west bag and her Michael Kors needy flat sandals and her hair was down on one side. she looked GOOOOOD!
On our way to Alraya, The i-pod was playing on Shuffle and the song "My wish" - by rascal flatts was playing, we were singing along when my phone beeped, it was a text message from Yousef, "Deema, call me ASAP!" I raised an eyebrow and looked and D, totally confused.
"ASAP? What's the matter? My happiness never lasts. Just my luck." i muttered.
"Woah, that's creepy, the way he's all serious and call me asap!" D said.
I decided to call when i get back home. i don't want something to ruin my day. i'm happy; i would like to keep it that way as long as possible..
Monday July 23rd
Alraya Complex
7:30PM
We were shopping. just left Laundry and bought this really cute Maroon cocktail dress, it's really short; which made me like it even more. (hehe)
We went then to BCBG and other shops. we didn't buy anything, just the dress that i bought from Laundry. And the whole time we were shopping and as the time slowly passes by my stomache aches more. i don't want to leave, i don't want to go back home and listen to something that might make me pull an all nighter and make me wet my pillow with tears. I know i can be such a drama queen, but i'm a girl, and who can blame me?
Monday July 23rd
Burger Boutique
8:10PM
We got seated. i was holding my phone and getting so nervous; i don't know why. i almost had a panic attack!
We ordered and i was getting even more nervous when the food arrived. and as the time is ticking my stomache was killing me.
"I can't take this!!" I said.
"Whaat?" D said, completely unaware of what i'm going through.
"Yousef, you dumbass!!, i'm scared!" I said.
"Ohh, well don't. think positive." she said.
"You think? i don't know." I said.
"Yeah, maybe he's just playing with you." she said and took a sip from her diet coke.
"But i'm not feeling well, and my stomache is KILLING me!" I cried.
"Stop whining and eat!" she said and took one of the mini burgers.
I stopped, but did not eat. i was holding my phone and was waiting for him to send another message or something that would take the stress away.
Monday July 23rd
My car
9:20PM
3 minutes away from D's house, 10 minutes away to start my misery. I didn't talk at all the whole way to D's house, i was just listening to the music and watching the road. the song "Incomplete" By the backstreet boys was playing and i was feeling little by little empty.
Dropped D. And i was driving 60km/h i could go slower but i didn't want people swearing at me. i didn't want to reach my house...if only i could.
Monday July 23rd
My bedroom (or to be more accurate my misery room)
10:20PM
I pressed in his number....and my whole body went numb.
xoxo
- S™
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Part Eleven; "This world will never be what i expected."
Thursday July 19th
Marina Mall
Water lemon
6:10PM
I didn't talk. i didn't say anything. I just froze.
"Deema!!?" Haya yelled.
"Sorry, ee mballah hatha yousef!" I said.
"Why is he calling you??" She asked.
"He probably needs something." I said.
"Shloun, i mean mn meta 3inda your number??" she asked. she was furious, and her eyes are filled with tears. I was speechless.
I managed to pull myself together. "It's a long story!" I said and looked at D.
"Haya, let's go to Deema's house, w we'll tell you everything, mu here jedam elawadim." D Suggested.
Thursday July 19th
My Bedroom
7:45PM
"Yalla, tell me the long story.." She said as soon as we entered my room.
I took a long breathe & told her everything, from the moment we met, to how we run into each other everywhere we go, & to how i really like him just as much as he likes me.
Then it was quiet for 10 minutes if not more.
"Haya, say something!" I cried.
"Shagoul!!?" Haya cried.
"Anything, just dont be quiet." I said.
"I don't know what to say, 7dii ma9doma!" She said.
D was staring at both of us, it was kind of funny how she was all quiet.
"I know, i understand. i tried to avoid yousef, bs wallah mu beedii.." i cried even more.
"I have to go now. I can't say anything, i need to think and try to understand what's going on." She said and she head to the door.
"Please call me later!" I said as i walked her to the door.
I went back to my room and looked at D.
"Oh my god!!" I fell on the bed.
"Honey.." D said and trying not to cry with me.
"My heart is aching.....ACHING!" i weeped.
"Stop crying! don't jump into conclusions. you don't know what will happen.." She said and gave me a hug.
Ring ring. Yousef. I'm definitely not in the mood!
"Answer!" D yelled.
"Mabbiii!!" i cried.
"Answer ya almaynouna, maybe he'll make you feel better!!" She said, "I'm going home now, see you later, call me....whenever!" D continued.
"Okay, bye." I said.
The phone kept ringing. i kept staring at the phone, refusing to answer.
"Aloo?" I said behind my crying voice.
"Aloo, Deema Shfeech!!?" He yelled.
"Ma feeni shay." I said.
"Etge9een 3la mnu? gouleeli shfeeech?" he said.
"Ta3bana.." I said.
"ya galbi,Mn shnu?" He asked.
"Madrii, yousef mumkin akalmik ba3daiiin?" I asked.
"La Mu mumkin, Lama tgouleenli shnu or mnu em'9aygech!" He insisted.
"M7ad '9ayagni, bs this whole situation between,me you and haya." i said.
"Laish, 9aar shay elyoum?" he asked.
"Ee, she knew everything! i told her everything!" I said.
"w Shagalt?" He asked.
"Nothing. that's what's killing me!, she said nothing!! she just left when i told her, galat barid elbait afaker w astaw3ib elwa'93 b3dain akalmich." I said.
"Enzain, la tabcheen bs, ga6a3tay galbi.." He said.
"Mu beedi yousef, wallah mu beedi." I said.
"Allah kareeem, Bs khala9 elbachii mara7 efeed, etha entay mn ne9eebi, la haya wallah alf wa7da mithelha tegdar etfaregna." He said.
My heart smiled. YES my heart. Bs Hal kelmetain raya7ouni.
"Yousef, Mashkour w ma tga9er." I said.
"Laish ana me sawait shay...?" He said.
"Adri, bs Kalamtnii w erta7t, w that's something." I said.
"I'm always here if you need someone to talk to." He said.
We talked for 3 hours. until i fell asleep on the phone, While he was still talking..
Friday July 20th
My bedroom
1PM
I woke up to my phone ringing. it was haya.
"Aloo?" I said.
"Alo, hala deema, wee asfa ga3adtech?" She said.
"Ee, bs 3adi shda3wa, shlounich?" I asked.
"Mashi al7al, entay shlounich?" she asked.
"Ana zaina el7emdellah.."
"Deema..?" She said.
"Hala haya..?" I said.
"Entay t7ebeeena?" She asked.
I froze there for a second. "Haa?" was all i could say.
"Shfeech tebal3amtay, Entay t7ebeen yousef?" She said.
"Madri....ee." I said.
"3ayal ana mara7 ogaf eb 6ereejkum dam hm ohwa e7ebich, w enshallah allah ewafegkum." She said.
"9ij? bs Haya you like him too?" I said.
"Ee, bs shelfayda etha ohwa ma e7ebni, 7ub mn 6araf wa7id ma yenfa3." She said in a sad tone.
She broke my heart to pieces.. :(
"b3d 3umrii, Bs etha e'9aygech enni ana refeejtich w a7eba, gouleeli, wallah ma akalma 3ashanich, wallaah!" I said.
"La la, Deema, Ma abee lich ellah el khair, w enshallah elly allah katba be9eer, Ma tadreen yemkin alga wa7id a7san mn yousef, wa7id e7ebni w a7eba." She said.
"Ee wallah ma tadreen laish la2, mashkoura Haya.." I said.
"El3afo, ma swait shay ana. Akalmich b3dain bye." She said.
The phone call ended. & i was happy, i felt good.
I looked at my phone and i had a message from Yousef, "Noum el3awafii;*" I giggled.
Called D. and told her everything.
....EVERYTHING!
xoxo
- S™
Marina Mall
Water lemon
6:10PM
I didn't talk. i didn't say anything. I just froze.
"Deema!!?" Haya yelled.
"Sorry, ee mballah hatha yousef!" I said.
"Why is he calling you??" She asked.
"He probably needs something." I said.
"Shloun, i mean mn meta 3inda your number??" she asked. she was furious, and her eyes are filled with tears. I was speechless.
I managed to pull myself together. "It's a long story!" I said and looked at D.
"Haya, let's go to Deema's house, w we'll tell you everything, mu here jedam elawadim." D Suggested.
Thursday July 19th
My Bedroom
7:45PM
"Yalla, tell me the long story.." She said as soon as we entered my room.
I took a long breathe & told her everything, from the moment we met, to how we run into each other everywhere we go, & to how i really like him just as much as he likes me.
Then it was quiet for 10 minutes if not more.
"Haya, say something!" I cried.
"Shagoul!!?" Haya cried.
"Anything, just dont be quiet." I said.
"I don't know what to say, 7dii ma9doma!" She said.
D was staring at both of us, it was kind of funny how she was all quiet.
"I know, i understand. i tried to avoid yousef, bs wallah mu beedii.." i cried even more.
"I have to go now. I can't say anything, i need to think and try to understand what's going on." She said and she head to the door.
"Please call me later!" I said as i walked her to the door.
I went back to my room and looked at D.
"Oh my god!!" I fell on the bed.
"Honey.." D said and trying not to cry with me.
"My heart is aching.....ACHING!" i weeped.
"Stop crying! don't jump into conclusions. you don't know what will happen.." She said and gave me a hug.
Ring ring. Yousef. I'm definitely not in the mood!
"Answer!" D yelled.
"Mabbiii!!" i cried.
"Answer ya almaynouna, maybe he'll make you feel better!!" She said, "I'm going home now, see you later, call me....whenever!" D continued.
"Okay, bye." I said.
The phone kept ringing. i kept staring at the phone, refusing to answer.
"Aloo?" I said behind my crying voice.
"Aloo, Deema Shfeech!!?" He yelled.
"Ma feeni shay." I said.
"Etge9een 3la mnu? gouleeli shfeeech?" he said.
"Ta3bana.." I said.
"ya galbi,Mn shnu?" He asked.
"Madrii, yousef mumkin akalmik ba3daiiin?" I asked.
"La Mu mumkin, Lama tgouleenli shnu or mnu em'9aygech!" He insisted.
"M7ad '9ayagni, bs this whole situation between,me you and haya." i said.
"Laish, 9aar shay elyoum?" he asked.
"Ee, she knew everything! i told her everything!" I said.
"w Shagalt?" He asked.
"Nothing. that's what's killing me!, she said nothing!! she just left when i told her, galat barid elbait afaker w astaw3ib elwa'93 b3dain akalmich." I said.
"Enzain, la tabcheen bs, ga6a3tay galbi.." He said.
"Mu beedi yousef, wallah mu beedi." I said.
"Allah kareeem, Bs khala9 elbachii mara7 efeed, etha entay mn ne9eebi, la haya wallah alf wa7da mithelha tegdar etfaregna." He said.
My heart smiled. YES my heart. Bs Hal kelmetain raya7ouni.
"Yousef, Mashkour w ma tga9er." I said.
"Laish ana me sawait shay...?" He said.
"Adri, bs Kalamtnii w erta7t, w that's something." I said.
"I'm always here if you need someone to talk to." He said.
We talked for 3 hours. until i fell asleep on the phone, While he was still talking..
Friday July 20th
My bedroom
1PM
I woke up to my phone ringing. it was haya.
"Aloo?" I said.
"Alo, hala deema, wee asfa ga3adtech?" She said.
"Ee, bs 3adi shda3wa, shlounich?" I asked.
"Mashi al7al, entay shlounich?" she asked.
"Ana zaina el7emdellah.."
"Deema..?" She said.
"Hala haya..?" I said.
"Entay t7ebeeena?" She asked.
I froze there for a second. "Haa?" was all i could say.
"Shfeech tebal3amtay, Entay t7ebeen yousef?" She said.
"Madri....ee." I said.
"3ayal ana mara7 ogaf eb 6ereejkum dam hm ohwa e7ebich, w enshallah allah ewafegkum." She said.
"9ij? bs Haya you like him too?" I said.
"Ee, bs shelfayda etha ohwa ma e7ebni, 7ub mn 6araf wa7id ma yenfa3." She said in a sad tone.
She broke my heart to pieces.. :(
"b3d 3umrii, Bs etha e'9aygech enni ana refeejtich w a7eba, gouleeli, wallah ma akalma 3ashanich, wallaah!" I said.
"La la, Deema, Ma abee lich ellah el khair, w enshallah elly allah katba be9eer, Ma tadreen yemkin alga wa7id a7san mn yousef, wa7id e7ebni w a7eba." She said.
"Ee wallah ma tadreen laish la2, mashkoura Haya.." I said.
"El3afo, ma swait shay ana. Akalmich b3dain bye." She said.
The phone call ended. & i was happy, i felt good.
I looked at my phone and i had a message from Yousef, "Noum el3awafii;*" I giggled.
Called D. and told her everything.
....EVERYTHING!
xoxo
- S™
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Part Ten; "It's like a bullet through the heart.."
Thursday July 19th
D's bedroom
12PM
I've been down for two days, barely eating, barely sleeping. i didn't think it would be that hard. i slept over at D yesterday because i wanted someone to be with me through this, and plus i want to be away from home for a while.
"Deems, how are you sweetie?" D said as she was putting her hair up in a ponytail.
"I'm...uh..i don't know. i will be ok, eventually." I answered & looked at my phone.
I had 6 misscalls from Yousef. yes i'm still ignoring, and he kept calling. i have 4 misscalls from the unknown caller. and 2 misscalls from haya. I ignored all.
"D, let's go eat lunch @ nino." I suggested.
"Okay, why not!" she said.
We got up and got ready. i wore a mini beige skirt and a white shirt with a gold necklace and a cute hairband with a bow. D wore a long white shirt with a brown wide high-waisted belt.
Just when i was ready to wear my gladiator flats, my phone rang. it was haya. i decided to answer and just get it over with.
"Alooo." I said.
"Aloo, Hala Deema, shlounich?" Haya said.
"El7emdellah ebkhair, entay shlounich?" I said.
"Zaina, enzain deema, waiinich 9arli youmain adeg 3laich ma tredeen, khara3teeni ya m3awda." She said.
"Ha, la bs knt mashghoula, sorry.." I stuttered.
"Aha, enzain mara7 a8bil a3thar, khane6la3 netghada bara?" she said.
"3ad tawni ana w Dana ebne6la3,we're going to nino, enshoufich menak enshallah." I said.
"WHYYY!!?" D yelled as soon as i closed the line.
"Shdaranii, okay, i keep avoiding her, she's gonna notice!" I said.
"Uff, okay, enshallah et3adi 3la khair." D said as she was wearing her shoes.
[beep] a text message from yousef "Reday 3alay deema, walla bayen!!! redaaay, law 9ij le ma3aza eb galbich reday 3alay lama adeg after 5 minutes, atrajaach!" i took a deep breathe and my heart ached. badly.
Thursday July 19th
D's car
2:30PM
Ring ring. Yousef was calling. i hesitated. but i managed to answer.
"Aloo?" I said.
"Deema!" Yousef said.
"Hala.." I said.
"Wainich, 7aram 3laich wallah 3athabteenii.." He said.
"Im sorry.." I said trying not to lose it and cry.
"La it's okay, i understand. bs mu chithi elnas ya7geroun. wallah kheft e9eer feech shay!" he said.
"La mafeeni shay, kani el7emdellah bkhair.." I said.
"3sa doum ya rab, Deema, law sama7tay la ta7gereeni chithi mara thania, 3l a8al msg, bs adrii enich 3aysha.." He said.
"Enshallah, im sorryy yousef.." I said.
"Allah ya Dayouma, law tadren shkither erta7t now that i talked to you.." He said.
I giggled. didn't have anything better to say.
"Allah e7af'9ich yal 7elwa,Wain ray7a?" He said.
"Nino. with my friend dana, w haya is going to meet us there.." I said.
"Haya?" He said.
"Ee, allah yastir.." I said.
"Laish laish, la latkhafeen, shda3wa,mara7 e9er shay enshallah." He said.
"Enshallah, yalla we9alna nino, bye yousef." I said.
"Bye deema, bs ma awa9eech, la ta7gereen wayid,sam3aa?" He joked.
"Bye yousef, bye!" I said and laughed.
I actually laughed. i felt good. I felt good.
Thursday july 19th.
Nino
3PM
We just entered nino, Haya wasn't there yet. we got seated. and waited for her. 5 minutes later, she came.
"Hii girls." Haya said as she approached us. we got up and greeted her.
We ordered then it was silence for like 10 minutes. it was so awkward. In those 10 minutes i was hoping haya won't mention anything about Yousef.
"So deema, did you talk to Yousef after the other day bl invite convo?" Haya said. breaking the silence.
"Uhh, no i didn't." i said and looked at D.
"Haya, what's up with you and yousef?" D said.
she giggled and then said "it's complicated shwaya, cos i dont know if he likes me too, bs i have a feeling he likes deema.."
I let out a nervous laugh.
"Did he tell you he likes deema?" D asked.
"Well, No, not really, but i think he does." She said.
"How come?" D asked. I love D.
"Well, cos he asked for her email, so i assumed he liked her." She said.
"Aha, maybe, what if he does?" D asked, interesed to know the answer. here i was all ears, i want to know the answer to that question!
"I don't know.." she said & looked at me. I smiled.
WHY DID I SMILE!!? i have no clue.
"well you need to ask him, mu chithi tet3alegain bl9bay w ohwa ma e7ebich" D said.
"Ee, ana fakart as2ela bs akhaf asma3 shay e'9ayeg khelgii.." she said.
"Look, do it, it's like pulling off a Bandage!" D said.
"I will enshallah." Haya said and smiled.
i looked at D with half a smile.
Thursday July 19th
D's car
4PM
Me and D were in her car singing along to the song on the radio, and Haya was in her car behind us. My phone rang. It was yousef. i ignored. he called again. and i ignored.
It rang again, this time it was Haya.
"Emshaw nrou7 Marina neg3ad eb cafe or something? enkamil el 6al3a mara wa7da.." She said.
"Ha wallah madri.." I looked at D. D nodded as in 'okay'. "Okay. Yalla al7een nakhith el U turn w enrou7 marina, see you there." I said
Thursday July 19th
Marina Mall
Water lemon
6PM
We shopped shwaya gbl la neg3ad eb water lemon. We were talking and enjoying our time when my phone started ringing, it was Yousef, i looked, then ignored. i did not save his number, so it was just a number. he called again & Haya took a peek.
"la7tha,Isn't that Yousef's number?" She asked.
I FROZE!
xoxo
- S™
D's bedroom
12PM
I've been down for two days, barely eating, barely sleeping. i didn't think it would be that hard. i slept over at D yesterday because i wanted someone to be with me through this, and plus i want to be away from home for a while.
"Deems, how are you sweetie?" D said as she was putting her hair up in a ponytail.
"I'm...uh..i don't know. i will be ok, eventually." I answered & looked at my phone.
I had 6 misscalls from Yousef. yes i'm still ignoring, and he kept calling. i have 4 misscalls from the unknown caller. and 2 misscalls from haya. I ignored all.
"D, let's go eat lunch @ nino." I suggested.
"Okay, why not!" she said.
We got up and got ready. i wore a mini beige skirt and a white shirt with a gold necklace and a cute hairband with a bow. D wore a long white shirt with a brown wide high-waisted belt.
Just when i was ready to wear my gladiator flats, my phone rang. it was haya. i decided to answer and just get it over with.
"Alooo." I said.
"Aloo, Hala Deema, shlounich?" Haya said.
"El7emdellah ebkhair, entay shlounich?" I said.
"Zaina, enzain deema, waiinich 9arli youmain adeg 3laich ma tredeen, khara3teeni ya m3awda." She said.
"Ha, la bs knt mashghoula, sorry.." I stuttered.
"Aha, enzain mara7 a8bil a3thar, khane6la3 netghada bara?" she said.
"3ad tawni ana w Dana ebne6la3,we're going to nino, enshoufich menak enshallah." I said.
"WHYYY!!?" D yelled as soon as i closed the line.
"Shdaranii, okay, i keep avoiding her, she's gonna notice!" I said.
"Uff, okay, enshallah et3adi 3la khair." D said as she was wearing her shoes.
[beep] a text message from yousef "Reday 3alay deema, walla bayen!!! redaaay, law 9ij le ma3aza eb galbich reday 3alay lama adeg after 5 minutes, atrajaach!" i took a deep breathe and my heart ached. badly.
Thursday July 19th
D's car
2:30PM
Ring ring. Yousef was calling. i hesitated. but i managed to answer.
"Aloo?" I said.
"Deema!" Yousef said.
"Hala.." I said.
"Wainich, 7aram 3laich wallah 3athabteenii.." He said.
"Im sorry.." I said trying not to lose it and cry.
"La it's okay, i understand. bs mu chithi elnas ya7geroun. wallah kheft e9eer feech shay!" he said.
"La mafeeni shay, kani el7emdellah bkhair.." I said.
"3sa doum ya rab, Deema, law sama7tay la ta7gereeni chithi mara thania, 3l a8al msg, bs adrii enich 3aysha.." He said.
"Enshallah, im sorryy yousef.." I said.
"Allah ya Dayouma, law tadren shkither erta7t now that i talked to you.." He said.
I giggled. didn't have anything better to say.
"Allah e7af'9ich yal 7elwa,Wain ray7a?" He said.
"Nino. with my friend dana, w haya is going to meet us there.." I said.
"Haya?" He said.
"Ee, allah yastir.." I said.
"Laish laish, la latkhafeen, shda3wa,mara7 e9er shay enshallah." He said.
"Enshallah, yalla we9alna nino, bye yousef." I said.
"Bye deema, bs ma awa9eech, la ta7gereen wayid,sam3aa?" He joked.
"Bye yousef, bye!" I said and laughed.
I actually laughed. i felt good. I felt good.
Thursday july 19th.
Nino
3PM
We just entered nino, Haya wasn't there yet. we got seated. and waited for her. 5 minutes later, she came.
"Hii girls." Haya said as she approached us. we got up and greeted her.
We ordered then it was silence for like 10 minutes. it was so awkward. In those 10 minutes i was hoping haya won't mention anything about Yousef.
"So deema, did you talk to Yousef after the other day bl invite convo?" Haya said. breaking the silence.
"Uhh, no i didn't." i said and looked at D.
"Haya, what's up with you and yousef?" D said.
she giggled and then said "it's complicated shwaya, cos i dont know if he likes me too, bs i have a feeling he likes deema.."
I let out a nervous laugh.
"Did he tell you he likes deema?" D asked.
"Well, No, not really, but i think he does." She said.
"How come?" D asked. I love D.
"Well, cos he asked for her email, so i assumed he liked her." She said.
"Aha, maybe, what if he does?" D asked, interesed to know the answer. here i was all ears, i want to know the answer to that question!
"I don't know.." she said & looked at me. I smiled.
WHY DID I SMILE!!? i have no clue.
"well you need to ask him, mu chithi tet3alegain bl9bay w ohwa ma e7ebich" D said.
"Ee, ana fakart as2ela bs akhaf asma3 shay e'9ayeg khelgii.." she said.
"Look, do it, it's like pulling off a Bandage!" D said.
"I will enshallah." Haya said and smiled.
i looked at D with half a smile.
Thursday July 19th
D's car
4PM
Me and D were in her car singing along to the song on the radio, and Haya was in her car behind us. My phone rang. It was yousef. i ignored. he called again. and i ignored.
It rang again, this time it was Haya.
"Emshaw nrou7 Marina neg3ad eb cafe or something? enkamil el 6al3a mara wa7da.." She said.
"Ha wallah madri.." I looked at D. D nodded as in 'okay'. "Okay. Yalla al7een nakhith el U turn w enrou7 marina, see you there." I said
Thursday July 19th
Marina Mall
Water lemon
6PM
We shopped shwaya gbl la neg3ad eb water lemon. We were talking and enjoying our time when my phone started ringing, it was Yousef, i looked, then ignored. i did not save his number, so it was just a number. he called again & Haya took a peek.
"la7tha,Isn't that Yousef's number?" She asked.
I FROZE!
xoxo
- S™
Friday, September 19, 2008
Part Nine; "It's a shame that it had to be this way.."
Tuesday july 17th
Bedroom
1:30Pm
I woke up. Checked my phone, 6 misscalls from the unknown caller. he kept calling these days. he's really annoying. i ignored. Called D.
"The unknown caller Keeps calling." I muttered.
"Ignore, sweetie." D replied.
"I did, but do you know how many miss calls i got from him overall?" I said.
"haha, how many?" she asked.
"34 misscalls, NO KIDDING!" I yelled.
"What the fuck!? what's wrong with him?" She laughed.
"Ambaaay, shdaraaaniii.." I laughed.
"Wa7id fathii ma 3inda shighil.." She exclaimed.
"Yeah, D, i told him everyything!!" I yelled.
"Who? what?? When??" she yelled back.
"Two days ago." i said.
"And..?" she said.
"I don't know, im confused, bs he told me all those stuff like who's haya to choose who to like and stuff, bs still i feel bad about it!" i said.
"Don't sweetie, 7ata law like you dont talk to him, i dont think he'll talk to haya.." she explained.
"I guess, oh, and i told him i love him." I said.
"YOU DID NOT!!!" she yelled, "OH MY GOD, what did he say??"
"Well, he said im pretty sure not even close to how much i love you.." i giggled.
"Awwwhhh,, deeems!" she giggled.
Tuesday July 17th
Bedroom
6PM
Just signed on msn.
(BEEEP)
Yousef: Taw ma nawar el msn.. ;p
Me: Hehe, Eb wejoudek.. (:
Yousef: Shlounich?
Me: El7emdellah bkhair, you?
Yousef: Hm ana bkhaiir w al7amd lillah..
Haya has been addded to the conversation..
Haya: Ahlaaaaaaaaan! ;p
Apparentley she made this invite convo.
Me: Halaw hayoun.. ;p
Yousef: Halaw banaaat;p
Haya: 7da malal, fa gelt asawee invite 7g my two favorite people online;p
Favorite people? Me? Since when..?
Yousef: Haha, ya 7lailich hayoun.
Me: hehe. thanks? ;p
Haya: Hehe, enzain, dayouma, eb themitich yasouf mu 7eloo??
WHAT!!? Why is she doing this? :S i'm furious.
Me: hehe, 3adii he's cute, laiish? ;p
Haya: Eee gouleelah, mo ra'9ii e9adeg!
Yousef: hehe la khala9 9adagt. ;$
Haya: 3ishtaw al7een 9adagt haa? ;p
Me: hehe.
Yousef: ee :$
Haya: Shme3naA? ;p Deema rayha ohwa el9a7 ya3nii?
PLEASE JUST SHUT UP! :/
Yousef: Rayha muhim 3indii ee;p
Me: hehe;p
Haya: Laish y3nii??;p bag3ad 3la rasek ella ba3arif
Me: Hayoun bss.. ;s
Yousef: Ee wallah bss, fashaltay el bnt.
Haya: No shda3waa, hathy dayoum, w ana amoun.. ;p
Yousef: Sh'hal the8a? ;p
Haya: 9aa7 deema amoun?? ;p
2 minutes passed.
Yousef: ??
Haya: Deema?
Me: Wee soorryy, sara7t, ee akeed;p hehe.
Haya: Sheft!!
Yousef: okay. ma gelna shay.
Haya: enzain yousef laish chithi shfeek emnasef 3alay?? ;p
Yousef: Shku? shgelt ana? ;/
Haya: madrii, et7asis elwa7id enek emnafis.
Yousef: La yuba, mu emnafes.. ;p
Haya: Ashwa, cos may9eer etkoun emnafes w ana mawjouda, afa 3laik bs! ;p
Yousef: Teslemeeen.
Haya: Deeema?? Shfeeech sakta?
Yousef: Deema?
I signed out.
uffff. i can't take this. Haya is crazy about him. i can't.
I sent a text message to Yousef, MY FIRST TEXT MESSAGE TO HIM...ever.
"Hi yousef,I'm deema, in case you were wondering, bs knt bagoulik ena i can't do it, haya is absolutely inlove with you. i can't do this to her...i can't do this to any girl! im sorry, i really like you, bs i can't. i'm not the kind of girl who chooses boys over friends, to me; friends come first."
I sent.
5 minutes later.
[BEEP] A reply, "Deema, mn 9ejich?! shfeeech, me and haya are never going to happen, you need to understand that, entay sheftay the way she's annoying me? im not being mean or rude, bs el9ara7a etnarfiz, w 7arakat'ha shway childish, she is definitely not my type of girl. don't give up on me...! ;/"
I typed "I'm sorry, as long as im friends with haya, you and me are never happening.." & sent.
[BEEP] "Deemaa! what about the other day, what about "i love you"? ;/"
I typed "I do, bs i can live with not having you around if it means my friend is not getting hurt because of me, im sorry, im willing to face the pain of not talking to you for her, even though she can be a pain in the asss, but she IS still my friend." I sent.
He called. I ignored. He called again. i ignored.
& again....& i ignored.
Turned off my mobile.
Picked up my home phone; called D and weeped.
xoxo
- S™
Bedroom
1:30Pm
I woke up. Checked my phone, 6 misscalls from the unknown caller. he kept calling these days. he's really annoying. i ignored. Called D.
"The unknown caller Keeps calling." I muttered.
"Ignore, sweetie." D replied.
"I did, but do you know how many miss calls i got from him overall?" I said.
"haha, how many?" she asked.
"34 misscalls, NO KIDDING!" I yelled.
"What the fuck!? what's wrong with him?" She laughed.
"Ambaaay, shdaraaaniii.." I laughed.
"Wa7id fathii ma 3inda shighil.." She exclaimed.
"Yeah, D, i told him everyything!!" I yelled.
"Who? what?? When??" she yelled back.
"Two days ago." i said.
"And..?" she said.
"I don't know, im confused, bs he told me all those stuff like who's haya to choose who to like and stuff, bs still i feel bad about it!" i said.
"Don't sweetie, 7ata law like you dont talk to him, i dont think he'll talk to haya.." she explained.
"I guess, oh, and i told him i love him." I said.
"YOU DID NOT!!!" she yelled, "OH MY GOD, what did he say??"
"Well, he said im pretty sure not even close to how much i love you.." i giggled.
"Awwwhhh,, deeems!" she giggled.
Tuesday July 17th
Bedroom
6PM
Just signed on msn.
(BEEEP)
Yousef: Taw ma nawar el msn.. ;p
Me: Hehe, Eb wejoudek.. (:
Yousef: Shlounich?
Me: El7emdellah bkhair, you?
Yousef: Hm ana bkhaiir w al7amd lillah..
Haya has been addded to the conversation..
Haya: Ahlaaaaaaaaan! ;p
Apparentley she made this invite convo.
Me: Halaw hayoun.. ;p
Yousef: Halaw banaaat;p
Haya: 7da malal, fa gelt asawee invite 7g my two favorite people online;p
Favorite people? Me? Since when..?
Yousef: Haha, ya 7lailich hayoun.
Me: hehe. thanks? ;p
Haya: Hehe, enzain, dayouma, eb themitich yasouf mu 7eloo??
WHAT!!? Why is she doing this? :S i'm furious.
Me: hehe, 3adii he's cute, laiish? ;p
Haya: Eee gouleelah, mo ra'9ii e9adeg!
Yousef: hehe la khala9 9adagt. ;$
Haya: 3ishtaw al7een 9adagt haa? ;p
Me: hehe.
Yousef: ee :$
Haya: Shme3naA? ;p Deema rayha ohwa el9a7 ya3nii?
PLEASE JUST SHUT UP! :/
Yousef: Rayha muhim 3indii ee;p
Me: hehe;p
Haya: Laish y3nii??;p bag3ad 3la rasek ella ba3arif
Me: Hayoun bss.. ;s
Yousef: Ee wallah bss, fashaltay el bnt.
Haya: No shda3waa, hathy dayoum, w ana amoun.. ;p
Yousef: Sh'hal the8a? ;p
Haya: 9aa7 deema amoun?? ;p
2 minutes passed.
Yousef: ??
Haya: Deema?
Me: Wee soorryy, sara7t, ee akeed;p hehe.
Haya: Sheft!!
Yousef: okay. ma gelna shay.
Haya: enzain yousef laish chithi shfeek emnasef 3alay?? ;p
Yousef: Shku? shgelt ana? ;/
Haya: madrii, et7asis elwa7id enek emnafis.
Yousef: La yuba, mu emnafes.. ;p
Haya: Ashwa, cos may9eer etkoun emnafes w ana mawjouda, afa 3laik bs! ;p
Yousef: Teslemeeen.
Haya: Deeema?? Shfeeech sakta?
Yousef: Deema?
I signed out.
uffff. i can't take this. Haya is crazy about him. i can't.
I sent a text message to Yousef, MY FIRST TEXT MESSAGE TO HIM...ever.
"Hi yousef,I'm deema, in case you were wondering, bs knt bagoulik ena i can't do it, haya is absolutely inlove with you. i can't do this to her...i can't do this to any girl! im sorry, i really like you, bs i can't. i'm not the kind of girl who chooses boys over friends, to me; friends come first."
I sent.
5 minutes later.
[BEEP] A reply, "Deema, mn 9ejich?! shfeeech, me and haya are never going to happen, you need to understand that, entay sheftay the way she's annoying me? im not being mean or rude, bs el9ara7a etnarfiz, w 7arakat'ha shway childish, she is definitely not my type of girl. don't give up on me...! ;/"
I typed "I'm sorry, as long as im friends with haya, you and me are never happening.." & sent.
[BEEP] "Deemaa! what about the other day, what about "i love you"? ;/"
I typed "I do, bs i can live with not having you around if it means my friend is not getting hurt because of me, im sorry, im willing to face the pain of not talking to you for her, even though she can be a pain in the asss, but she IS still my friend." I sent.
He called. I ignored. He called again. i ignored.
& again....& i ignored.
Turned off my mobile.
Picked up my home phone; called D and weeped.
xoxo
- S™
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Part Eight; "The heart never lies.."
Sunday July 15th
My bedroom
3PM
Phone rings. i picked up and it was haya.
"Hi Dayoum, shlounich?" She said
"Hala hayoun, el7emdellah tmam, entay shlounich?" I said as i was thinking now what!!
"Busy today wela la2?" She asked.
"Wallah madri, ana ga3da an6er Dana et2akedlii 3l 6al3a," I said.
"Aha, enzain etha mentay 6al3a, shrayich ana weyach ne6la3?" She said.
Since when me and haya would go out alone. i wondered.
"Ee sure, a36eech khabaar" I said, Ugh, i hate that i can't say "no" to someone!! ;/
Phone call ended.
I called D immediately.
"D, Haya is being wierd!" I said as soon as she picked up.
"Uhh...hi?" she said.
"Hii, did you hear what i just said?" i said
"Yes, laish what did she do?" She asked.
"She said if i'm free today, she wants to go out!" I said.
"She did not!!! liaar!!! omg!" D yelled.
"What? whyyY?" i said.
"Oh, i see what she's trying to do, she's trying to befriend you, look sweetie, you're not going!" She said.
"Haha, why not?" i said.
"Because she's the DEVIL!! look, just make up any excuse!" D explained.
"Well i did tell her that i might go out with you, which was a lie.." i said, and giggled.
"Haha, that's my girl, well, if you want to feel better, we'll go out, why not, that way you won't be lying" She said.
"Okay, Johhny rockets avenues @ 8PM! See ya!" i said and closed the line.
I love unplanned dinner!!
Sunday July 15th
My car
Outside d's house.
8:10PM
I was wearing a knee high navy dress from French connection, with bright red heels, and my Choe's red bag too. my hair was up in a loose bun. i was switching through radio channels, when my phone started ringing. i looked at the number and it was an unknown caller, i usually don't really pick up,but i don't know why i did.
"aloo?" I said.
"aloo, gowa!" A guy's voice said on the other end.
"Allah egaweek, mnu ma3ay?" I asked.
"Shlounich?" he said, and totally ignored my question.
"3afwan, mnu ma3ay?" i asked, again.
"Ana, 7mood, entay mnu?" He asked.
"Ay 7mood, ent elly dag, w tes2al ana mnu, el'9aher nemra ghala6." I said.
"La la, mngal el nemra ghala6, abeeech entay shfeech!" He said.
i freaked out and closed the line,just when D got in the car.
"Ooooh, who where you talking to..?" She asked.
"I don't know, some guy called 7mood, possibly wrong number." I said.
"I hate that when it happens!" D said.
I swtiched to "D" w tewakalt 3l allah.
Sun. july 15th
My car
8:25PM
We were listening to music and singing along to the song "Ya ebn adam" By Hussien aljasmi, when my phone interrupted us, ring ring.
"Oh greeat! the unknown caller again!" I said, "wai3 now e3alig!" I continued.
"That's why i hate answering unknown numbers" She said.
I ignored.
Sun. July 15th
Johnny rockets
8:35Pm
I Ordered #12 & diet coke. D ordered Original cheese burger, & Orange fanta.
& ofcourse the cheese fries to share.
We sitting enjoying our lovely sweaty burgers, when the unknown caller calls again....& again..7 again. ugh.
"beep" "You got a message royal sexyness!" my message tone. it was from him "Shda3wa ma tredeen, wela tetghalaiiin? ;p" Ugh, is he serious!! i deleted the message and continued eating my burger, i will not let some stranger ruin my delicious moment with my favorite burger!
Sun. July 15th
My bedroom
11PM
signed on msn, and Yousef was on, I decided to tell him everything, and just get it over with!
Me: hii yousef.
Yousef: Oh, ghareeba, entay dasha 3alay? :P
Me: hehe, shlounik?
Yousef: Tmam as long as im talking to you.
Me: hehe,good, madri shloun adish bl maw'9ou3..
Yousef: Oookhh, ay maw'9ou3?
Me: La tefhamni ghala6 yousef, bs ana mabi adish bain ahal w akharib 3elagatkum eb ba3a'9.
Yousef: Deema shfeech, fahmeeni, wallah khara3teeni!!
Me: Sorry, bs wallah I know that haya likes you, w i cant do this to her, she's a friend.
Yousef: Haya likes me? :S since when?
Me: Shdarani 3anha, bs she said along time ago, but she never told you.
Yousef: Enzain w ana shaku feeha, khaleeha et7ebni lama tgoul bs, ana ma abeeha, entay adra ana mnu abee.
Me: Wallah yousef madri shagoul, bs wallah me7tara, Haya galatli la tetgarebain mn yousef, ma abeeh he likes you.
Yousef: Na3am hathy shtabii!!!? ehya shku, mn 9ijha galatlich hl 7achii!? ;/
Me: Eee ;/ w ma tadrii shkether te'9ayagt wallah, 7sait eldenya tesakarat eb wayhii, ehya refeejti, i can't betray her!
Yousef: Deema 7yati, hatha mu betrayal, ana abeeech, w entay tadreen eb hlshay, ehya shku etnagi who likes who!!?
Me: Madrii wallah madrii.. :'/
Yousef: Deema, wallah Galbich Thahaab:* Bs mu kl ensan yesti7ig hl mu3amala, may9eer chithi, entay tetkhalain 3n nas for the pleasure of others, you only get to live once.
Me: Yousef..
Yousef: Hala galbii...
Me: i love you! ;$
xoxo
-S™
My bedroom
3PM
Phone rings. i picked up and it was haya.
"Hi Dayoum, shlounich?" She said
"Hala hayoun, el7emdellah tmam, entay shlounich?" I said as i was thinking now what!!
"Busy today wela la2?" She asked.
"Wallah madri, ana ga3da an6er Dana et2akedlii 3l 6al3a," I said.
"Aha, enzain etha mentay 6al3a, shrayich ana weyach ne6la3?" She said.
Since when me and haya would go out alone. i wondered.
"Ee sure, a36eech khabaar" I said, Ugh, i hate that i can't say "no" to someone!! ;/
Phone call ended.
I called D immediately.
"D, Haya is being wierd!" I said as soon as she picked up.
"Uhh...hi?" she said.
"Hii, did you hear what i just said?" i said
"Yes, laish what did she do?" She asked.
"She said if i'm free today, she wants to go out!" I said.
"She did not!!! liaar!!! omg!" D yelled.
"What? whyyY?" i said.
"Oh, i see what she's trying to do, she's trying to befriend you, look sweetie, you're not going!" She said.
"Haha, why not?" i said.
"Because she's the DEVIL!! look, just make up any excuse!" D explained.
"Well i did tell her that i might go out with you, which was a lie.." i said, and giggled.
"Haha, that's my girl, well, if you want to feel better, we'll go out, why not, that way you won't be lying" She said.
"Okay, Johhny rockets avenues @ 8PM! See ya!" i said and closed the line.
I love unplanned dinner!!
Sunday July 15th
My car
Outside d's house.
8:10PM
I was wearing a knee high navy dress from French connection, with bright red heels, and my Choe's red bag too. my hair was up in a loose bun. i was switching through radio channels, when my phone started ringing. i looked at the number and it was an unknown caller, i usually don't really pick up,but i don't know why i did.
"aloo?" I said.
"aloo, gowa!" A guy's voice said on the other end.
"Allah egaweek, mnu ma3ay?" I asked.
"Shlounich?" he said, and totally ignored my question.
"3afwan, mnu ma3ay?" i asked, again.
"Ana, 7mood, entay mnu?" He asked.
"Ay 7mood, ent elly dag, w tes2al ana mnu, el'9aher nemra ghala6." I said.
"La la, mngal el nemra ghala6, abeeech entay shfeech!" He said.
i freaked out and closed the line,just when D got in the car.
"Ooooh, who where you talking to..?" She asked.
"I don't know, some guy called 7mood, possibly wrong number." I said.
"I hate that when it happens!" D said.
I swtiched to "D" w tewakalt 3l allah.
Sun. july 15th
My car
8:25PM
We were listening to music and singing along to the song "Ya ebn adam" By Hussien aljasmi, when my phone interrupted us, ring ring.
"Oh greeat! the unknown caller again!" I said, "wai3 now e3alig!" I continued.
"That's why i hate answering unknown numbers" She said.
I ignored.
Sun. July 15th
Johnny rockets
8:35Pm
I Ordered #12 & diet coke. D ordered Original cheese burger, & Orange fanta.
& ofcourse the cheese fries to share.
We sitting enjoying our lovely sweaty burgers, when the unknown caller calls again....& again..7 again. ugh.
"beep" "You got a message royal sexyness!" my message tone. it was from him "Shda3wa ma tredeen, wela tetghalaiiin? ;p" Ugh, is he serious!! i deleted the message and continued eating my burger, i will not let some stranger ruin my delicious moment with my favorite burger!
Sun. July 15th
My bedroom
11PM
signed on msn, and Yousef was on, I decided to tell him everything, and just get it over with!
Me: hii yousef.
Yousef: Oh, ghareeba, entay dasha 3alay? :P
Me: hehe, shlounik?
Yousef: Tmam as long as im talking to you.
Me: hehe,good, madri shloun adish bl maw'9ou3..
Yousef: Oookhh, ay maw'9ou3?
Me: La tefhamni ghala6 yousef, bs ana mabi adish bain ahal w akharib 3elagatkum eb ba3a'9.
Yousef: Deema shfeech, fahmeeni, wallah khara3teeni!!
Me: Sorry, bs wallah I know that haya likes you, w i cant do this to her, she's a friend.
Yousef: Haya likes me? :S since when?
Me: Shdarani 3anha, bs she said along time ago, but she never told you.
Yousef: Enzain w ana shaku feeha, khaleeha et7ebni lama tgoul bs, ana ma abeeha, entay adra ana mnu abee.
Me: Wallah yousef madri shagoul, bs wallah me7tara, Haya galatli la tetgarebain mn yousef, ma abeeh he likes you.
Yousef: Na3am hathy shtabii!!!? ehya shku, mn 9ijha galatlich hl 7achii!? ;/
Me: Eee ;/ w ma tadrii shkether te'9ayagt wallah, 7sait eldenya tesakarat eb wayhii, ehya refeejti, i can't betray her!
Yousef: Deema 7yati, hatha mu betrayal, ana abeeech, w entay tadreen eb hlshay, ehya shku etnagi who likes who!!?
Me: Madrii wallah madrii.. :'/
Yousef: Deema, wallah Galbich Thahaab:* Bs mu kl ensan yesti7ig hl mu3amala, may9eer chithi, entay tetkhalain 3n nas for the pleasure of others, you only get to live once.
Me: Yousef..
Yousef: Hala galbii...
Me: i love you! ;$
xoxo
-S™
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