tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2551143876246506372024-03-19T14:57:46.676-07:00"Across The Universe"Where FANTASY meets REALITY.Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.comBlogger72125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-86884425359946124422009-08-15T13:08:00.000-07:002009-08-16T19:08:40.611-07:00Part FiftyOne;; "Untitled."<span style="color:#339999;"><span style="color:#ccccff;">I KNOW THIS PART IS SHORT BUT I PROMISE THE NEXT POST WILL BE LOOONG, THAAANKS FOR YOUR PATIENCE!;**</span><br /><br /><strong>Previously on "Across The Universe":</strong></span><br />- I had a very romantic yet weird dream about Mishary.<br />- Waleedan, Mishary, and i were gonna go out, but it was postponed.<br />- Yousef is getting sick of ilghurba and wants to come back to Kuwait.<br />- Uncle Khaled is travelling to Dubai for a few days.<br />- I felt dizzy and my broken arms hurted me from the pillow fight i had with Mishary.<br />- Haya left several messages on msn, she wanted something.<br />- Someone was calling me.<br /><br />---------<br /><br /><br /><strong>3rd of September</strong><br /><em>6:30PM<br /></em>Bedroom<br /><br />"Aloo..?" I picked the phone.<br />It was an unknown caller.<br /><br />"Aloo hala dayouma!" Haya said.<br /><br />"Ohh, haya, hii!" I said.<br /><br />"Shlounich?" She said.<br /><br />"Tmam, you shlounich?" I said.<br /><br />"Zaina, shfeech ma tredeen 3lay bilmsn?" She said. "Mnu sa3ed il7ath illy shaqil balich w shaqlich 3anii?" She continued.<br /><br />Ugh, please dont start! i thought.<br /><br />"No one, knt 7a6a away a9lan w ga3da bil9ala." I said. "Who's number is this?" I asked.<br /><br />"Ohh, that's my new number, i thought i sent it to you in a message!" She said.<br /><br />"Ohh, cool!" I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, so how are things with you and Yousef?" She said.<br /><br />"Come on Haya, are you really going to start this again?" I said.<br /><br />"Start what?! it was a simple question." She said.<br /><br />"No, we both know it wasnt just a simple question, me and Yousef are over, khalaaaa9 leave me alone, stop meddling in my life!" I said.<br /><br />"I never meddled!" she said.<br /><br />"Yeah right!" I said.<br /><br />"Because i care, and ask about you and your life 9ert meddling?" She said.<br /><br />"It's more than that hayoo!" I said.<br /><br />"What's more dayouma!? laish you hold grudges!?" she said.<br /><br />"I dont hold grudges, bs you're doing it again now! y3ni why are you asking about Yousef when you know we are no longer together!?" I snapped.<br /><br />"Haw? I only asked to know are you guys still friends or no, i just wanted to know how you guys ended it, on good terms or not!" She explained.<br /><br />"I don't think that's relevant to you, you dont need to know that." I said.<br /><br />"Okay, sorryy i asked." She said. "I just called to say hi and know hwo you're feeling after the accident and your parents going away, and how are you handeling things." She said.<br /><br />I felt shwaya bad, but it's HAYA!<br /><br />"Okay, thanks for checking, im doing fine il7emdellah." I said.<br /><br />"Il7emdellah, you know if you need anything you know where to find me.." She said.<br /><br />"Thanks, ma tga9reen." I said.<br /><br />"Akalmich later, take care!" She said.<br /><br />We ended the phonecall.<br /><br />I left my room and went to the living room upstaiirs.<br /><br />No one was in the house, i was home alone.<br />I felt hungry and went downstairs to the kitchen to eat something.<br /><br />I walked into the kitchen, i opened the fridge and took out Kraft cheese and fresh tomatoes.<br />I decided to make tomato cheese sandwich.<br /><br />I was applying cheese on the sandwich when i heard a door shut.<br /><br />"Misharyyy?" I yelled.<br />"Waleeedan?" I yelled again, There was no answer.<br /><br />I got scared.<br />My phone was upstairs, i couldn't call any of them, and i dont memorize their number, so i cant call them from the house phone.<br /><br />I was scared to leave the kitchen.<br />I finished making my tomato cheese sandwich and sat on the chair and ate it, in the kitchen with chocolate milk to drink.<br /><br />I finished my sandwich and my chocolate milk, cleaned after me, and stood there in near the kitchen door.<br />I was scared.<br /><br />"Misharyy?? Waleeeeeedaaan?? Janouyaa?? anyone there?" I yelled.<br /><br />Still, no answer.<br />I didnt hearthe elevator working.<br />but i was pretty sure someone entered the house.<br />That means who ever is in the house with me....might be downstairs, or he/she/it actually went up the stairs.<br />'ma3qoula mishary forgot to lock the door behind him?' i thought.<br /><br />I held a broom from the kitchen and left the kitchen and into the dining room.<br />I was taking baby steps, to the elevator while holding tight on the broomstick, my hands were sweating a bit, and my lips felt dry.<br /><br />I was really getting scared, and i felt like i was in some kind of a scary movie.<br />and i also remembered Mishary's comment on being home alone, that i should go to the supermarket and get me some tuff to do traps.<br />That might've worked....in movies, but reality is so much CRUELER!:P<br /><br />I held the broomstick very tightly and walked into the two connected rooms, the elevator was there.<br /><br />"MISHAARYY?" I yelled, my voice was very shakey. i was terrified.<br /><br />There was a bit of mud scattered near the main house doorway.<br />WHO WALKED IN!?!<br /><br />I got really scared i walked and sat on one of the connected livingroom couches and picked up the phone, dailed in D's number and waited for an answer.<br /><br /><br />"Alooo??" D answered.<br /><br />"D! Le7gaay!!" I said.<br /><br />"DAYOUM!?" She said.<br /><br />"Yesss dayoum!" I said.<br /><br />"Shfeech!?" She said.<br /><br />"I'm scared, i'm not home alone....i think!" I said.<br /><br />"Haa? shelsalfa?? i dont understand." She said.<br /><br />"Well, mishary and waleedan left and im home alone, i was sure they left, w knt bilma6bakh asaweeli a snack to eat wela i hear the door shut. The main door!!" I said.<br /><br />"OMG SCARY!!" She said.<br /><br />"I know! shasawee?" I said.<br /><br />"Hmm, talk to me here 3la ma a7ad eyeee, dam you are safe where you are." She said.<br /><br />"No D khaayfa, i cant sit like that, i'm holding a broom in my hand!" I said.<br /><br />She cracked up.<br /><br />"Whaaat? What's funnyy?" I said.<br /><br />"HAHA, a broom? mn 9ijich?? Take a weapon!! like a knife since u were in the kitchen!" She said<br /><br />"Ee wallah, why didn't i take a knife?" I said and laughed.<br /><br />"cos ghabeya besmellah 3la 3aqlich, rou7aay bring a knife w reday here, khalay ilsama 3shan asma3 etha 9ar feech shay!" She said<br /><br />"chub ya 7mara la tkhar3eeni mani ray7a!" I said and looking around the room.<br /><br />"haha, rou7aay shfeech! a broomstcik wont help you with anything!" She said.<br /><br />"emballah it helps shda3wa!" I said.<br /><br />"Okay, what is it, steel or wood?" she asked.<br /><br />"Wood." I said.<br /><br />"hmm, still, maku fayda, tenkeser!" She said.<br /><br />"Danoo shasaweeE! hatha illy 6ala3 m3aaii!" I said.<br /><br />"ghabeyaa, 6oul 3umrech ghabeya!" She said mocking me. "Geltlich go get a knife now, ebser3a!" She said.<br /><br />"3ad shda3wa i have the strength to stab someone!" I said.<br /><br />"3adiii mn ilkhar3a you will stab him!" She said.<br /><br />"no, ya m3awda zain ma i stab myself bilqalaa6, la la khalaaa9 khaleena 3al broomstick a7san" I said.<br /><br />"HAHA stab yourself, takhayelaaaay!" She laughed.<br /><br />"D shut up, you're not helping!" Isaid.<br /><br />"Enzain call Mishary or Waleed or khalich." She said.<br /><br />"I cant, my phone foug, w i dont memorize their number, w khali emsafer!" I said.<br /><br />"Wee, wain safar?" She asked.<br /><br />"Dubai, a business trip!" I said.<br /><br />"Oh, bilsalama enshallah," She said.<br /><br />"Allah esalmich, al7een shasawee!?" I said.<br /><br />"Madrii, u have to wait here till someone gets back mn ilguys!" She said.<br /><br />"Noo, tawhum 6al3een, they're not coming any time soon!" I said.<br /><br />"hmm, tbeen ayeech?" She said,<br /><br />"YESSSSS!" I yelled.<br /><br />"Okay waiit as2al my mom." She said.<br /><br />I heard her asking her mom;<br />D; "Mama can i go to Dayouma's house?"<br />D's mom; "Sh7agaa..?"<br />D; "Yuma shnu esh7aga, b3d bazourha ga3da ebrou7ha bilbaiit."<br />D's mom; "noo maku rou7a, ge3day bilbaiit shwaya, kila hayta!"<br />D; "Yuma bs now barou7 bait mu 6al3a! 7ram ilbnt brou7ha w daga 3laai."<br />D's mom; "Gelna laa2 y3nii la22, w salmaai 3laiihaa!"<br />D; "enshallah, allaah esalmich<br /><br />"Aloo, ma rethat." D said.<br /><br />"I know, i heard." I said.<br /><br />"Sorryy, shasawee.." she said.<br /><br />"It's okay, ill wait here." I said.<br />I heard something bilma6baakh yenkeser!<br /><br />"SHITTT!" I said.<br /><br />"WHAAT?!" D yelled.<br /><br />"Did u hear that?" I said.<br /><br />"Hear what?" She said.<br /><br />"The sound of something breaking..?" I said.<br /><br />"No, where!?" She said.<br /><br />"Bilma6baaakh! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii shasaweeeeeee!" I yelled.<br />Shway w i piss my pants.<br /><br />"HAHA, 7yatiiii!! akeed tetwahemain shda3wa something breaks bilma6baakh, you were there." She said, trying t0 calm me down.<br /><br />"No nooo, i'm positive i heard a voice!" I said.<br /><br />"Enzain, me and ghazi are getting really close." She said.<br /><br />"GREAT WY TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT!! reallyyyy how?" I said, trying not to think about the situation i'm in.<br /><br />"I talk to him constantly on msn, he's 7da gargaa, ye9laa7lii!" She said and giggled.<br /><br />"Awwh, aham shay ye9la7lii, haha cuuute!" I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, i like him shwaya.." She said.<br /><br />"What do u mean shwaya?" I said.<br /><br />"Ya3ni i like him b3d shnuu la tagfeleen 3laaayyy wala asaker ilphone w akhaleech brou7ich!" She said.<br /><br />"Chub!" I cried.<br /><br />"Haha, relax, dont think, just talk!" She said.<br /><br />"Enshallah, kamlaayyy, you and ghazii" I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, we became close very soon, he shares same interest and he loves to eat, waaai zouqa!" She said.<br /><br />"haha, aham shay loves to eat! th3eef il9bay wain ilakil erou7?" I said, saracastically.<br /><br />"Goulay mashallah, he goes to the gym, bs 9ij mashallaaah yakil wayed." She said.<br /><br />"Hehe, nice." I said.<br /><br />"Al7een shbetsaween?" She asked.<br /><br />"I dont know!" i said.<br /><br />"Khala9 dayoum khalich ba6ala w 9e3day foug your room w geflay 3laich ilbab!" She said.<br /><br />"Bsss what if he's in my room?" I asked.<br /><br />"No, mu ma3qoula, cos you just heard il9out bilma6baakh." she made a point.<br /><br />"9aa7, khalaaa9 yallaa basaker ilphone w barke'9 foug, to my room." I said.<br /><br />"Ee yalla 3afya, w call me as soon as you get in your room, okay?" D said.<br /><br />"Enshallah, yalla bye." I said. "Ed3eeelyy" I closed the phone.<br /><br />I got up and held the broomstick in my hands very tight and was ready to hit anything that suddenly appears to attack me!<br /><br />I was shaking, scared and terrifed.<br />I quickly ran towards the stairs ela this shadey man 6ala3 mn jedaamiii w i yelled and punched his face.<br />I didn't use the broomstick.<br />I dont know why, i was scared..<br /><br />"AHHHHHHHH" I kept yelling when i punched the 'Human Being'<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com58tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-67096825393281531742009-08-12T16:14:00.000-07:002009-08-13T07:05:14.711-07:00Part Fifty;; "I don't want this moment to ever end."Wow, 50!:P<br />so yeah sorry, i actually wrote this part yesterday around 2:30AM, but while writing it i fell asleep, so i didnt get to complete it, and now i did, again sorry for the delay.<br />One more thing, i will no longer use colors for conversations because it's time consuming and sometimes when im done with the coloring at the end, they say some html error.. :/<br />But if you guys insist on the color let me know 3shan i use it next time,<br />&<br />Enjoooy!;*<br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">Previously on "Across the Universe":<br /></span></strong>- Mishary's ex-Gf is a lunatic who i feel bad for.<br />- Mishary and i are pretending to be 'lovers'<br />- I'm not feeling good about this whole pretending.<br />- Does Mishary even like me?<br /><br />------<br /><br /><strong>3rd of September<br /></strong><em>10:30AM</em><br />Bedroom<br /><br />*KNOCK KNOCK*<br />"Who is it?" I said.<br /><br />"Mishary." He said.<br /><br />"Come in." I said.<br /><br />"Dayouma, yalla basich noum goumay." He said.<br /><br />"Haa? Shtabii?" I said.<br /><br />"Aby akalmich eb mawthou3!" He said.<br /><br />Another mawthou3?<br />now what?:/<br /><br />"What mawthou3?" I said.<br /><br />"Goumay awal ghaslay wayhich w badlay, ana an6erech bilserdaab." He said.<br /><br />Mishary was serious.<br /><br />"Inzaiiin." I said and got out of bed.<br /><br />"An6erich, la t6awleen." He said.<br /><br />"Ok, bs shme3na bil basement..?" I asked.<br /><br />"Waiih dayoum, la ta7regeen ilsalfa, i'll wait downstairs." He said and left the room.<br /><br />OMG!!<br />Shelsalfa!!<br />I was getting really really curious!<br /><br />I quickly got into the bathroom and washed up.<br /><br />Got out changed into a black shorts and a white Gap shirt.<br />I put my hair up in a messy bun and left the room.<br /><br />Upstairs was so quiet.<br />where is everybody?<br />i wondered.<br /><br />I got into the elevator and went to the basement.<br /><br />The elevator door opened and my jaw dropped on the floor!!<br /><br /><br /><br />"What.....is...this...?" I said as i left the elevator.<br /><br />There were roses on the floor and on the pool floating.<br />And candels and the smell was amazing.<br /><br />"Do you like it?" Mishary said.<br /><br />"What is this??" I asked.<br /><br />"It's for you, do you like it!?" He said.<br /><br />"But...is this because im your fake girlfriend?" I said, "But that's too much for pretending." I said.<br /><br />"Who said anything about pretending, awal shay tell me, do you like it?" He said.<br /><br />"Yes, it's amazing!" I said.<br /><br />"Good, this is my way of telling you that yesterday what was between us, it wasn't pretending.." He said.<br /><br />"Uhh..." I was speechless.<br /><br />IS THIS REALLY HAPPENNING?<br /><br />"Shh, dont say a word, let me continue.." He said as he places his finger on my lips.<br /><br />YES ON MY LIPS!!<br /><br />I was freaking out.<br /><br />"Okay." I whispered.<br /><br />"I did all of this yesterday when i walked you to your room, this is just my way of telling you that i love you..." He said.<br /><br />"Are you still pretending??" I said.<br /><br />"NO! this is all real! I love you, no wait.....AMOUT FEEECH!" He said.<br /><br />My eyes popped out.<br />my lips were soo dry and my heart was beating so fast!<br /><br />"What...?" is all i managed to say.<br /><br />"Shfeeech?" He said.<br /><br />"Nothing, it's just....WOW!" I said.<br /><br />"And i know you have feelings for me.." He said.<br /><br />"How do you know?" I said.<br /><br />"From your eyes, the way you look at me." He said.<br /><br />"uhh.....ARE YOU REALLY MISHARY!?" I said.<br /><br />"YES, shfeech!!?" He said.<br /><br />"It's hard to believe that you.....YOU MISHARY is opening up for me, you're expressing your feelings, that never happened before." I said.<br /><br />"Believe it! It's true, a7ebich w mesti3id asawee elly tabeena to prove it! i think about you like crazy." He said and held my hands.<br />I felt chills all over my body!<br /><br />I looked at his hands and mine holding.<br /><br />"How come you're telling me now!?" I said.<br /><br />"I've been falling for you ever since we were kids, we used to fight like crazy, but i was doing it only to spend time with you." He said.<br /><br />"Oh.." I said.<br /><br />"Dayouma.....wallah a7ebich!" He said, "A7ebich, a7ebich, a7ebich!" He repeated.<br /><br />I blushed.<br /><br />"Say something..?" He said.<br /><br />"Mishary...." I said.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">[I JUMPED TO A KNOCK ON MY DOOR]<br /><br /></span>Oh crap!<br />I was dreaming!!!! :(<br />Why are dreams soo much better than reality?<br /><br /><br /><br />I woke up, still feeling a rush from the dream.<br /><br />"Mnuuuu?" I said in my sleepy voice.<br /><br />"Ana waleedan!" He said.<br /><br />"Waleeed! come in!" I said.<br /><br />"Halla dayouma.." He said as he entered my room.<br /><br />"Halla feek, wainik ma tbayen?" I said.<br /><br />"Kanii, bs ams knt m3a 9a7bii tawa rad mn ilsufar w the whole day knt 6ali3 weyaah!" He said.<br /><br />"awwh, cool, wallah fegadtik" I said.<br /><br />"7alatich wallah, sh3endich elyoum?" He said.<br /><br />"Nothing." I said.<br /><br />"Cool, 3yal ne6laa3?" I said.<br /><br />"Sure, ma agoul la2!" i said.<br /><br />"Khala9 elyoum ana weyach, w mnu tbeen ba3ad eyee?" He said.<br /><br />"Madrii, akeed mishary berez wayha." I said.<br /><br />"Ee 9aa7, khala9 ana weyach w Mishary." He said.<br /><br />"Okay, enshallah." I said.<br /><br />"Ohh ta3alay, ana yay akalmich eb salfaa w nesaiiit!" He said.<br /><br />I was a bit scared, did mishary tell him ?<br />Or did he sense something?<br /><br />"Ay salfa?" I said.<br /><br />"Entai sajaltay eb jam3a?" He said.<br />i felt relieved.<br /><br />"Yeah." I said.<br /><br />"Ay jam3a...?" He said.<br /><br />"KU." I said.<br /><br />"Waiin ay koliya?" He said.<br /><br />"CBA." I said.<br /><br />"9ij, w qbalouch?" He asked.<br /><br />"Ee il7emdellah, ana w my bestfriend danoo!" I said.<br /><br />"Cool, wallah ana ams faj2a refeejii ga3d egouli 3an iljam3a, ohwa yadres bara, fa fakart feech, gelt wain qademat w chithi, fa gelt as2al 3shan etha mu emqadmaa ebser3a cos soon esakroun iltasjeel w 3ad lazem tan6ereen ilcourse ilyay." He said.<br /><br />"hehe, ee la qadamt il7emdellah." I said.<br /><br />"Emwafeqa enshallah, khala9 yalla ashoufich later 3shan ne6la3, w sorry ga3adtich." He said.<br /><br />"La 3adii it's no problem, ana already bagoum." I lied.<br /><br />"Okay, yalla see you later." He said w he left the room and shut the door behind him.<br /><br />I layed my head back on the pillow.<br />I totally forgot about uni, and not that it's getting close, im getting nervous shwaya.<br />I stayed on my bed thinking of what to wear lma a6la3 with waleedan and mishary because i couldn't go back to sleep.<br /><br />I opened my laptop and signed on msn.<br />Yousef was on.<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />Hiiii! miss u!!:*<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />Hii, i miss you too.<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />Waiinch ma tbayneen?<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />Mawjouda, bs madri, i dont like msn that much.<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />Afaa, enzain 3al aqal dezay msg se2lay 3anii eb ghurbetii ma7aad daraa 3anii:(!<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />Sorrryy wallah, How is uni?<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />its alright, bss waii3 dayoum wallah mu gader 3al ghurba!:/<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />Awwh, whyy?<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />Madrii wallah 7dii mu mertaa7, m3ana rab3ii m3ay, bs ham madrii a7es aby arid ilq8, 7ta ams kalamt omi ena bas7ab awraagii mn iljam3a w ared ilkuwaiit.<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />Yousef, you just started, give yourself some time to adopt.<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />Madrii dayouma, wallah a7es bs maqmout, abii arid wallah, nafseeti ta3bana.<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />sweetie, madri shagoulik bs la testaa3yel, give yourself a time.<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />Madri wallah kelish mu mertaa7, ga3ed a7awel age9 3la 3umrii,bs i cant anymore! ams lma kalamt omi te'9ayegat shway cos ehya kanat mu rathya mn ilasas ena adres bara bs 7naiit 3laiiha w frait raas'ha, w now arid, kelish my 7elwa, bs wallah dayoum 9ij 9ij ta3ban!<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />I really dont know what to say, w etha rdaiit betdish KU?<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />EE ya KU or GUST yemkin, bs elmuhim bil deera!<br /><br />D [77;*] ... Mu Gader Atkhayal Hal Denya Mn Dounak! says:<br />Ohh, i dont know, i hope you pick the right choice!<br /><br />YMK -- ABY ARID ILQ8:( says:<br />Thank you. ;*<br /><br />kesar kha6rii shwaya..<br />We ended the convo and i changed my status to "Away" and left the laptop on my bed and went to the living room upstairs.<br /><br />I was sitting watching T.v when i saw Khali getting out of his room with a suitcase and a small travelling bag.<br /><br />"Khalii, betsafer?" I said.<br /><br />"Ee wallah ya bnaytii i have to go to dubai, it's a business trip, bs enshallah mani em6awel, 4 days bilkitheer." He said.<br /><br />"Oh, okay, allah ya36eek il3afyah khalii, w tred bilsalama inshallah." I said and kissed his cheeks and hugged him before he leaves.<br /><br />"Take care bnaytii okay." He said and gave me an envelope.<br /><br />"What's that?" I said.<br /><br />"It's money, for you, if you need anything." He said.<br /><br />"No..khalii i cant accept this." I said.<br /><br />"Yalla 3ad, you're gonna take it, and you'll use it, w 7ta law rdaiit w you didnt use them, they're yours." He said.<br /><br />"Thanks alot khali." I said and kissed his forehead.<br /><br />"Yalla 7beebti, estawda3taki lillah althi la ta'9ee3 wada3ehu." He said and got into the elevator.<br /><br />I left the envelope in my room, in the drawers and went back to the living room.<br /><br /><br /><strong>3rd of September</strong><br />2PM<br />Livingroom.<br /><br />I heard mishary's room door open, and then close and then i heard his footsteps.<br /><br />"9baa7 ilkhaiir." He said as he got into the living room.<br /><br />He looked like a total mess, in cute way.<br />His shaggy hair was...kesha! which made him look super cute.<br />And he was wearing a black khaki pants and a gray shirt.<br /><br />"9baa7 ilnour." I said.<br /><br />I was trying not to laugh when i first saw him.<br />all i could think of was the dream i had.<br /><br />"Shlounich?" He said as he got seated on the couch next to me.<br /><br />"Zaina you?" I said.<br /><br />"tmaam." He said.<br /><br />"Khali besafer now.." I said.<br /><br />"I know, ams he told me." He said.<br /><br />"Oh, does that happen alot?" I said.<br /><br />"What, him travelling? Yeah, lazem atleat once bilshahar esafer." He said.<br /><br />"Olaa.." I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, bs 3adi we got used to it." He said.<br /><br />"W jana wainha?" I said. "Minzeman ma sheft'ha" I continued.<br /><br />"Nayma eb bait khaltii mn ams." He said.<br /><br />"Oh okay, ee t3al tra eb ne6la3 elyoum, me you w waleedan." I said.<br /><br />"Cool, meta?" He said.<br /><br />"Madri wallah." I said.<br /><br />"Inzain, waiin benrou7?" He said.<br /><br />"Ham madrii." I said.<br /><br />"Haa? 3yal shnu tadreeen!!?" He mocked me.<br /><br />"Shdaranii, it was waleedan's idea to go out." I said.<br /><br />"Waiih, etha waleed, ya3ni bewadeena mukan khayes!" He said.<br /><br />"Laiish?" I said.<br /><br />"L2ana ma e3aref yekhtar amakin, anyways ana mu akeed ayee, yemkin a6la3 m3a rab3ii." He said.<br /><br />"Ohh okay." I said.<br /><br />Waleedan came out of the elevator.<br /><br />"Dayouma, sorry but can we postpone il6al3a to tomorrow?" He said.<br /><br />"Uhh, sure, mishary already might not come." I said.<br /><br />"Okay, good, im so soorryy bs soemthing came up with my friend w i have to help him." He said.<br /><br />"It's okay." I said.<br /><br />Waleedan went to his room.<br /><br />"I'm gonna be home alone!" I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, it's fun tra!" He said.<br /><br />"Not really, i get scared, w i imagine things." I said.<br /><br />"Haha, '9a7akteenii, imagine things?? like what?" He asked.<br /><br />"Madriii ya3ni 3adii etha eb dark room, i imagine scary faces staring at me!" I said.<br /><br />He was laughing at me.<br /><br />"Chub!" I said and poked him.<br /><br />"Enzain, rou7ai iljam3eya w eshteray aghraath mithil home alone, 3shan you do traps!" He said and laughed.<br /><br />"Chub It's not funny!" I said.<br /><br />"Wedi a7e6 camera that follows your move w entai alone, 3shan lma arid ashoufa!" He said.<br /><br />"Maleee8!!!" I said.<br /><br />"6ali3 3laich." He said.<br /><br />He was back to the old Mishary, not the sweet talker that i was out with yesterday, and definitely not the romantic one that i dreamt about.<br /><br />"I dreamt about you!" I said.<br />I just wanted to play around with him, i will not tell him what's the dream.<br /><br />"9ijj..?! Shnuu?!" He said.<br /><br />"Eee 9ij!" I said.<br /><br />"Enzain shnu kan il7elm?" He asked.<br /><br />"I'm not saying!" I said.<br /><br />"GOULAY!" He said.<br /><br />"NOPE!" I said.<br /><br />"YAL MALEE8A!! jad goulay!" He said.<br /><br />"Mabii!!" I said and smiled.<br /><br />"Waii3 waii3, yal sakheefa!!" He said.<br /><br />I laughed.<br /><br />He took the couch pillow and hit me with it.<br /><br />"Ayyy!!" I said covering my head.<br /><br />"A7san!!" He said.<br /><br />"Ambaiih yahil yahil!?" I said.<br /><br />"Chubaai!" He said and kept hitting me.<br /><br />I managed to pull a pillow and hit him.<br /><br />PILLOW FIGHT!<br />I gotta admit, it was fun, felt like the old days when we constantly fought.<br />I was enjoying the fight.<br /><br />"Bs bss!!" I said placing my hand on my head.<br /><br />"Shfeech!?" He said.<br /><br />"I'm feeling dizzy." I said.<br /><br />"Are you okay? sit down!! i'm soo soorryy nsaiit about the accident!!" He said, his voice was scared.<br /><br />"It's okay." I said and sat on the couch.<br /><br />"dayouma, 7acheenii, are you okay?!" He said.<br /><br />"I'm fine.." I said.<br /><br />"Tbeen shay? ayeeblich maay something!?" He said.<br /><br />"No, i'm okay." I said and layed on the couch.<br /><br />"Khala9 just rest, asif wallah asif!" He said.<br /><br />"Shfeek khayef!?" I asked.<br /><br />"Madri ya m3awda khara3teeni, kheft wallah, tra ma 9arlich muda mn ilaccident, w you had a mild concussion ya3ni what i did was wrong!" He said.<br /><br />"it's okay, i just feel dizzy now, but i'll be fine." I said.<br /><br />"Akeed?" He said.<br /><br />"Yes, w my arm is hurting too!" I said.<br /><br />"9ij?! dayouma, goumay goumaay, awadeech il hospital!" He said.<br /><br />"La it's okay!" I said.<br /><br />"La yuba, goumay yalla awadeech ilhospital!" He said.<br /><br />"Mishary...relax....breathe...i'll be fine." I said.<br /><br />"Akeed?" He said.<br /><br />"Yess, stop worrying!" I said.<br /><br />"Okay." He said. "Khala9 mani 6ali3 ilyoum." He said.<br /><br />"What? whyy?" I said.<br /><br />"Bs, akhaaf akhaleech eb rou7ich w entay 3la hal 7ala." He said.<br /><br />"Shda3waa, ambaiih mishary, im okay, goo!" I said.<br /><br />"enzain, bs if you need anything CALL me!" He said.<br /><br />"Enshallah." I said and got up to go to my room.<br /><br />"Take care!" He said as he walked me to my room and went back to his room.<br /><br />I sat on the bed.<br />I looked at the laptop screen, Haya talked to me, she left a few messages.<br />i read them;<br /><br />Hayouna. [Class Of 'o8;*] Says:<br />Hiiii.<br /><br />Hayouna. [Class Of 'o8;*] Says:<br />Hellloooo?<br /><br />Hayouna. [Class Of 'o8;*] Says:<br />Dayouma wainich??<br /><br />Hayouna. [Class Of 'o8;*] Says:<br />Shfeech 7agratniii?<br /><br />Hayouna. [Class Of 'o8;*] Says:<br />Khala9 3la ra7tich, i'll talk to you later.<br /><br /><br />Shtabii?<br />What's next?<br />Akeed she's up to something!<br />Ya3ni me and Yousef are over, What does she want!!?<br />She keeps meddling in my life<br />I'm gonna kick her out of my life, once and for all!<br /><br /><br />"Ashouf ilnas fi 3younii w mn bedhum ashoufak ghaiiir.."<br />My phone was ringing..<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com48tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-15927028652129610872009-08-08T03:20:00.000-07:002009-08-08T17:09:07.497-07:00Part FortyNine;; "Its an illusion, nothing is real this way."Sorry for the delay, but i was helping a friend with her booth at an Exibition, so i didn't have time to log on, enjoyy;*!<br /><br />Oh and sorry guys, this post won't be colorful, i'm sleepy and tired, and you guys already waited for this part, and i dont want to keep you guys any longer;*!<br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Previously on "Across The Universe":<br /></span></strong>- Haya is well Haya, she didn't change one bit.<br />- Yousef and i are officially just 'friends'<br />- There is definitely something going on between Ghazi & D, and i'm happy for them.<br />- Fajoura is throwing a DJ party, Me & D are invited!<br />- Mishary and i had a sweet moment then he went to his room and ditched me for...????<br /><br />----<br /><br /><br /><strong>2nd of of September</strong><br /><em>My bedroom<br /></em>10:45AM<br /><br />I woke up to the sound of heavy machinary working.<br /><br />Ughh, not a good way to start the day.<br /><br />I got up and went to the bathroom to wash up and brush my teeth.<br />I got out and changed into a black capri and a yellow spongebob tshirt with my hair up in a messy kuba and left the room.<br /><br />No one was in the livingroom upstairs.<br />i was going to press the elevator button when i heard Mishary's voice talking on the phone.<br />"Khalaa9,i'll see etha fa'9ii ilyoum w a36eech khabar." i heard him say.<br /><br />Hatha shnu salfeta? I wondered.<br />I pressed the button and was waiting for the elevator when Mishary left his room and saw me.<br />I was looking at his room when he opened it so i guess he sensed i heard something, his face expression was metwaheg.<br /><br />without any word i got into the elevator and went down, i didn't wait for him.<br />It was so awkward, and i'm still pissed off how he stood me up lastnight.<br /><br />I got into the dining room and to my luck, no one was on the table, but the breakfast was still there.<br /><br />I gave the door my back and got seated.<br /><br />I was puting cheese in a toasted bread when Mishary sneaks up behind me and scares me.<br /><br />"BOO!" He said and placed his hands on my shoulder from the back.<br /><br />I wasn't scared, instead i gave him a look and got back to applying cheese on the bread.<br /><br />"Shfeeech?" He asked.<br /><br />"Nothing!" I said.<br />ya3ni you don't realise ena you did something wrong?<br /><br />"La akeed feech shay!?" He said.<br /><br />"I said ma feeni shay, khala9!" I said.<br /><br />"enzain enzain." He said and got seated.<br /><br />I ate my breakfast silently.<br />He kept staring.<br /><br />"La, dayoum, mu 6abee3ya shfeech?!" He said.<br /><br />"Waaaai!! Mishary, ya3ni ilwa7ed ma yegdar yakil ryoug 3la ra7ta!?" I said and got up to leave the dining room.<br /><br />"Haa? waiinn waiin ray7a?" He asked.<br /><br />"My room!" I said and walked to the exit door.<br /><br />"La7tha la7tha..!" He yelled.<br />I ignored and left the dining room and went upstairs.<br /><br />I got into my room and closed the door behind me.<br /><br />i was so pissed of from Mishary being COLD and careless!<br /><br />I sat on the bed and switched on my laptop<br />I turned on some music and suddenly felt like going out.<br /><br />I got up and opened the closet to look for an outfit to wear.<br />*KNOCK KNOCK*<br /><br />I didnt reply,i knew it was Mishary.<br /><br />"Dayoum?" He said and knocked again.<br /><br />I kept ignoring, he opened the door holding a tray with taosted bread and a glass of milk with tea.<br /><br />"Shfeech ma tredeen!?" He asked as he saw me standing near my closet.<br /><br />"sorry, ma sema3t." I said, carelessly.<br /><br />"Hach, i brought you your breakfast, ma klaiitai shay!" He said and put the tray on the desk.<br /><br />"Mu you3ana." I said.<br /><br />"Dayouma, ana swaiit shay?" He said.<br /><br />"No....nothing." I said.<br /><br />"3yal shfeech chithi 3lay!?" He said.<br /><br />"Mafeeeni shay" I said.<br /><br />I was responding in a very dry esloub, i was as gold as he was.<br /><br />"DAYOUM gouleelii shfeeech la a9ekich kaaf al7een!!?" He snapped.<br /><br />My eyes popped out.<br />"Na3am?" I said.<br /><br />"Sem3ateenii!" He said.<br /><br />"Ma tegdar etmid eedik 3lay!" I said.<br /><br />"Laa agdaar!! gouleeli shfeech ya bnaya!" He said.<br /><br />"Yesterday!? doesn't it ring a bell?" I said.<br /><br />"Yesterday?? shnuuu?" He said, innocently.<br /><br />"MISHARYY! you said you were going to get a movie and you never came back!! i was waiting!" I said.<br /><br />"Really you waited? I didn't think it was that important, ena bs chithi!" He said. "B3dain knt akalim 9a7bii jassoum, 9ayra salfa 6weela w i was helping him." He said.<br /><br />"Laaa?? ok." I said.<br /><br />"Shnuu!?" He asked.<br /><br />"Nothing, please leave me alone!" I said.<br /><br />"Mabi." He said and closed the door and sat on my bed.<br /><br />I looked at him, shyaabiii?!<br /><br />"Ok." I said and turned to the closet to look for the outfit to wear.<br /><br />"Wain betrou7een?" He asked.<br /><br />"Madrii, anywhere!" I said.<br /><br />"Can i come?" He said.<br /><br />"No, ma 3endik shiqil ghair enik et2atheeni?" I said.<br /><br />"7ram 3laich, 3shan salfat ams galabtaii mra wa7da 3lay" He said.<br /><br />"No." I said.<br /><br />"Noo? 3la shnu ? shsawaiit ana b3d?" He asked.<br /><br />"uhh, nothing." I said.<br /><br />shit, what was i thinking, ya3ni bagoula i heard you talking to a girl..? enzain kaifa let him talk ana shku feeh right? :/<br /><br />"Haa? goulayy." He insisted.<br /><br />"La wallah shay." I said. "Bs mu 7elwa ena you ditched me ams." i continued.<br /><br />"I'm sorry okay? now can i come with you? wedi asoulif weyach." He said.<br /><br />"Etsoulif? 3an shnu?" I asked. curiously.<br /><br />"madrii, suwalif 3adiya." He said.<br /><br />"Hmm, okay, i guess you can come." I said.<br /><br />"Thanks, now t3alay eklaay your breakfast." He said.<br /><br />"Okay, thanks" I said.<br /><br />"Tawech mu you3ana." He said.<br /><br />"Chub!" I said and ate the breakfast after he left the room.<br /><br />I was eating my breakfast and listening to music on shuffle while thinking of what Mishary wants to talk about.<br />for some reason my stomache started hurting, i was getting nervous.<br /><br /><br /><strong>2nd of of September<br /></strong><em>My bedroom</em><br />5PM<br /><br />I wore my white short jeans and my Ralph Lauren blue polo with italy flag.<br /><br />I was applying a little blush on my cheeks when Mishary knocked on my door.<br /><br />"Hala..?" I said.<br /><br />"Badaltay?" He said.<br /><br />"Ee" I said.<br /><br />He opened the door.<br /><br />"Yalla 3yal emshay.." He said.<br /><br />"Okay dgeega." I said.<br /><br />"Laish make-up? 7g mnu tetzayenain?" He asked.<br /><br />"No one, im only putting blusher, thats it!" I said.<br /><br />I applied lipgloss.<br /><br />"Bs blusher haa?" He said.<br /><br />"Mishary, en6erni eb your car plz!" I said.<br /><br />"Haha, enzain, yalla la et6awleen." He said.<br /><br />"Okay, kanii now anzil waraak" I said.<br /><br />I got out my wide hairband and wore it, wore my black gladiator and got out a black LV cross bag and left the room.<br /><br />I got into Mishary's Silverado and it was quarter to six.<br /><br />He started the engine and we drove.<br /><br />"Ha waiin enrou7?" He said.<br /><br />"I dont know." I said.<br /><br />"ha? mu entai elly kentai tbeen te6le3een?" He said.<br /><br />"Ee bs i told you madrii wain, bs wedi a6la3 w aghayer jaw." I said.<br /><br />"Tabeen enfur bilcar bs ?" He suggested.<br /><br />"Yeah sure, b3dain enmur Mcdonald's ilba7ar drive thru w nakhithlena dinner." I said.<br /><br />"Okay." He said.<br /><br />He turned on his ipod.<br /><br />The song "Aghla 7abeeba" by Rashed al-majed started playing.<br /><br />"Allaah!" I said.<br /><br />"Afa 3laiiich." He said.<br /><br />We sang along.<br /><br />"Dayoum..?" He said.<br /><br />"Halla.." I said.<br /><br />"Wedii akalmich eb mawthou3." He said.<br /><br />"What is it?" I said.<br />I was a little bit scared, i don't know why.<br /><br />"I used to be with this girl, she loves me, infact she's crazy about me, she's really really crazy.." He said.<br /><br />"What's the problem? used to be?" I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, i couldn't handle her! wallah dayoum ma agdar 3laiiiha!" He said.<br /><br />"Shloun ya3ni?" I asked.<br />Trying to pretend this all conversation is not bothering me.<br /><br />"Takhayelay etmur 3nd baitna w etha ma legat sayaartii etdezli msg wain 6ali3? m3a mnu? meta betrd?" He said.<br /><br />"W that's a problem?" I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, shnu y3ni teyee baitna? wain ga3deen! maynouna wallah mu 9a7yah, maskena wallah." He said.<br /><br />"Tra im sorry bs you are being an ass!" I said.<br /><br />"Laiiish?" He said.<br /><br />"The girl is obviously inlove with you, laish you broke up with her?? because she's crazy inlove with you?" I asked.<br /><br />"dayouma, entay mu mestaw3eba shkither she's crazyy" He said.<br /><br />"Okay, fahemnii shloun!" I said.<br /><br />"Dayoum, min kither ma et7ebnii wallaah wallaaah et6egnii mrat! w ana ma a7eb amid eedee 3laiiha!" He said<br /><br />"Haa? et6egik?" I asked.<br /><br />"EEE takhayelay!" He said.<br /><br />"Ayshay" I said.<br /><br />"ee wallah, w mra eb 3ers weld khaltii kan eb 9alat afraa7 Al-Flanii w yat w dagat 3lay etgouli e6la3 bashoufik w ent labes ghetra!! geltlaha ya bnaya ma agdaar kela reyayeel, etgouli e6laa3 aw adesh il9ala!!" He said.<br /><br />"Wee wee ya 7asretyy!" I said.<br /><br />He laughed to my respond. "Shfeech chenich mama 3ouda!" He said.<br /><br />I giggled. "Ambaiih 7ram misharyy" I said.<br /><br />"Ee agoulich takser kha6rii wallah, ma3ana i like her bs i dont love her, shasawee" He said.<br /><br />"Bs you said you broke up with her 9a7?" i asked.<br /><br />"Ee, bs she never gives up, she still calls w et7en wayed, w she stalks me!" He said.<br /><br />"Yumaa" I said.<br /><br />"Ee wallah, 7ta lma wdaiitich il6beeb w then baitkum 3shan takhtheen your stuff kanat la7gatni w lma nazaltich ilbaiit dagat 3lai etgouli mnu hathyy!" He said.<br /><br />"That's creepy." I said.<br /><br />"Ee wallah, ana il9ara7a ma agdar at7amalha." He said.<br /><br />"B mishary 7raaam" I said.<br /><br />"Okay, bs 3al aqal i was honest, ma ga3adt weyaha out of pitty fahamtay? cos i was trying to give her a chance to change, bs she only got crazier." He said.<br /><br />"Ohh.." I said.<br /><br />"EE w ehya elly ams dagat, elly geltlik jassom." He said.<br /><br />"Ohh..!" I said.<br /><br />"EE, wallah madri shasawee metwaaheg feeha, i don't want to hurt her, w ma abee asaweelaha shay tendaam 3laiih, na mu nafs ilshabaab!" He said.<br /><br />"Yeah, 7raam." I said.<br /><br />"Yeah, bs do you have any suggestions?" He said.<br /><br />"I don't know..i never had a guy crazy enough to hit me!" I said.<br /><br />"tet6anezain!?" He said.<br /><br />"No, im serious!" I said.<br /><br />"Ohh, hmmm.." He said.<br /><br />The song "Ma wa7ashtik" by a9eel.<br /><br />"Ma wa7ashtek ya 7beeebiii ba3d hal ghaiiba il6weeelaa" I sang along.<br /><br />"Legaiit'ha!" He said.<br /><br />"What..?" I asked.<br /><br />"Shrayech, you pretend to be my girlfriend for a while, 3la ma tehda ilaaw'9aaa3!" He said.<br /><br />"Huh..? that's stupid." I said.<br /><br />"Ha laiiish..?" He asked.<br /><br />"Because im scared, akhaf etsawee feeni shay." I said.<br /><br />"Etkhasee, ma etjeesich!" He said.<br /><br />"Hmm, i dont know.." I said.<br /><br />"Wallah 7adha a good idea, you'll be doing me a big favor!" He said.<br /><br />"Umm....okay..?" I said after hesitating.<br /><br />"YES!! thank you!!" He said.<br /><br />"Haha." I said.<br /><br />"I'm glad i told you, knt shway metradid." He said.<br /><br />"I'm glad i could help." I said.<br /><br />"W azeedich mn ilshe3er bait, mu mn muwakheethna, ya3ni 7ram akhaleeha tet3alaaq akthar mn chithi w there is no future ahead." He added.<br /><br />"Ohh, maskeena." I said.<br /><br />"Yalla lets pretend we're together." He said.<br /><br />"Okaay? shloun y3nii?" I said.<br /><br />"7beebtii you3ana?" He asked.<br /><br />hearing that word tickled my heart.<br /><br />"Yes 7yatii" I said.<br /><br />"Shnu tbeen sweetie, amraaii tedalelaay." He said.<br /><br />I laughed. "She's not here now, ya3ni shdaraahaaa, why should we pretend now?" I said.<br /><br />"Waiih, kharabteeha khalaa9, ya3ni 3adii 3shan net3awaad, en3eesh iljaw." He said.<br /><br />"ohh, okayy, elly ent tabeeh ya galbii, shnu meshtehee?" I said.<br /><br />"3la thouqich, love." He said.<br /><br />"Mcdonalds?" I said.<br /><br />"ya 7alaatich w 7alaaat thouqich!" He said.<br /><br />I blushed, it was real.<br /><br />I blushed and smiled.<br /><br />"Hey heyy, la et9adegeen nafsich wayed." He said.<br /><br />a777;/<br />kesar feeni.<br /><br />"Chub" I said. "Ga3da amashee ilfilm shfeek" I said, aragi3.<br /><br />"Haha okay." He said.<br /><br />We got into Mcdonald's drive thru, it was almost 9.<br /><br />2nd of of September<br />Mcdonald's drive thru<br /> 8:50PM<br /><br />We approached the 'order here' window.<br /><br />"Good evening sir." She said.<br /><br />"Good evening, Can i have one Mc Spicey Meal with extra mayo inside, and i'll have one addition cheese burger sandwich." He said.<br /><br />"That's it sir?" she asked.<br /><br />He turned to me, "Shnu tbeen?" He said.<br /><br />"Umm...Happy meal cheese burger." I said.<br /><br />"6a3 hathy, laa yuba, aby mcdonalds w b3dain ta6lebeen happy meal? ghal6ana, yalla goulay shnu tbeen?" He said.<br /><br />"Ummm, Big Mac" I said.<br /><br />"Ee chtihi" He said and turned to the Mcdonald's employee, "And one Big mac meal....Large size!" He said.<br /><br />"Okay sir, that'll be 4.400KD" She said.<br /><br />He paid and we passed that window.<br /><br />"Ebkaifik large size?" I said.<br /><br />"Osh malich shiqil." He said.<br /><br />"Enzaiiiin." I said.<br /><br />"Ana abyy my girlfriend shwaya et9eer emtabteba!" He said.<br /><br />"Eskit, la t3eesh ildour wayed!" I said.<br /><br />"Haha, kaifii!" He said. "Mu entai 7beebtii?" He said.<br /><br />"No.." I said.<br /><br />"Haa? Mu bkaiifich, e7na swaiina deal!" He said.<br /><br />"Enzain." I said.<br /><br />"3afyah 3la 7beebti illy tesma3 ilkalam." He said.<br /><br />We appraoched the next window and we took our order and drove home.<br /><br />We arrived home.<br /><br />He was holding our orders, he didn't even let me hold the pepsi holder, he said enty 7beebtii w you dont carry anything.<br />I wish it was all REAL.<br /><br />I was walking to the elevator.<br /><br />"hey hey, waiin ray7a?" He said.<br /><br />"My room?" I said.<br /><br />"La la t3aalii nakil m3a ba3a'9, tadreen b3d ma tenfeti7 shaheetii ella etha jabal wayhich il7eluu." He said.<br /><br />"Enshallah." I said and blushed, badly.<br /><br />"Ya 7laiilich dayoum." He said as we got seated in the dining room.<br /><br />"6alib a large size meal, and an additional cheese burger? mn 9ijik?" I said.<br /><br />"Ee 3adii ma feeha shay." He said.<br /><br />"Olaa wayed!" I said. "Mashallah." I added.<br /><br />"La mu wayed, ya doub ekafeeni a9lan." He said.<br /><br />"Waaii, mashallah!" I said and opened Big Mac's box.<br /><br />"Haha, thekray allah." He said.<br /><br />"Ha? w ana shgelt?" I said.<br /><br />"Entai thekray allah w bs!" He said, beginning to enarfeznii.<br /><br />"GELT MASHALAH!" I said.<br /><br />"Adrii, a6afrech shwaay shfeeech!" he said. "7abeebech, ma amoun?" He said.<br /><br />"emballah ya 7yatii emtoun!" I said.<br /><br />"3afyah" He said and winked.<br /><br />Even though it was all pretend, i was feeling happy...but i know i was lying to myself that i was 'OK' with this whole pretending, cos i know what it leads to, and i dont want to be crushed and turned down by Mishary.<br />I was pretty sure if we kept this act for a long time, i will fall for him, and fall hard.<br /><br />"Mishary.." I said.<br /><br />He was taking a bite out of his Burger.<br />"3youna..?" He said.<br /><br />"I dont think we should keep doing this, pretending." I said.<br /><br />"Besmellah tawna badeen." He said.<br /><br />"I know, bs i dont, its wierd." I said.<br /><br />"Why? Do you want me to promise that no one will get hurt?" He said.<br /><br />"Yes.." I whispered.<br /><br />"I promise...okay?" He said.<br /><br />"Okay." I said.<br /><br />I didn't want to argue more about this.<br />I finished my dinner.<br /><br />"don't get up, khaleeni akhali9." He said. "wait for me." He said.<br /><br />"Okay." I said.<br /><br />"3shan i walk you to your room, lazem en9eer gentleman 3araftaai?" He said.<br /><br />"Hehe, okay." I said.<br /><br />He finished Dinner and walked me to my room.<br />He gave me a pat on the head before going to his room.<br />typical Mishary.<br /><br />Well because they say "Always wear cute pajamas, you never know who you'll meet in your dreams!"<br /><br />I changed into a cute Pajamas and dozzed of to sleep.<br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-71680455404600155182009-08-04T08:15:00.000-07:002009-08-04T11:55:41.860-07:00Part FortyEight;; "Somebody's gonna hurt someone before the night is through."<strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Previously on "Across the Universe":</span><br /></strong>- Mishary is getting jealous.<br />- Mishary also has a girl in his life, but i dont know who....yet.<br />- Yousef and i are going to be "Friends", this should be interesting.<br />- I was in the car with D, on the way to Maki to meet with Ghazi and Fajoura.<br /><br />---------<br /><br /><strong>1st of September</strong><br /><em>Khaleej street<br /></em>6:30PM<br /><br />We just passed Friday's.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Whatever happened to Haya?"</span> D asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"DON'T MENTION HER, everytime we mention her name, she pops back into my life!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Haha i know, it's scary!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Tell me about it!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"But seriously, where did she disappear?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I don't know, and i dont care!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"How is the situation with Mishary and you?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I don't know,i really dont know, he's clearly jealous, yet he didn't open up for me yet, plus the fact that he has a girl in his life!"</span> I said. <span style="color:#339999;">"It's too complicated, i dont think i can deal with it right now!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"But you do like him right?"</span> She said. Curiously.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I think i do, but it's hard to wait for something i know may never happen but it's even harder when you know it's everything you want!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"OMG!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"What?"</span> I said and turned to her.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Do you realise what you just said?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"That...i...like....him?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"NO!! you love him!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I do?"</span> I said. Confused.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yess! obviously, you have strong feelings for him, you cant give up Dayoum!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Who said anything about giving up? do you not know me at all? i rather fail knowing i tried my best, than give up and live with not knowing what might've happened."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Awwhh, Dayouma, you're a grown up!" </span>She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Shqa9dech!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I mean you finally think straight!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Haa? Shqa9dech!?"</span> I repeated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Haha nothing, i'm just admiring your new way of thinking!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Hmm...okay"</span> I said.<br /><br />We gave the car to the Valet parking and entered Maki.<br /><br />Ghazi and fajoura were already there, Ghazi looked handsome, Fajoura was pretty.<br /><br />They stood up as we approached them and exchanged formalities.<br /><br />We got seated and took about 5 minutes to check the menues, well Fajoura needed the 5 minutes apparently me, ghazi and D were ready to order.<br /><br />Each ordered the dish they preferred, and we chatted, i saw Ghazi giving D a few glances, and they weren't normal ones, there was something, something he's hiding, he's afraid to show his feelings, why do most guys - if not all - hide their true feelings? are they afraid of commitment? or are they just afraid of love?<br /><br />I quickly excused myself to go to the bathroom after i saw Khaled entering Maki.<br /><br />I texted D,<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Shit, Khaled is here!"</span> I sent.<br /><br />I waited in the bathroom for a reply.<br />*BEEP*<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Oh, that's bad, he noticed me, he remembers my face!"</span> she replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"GREAT!...OH SHIT! He knows Ghazi too!!!"</span> I sent<br />*BEEP*<br />I read;<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Oh, that's like.. Double bad, well, you need to come back, because fajoura is asking about you!"</span><br /><br />I pushed some confidence in me and a little of strenght and exited the bathroom, to head to our table.<br />I thought;<br />'why should i care?'<br />'what can he do?'<br />'what will he do?'<br /><br />I enetered Maki, since the bathroom is located outside.<br />Khaled turned to look at me, i gave him the coldest stare and sat back in my seat.<br /><br />Each ordered their own edemame spicey, except for Ghazi, he oredered the spicey and the salty one.<br />Who can blame him? he's a guy.<br /><br />We finished the evening, and it was really really fun, i have a great time, so did everyone.<br />Khaled was staring too much, and Ghazi noticed, and to my luck he remembers khaled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Isn't he the guy that.."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Yes yes, it's him!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Do you know him?"</span> He asked.<br /><br />and here i was trying to swallow and i hoped the moment pass quickly.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"No, he's been bothering and following Dayouma ever since we first saw him, in albedi3"</span> D said, covering my ass.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Oh.."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Thank you!"</span> I whispered to D.<br /><br />We walked 3al ba7ar shwaya enha'9im what we ate, even though Maki never made me feel soo FULL, i absolutely love that about it!<br /><br />It was 9 and i ended the night.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"D we should go back home, i promised Khali that i'll be back early, and im assuming early to him is when he gets back home, im there, he usualy is back around 10."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ohh, okay!"</span> D said, dissapointed, she was having a great time with Ghazi...& fajoura.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Yalla ma 3laiih, ilyayat akthar enshallah."</span> Ghazi said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Enshallah"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"It was really nice seeing you and catching up, dayoum, we shoud do this more often!"</span> Fajoura said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Yeah it really was, definitely."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Inshallah inshoufich, w tra i'm holding a DJ party next week, you and D are the first to come, and you dont get to say no!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"We never say no to parties!" D </span>said.<br />I nodded, agreeing.<br /><br />We said goodbye and each got into their ride and went back home.<br />We got into D's car and headed back to my second home.<br />I couldn't wait to get back home, i want to see if Mishary will be curious about our evening dinner.<br /><br /><strong>1st of September<br /></strong><em>Second home</em><br />10:20PM<br /><br />I entered the house and there was no one in the livingroom downstairs, the house wa pretty empty.<br />ma3qoula no one is home?<br />Not even Janouya?<br /><br />I went upstairs and got in my room.<br />I was home alone.<br /><br />I opened my laptop and signed on msn.<br />as soon as i signed on, i saw the name "Hayouna - Methlik Geleel;*" Starting a conversation with me.<br /><br />GREAT, you just had to mention her D!!<br />ugh.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Haya: Heyyy;p!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: What do you want?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Haya: excuse me?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Haya, deshay bilmawthou3, what do you want?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Haya: nothing.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I cant remember the last time you talked to me!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Haya: Hence why i'm talking now.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: No, i mean you don't talk to me at all, unless you're up to something.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Haya: Why don't you believe that people can change?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Because i don't believe bullshit.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Haya: Well, believe it or not, i was thinking about you today, and i wanetd to know how you're doing with the whole break-up thing with Yousef.<br /></span><br /><em>HOW DID SHE KNOW?<br /></em><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I'm sorry, what?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Haya: what? did i say something wrong? you did break up with him right?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: He's all yours Haya, goodbye!<br /></span><br />I blocked her, temporarily.<br /><br />I opened my inbox since i had 50 new emails.<br />I was checking my emails when a new msn message box appeared, "Yousef - USA." Has signed on.<br /><br />I clicked on the box appeared and opened the conversation.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: How could you tell Haya about our break up!? you're actually over me that quick!?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: What?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I was pretty clear.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: I don't know what you're talking about, i'm still trying to cope with the fact that you and i are no longer together, i'm having hard time believing that!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Then how did haya know about it?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: I honestly don't know.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Hmm okay.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Dayouma can we talk about what we talked about earlier on the phone?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: What's there to talk about?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Are you sure you're doing the right thing? us being friends only?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I'm not sure it's the right thing, but i know i can't be with you anymore.<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Give me a good reason!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Well, I can't pretend you didn't break my heart!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Because i'm being jealous and missing you like crazy suddenly i broke your heart?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: No, you know what i'm talking about!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: no, tell me!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I gave you a chance before, when you first did it, and i thought you actually deserved a second chance, now i have no idea what the hell i was thinking about, because apparently you're not the type that learn from their mistakes.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: You're making me sound like a really bad person, i'm not that bad!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I know you're not a bad person, i know that, i can forgive you for what you did, and that's what i'm doing right now, but i cannot forget!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: But i really like you, still, Don't you?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I liked you, past tense, i dont regret telling you i like you, i only regret not knowing what you thought of me!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: What do you mean?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: you know exactly what i mean.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: What can i do to make you understand that i'm regreting every second of my life i spent thinking that you might have a relationship with another guy! but one can't do anything about it, it's in the past.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Yousef, you're making it soo hard for me! stop it please!<br /></span><br />I pressed enter and i felt my heart feeling pressured.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: I'm sorry, is it wrong that i'm trying to fix things between us?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: There is nothing to fix!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Yes there is, every problem can be solved.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Not ours.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Well i'm not convinced, i believe there is a sulotion to our situation, and i'm not gonna stop looking for it!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Don't bother yourself, i'm saving you the time! don't look for a new sulotion, we did agree on being friends, don't make change my idea.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: (U)</span> [for those who are not familiar with Msn emoticons, it's a broken heart]<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I'm sorry for something i didn't do.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: You're an amazing person, and any man is more than lucky to have you, i'm lucky enough to have known you!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Thank you.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: wallah, honestly, you're the best thing that happened to me in my entire life, and i mean it, and no matter what, lovers, friends or nothing at all, i will always be grateful for the person you made me be. Even though i would love to be with you, but i rather to be friends with you than nobody to you.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I changed you? and you will always be someone to me. Always.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Are you kidding me? you turned me into whole new person. and i'm glad to know that.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: That's nice to know.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: :)<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Yousef, you're a great guy too, but sometimes you do stupid things, no offence.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Well, i should do stupid things in order to learn.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: You're right, i'm glad you know that.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Ofcourse.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: I'll talk to you later okay? i'm going to bed.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Okay dayouma, take care.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">Me: Enshallah, you too, goodnight.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">Yousef: Goodnight.<br /></span><br />i sighed out.<br /><br />I turned off my laptop and layed in bed with only the nightlight on, i was thinking.<br /><br />Are my feelings to Mishary effecting my judgements about Yousef?<br />Or am i actually a very strong person after all?<br /><br />It was midnight and i still didn't sleep.<br /><br />*knock knock*<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Who is it?"</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Mishary"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Come in"</span> I said and got my head off the pillow.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Ohh sorry kntay nayma?"</span> He said as he entered the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"No it's okay, i was trying to sleep!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Ghareeba, it's too early!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I know, but i was feeling tired."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Shfeech?! Are you okay?"</span> He asked. Concered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I'm fine."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Are you sure?"</span> He asked to confirm.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I'm pretty sure!"</span> I said.<br /><br />I asked him to sit on the bed instead of standing near the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Good, How is il6al3a?"</span> He said as he sat on the edge of the bed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"It was very nice, i had a nice time."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"That's good, How is Ghazi?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"He's alright."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"W how is Fajoura? Is she still not that pretty?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"She was always pretty."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Come one seriously, beever teeth?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"7aram 3laik, she's really pretty!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Well, Braces do wonders!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"7ram 3laik!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"What? ma gelt shay ghala6, they are magical!"</span> He continued his saracasm.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay."</span> I gave up argueing.<br /><br />*Ring ring*<br />His phone was ringing.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Sorry, i just.."</span> He said and pressed the ignore button.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"You can take the call."</span> I said.<br />more like i WANT you to take the call really, was it "THE" girl? i wondered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"No it's okay, he can wait."</span> He said.<br /><br />Oh, it's a he.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay."</span> I said.<br /><br />*Ring Ring*<br />His phone was ringing....again.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Seriously, take the call!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Okaay!"</span> He said and picked the phone.<br />He seems like he really didn't want to.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Aloo?"<br />"Halla shlounik? shloun ilahal? 3asaak ebkhaiir?"<br />"Laa, khosh, khalaa9 ana akalmik b3d shway okay, masghoul shway"<br />"Khala9, inshallah, faman illaah"</span> He said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I felt curious.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Who was it?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Haa? it was....9a7bii jassoum!"</span> He said, nervously.<br />Why soo scared mishary?<br />i wondered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Oh...okay, if its important tra 3adi, our conversation can wait."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Nope, i'm having fun talking to you."</span> He said & winked.<br /><br />I wanted to smile, but i knew he was lying about the phonecall.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Don't wink."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Afa, laiish?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Bs it's weird!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"How is it weird?" </span>He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"well, madry, it makes me feel like you're hitting on me!"</span> I said. so innocently.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"What if i was?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"WhaT?!"</span> I said. Surprised.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"I said 'WHAT IF'!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Nothing, i was just saying it's weird!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Okay."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Let's watch a movie!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Yalla, ay movie?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Madri, what do you have?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"What are you in the mood to watch? Action? horror?" </span>He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Action."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Really? I thought you might say romance and drama!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Well, believe me when i say, i'm not like any girl."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Ohh, shay ydeed hatha!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"No, it's old news, but you just found out, i'm not shallow, i'm just confident"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"You're also cool."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Thank you, you're not bad yourself."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Not bad? what does that suppose to mean?"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"it means not bad!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"yumma minich"</span> He said and poked me.<br /><br />I giggled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">"Let me go get an action movie from my room."</span> He said and got up and went to his room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay."</span> I said. <span style="color:#339999;">"Better be good."</span> I added.<br /><br />I was waiting for him to come back.<br />I layed my head on the pillow.<br /><br />What's taking him so long? I thought.<br />He better be not ditching me for his friend "jassoum"!<br /><br />I was laying in bed thinking of any reason that he's not back yet, anything<br />Bathroom maybe?<br />He fell and broke his leg?<br />He passed out?<br />...ANYTHING but the fact that he's talking to another girl as i'm waiting for him.<br />I failed to believe one other than that.<br /><br />I tried to sleep while the song "complicated" by Carolyn Dawn Johnson was playing over and over in my head.<br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">I'm so scared that the way that I feel</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">Is written all over my face</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">When you walk into the room</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">I want to find a hiding place</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">We used to laugh, we used to hug</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">The way that old friends do</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">But now a smile and a touch 'a your hand</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">Just makes me come unglued</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">It's such a contradiction</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">Do I lie or tell the truth</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">Is it fact or fiction</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff66;">Oh, the way I feel for you<br /><br />It's so complicated<br />I'm so frustrated<br />I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away<br />I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay<br />Should I say itShould I tell you how I feel<br />Oh, I want you to know<br />But then again I don't<br />It's so complicated (oh)<br /><br />Just when I think I'm under control<br />I think I finally got a grip<br />Another friend tells me that<br />My name is always on your lips<br />They say I'm more than just a friend<br />They say I must be blind<br />Well, I admit that I've seen you watch me<br />From the corner of your eye<br />Oh, it's so confusing<br />Yeah, I wish you'd just confess<br />But think of what I'd be losing<br />If your answer wasn't yes<br /><br />I hate it'<br />Cause I've waited<br />So long for someone like you<br />Oh, what do I do<br /><br />Why should I say it<br />Should I tell you how I feel<br />Oh, I want you to know<br />But then again I don't<br />It's so complicated (complicated)<br />So complicated (complicated)<br />It's so complicated, oh<br /></span></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">I dozzed of to sleep.<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™</div>Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com25tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-84822944276223467222009-08-02T04:13:00.000-07:002009-08-02T08:37:33.491-07:00Part FortySeven;;"I'm so scared that the way that I feel is written all over my face."I just realised it has been one whole year for my blog!<br />That's soo cool!!<br /><br />Happy anniversary to my blog! :D<br />& i love you all for being the best followers!!;***<br /><br />Oh, one more thing, no cliffhanger on this post.<br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffff00;">Previously on "Across the Universe":</span><br /></strong>- My parents's farewell dinner was awesome.<br />- Mishary has another side of him that i never knew.<br />- Yousef is waiting for me; to sort things out.<br />- I'm going out with the attractive Jara7, Mishary and D, that's gotta be fun!<br />- I received a new text message while i was brushing my teeth.<br /><br />-------------<br /><br /><strong>1st of September</strong><br /><em>Bedroom<br /></em>10AM<br /><br />I got out of the bathroom and went to check the new text message i received.<br />It was from Ghazi; <span style="color:#666666;">"Hii, shlounich? shakhbarich? Baiih minzeman 3anich, waiin ekhtefaaiitaii? ;P"<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Halla walla, il7emdillah bkhair, ent shlounik? wallah lhaiit shway with my parents leaving and the whole moving to my uncle's house."</span> I replied.<br /><br />I was wearing a pink and white striped Pajama pants and a white T-shirt, i took my pink Juicy couture Tracksuit Jacket and wore it because i was going downstairs to eat breakfast and my White T-shirt can be see-through at times.<br />I slipped my phone in the jacket pocket and left the room.<br /><br />I was walking down the hall when i heared Mishary talking on the phone in his room, he was yelling, so his voice was kind of clear to hear.<br />I was pretty sure he was talking to a girl because i heard him say <span style="color:#666666;">"w b3dain ma3ach".</span><br /><br />I couldn't stand hearing anymore so i pressed the elevator button and went downstairs.<br />Who was he talking to?<br />Was it his Cousin?<br />Or was it his girlfriend?<br />I wondered while i got into the elevator and went to the ground floor.<br /><br />I got into the dining room and Waleed was there with Janouya.<br /><span style="color:#339999;">"9ba7 ilkhaiir"</span> I said as i got myself seated next to Janouya.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"9ba7 ilnour"</span> Waleedan replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"3yal wain khalii?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"He had to go to work early."</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Oh, allah ya36eeh il3afyah, Janouya shlounich 7yatii?"</span> I said as i kissed her cheeks.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Zaina!"</span> She said.<br /><br />I was putting Labnah and za3tar in my plate when Mishary walked in the dining room and sat next to Waleedan, his face was a bit red, Probably from the phonecall.<br /><br />I looked at him then i turned to Waleed,<br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Can you please hand me the olive oil?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Sure."</span> He said.<br /><br />I poured some Olive oil on the labnah and Za3tar.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Mishary, please pass me the bread."</span> I said.<br /><br />I don't think he was listening.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Mishary?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Khali ewalii, Haach."</span> Waleedan said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Thank you"</span> I said.<br /><br />Shfeeh!?<br />I was getting really curious about the Phonecall.<br /><br />Mishary was eating silently.<br /><br />I finished my Labnah and drank orange juice and got up.<br />There was only Mishary in the table.<br />Just before i was leave the dining room, i rememmbered il6al3a.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ohh, mishary nsaiit la agoul 7g friend 3an il6al3a.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Dont tell her, ana mali nafs a6la3, barou7 ildowaniya."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ha? why?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Bs mali khelg, w i called Jara7 and cancelled."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"</span><span style="color:#339999;">Oookay!"</span> I said and left the room before he could say anything else.<br /><br />I went upstairs to my room.<br />I got in the bathroom to wash my hands.<br /><br />I left the bathroom and checked my phone, i had 2 new text messages.<br /><br />D; <span style="color:#666666;">"Ha waiin eb ne6la3?;p miss you!"</span><br />Ghazi; <span style="color:#666666;">"Cool, Sh3endich elyoum?;p"</span><br /><br />I replied to both messages.<br />D; <span style="color:#666666;">"Anywhere you want baby;)"<br /></span>Ghazi; <span style="color:#666666;">"I'm going out with Dana!"<br /><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">I opened my laptop and let music play through Itunes.<br /><br />I was looking for my Orange knee high dress with 3 quarter sleeve but i couldn't find it.<br />I must've left it at home, i wanted to wear it for the 6al3a, and because everyone told me i looked totally gorgeous in that dress, i wanted Mishary to see me wearing it!<br /><br />A little change of plan; My plan now is to get Mishary jealous!<br /><br />*BEEP* New Text message.<br /><br />It was from Ghazi;</span><br />"Oh that's awesome, Can i come?(A)"<br /><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">while i was reading his message i got another message, it was from D;</span><br />"I'm hungry, Johnny Avenues?"<br /><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">I replied to D;</span> "Hey, can i bring some company with me?"<br /><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">I called uncle to ask him about the Spare key of my house.<br /><br />Ringing...Ringing...Call.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Alo."</span> Khali said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Aloo hala khali"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Halla feech bnaytii."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Agoul khali where is the Spare key of my house?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"3ind Mishary."</span> He said.<br /><br />MISHARY? SHKU? ;/<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ohh laish?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I was gonna leave it in my room, bs ana nou3i agfil my room etha 6ala3t w gelt akhaf te7tajain ilkey w ana mu mawjoud."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Oh okay, thank you w khali tra ba6la3 m3a my friend w my cousin, ok?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay, have fun, w take care w la tet2akhrain wayed, ok?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Enshallah khali, thank you!"</span> I said.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">and closed the phone.<br /><br />While i was talking on the phone with uncle i recieved a text message from D.<br />I checked the message;</span><br />"It depends, who is it?;P"<br /><br />"Ghazi;)" </span><span style="color:#ccccff;">I replied.<br /><br />5 minutes later.<br />*BEEP* new text message; D.<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"HELL YEAH, he can come;$! bs change of plans, mu johhny! :P"<br /><br />"How come?"</span> I replied.<br /><br />*RING RING*<br />It was D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Heyyy!"</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Heyy there lover, lazem akhshaakh!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Haha, awwh, you're pretty no matter what you're wearing."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"That's sweet, but i need an opinion, albes my red Cady Chinoise Roberto Cavalli Dress or albes skinny jeans and a white T-shirt with my Thomas Wylde blazer?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Hmm, I think the second outfit is better, I love blazers on you!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Hmm, ok,. what are you wearing?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"My orange dress!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"HEY! no!!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Huh? whyy?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Because then you'll look prettier!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Awwh shut up, i'm wearing it because im trying to get Mishary jealous shwaya!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"How come?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Because i heard him talking to a girl on the phone!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Awwh sweetie, okay, yalla i'll pick you up at 7, ok?"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay, Where are we going?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I dont know, Maki?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"YES!! i love you, yalla bye, i need to go home and get my dress and some other stuff."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Okay, ciao love, take care!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"You too, Ciao!"</span> I said. and the phone call ended.<br /><br />I replied to Ghazi's message;<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Yes, you're more than welcome to come;)"<br /></span><br />I changed into a short jeans and a liverpool Jersey with Gerrard on the back.<br />I put my hair up in a ponytail and got my sunglasses and my phone and left my room.<br /><br />I saw Waleedan and Mishary in the livingroom upstairs.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"ilsalaam."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Wa3alaykum</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;">ilsalam."</span> Both said.<br /><br />Apparently Mishary is a Manchester United fan, so he gave me a dirty look because of my Liverpool Tshirt.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Mishary, wain Spare key mal my house?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Laish?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I need to get some stuff."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Shnu hal stuff??"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ha? ta7qeeq ohu? i need some stuff w khala9."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Shgelt ana, i was just asking."</span> He said. <span style="color:#3366ff;">"Ne6ray i'll get it from my room."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Wain betrou7een?"</span> Waleedan asked me 3la ma Mishary gets the spare key.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ba6la3 with my friend and my cousin."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohh, nice, ay cousin?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ghazi Wld khalti '9eyah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohh, w ma3aach refeejtich?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ee 3adi they know each other."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Oh cool, have fun!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Thanks"</span> I smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Here."</span> Mishary said and handed me my key.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Thanks."</span> I said and pressed the elevator button.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Did i hear right? ebte6le3een weya Ghazi?"</span> Mishary asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Yeah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shkuu?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Shnu shkuu?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shku wain ga3deen te6le3een m3ah?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ayshay 9aa7? w it was 3adii when me, you and Jara7 were going to out 9aa7?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"that's different!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"HOW IS THAT DIFFERNT?"</span> I snapped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Because ana akoun weyach, mu brou7ich"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"So? I'm not alone, ana weya my friend w ohwa w yemkin ekhta fajoura teyee b3d" </span>I said. <span style="color:#339999;">"Beside, i dont need your permission to go out, i asked khali w he approved!"</span> I continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Ok, rou7ay, allah weyach, w enjoy!"</span> He said eb nafsiyah khaysa.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Thank you!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Deerbalich mn il6ereej now, don't forget you have a broken arm."</span> Waleedan said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay, i will, i didn't forget."</span> I said.<br /><br />I got into the elevator and went to the ground floor.<br />I went to the Garage and got into my car and headed home.<br /><br />I was listening to my I-pod on shuffle, "3azat 3lay nafsi" by Rashed Al-Majed was playing.<br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">"3azat 3alay nafsiii mn gaswat zemannii w ana el lethi mn gaswa el ayam layen"</span> I sang along.<br /><br />*RING RING* It was Ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Heyyy!"</span> I picked the phone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Heyy, Fajoura is coming, and she's asking wain benrou7?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"9ij? wanasa! benrou7 Maki Marina"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Ohh nice, minzimaan 3anna 3ad, meta ilmaw3id enshallah?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Danou betmurni at 7 inshallah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Cool 3yal ana w fajoura will meet you there!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Enshallah, Ghazi i have to close the phone because i'm driving w ma bega wa7ed ma 3raiiit 3laiih!"</span> I laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Wee ya m3awda khala9 bye, w deerbaalich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Enshallah, bye!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Bye!"</span> He said and closed the phone.<br /><br />The continued listening to the song by Rashed;<br /><span style="color:#999999;">"e7tart fi denya re'9atli hawanii w ana law '9agat 3alay ma abayen<br />Ma ar'9a 3ala ghairi e3anii w elyoum 7alli 3addah el ghaiir hayyen"</span><br /><br />Akhaiiih Rashed, i wondered.<br /><br /><strong>1st of September<br /></strong><em>My home sweet home<br /></em>4:30PM<br /><br />I got into my house and took a look around, i miss it here!:(<br />I headed upstairs to my room.<br /><br />I got into my room and got out a Bag to fill it with some clothes.<br />I put mostly Casuals in the bag and i got 3 dresses but i didnt put them in the bag because they might get ruined so i put them in the hanger and left the house.<br /><br />I hanged the dresses in the backsteats of the car and put my bag in and got in my car and drove to my second home.<br /><br />I arrived home and called Marlyn to help me with the bag cos my arm started hurting me.<br />I got in and i went upstairs and Mishary was still up in the living room and he was holding his phone, i think he was texting someone, or maybe....<em><strong>her</strong></em>.<br /><br />I went to my room and started unpacking the bag and put the clothes in the closet.<br /><br />I unpaused the music on my laptop and i remembered!!! YOUSEF!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">I got yousef's american number and pressed call.<br />I locked</span> my bedroom and raised the Volume of the music a bit.<br /><br />It rang 4 times before he picked it up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Aloo?"</span> I heard his voice.<br />I felt weak!<br />My legs could barely hold me, i sat on the bed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Aloo."</span> I whispered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Dayoumaa!!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Halla yousef, Shlounik?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Tmam, entai shlounich?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I'm okay, il7emdellah."</span> I said,<br /><br />"<span style="color:#663366;">il7emdellah, how is everything with you after the accident?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Alright i guess im living with my uncle now and my parents elyoum ra7aw america."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Ohh, allah e3eenich sweetie,"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"w e3een iljamee3"</span> I said.<br /><br />and then it was an awkward silence.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"7yatii..?"</span> He said.<br />My heart ached.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Yes..?"</span> I said.<br />tears filled my eyes, but i didn't want to cry.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Where are we now?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I dont know."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"We need to sort it out, i really miss you soo much, and i dont know what to do, all i know i still want to be with you!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I.."</span> I got tongue tied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"You what? dayouma kamlaay.."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I dont know what to say."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Say anything!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I miss you too and i love you!"</span> I said. <span style="color:#339999;">"But.."</span> I continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"No buts"</span> He said. <span style="color:#663366;">"I hate buts!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"No, you have to know this, i need to be honest with you, i dont feel the same way about you the way i did before you left Kuwait!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He didn't reply, there was another awkward silence.<br />I hate awkward silence.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Yousef..?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"3youna!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"uhh...How is University?"</span> I wanted anything to talk about,<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Ohh, it's good, thanks for asking."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I'm glad, emwafaq inshallah."<span style="color:#ccccff;"> I said,</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#663366;">"Thanks, bs please be with me!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Be with you?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Yes, 7ta law we're not lovers, i just need Dayouma in my life, wallah, even if only friends!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay Yousef, i'll be here, with you, as friends."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Thank you."</span> He said, very softly.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"You're welcome."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Take care 7yatii."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"You too."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"I'll talk to you later."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Goodbye."</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I cried listening to Michelle Branch's song "Goodbye to you"<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"><div align="center"><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">"Of all the things I've believed in<br />I just want to get it over with<br />Tears form behind my eyes<br />But I do not cry<br />Counting the days that pass me by<br /><br />I've been searching deep down in my soul<br />Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old<br />It feels like I'm starting all over again<br />The last three years were just pretend<br />And I said,<br /><br />Goodbye to you<br />Goodbye to everything I thought I knew<br />You were the one I loved<br />The one thing that I tried to hold on to<br /><br />I still get lost in your eyes<br />And it seems that I can't live a day without you<br />Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away<br />To a place where I am blinded by the light<br />But it's not right<br /><br />And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time<br />I want what's yours<br />and I want what's mine<br />I want you<br />But I'm not giving in this time<br /><br />Goodbye to you<br />Goodbye to everything I thought I knew<br />You were the one I loved<br />The one thing that I tried to hold on to<br /><br />And when the stars fall<br />I will lie awake<br />You're my shooting star"</span><br /><br /></div><br />I wiped my tears away and got in the shower before changing for Maki.<br />I got out and wore my Orange dress that i bought from an Exibition that was held in some women's house.<br />and i wore a gold necklace that had the letter "D" on it.<br />It was a gift from my friend from lebanon.<br />I absolutely love it. It's a round gold with the letter "D" Carved in it,<br /><br />I applied Mascara and ruby lipstick and a little blush and i was ready to go.<br />I let my hair down with my natural wavy hair.<br /><br />I wore my Orange Jimmy Choo Brasil espadrille wedges and left my room.<br /><br />I waited for D in the upstairs livingroom watching Al-Watan tv.<br />I heard Mishary's voice in his room, talking on the phone, i couldn't hear what he was talking about or if it was a guy or a girl.<br /><br />I was watching Tv when i heard his door open.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Ohh, entai Hnii!"</span> He said.<br />He looked stressed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Yeah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Laish lai7een ma ret7aay?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I'm waiting for Danou"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"You look good."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Thank you."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Kashkha 7g mnu haa?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"No one."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"3laiina?"</span> He said. <span style="color:#3366ff;">"Mnu sa3eed il7ath!?"</span> He continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"NO ONE!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Okay okay."</span> He said.<br /><br /><br />*RING RING*<br />My phone, it was D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Yalla hoe, i'm outside!"</span> She said as soon as i picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Oh halla ghazii."</span> I said. and looked at Mishary.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Ay ghazi yal hablaa!?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"El7emdellah bkhair, ent shlounik?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Haa!? 9a7yaah Dayoum?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Eee kani na6ra danou tmurnii ent 6ala3T?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"DUDE!!!? SH9AYER? et7acheen mnu entaai?"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay good, i'll see you there."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"yalla ana bara yal maynouna!"</span> She said.<br /><br />I closed the phone.<br />Mishary was standing there wearing a Beige pants and a white polo qmee9 and a Lacoste cap worn backwards.<br />He looked hot with his shaggy hair under the cap.<br />He didn't say anthing, just looked at me then he went back to his room.<br />He looked pissed.<br /><br />Jealous much?<br />i guess so.<br /><br />I got in the elevator and went to the ground floor.<br />I got out to D and we drove off to Maki Marina.<br />I explained to D why i talked to her as Ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"OMG, that is sooo sneaaky!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I know!! he was soo jealous!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Haha, you're soo evil!" </span>She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"He had it coming! shku he made me think he liked me w b3dain asma3a yetkalam to a girl on the phone!"</span> I complained.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Hmm, madrii, maybe it's a misunderstanding, yemkin it was nafs your situation with Yousef? on the edge of breakup? or maybe it's only his cousin?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I dont know, but he didn't seem normal today, all day, he was nervous and stressed the whole time!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Okaay, just be careful, dont get your heart broken."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Inshallah."</span> I said.<br /><br />The song "Can't hold us down" By Christina Aguilera.<br />This song is amazing.<br />It defines women power!<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Never can, never will, can't hold us down."</span> Me and D sang along.<br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™ </span>Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-82698357763559504902009-07-31T05:55:00.000-07:002009-08-01T04:58:43.926-07:00Part FortySix;; "Is it all? Or are we just friends?"Sorry guys 3ala il cliffhangers, bs i'd like to keep you guys interested for the next part! :D<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>Previously on "Across The Universe":<br /></strong></span><br />- The family of uncle's wife are really sweet.<br />- Lolwa has a crush on Mishary!<br />- Jarra7 is attractive.<br />- Mishary is still Malgouf!<br />- My parent are leaving on Wed.<br />- My uncle planned to throw a Farewell dinner for my parents.<br />- Does Mishary like me? or is he really being a pain in the ass brother!?<br /><br />-------------------------<br /><br /><strong>Tuesday 31th of August</strong><br /><em>Bedroom<br /></em>11:45AM<br /><br />I didnt get a message from Yousef, so how did Mishary know about him?<br />He must've looked through the sent messages, UGH, how could he!!?<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"It's Mishary, can i come in?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Oh, now you know how to knock!?"</span> I said, <span style="color:#ffff00;">"Come in!"</span> I continued.<br /><br />He opened the door,<br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I just wanted to tell you im not dropping this, we'll talk about it later after the dinner."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Talk about what!? I'm not talking about it with you!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"You don't get to choose! we'll talk about it, i just came to inform you that!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Whatever!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He left the room.<br /><br />Seriously, SHYABIIII!!? :/<br /><br />I replied to D's message, <span style="color:#666666;">"Ghazii! :P"</span> I said.<br /><br />I layed in bed thinking how the conversation will go between me and Mishary after the dinner, What a great way to end the day! i thought.<br /><br />*Beep* a new text message.<br />It was D; <span style="color:#666666;">"CHATHABAA!!?! SHLOUN? SHDARACH!? OMG OMG! :$"</span><br />I giggled when i read it,<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"I'm not sure, but he's asking about you, may be he does!"</span> I replied.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Tuesday 31th of August<br /></strong><em>Bedroom<br /></em>2:30PM<br /><br />I was watching Grey's anatomy on DVD, when someone knocks on the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Who is it?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Ana khalich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"7ayyak khali tefa'9al."</span> I said.<br /><br />He opened the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Halla bnaytii shlounich?"</span> He said as he entered the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Tmam khali il7emdellah." </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Did you inform your mother about the dinner?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ee khali, i called her gbl few hours and told her, she said she's coming but around 7 because dad is going to be realsed at 5PM!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Oh okay, 3la ra7at'hum e7na ma warana shay, w the Buffet will arrive at 6 3la ma e7e6ouna w chithi ella 9arat 7 inshallah."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Enshallah, thanks khali, i really appreciate it!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"il3afu 7yatii entaii!"</span> He said.<br /><br />I hugged him and kissed him before he left the room.<br /><br />I continued watching a few more episodes of Grey's Anatomy.<br /><br />I got out a white knee high dress, and i got out a navy scarf with beige and white designs on it to wear it with the dress.<br />I put them on the bed and went to the bathroom to take a quick shower.<br /><br />I got out of the shower and wore the dress and and went to the maze to apply make-up.<br /><br />I was applying eye liner when i heared another knock on the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mnuu?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Waleedan!"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"T3aaaal 7ayaak"</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Halla dayouma, shlounich?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Zaina, you?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"ill7emdellah bkhaiir" <span style="color:#ccccff;">He said.</span> "Haa ashouf badaltaay..?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ee"</span> I said and got up. <span style="color:#ffff00;">"Shraayek?"</span> I showed him what i was wearing.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ashouf furaaay!"</span> He said.<br /><br />I gave him a spin.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Niice, you look beautiful."</span> He said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Thank you!"</span> I said and blushed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Allah ya7fithich inshallah."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Teslam waleedan!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Yalla ana akhaleech now, tamreen 3la shay?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Salamtik."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Allah esalmich, yalla ashoufich bil dinner."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Enshallah, take care"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"You too, faman illaah."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Fi aman ilkareem"</span> I said.<br /><br />He left the room.<br /><br /><strong>Tuesday 31th of August</strong><br /><em>Bedroom</em><br />6PM<br /><br />I continued applying the eyeliner and a little blush with a Ruby lipstick and put my hair up in a loose bun, i looked very simple and neat.<br /><br />I was wearing my christian louboutin white heels when my phone rang.<br />"Aghla ilbashar;*" Mom was calling.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Aloo halla yumaa"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Halla 7beebti, Shlounkum?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Tmam il7emdellah, shloun baba?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Il7emdellah 3la kil 7al, bs knt bagoulich ena ta36eech khalich khabar ena yemkin neyee abchar mn 7 okay 7yatii?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Enshallah mama, 7ayyakum allah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Allah e7ayeech."</span> She said.<br /><br />The phone call ended.<br /><br />I took a quick look at myself in the mirror before leaving my room.<br /><br />I was walking down the hall and i saw Mishary, he was walking on the other end of the hall, he just left his room, wearing a dishdasha, he looked handome in the dishdasha and qetra.<br /><br />I tried not to make eye contact and i sat on the livingroom upstairs.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"Shfeech emnafsa?"</span> Mishary asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mafeeni shay"</span> i said still not making eye contact.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"Tra ana mu em3a9eb 3la elly shefta.."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ok."</span> I said still avoiding making eye contact.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"Shfeech ma et7e6een 3ainch eb 3aini!?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ma feeni shay."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"3yal 6al3eeni!!"</span> He said.<br /><br />I turned to him and looked him right into his eyes.<br /><br />He stood there looking back at me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Happy now?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"ee!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"enzain"</span> i said and turned to the tv.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"we'll talk again after dinner."</span> He said.<br /><br />i ignored him and kept my eyes on the tv screen.<br /><br />He sighed and went down the elevator.<br />I didnt want to go downstairs after him, we might be alone in the living room downstairs and i dont want him to start another conversation, so i waited for waleedan to finish.<br />I informed khali that mom might come earlier than 7.<br /><br />I heard a door closed, it was Waleedan.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Hala dayouma.."</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Halla feek."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Haw shemga3dech here?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"An6erik"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"oh, yalla 3yal emshay."</span> He said and pressed the elevator button.<br /><br />I got up and walked into the elevator after him.<br /><br /><strong>Tuesday 31th of August<br /></strong><em>The two connected living room<br /></em>7:30PM<br /><br />We were enjoying the evening, me, dad, waleedan, janouya, mishary and khali.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ha 3sa Dayouma ma la3wezatkum?"</span> Dad said.<br /><br />god, he makes me feel like i'm a little kid.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"La sh7alatna, ma nesmaa3 7es'ha ilbait."</span> Khali said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Zain ashwa."</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Akeed ma la3wezatkum, goul mn al7een 3shan enge6ha 3nd a7ad thani..?"</span> Dad said. Joking.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Baba! Shda3wa ala3wezhum, im not a kid!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Adrii babatii, en6afrech shway."</span> Dad said.<br /><br />Waleedan & mom were laughing at me.<br /><br />I almost forgot Mishary was in the same room.<br />He was so quiet and just staring.<br />It was scarying me a little bit.<br /><br />Waleedan got up and approached me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Dayouma, come with me."</span> He whispered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"What's wrong?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Come with me!"</span> He said and pulled me with him.<br /><br />I walked after him and we left the living room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Shfeeek!?"</span> I said as soon as we left the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Entai shfeech weya MisharY? sh9ayer?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mu 9ayer shay!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Akeed 9ayer shay, mu 3awayda Mishary yeg3ad eb yam3a w sakit 6oul ilwagt w bs ekhezich."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mu 9ayer shay waleedan, shdarani 3ana why don't you ask him?!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ok i will ask him, you go inside 3shan they dont sense anything."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ok."</span> I said and went back to the livingroom and sat next to my dad.<br /><br />I saw waleedan from outside the livingroom calling Mishary.<br />Mishary got up and left after he gave me a few cold glances.<br /><br />I managed to stay calm and not nervous.<br />I tried as much as i can to block these thoughts, even for a while.<br /><br />The whole time i was talking with dad and mom and laughing.<br /><br />I'll miss them so much.<br /><br />Mishary and Waleed walked back in and Mishary looks pissed, but not as pissed as Waleedan.<br /><br />Did he tell him?<br />i wondered.<br />Waleedan didn't look at me, he sat next to uncle and Mishary sat in a couch alone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yalla ya jama3 it's dinner time."</span> Uncle said.<br /><br />We all got up and followed my uncle as he led us to the Garden outside where the Buffet was set.<br />The Buffet was amazing, all kind of dishes, italian, Chinese, Thai, French and Japanese.<br /><br />We all had a wonderful time, except for Mishary who was really quiet and barely there.<br /><br />It was almost 11PM, Dad and mom had to leave now because their flight tomorrow is really early, i don't even get to take them to the airport and say goodbye.<br /><br />I was sobbing like a little baby while hugging both mom and dad.<br /><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">"7yatii khalaa9, we'll be fine and we'll call you as soon as we land, and we can stay connected at all times!"</span> mom said, comforting me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mabiii mabiii!"</span> I cried.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Haw, Dayouma, tawich etgoul you're not a kid!"</span> Dad said kissing my forehead.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"That's different baba!"</span> I said, sobbing.<br /><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">"Khalaa9 7beebti ga6a3tai galbii."</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Okay okay!"</span> I said and wiped my tears.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"3afyah 3la bnaytii."</span> Dad said, <span style="color:#ff0000;">"Take care ma awa9eech ha babatii?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Enshallah Baba."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"W 3an ilshe6ana la tla3wezeen khalich w 3yala."</span> He joked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yubaa! i'll miss you!!"</span> I said and hugged him.<br /><br />I hugged mom and kissed both their forehead before they left the house.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Dayouma, if you need anything let us know." </span>Khali said, trying to make me feel better.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Enshallah khali."</span> I said. <span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mashkour."</span> I walked out of the livingroom.<br /><br />good thing Mishary wasn't in the livingroom or he mocked me laii youm ildeeen!<br />Waleedan was in the room, and he felt sorry for me.<br /><br />i went up on the elevator.<br />My eyes were red and puffy.<br /><br /><strong>Tuesday 31th of August</strong><strong><br /></strong>11PM<br />Upstairs livingroom<br /><br />The elevator opened and Mishary was sitting in the living room watching Tv. He was wearing his dishdasha bs ilqetra fe9akh'ha.<br /><br />He looked at me quietly.<br />I looked at him behind my teary eyes.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayouma, shfeech?"</span> Mishary managed to say after a while.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Nothing."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ha? Testa3be6ain? goulay shfeech!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"My parents ra7aw."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"okay, bs entay tadreen ena they're going to leave, laish kil hal bachi?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"I'm just gonna miss them, that's all."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, mes7ay dmou3ich, chenich yahil."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"KAIFI! ok!!! Shtabii!!! WHY ARE YOU SOO CRUEL TO ME!?"</span> I snapped.<br /><br />He stared at me in a total shock of what i just burst out.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shgelt ana!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"NOTHING OK!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"HA!!?"</span> He said.<br /><br />I ignored him and pressed the elevator button.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Wain ray7a? tawech 9a3da!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Malik shiqil!"</span> I said, trying not to burst into tears.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"HaA!? besmellah shfeech faj2a galabtaii?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"MA FEENI SHAY!! LEAVE ME ALONE AND I'LL BE FINE!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br />I got into the elevator and pressed the 'B' Button, i was going to the basement.<br />I thought this was my only escape, since i dont even get my own privacy in my room!<br /><br />I sat next to the pool with my legs in the water.<br /><br />I was crying my eyes out and thinking how this year was very eventful, i felt like it was a period of 10 years all piled in one.<br /><br />I was lost in thoughts that i didn't realise Mishary walking in.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Deema?"</span> He said, very softly.<br /><br />I jumped to his voice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"What..?"</span> I said, i didn't turn to look at him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shfeech? don't be sad."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"I cant."</span> I said.<br /><br />I saw him walking closer to me and he sat next to me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayouma, bs la tabcheen.."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"khalni abchiii, i'm letting everything out, i'm feeling better."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Tell me shfeech? I'll be a good listener."</span> He said.<br /><br />I turned to him, <span style="color:#ffff00;">"You? a good listener? Hah i doubt it."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Try me."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Thanks for offering but i rather keeping it to myself."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"3la ra7tich, bs know that when i'm serious, im a total diffent Mishary, You never saw my serious side, I'll surprise you."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Really?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yes really, behind all the joking and mocking side of me, i'm actually a decent guy,i can be sweet."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"How come i never saw the other side of you?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I don't know, i dont show it to anyone really"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"But you're being sweet now, therefore you're showing me."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Well, you're not anyone."</span> he said and messed my hair with his hands.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Heyy!"</span> I said and blushed.<br /><br />He laughed, <span style="color:#3333ff;">"I'm sorry about today, i don't know what's gotten into me."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"It's okay, consider it forgotten."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Really? you're awesome!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"ah, i try my best!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He smiled and i smiled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"ee t3al, sh9ar with you and waleedan earlier this evening?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Waiih, nothing, raga3t ilsalfa."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Oh zain ashwa, malik khilg suwalif."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I know, don't worry."</span> He said. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"And i dont want to know about it anymore."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"How come?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Because fakart feeha, i don't need to, since you said ena it used to be someone."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Oh.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah so i decided to start a new page with you starting tonight."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Oh, that's cool."</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br />He walked me up to my room after a really nice conversation between us.<br /><br />we said goodnight and each went to the bedroom.<br /><br />I was soo tired and feeling sleepy that i didn't have the energy to change into my PJ's so i took off my earings,bracelet and shoes and got in my bed and dozzed of to sleep.<br /><br /><strong>1st of Septmenber<br /></strong><em>Bedroom</em><br />9:30AM<br /><br />I woke up to my phone vibrating under my pillow.<br />I checked and it was message from Yousef;<br />I read the message with one eye open;<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"When will you call me? i'm dying here."</span><br /><br />I slipped the phone back under the pillow, and went back to sleep, <em>Carelessly</em>.<br /><br />I didn't even feel anything reading that message.<br />I guess my feelings for Mishary are getting stronger now.<br /><br />It's YOUSEF, and i was really careless.<br /><br />30 Mins later i woke up to Mishary knocking on the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"WHAT..?!"</span> I said in my sleepy voice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Can i come in?"</span> Mishary said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yes come!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He opened the door and walked in.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Sha3rech ya m3awda!"</span> He said.<br />He's back to the old mocking Mishary.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Y3ni wa7da nayma, shloun tbi sha3arha ekoun!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Haha, enzain 3indech shay elyoum?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"No, what do you have in mind?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Jara7 called me egoul khane6laa3 fa gelt ta3alay weyana."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Did you tell Jara7 ena i'm coming?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"yeah, ohwa gali yami3 shela w khane6la3 cos he's bored."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Nice, WEE! la7tha, i promised my bestfriend that i'm seeing her today!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Khaleeha teyee weyana..?"</span> He suggested.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Really?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah really, let her come, you'll have fun!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Okay, i'll call her b3d shway w let her know."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"w laish b3d shway y3ni?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Bagoum aghasil awal b3dain adeg."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Laish tra mara7 etshem ekhyaasich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Waii3 yal wasekh! shku!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shfeech, qa9di mara7 etshem ree7at 7aljich ya3ni etha ma ghasaltay!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Chub, Mishary, e6la3!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He laughed, <span style="color:#3333ff;">"afa ta6redeeni ana?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yes, get out!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ohh ohh, shfeech om ree7a!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"WAAAY! BARRA!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"enzain enzain"</span> He laughed. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"Bs 3a6eeni khabar 3an il6al3a when you talk to your friend 3shan agoul 7g jara7oo!"</span> He said before leaving the room.<br /><br />I got up and got into the bathroom to wash up and brush my teeth.<br /><br />*BEEP*<br />New text message.<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-22176516132952473782009-07-27T08:02:00.000-07:002009-07-31T12:29:12.998-07:00Part FortyFive;; "I'm broken hearted I can't let you know, I won't let it show."Before you guys start reading the new part, i just wanted to say that the highlight idea will no longer be used, however one of my dear readers, <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Shamayel</span></strong> proposed an idea, and i liked it, her idea was to put the highlight of the pervious post, so you guys know what happened and what parts of the previous you should remember. Thank you Shamayel for the idea. :)<br /><br />Here we go.<br />---------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#00cccc;">Previously on ''Across the universe'':<br /></span></strong><br />- Khaled is back in my life.<br />- Yousef and I are no longer....Yousef & dayouma!<br />- Living with Uncle Hisham's family turned out to be good.<br />- Waleed is sooo sweet!<br />- Mishary is.....well MISHARY!<br />- Yousef wanting to talk to me, sort 'things' out.<br />- The cute handsome doctor is related to me.<br />- I'm going to meet the family of uncle Hisham's wife.<br />- I recieved a new text message.<br />- Mishary is MALGOUF!<br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 30th of August</strong><br /><em>Waleed's Car<br /></em>5:10PM<br /><br />I checked the new text message, it was from Ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Hey how are you? haa a6le8aaw 9araa7ech mn il hospital wela no?:P"<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Yes, and i've been living in uncle's home!;p"</span> I replied.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"OH, it's my cousin Ghazi"</span> I answered Mishary's question.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ay Ghazi?"</span> Mishary asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Weld khalti '9eyah!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"OHhh, Ghazi Al-S? ya7laiila, shfeeh?"</span> He asked, Could you stop with the investigation?!<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ma feeh shay, bs esalim, he knows i was bil hospital."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Inshallah ma et7aqeq weyaha y3ni!?"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Shfeek, mu e7na 7esbat ekhwanha? we should ask questions like that!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"La khal ilbnt 3la ra7at'ha!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Thank you, waleedan!"</span> I said.<br /><br />Waleed laughed and Mishary gave me a look.<br />I gave him a look back.<br /><br /><br /><br />SHTABI!?<br /><br />We parked next to this large white villa.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Wow,mashallah, that's a nice house!"</span> I pointed out.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Yeah, mashallah!"</span> Waleed said as we got out of his car.<br /><br />We got into the house, and i was getting really nervous and shy.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Shfeech chithi, emshay 3dl, w put a smile on that pretty face!"</span> Mishary said as we entered the house.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"What's wrong with mashyetyy?!" I asked.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Ma feeha shay!"</span> Waleed said. <span style="color:#006600;">"Ma 3laiich mina!"</span> He continued.<br /><br />We walked into the living room, it was really big, and the roof was pretty high with Chandeliers hanging from it<br /><br />We walked in the livingroom and a lot of people were there.<br />All generations.<br />Old people, to Mid thirties, to Tweenies & teengers and to kids!<br /><br />It was crowded, and i wanted to hide.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Emshaay!"</span> Mishary said and pulled me in with them.<br /><br />i was really nervous, my heart was beating so fast, and my palms were sweating like crazy!<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Khaltii laila shlounich shakhbrich? Hathy Dayouma, bnt 3amity"</span> He said, and put his hand on my back to push me to her 3shan asalim.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"ilsalam khalti"</span> I said and kissed her cheeks.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"wa3alaykum ilsalam, halla walla bnaytii, shlounich?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"il7emdellah bkhaiir, entay shlounich?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Wallah tmam il7emdellah, 7ayyaach allah 7beebtii"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Allah e7ayeech."</span> I said and greeted everybody, one by one.<br /><br />I think i missed a few people that i havent greeted.<br /><br />I got seated next to Mishary and Waleed.<br />It was so awkward.<br />I felt like an outcast.<br />Everyone was staring at me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Hey, how old are you?"</span> A girl said as she approached me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Hey, I'm 19."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Cool i'm 21, and my name is Farah."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Hi farah, nice to meet you!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Come sit with us girls bil other living room."</span> She said.<br /><br />Farah is Aunt laila's daughter.<br />She was pretty, and short.<br />very petite.<br />Unlike me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay."</span> I said and followed her.<br /><br />We entered the other room and there were 4 other girls, i sat with them and got to know eachother more,The girls were;<br />Ghalia & Dalia, 19, they're twins. and they are Farah's cousins.<br />Lolwa, 20. Also, farah's cousin.<br />Nada, 25, and she's Farah's older sister.<br /><br />It was really fun, talking to them, we laughed and talked about a lot of things, from embarrassing moments to fashion and movies.<br /><br />*Knock Knock*<br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Yalla banat, 7a6aw il3asha."</span> Mishary said and left the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Waaiii, he's sooo cute!!"</span> Lolwa pointed out.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yeah, but you need to stop crushing on him!"</span> Nada said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"I can't, he's too cute, and his attitude is hot!"</span> Lolwa drooled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">"He's not that cute!"</span> Dalia said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">"Yeah, i agree with dalouy!"</span> Ghalia said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I think he's alright!"</span> I said.<br /><br />For some reason, i felt jealous. :/<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Well back off ladies, he's mine!"</span> Lolwa said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"No one is crushing over him, bs entaai, ma7ad needs to back off!"</span> Farah said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Well, i was just saying, waay Dayouma you are soo lucky to live with them!"</span> Lolwa said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Lucky? I dont think so."</span> I said.<br /><br />How can i be lucky?<br />im only living with them because my parents are leaving Kuwait!:(<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Why not? He's soo cool, i bet it's really fun!"</span> lolwa said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"It is fun, but i dont consider myself lucky, specially because my parents are leaving me here!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yeah, that sucks!"</span> She said.<br /><br />We all got up and went to the dining room.<br />The dining room was really long, it's long enough that the table fits 20 people.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Dayouma, ta3alaay here!"</span> Waleed said as soon as we entered. "I saved you a chair next to me 3shan ashoufich takleen 3dl!" He continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Thanks!"</span> I said and got myself seated next to him.<br /><br />I was getting really nervous when i noticed those piercing eyes of a guy sitting infront of me.<br />I raised my eyes to see him,His face was familiar, He had the most amazing eyes ever, their shape was perfect, and his eyebrows are perfect too!<br />He had really dark hair, and he had a goatee, he was really attractive.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Who's the guy sitting infront of me?"</span> I whispred to Waleed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"That's Jara7, weld khaltii laila."</span> He said.<br /><br />I also saw the handsom doctor, and i found out he was Aunt's Laila's son as well, No wonder the piercing guy, a.k.a Jara7's face was familiar, he kind of looked like the handsome doctor.<br /><br />Dinner was amazing, and i felt really welcomed from their family, they were all soo sweet.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 30th of August<br /></strong><em>Waleed's car<br /></em>11PM<br /><br />We were on our way home back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Ha Dayouma, 3sa estanastay?"</span> Waleed asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ee il7emdellah, they're really sweet!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Yeah, i told you!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"How were the girls, did you like them?"</span> Mishary asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"They're cool!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Mnu akthar wa7da you liked?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Madrii.."</span> I said and let out a nervous laugh, sh'haal so2al?<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Lolwoo malee8a 9aa7? i think Farah is the coolest out of them!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"La 7aram, lolwa ma feeha shay!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Wai3, qatheetha, w wayed etelazag!"</span> He said.<br /><br />YEAH, it's because she has a crush on you, idiot!<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Madri wallah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Mishary al7een beyeek kaf 3la wayhik etha ma sekat!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Shtabii!?"</span> Mishary said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Waaii, 7aannnaa besmellah 3laik, khalaa9!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Inzain, uff!"</span> He said and sat quiet the rest of the ride.<br /><br />We arrived home and i went and sat in the livingroom with Uncle Hisham, Mishary and Waleed.<br /><br />we were watching tv and talking about the 3azeema when i jumped to my phone ringing.<br />It was mom.<br />I picked it up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Aloo halla mama."</span> I said and left the livingroom.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Halla 7beebtii, shlounich?"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"il7emdellah fine,You shlounich? w shloun baba?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Bkhair il7emdellah, oboch wayed a7san il7emdellah, w i just wanted to tell you that this wed. we're going to america!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"That's too soon mom!"</span> I cried.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"We have to go as soon as we can!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Inzain, did they release baba mn il hospital?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"No, not yet, bs bacher they'll release him at 5PM!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ohh.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">''It's alright sweetie, looks like you're having fun with your uncle and his family."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah, but i dont know.."</span> I said.<br />I felt like crying, cos now it really hit me, they're actually leaving in two days!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Its okay sweetie, everything will be fine."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"enshallah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yalla 7beebtii ana banam, salmay 3la khalich w 3yala"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, allah esalmich, faman ellaah!"</span> I said and closed the line.<br /><br />I walked back to the livingroom after the phonecall with teary eyes.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Bnaaytiii shfeech!? mnu kan 3al telephone?!"</span> Uncle asked as soon as he saw me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Mom."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Shfeeha!?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Nothing, she just called to tell me they booked a ticket to USA, and they're leaving this wed.!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Awwh, bnaytii its okay!"</span> He said as he approached me and gave me a hug.<br />I hugged him back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayouma, think about it this way, they're going away, bs oboch will get better! inshallah!"</span> Waleed said, trying to make things better.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah, i guess!"</span> I said as i got seated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Dayouma la et'9aygeen khelgich, you'll have fun here w hatha chena baiitich! you're not a guest!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Enshallah, thanks!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"I've got an idea! Bacher i'll make a farewell dinner, shraykum?"</span> Uncle suggested.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"YESS!!"</span> I said. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"I really would love to spend time with them!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Khosh fekra yuba!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br />Mishary didn't talk, he just sat and listened to us.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Khala9 khosh, bacher ana ra7 a6lib a buffet w asawee khosh dinner inshallah, tell you mom!"</span> uncle said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Enshallah, i'll tell her bacher il9b7 inshallah"</span> I said with a big smile on my face. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"Thanks khalii, you're the best!"</span> I said and kissed his cheeks!<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"7ayach babatii, hatha wajeb!"</span> He said, <span style="color:#666600;">"Yala ana barou7 anam now, te9be7oun 3la khaiir!"</span> He said and left the livingroom.<br /><br />2 hours passed while me, Mishary and Waleedan watching tv and talking.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Ana gemt a6eg rous, i'm going to bed, te9b7oun 3la khair."</span> Waleed said and went upstairs to his room.<br /><br />I looked at Mishary.<br />He was watching tv, he barely even knows im in the same room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"uhh,, mishary?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Hala..?"</span> He said and looked at me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Why don't you like lolwa? really?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Haa..? cos 7adha lazgaa wallah! etnarfez!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"7araam, she seems nice."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"laa ya m3awda ay nice, ma t3arfeenha, she's annoying!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Hmm, madri, i liked her!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"I like Farou7a, she's sweet and fun, w mu lazga!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah, she's sweet!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Why are you asking?!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I just wanted to know."</span> I replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"7ashaat feeni?"</span> He asked.<br /><br />Should i tell him that she ahs a crush on him?<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"No..She did say she thinks you're cute!"</span> I said, <span style="color:#3333ff;">"But so did the other girls!"</span> I continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"9ij?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah, they all said you're cute, bs the twins thought you're alright."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Ohh, and what did you say?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Nothing, i didnt give them my opinion."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Hmm, so they think im cute huh?"</span> He said and raised an eyebrow.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Even farou7a?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yes, do you have a thing for farou7a?"</span> I said with an evil grin.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Naah, 7da shku, bs ehya w7da thuweeqa, fa rayha ehemni!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yes, even frou7a!"</span> I answered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Cool!"</span> He said and smiled.<br /><br />I suddenly felt jealous again, i wanted to bring up a boy so i can see if he gets jealous.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I think Jaraa7 is cute, no, actuallu i think he's attractive!"</span> I said and giggled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Jara7oo!? mn 9ijich!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah, why?"</span> I said.<br /><br />Do i sense some jealousy in the air?<br /><br /><span style="color:#999900;">"La, 9adgeeni the last person you want to like is Jara7!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Haw, laiiish!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"He's not the type to be committed to a relationship, meaning, he's a player, he loves to jump from girl to girl!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"W ana shku feeh!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Im just saying!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I only said he's cute, ma gelt aby atzaweja!" </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Inzain, t3alay 6egeeni ba3ad, i was just warning you!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Okayy."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"inzaiin."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Inzain."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Nel3ab?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Nel3ab?"</span> He repeated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"YAAAH!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">''YAAAH!"</span> He said<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ohhh!"</span> i said and got up. I was irritated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Ohhh!"</span> He said and laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Waiii3 Misharyy, waiii3!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Wallah etwanseen!"</span> He said, still laughing.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Mlee8! barou7 darii!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">"Faman allaah!"</span> He said.<br /><br />I left the livingroom and went up to my bedroom.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Tuesday 31th of August<br /></strong><em>Bedroom</em><br />11AM<br /><br />I was asleep when i jumped to my phone vibrating.<br /><br />It was D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"DAYOUM ya kalba, i hate you!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Whaat?"</span> I said, in my sleepy voice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"You totally forgot i exsist!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Noo!! never, i was just busy and trying to adopt to all of this!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"awwh, 7yatii okay, you know i didnt mean what i just said."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I know!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"so what's new?"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Well let's see, I'm related to a cute doctor, i love living with my uncle, Khaled called me the night of my hospital release at the same night, i kind of broke up with Yousef, and i think....i think...i have a thing for Mishary!"</span> I said. I spilled everything out.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"OH WOW! slow down!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Okay."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"You and yousef!??? OMG!! WHY!!?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Because i'm soo sick of him believing everything Haya says, and he's being shway selfish too!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Oh god, Not haya again!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I know, it's a long story, but he sent me a message saying he wants to sort things out, but i igored him. mali khelgla!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Oh wow, who could've thought you'd say this to yousef."</span> she said,<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I know, right!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Are you okay?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yeah, im fine!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"and Mishary? seriously? you guys couldn't stand each other gbl!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I knoww, h'e still the same old Mishary, but madri, a7es i can be myself around him, he's really funny!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Hmm, i dont know! any plans today?!"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yes, Khali is throwing a Farewell dinner 7g dad and mom!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Awwh that's soo sweet!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yeah, i wish you could come, i miss you!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"La! i dont want to come 7daa fashlaa!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Noo 3adii!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"No noo, it's okay i'll see you after tomorrow!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Inshallah, i love you!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"love you too, ana barou7 now bait yadity 3han bezourounha 7areem w barou7 aqadem 3eshtaw, i'll talk to you later."</span> She said and closed the line.<br /><br />I looked at the phone and saw 2 text messages.<br />One from Yousef, and one from Ghazi.<br /><br />Yousef's; <span style="color:#666666;">"Tell me when you want to sort things out, dont run away from it!"<br /></span><br />Ghazi's; <span style="color:#666666;">"Dayouma, shloun your friend Dana? ya7lailha minziman 3anha."<br /></span><br />That's weird, Does Ghazi Like Dana?<br />I replied to his message; <span style="color:#666666;">''She's good, thanks for asking.. :]"<br /></span><br />I replied to Yousef's message, <span style="color:#666666;">"We can sort things out tomorrow!"</span><br /><br />I sent a message to D, <span style="color:#666666;">"Looks like someone has a thing for you;)"<br /></span><br />I got out of bed and went to the bathroom.<br /><br />I heard my phone beep twice, meaning two text messages.<br /><br />I was brushing my teeth and washing my face.<br /><br />I got out of the bathroom and saw Mishary holding my phone and gave me a cold stare.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Besmellah! What r u doing?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Nothing."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Shky masik my mobile?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Who's 'american sweetheart' ?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"What!?"</span> I said, i felt my heart stopped beating.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Who is he??"</span> He asked again.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Give me my phone!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"You see, i dont like to repeat myself, WHO IS HE!?"</span> He yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"MISHARY, GIVE ME MY PHONE!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Mabi, tell me who he is awal!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"He's nobody!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Sweetheart? w nobody? shloun?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"He used to be somebody, now can i have it!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yes.."</span> He said and threw my phone on the bed and left the room.<br /><br />I felt soo hot, even though i was wearing short shorts and a tshirt.<br /><br />I sat on the bed.<br />I was soo mad, no, no, i was soo furious!!!<br />He had no right whatsoever to check my phone!!!<br />I felt like fighting with him! but it was too early in the morning and i was more concerned about the Farewell Dinner, so i decided to put it on the side, for the sake of the dinner.<br /><br />I checked my new messages, one from D, and one from Ghazi.<br />D's; <span style="color:#666666;">"OMG!! WHO!? :O;$"</span><br />Ghazi; <span style="color:#666666;">"Salmay 3laiha wayed."</span><br /><br />I was replying to D's message when someone knocked on the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Who is it?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-90959461929261332502009-07-22T01:28:00.000-07:002009-07-22T11:58:17.068-07:00Part FortyFour;; "Is there a chance, A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?"<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Because i'm so cool, awesome and all that, and because i love you guys, this post is going to be longer than the usual posts!;* yay!<br /><br />This is a new thing i'm going to try,I will post the highlights of each part at the begining of the post, let me know if you like the idea, and should i keep using it? ;)<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Highlights of this post:<br /></span></strong>*Khaled walks back into my life.<br />*A SERIOUS Fight with Yousef.<br />*Getting to know uncle Hisham's family more.<br />*A shocking fact about GHAZI.<br />*The pain in the ass; Mishary.<br />*THE HANDSOME DOCTOR AND I ARE BLOOD RELATED?!?<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><strong>Monday 29th of August<br /></strong><em>Hospital</em><br />2:10AM<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No who is this?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">"It's me! Khaled!"</span> He said.<br /><br />My eyes suddenly were wide open!<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Na3am!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"La bs 7bait adig at6aman 3laich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Ok,bye!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"la7tha la7thaa...!"</span> He said.<br /><br />uhh...what could he possibly want to say?!<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yes..?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"a7ebich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"EWW! BYE!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I was grossed out.<br />ugh, shyabee!!<br /><br />Just when rested my head back on the pillow.<br />My phone rings again.<br /><br />ughh, if it's khaled, I'M GONNA KILL HIM! <em>i thought</em>.<br /><br />I looked at the screen, "USA Sweetheart;*" Oh it was Yousef.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Aloo!"</span> I answered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Aloo hala Dayouma!"</span> He said, in a very formal and strict way.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Shfeek?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Are you seeing someone?!"</span> He asked. His tone was very harsh.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Na3am?"</span> I said. I thought i probably didn't hear well, cos i was a bit sleepy.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Raj2an Dayouma, answer me, are you? or are you not seeing someone?!"</span> He asked, again, a very very harsh tone.<br />My heart ached.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef, rdaina 3la hal salfa..!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Please! just answer me!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Who fed you lies this time, Haya again perhaps!?"</span> I said. My tone became as harsh as his.<br />I was getting furious.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Enzain ya3ni laish ma tgouleen ee wela la2 w tray7eeeni!?"</span> He said. More like yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Please Yousef, dont talk to me that way!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"I'm sorry, just answer me!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No i'm not!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Then who's the guy that you were laughing with the other night at the cinema?!"</span> He asked.<br /><br />That's weird.<br />How did he know!? :/<br />How did anyone know!?<br /><br />SNAP!<br />I SAW KHALED THAT DAY.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"That's Ghazi, My second cousin."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"W min meta gemna ne6la3 m3a cousins brou7na!?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"It wasn't suppose to be that way, Fajoura his sister kanat eb teyee, bs she had a party!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"You could've cancelled!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I didn't know she had a party! Ghazi didn't tell me!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Looks like Ghazi has a thing for you then!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Shkuu!? He's my second cousin, He's very friendly, suddenly that's a crime!?"</span> I said.<br /><br />I was actually defending Ghazi!!<br />I surprised myself.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"No it's not....No it's not!"</span> He said. His voice got lower, and softer.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef..?"</span> I whispered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Hala...?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Mnu galik?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Mnu ya3ni, Hayou!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Hal bnt ma tmil mn suwalifha!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Apparently not!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Khaled probably told her!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"How do you know?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Because that night I saw khaled at the cinema, and he saw me with Ghazi, HE also followed me to my house, if it wasn't for Ghazi, i don't know what could've happned, Ghazi is actually a very decent guy."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Khaled hatha il [beep!]"</span> He yelled. His voice got higher.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef, don't use that word when you're talking to me please!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Sorryy, bs narfaaznii, bathba7a!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Ma 3laik mina."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Mn meta ma dag 3laich?"</span> He asked.<br /><br />I decided not to tell him about the phonecall that happened 10 seconds before he called.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I can't remember, it's been a while."</span> I lied. A white lie.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Zain ashwa, why do you have to be so beautiful?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Ehh, Excuse me?"</span> I blushed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"You're so insanely beautiful, it's hard for anyone not to like you, or want you!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef, oshh!"</span> I giggled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Mn 9iji wallah, besmellah 3laich, 3sa allah e7afthich."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Thanks 7yatii"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"il3afu sweetie, Shkubra Ghazi?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"He's 24"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Ohh, ya3ni kbeer, Are you sure he doesn't like you?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No im not sure!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"How come..?!"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Well, he has my number, and one night, the night we went out, he called me later at night, because we both couldn't sleep!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"NA3AAM!!!!?"</span> He yelled. The harsh tone was back.<br /><br />Opps, wasn't i suppose to tell..? :/<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I said ena he called me w--"</span> I stopped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"I know i know, i heard what you said!"</span> He interrupted me. <span style="color:#6600cc;">"Bs dayouma 7beebtii, ya3ni don't you know ena what you did is wrong?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No, it's not wrong, it was a normal phonecall!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Laaa? ok ok, what time was the phonecall?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Ummm..Around 2am i think."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"7elow! w etgouleeli a normal phonecall haa? etge9een 3la mnu?!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef, 6awel balik, tra walla it was a normal phonecall, the only difference that it was really late!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"La it's not a normal phonecall dayouma and you know it!!!"</span> He Yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Dont yell.."</span> I said in a quiet voice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Shnu dont yell!! you're talking to 'your second cousin' at 2 in the morning and you expect me to CALM DOWN!?"</span> He said, his voice slowly started rising.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yes, i expect you to calm down, because i'm telling you, it was a NORMAL phonecall!! Why is it so hard to believe!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Well sweetie, because, you're so called cousin didn't cancel the plans even though his sister didn't come,He then calls you at the very same day of the hangout, LATE AT NIGHT! w you want me to believe it was nothing but a normal phonecall!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Why don't you believe me!? would i lie to you!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"I don't know that anymore! Since i've been to USA, have you ever texted me? have you ever called me!? You didn't even send an email or something! I just feel like you don't love me anymore!" </span>He said.<br /><br />My heart <strong><em>s h a t t e r e d t o p i e c e s.</em></strong><br />Literally.<br /><br />DID HE JUST SAY THAT!?<br />NOT LOVE HIM ANYMORE!?<br />I'M INSANELY AND HEAD-OVER-HEALS INLOVE WITH HIM!!<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef, are you listening to what you're saying?"</span> I said. Very quietly.<br />A single tear was hanging on the tip of my eye.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"YES, i finally said it, i just feel that way, because you don't show that you still care!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef, i care about you, a lot, and i just realised you have no clue whatsoever of how i feel about you and what you mean to me, i'm actually shocked!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"I'm sorry if the truth hurts, but you truely dont show it anymore!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yousef, let me tell you why i dont call or text, it's because i've never had a relationship before, and i'm trying my hardest to be the best lover here, and i've never talked to a guy before, and you know that! so how do expect me to handle a long-distance relationship!?"</span> I snapped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"I...--"</span> He said. His tongue got tied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yeah, you're what!?"</span> I asked. My voice was very shakey.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"I--... I don't know. i honestly dont know what to say!"</span> He said.<br /><br />I took a very deep breath.<br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Newsflash yousef, YOU JUST BROKE MY HEART!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I divereted all calls to switched off.<br />And cried my eyes out.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 29th of August</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><em>Hospital</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">11AM<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Dayouma 7beebtii goumay!"</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Dayouma..--"</span> She said and placed her hand on the pillow.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Haaaa!..."</span> I said. I felt dead.<br />My body was so tired. it ached, badly.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"dayouma 7beebtii, shfeeech kentay tabcheeeen!?"</span> She said.<br /><br />Are my eyes red and puffy!?<br />I wondered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"How did you know?!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Your pillow is wet 7beebtii shfeeech!? What's wrong?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Nothing mama, i just felt like crying, i'm ok!"</span> I said and faked a smile.<br />I'm being good at this, faking.<br /><br />Faking that it's alright that i'll be parentless for god knows how long.<br />Faking the fact that my one and only love turned out to be..a LIE? :/<br />Faking that everything is going to be fine after My parents leave and after a half-break up with Yousef?<br />Faking that i'm happy to live with my uncle and his family?<br />Faking that my life is going to be sooo wonderful!<br />Pretending i'm happy, when inside i'm actually...<em>BROKEN</em>!<br />It's extremely exhausting!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7yatii, are you sure you're okay?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Yes mom, i'm just worried about dad, that's all!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ba3ad 3umrii entaii."</span> She said and hugged me.<br /><br />The Doctor came in and interrupted us.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Good morning!"</span> He said with a GORGEOUS smile.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Good</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">morning!"</span> Me and mom replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"How are you today Deema!?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I'm fine il7emdellah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Good, i'm just here to tell you make you sign your release papers, and you're off to go!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohh, thank god!"</span> I said.<br /><br />Mom signed the papers for me.<br />I got dressed into my casual outfit, even though the hospital clothes were really comfortable and breezy!<br />Haha.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 29th of August<br /></strong><em>Hospital<br /></em>2PM<br /><br />I was ready to see dad after the accident.<br />I was walking with my mom to his room.<br />for some reason i was scared to see how he looks, i don't need any other reason to be more depressed than i already am.<br /><br />We entered dad's room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ilsalam w 3laaykum baba!"</span> I said as soon as i walked in.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Hala eb bnaytii 7beebtii!"</span> He said with a huge smile across his face.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Baba 7yatiii,Salamaaat!"</span> I said and kissed his forehead.<br />I was aiming for a hug, but i couldnt.<br />With all the wires attached to him.<br />It was pretty awful.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Allah esalmich, shlounich babatii!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I'm fine as long as you are!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"il7emdellah ana bkhair w 9e7a w 3afyah."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"il7emdellah!"</span> I said and smiled.<br />It wasn't a fake smile this time.<br /><br />I sat with my mom and dad until 6PM when mom called uncle Hisham to come and pick me up from the hospital.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Khaalich is on his way here, ra7 yakhthich baitna, takhtheen all the stuff you need from there 3shan you to their house!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"What?! mn al7een?!"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ee 7beebti, 3shan tet3awedain, w abi gbl la asafer ashouf enich merta7a ma3ahum, l2ana galbi mara7 e6awe3ni etha khlaiitich mni w entay mu merta7a."</span> She explained.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohh, okay inshallah, it's okay, don't worry about me, i'll take care of myself."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I know you will, bnaytii w a3arefich!"</span> She said and kissed me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I have to take all the stuff i need from our house tonight!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yes, bs it's okay, i'll leave an extra key for you m3a khalich in case you needed anything."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohh okay, 3yal mani makhtha everything tonight!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"3la ra7tich 7beebtii!"</span> She said.<br /><br />*KNOCK KNOCK*<br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Come in.."</span> Dad said.<br /><br />And he walked in, a tall white man.<br />It was khali Hisham.<br /><br />We welcomed him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ha dayouma are you ready, meshaiina..?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Sure, let's go."</span> I said.<br /><br />I kissed both my mom and dad's forehead and left with my uncle.<br /><br />All the way to the car i felt like i was fading.<br />I somehow felt leftout.<br />We got into My uncle's black Land cruiser and headed to my home.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 29th of August</strong><br />Outside my house<br />8:30PM<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Yalla, go get your stuff kiddo, i'll wait here! and don't worry, take your time!"</span> He said and smiles.<br /><br />He's really sweet.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Inshallah."</span> I said and smiled back.<br /><br />I got out of the car and went into my house.<br /><br />I felt this blood rush under my skin when i first entered the house.<br />I don't know why i felt that way.<br />My face was getting warmer, and my palms were sweating.<br /><br />I took out a travelling bag and loaded it with my clothes.<br />I still have tons of more clothes in my closet.<br />But i decided to take only some for now.<br />I put in my pillow and my stuffed puppy.<br />I know i'm 19, and almost out of the teenage hood, but i cant let go of the stuffed animal, sue me?<br /><br />Got everything in the bag and headed downstaris.<br /><br />The bag slipped from me while i was going downstairs,and my bag was flying down the stairs.<br /><br />Oh shit.<br />This is exactly how my life will head soon, downhill. I thought.<br /><br />I quickly ran downstairs and picked up the bag and headed to the exit door.<br />I took a look at my house before leaving.<br />I made sure all the electricity were turned off.<br />I got out of the house and locked it.<br /><br />My uncle came rushing out of his car to help me with my bag.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Thanks khalii, it's okay i can pick it up!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"La ya m3awda, entai banouta w eedich maksoura, ma tegdereen, hatha sheqelna!"</span> He insisted.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Okay, mashkour khalli!"</span> I said.<br /><br />We got into the car after putting the bag in the truck and headed to Al'9a7yah, where my uncle's residence.<br /><br />The closer we got to the house, the hotter i felt, the more my hand sweat.<br />I was cracking my knuckles and my uncle realised i'm getting really nervous.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"You're gonna love it in our house, i promise you, everyone is thrilled to have you, they're all waiting for you in the house."</span> He said. Trying to make me feel better.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Really?"</span> I said. I glipse of happiness came across my heart.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"ee 7beebtii, really!"</span> He said and smiled.<br /><br />I smiled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Khalii..?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"2amray..?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ma yamer 3laik 3du, bs can i go back home tomorrow to bring my car?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"ee akeed! Akhalii Waleed aw Mishary yakhthich ilbait!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Laish, wain Valenko?"</span> I asked.<br />Valeko is their driver.<br />No wait, their insanely crazy reckless driver.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Baiih dayouma, Khubrich 3ateej, minzeman ra7!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"9ij? why?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"The real question is why not!? Don't you remember how bad he was at driving?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I do, i do!"</span> I said and giggled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ee, fa bs mlaiit mn hal 7ala, kil ma ye6le3oun m3ah 3yalii ag3ad a7atee, shallaah 7adni, khala9 ba3ad Mishary esmellah 3laiih rayal w he doesnt need a driver w Janouya ana awadeeha w ayeebham aw marrat ekhwanha."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Oh, that's cool!"</span> I said.<br /><br />We entered al'9a7ya area.<br />I was getting scared a bit.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 29th of August</strong><br /><em>Uncle's home</em><br />10:15PM<br /><br />We enetered the house.<br />Their house was fabulous.<br />The walls, the spaces, the colors, the decor!<br />And it was big too, mashallah.<br />The entery was at this two large living room that were connected, the ones you usually use for occasions.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ya 3yaaal yalaa ta3alaaaw!"</span> Uncle Hishan yelled, calling his children.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"etfa'9alaay 7ayaach ilbaiit baiitich!"</span> Uncle said, when he noticed i was shy and standing next to the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Thanks!"</span> I said and walked behind him.<br /><br />He led me to the living room.<br /><br />I got seated on these comfy couches and my uncle sat next to me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Don't worry, it's gonna be wonderful here!"</span> He said and placed his hand on my shoulder.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Enshallah!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br />A cute little girl with long black hair and big wide eyes entered the room.<br />she was flawless, mashallah.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Hii baba!"</span> She said as she entered the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Halla eb Janouytii!"</span> He said and hugged her.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Jana, this is Deema, she's gonna be like your big sister, she's gonna live with us for a while."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Hii Deema!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Hii..!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Wain ekhwanich?"</span> Uncle asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Waleed is coming now, w Mishary is out!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Wlaiin, hal 9baay madri meta eb yesma3 ilkalam!"</span> He said and stood up. <span style="color:#993399;">"Excuse me deema, barou7 ashouf il9bay waina laish lail7een ma rad!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Okay!"</span> I said.<br /><br />Janouya sat in the couch infront of me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"How old are?"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I'm 10, you?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I'm 19."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Laish bet3eesheen 3ndena?"</span> She asked.<br /><br />uhh..I didn't know what to say.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"l2ana.."</span> I said and stopped when i saw this very, very...wait did i say VERY? i mean VERY TALL guy entering the living room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"ilsalaam"</span> He said as he got himself seated next to janouya and kissed her head.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Wa3alaykum ilsalam!"</span> I said.<br /><br />I know i told you guys i love uncle Hisham, i do really, but i was never that close to any of his children, they were never there etha kan fii 3azeema, or yam3a eb bait yadity.<br />The only time i get to see them are in Eid and such occasions.<br />But i see uncle Hisham a lot more than i see them.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Deema shlounich!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Il7emdellah zaina, enta shlounik?"</span> I said.<br />I knew it was waleed from the scar he has on his left eyebrow.<br />but he got sooo much taller and cuter.<br />He wasn't hot, noe handsome, but he sure was a cutie pie.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ana bkhaiir, 3arafteeni?"</span> He said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Yeah, shda3wa, waleedan!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ohh ba3ad waleedan! ashouf 6a7at ilmeyana ebser3a!"</span> He joked.<br /><br />I let out a nervous laugh.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I'm kidding shfeech, relaax, i'm never too serious!"</span> He said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Okay, good!"</span> I said and smiled back.<br /><br />Uncle walked back into the living room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Kahu, Mishary is on his way here, sorryy deeema!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Sorry 3la what?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ena Mishary wasn't here to welcome you!"</span> He said.<br />I can't get over how sweet he is.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"It's okay, khalii, shda3wa!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ok, oh i see you met waleed already!"</span> He said and got seated next to me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Yeaah"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Salamaat deema, ma tshoufeen shar!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"ilshar ma eyeek, Mashkour!"</span> I said.<br /><br />Because i was so nervous, i almost forget i have a broken arm, and a broken heart.<br />But the cast was very annoying, it was hard to forget completely.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"w Shloun 3amii? i heard he needs a heart transplant?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"il7emdellah he's a7san mn awal, but yeah, he needs a heart transplant, that's why he's going to USA."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Wallah ma yestaahil,Allah eshaafeeh w erid bilsalama inshallah!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Allah esalmik, mashkour ma tga9er."</span> I said.<br /><br />I heard the door closed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Kaa, sharaaf ilwalaad!"</span> Uncle said as soon as Mishary walked in the livingroom.<br /><br />Mishary was very careless.<br />And it shows from his appearance.<br /><br />He had a brown shaggy hair, a dirty beard and sweatpants on with a polo shirt.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"ilsalam w 3laikum"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Wa3a</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;">layk</span><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">u</span>m ils</span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">a</span>lam."</span> we all replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"7ayyallah Deema!"</span> He said and got seated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Allah e7ayeek."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Baiih ma athker mita akher mara sheftich, it was probably in Eid and we were fighting!"</span> He said.<br /><br />Oh good, he remembers.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Hehe, yeah, probably"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Salamaat Bnaya! ashwa wayhech ma 9ar feeh shay!"</span> He said.<br /><br />Wayhich ma 9ar feeh shay? shnu y3ni?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Allah esalmik, e il7emdellah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"La wallah kaa fii a small scar 3la your forehead, or is that old?"</span> He said, as he got closer to my face.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"ohh, it's from the accident!"</span> I said and covered it with my hand.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"La tkhaafeen, it doesnt look bad!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Okaay!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Dayouma, Are you hungry? I asked Marlyn to cook you a special dinner, just for you!"</span> Uncle said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Yes,thank you, im starving!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Me too!"</span> Mishary said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Haa? ent mnu 7achaak? i was asking ilbnaya!"</span> Uncle hisham said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Ha? w ana mu weldik? you3ana yuba wallah!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"ent mu tawek rad mn 3asha!?"</span> Waleed asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Laa ay 3asha knt bilshalaiih!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Okay, i'll let Marlyn prepaire dinner 3al 6awla for anyone who's hungry."</span> He said and picked the intercom.<br /><span style="color:#993399;">"HELLO MARLYN, PREPAIRE DINNER!"</span> He said and closed the intercom.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"7ayach allah deema w ilbaiit baiitich, dont feel like a guest!"</span> Waleed said with a smile before excusing himself to go to his room and Janouya followed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Allah e7ayeek, thanks!"</span> I replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Yalla 7ta ana barou7 a7i6 rasi w anam, i'm really tired, o waray ga3da mn il9b7, Mishary sh3endik bacher?"</span> Uncle asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Madrii, laiish?!"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"3shan etwadee dayouma her house takhith sayarat'ha!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"ee mashii, khala9 ana awadeeha!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Okay, w show dayouma her room after dinner!"</span> Uncle said. "W la tla3wezha wayed, mashii?" He continued.<br /><br />He knows his son too well.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Inshallah"</span> Mishary said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Okay, goodnight both of you!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Good</span><span style="color:#33ff33;">night"</span> we both replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"W thanks khaliii! I appreciate everything you're doing!"</span> I said and kissed him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Il3afu bnaytii, ana 7esbat ilwalid allah e6awel eb 3umra, la teste7een mini, ayshay tabeena la eredich illa ilsanich, ok babati?"</span> He said.<br /><br />He called me 'babati'.<br />Just like dad. :'(<br /><br />I smiled. <span style="color:#33ff33;">"Inshallah."</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Sir, dinner is ready!"</span> Marlyn said to Mishary.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Yalla, emshaay il6awla!"</span> Mishary said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Okay"</span> I said and followed him to the dining room.<br /><br />The dining room was very neat, it was very classic, it had antiques and all.<br /><br />We got seated and ate dinner.<br />The dinner was absolutely delicious, i had a piece of steak, fries, and a ceasar salad with diet coke to drink.<br /><br />We ate our dinner while catching up on eachothers lives.<br />It was very sweet and interesting.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 30th of August</strong><br /><em>Uncle's house<br /></em>1:30AM<br /><br />He was showing me the house after the mouth drooling dinner, we were walking passed the pool that is in the basement when all of the sudden he pushed me into the pool!!!<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"AHHHHHH!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br />He started laughing his ass off.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"MISHARYYY!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"SHNU!!?"</span> He said, acting all innocent.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"LAA WALLA!? WHY DID YOU PUSH ME!?! AND MY CAST!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Well, it's fun, don't tell me you didn't enjoy it!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I didn't enjoy it!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Yes you did w shda3wa 3laich, kelha cast,i can take you bacher to the doctor to change it before we go and get your car!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"ok, Ugh, god, you're like the annoying brother i never had!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Haha, Welcome home sister!"</span> He said and winked.<br /><br />I wanted to get out of the pool, when Mishary offered me his hand to pull me up.<br />Even though the ladder wasn't too far from me!<br />but i had a genuise evil idea.<br /><br />I held his hand and just before he wanted to pull me out, i pulled him in!<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"AHHH!"</span> He yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Hahaha, now i'm enjoying it!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"THAT WAS SOO TRICKY!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Get used to it!"</span> I said and swam to the ladder.<br />He followed.<br /><br />I got out of the pool, with my jeans soaking wet and my tshirt was pale pink, which was almost see-through!!<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"WHERE IS MY ROOM?!"</span> I asked, quickly, trying to cover my upper body.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Besmellah shfeech, emshay i'll walk you!"</span> He said with a weird look on his face.<br /><br />He didn't notice the almost see-through shirt, Thank God.<br /><br />we used the elevator to go to the 2nd floor from the basement, where the bedrooms are.<br />The elevator door opened and we got out of it.<br />The elevator opens to a small livingroom and a long hall.<br /><br />He led me to the end of the hall where there was a closed door at the end.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"W hathy your room!"</span> He said as he opened the bedroom door.<br /><br />I got in after him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Wow, that's sweet!"</span> I said.<br /><br />The room's color was peach and it had really nice wallpapers across the walls which made it look very elegant and modern.<br />The bed was a king size bed, and there is a bathroom inside the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Yeah, it's the guest room!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Oh, it's really nice."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"Yeah it is."</span> He said and took a look at his watch. <span style="color:#cc0000;">"Oh it's getting late, i better leave you, waraach seba7a gbl la tnameen, w you're probably tired!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Yeah, im dead tired, thank you Mishary, for everything!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">"il3afuuu sis, Ma swaina shay!"</span> He said with a smile after petting my head.<br />I'm not a dog!<br />but i thought that was sweet of him.<br />I smiled back, and we said goodnight and he went to his room, which was at the other end of the hall.<br /><br />Oh did i mention?<br />The room has a desk with a Mac Computer on it and an HP Printer, the room was really pretty! oh and an LCD screen hanging on the wall facing the bed!<br />I think i'm gonna like it here, <em>i thought</em>.<br /><br />I got in the bathroom to get cleaned up.<br />After a long warm shower, i dozzed off to sleep on this very compfy bed.<br />It was like floating on the clouds. Literally.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 30th of August</strong><br /><em>Dining room</em><br />10:30AM<br /><br />I went downstairs in my blue soccer balls Pajamas and a spongebob slippers and got into the dining room.<br /><br />I saw Waleed, Janouya and Khali sitting in the table, eating breakfast.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Good morning!"</span> I said as i got myself seated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Goodmorning 7beebtii!"</span> Khali said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Good morning dayouma, Cuute pajamas!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Thanks!"</span> I said and blushed a little. it was embarrassing.<br />But i actually felt like i was at home.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Good morning Dee!"</span> Janouya said. <span style="color:#ff6666;">"Can i call you Dee?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Good morning janouya, yes ofcourse you can!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br />I ate some french toast with syrup and orange juice.<br />Uncle Hisham Stood up to leave the table.<br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Dayouma, i left my phone number on the fridge, you can take it and call me if you need anything, ok? Yalla janouya emshay khal age6ich 3la 6ereejii."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Enshallah, thanks!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He left the dining room and Janouya followed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Wain betrou7 janouya?"</span> I asked Waleed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Oboy Bege6ha bait khaltii, ilyoum ilyam3a there,hal yam3a et9eer twice a month!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Ohh, cool!"</span> I said and ate a piece of the french toast.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"You're going too!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"What?!"</span> I said.<br />I choked on the orange juice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Shfeech!? You're going with us to ilyam3a, khalaa9 9ertay wa7da mina w feena, lazem eta3arefain 3la the side of my mother's family!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Ohh, Laa waleed fashlaa!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"La yam3awda, 3adiii, they're soo sweet, you're gonna love them, and they know about you, so no worries!"</span> He said<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Hmm, i guess, when are we going?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Around 5PM!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Oh okay, well i'm going to get my car before that then."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Laish? me you and mishary are going together there in my car."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Oh okay, but i'll go and bring my car here anyways, i'll park it here just incase i ever need to go somewhere!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Yeah sure, tbeeni awadeech?!"</span> He offered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"No, thanks, Mishary Bewadeeni!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Oh okay, good!"</span> He said.<br /><br />Even though he finished his breakfast, he sat with me until i finished mine then he left to work.<br /><br />I saved all of their numbers in my phone, just incase.<br /><br />I was walking around the house, exploring when Mishary sneaks up behind me and scares the crap out of me!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"YUUMAAAA!!!"</span> I jumped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"You should have seen your face! PRICELESS!"</span> He laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Yal maleee8!!!"</span> I said and hit his shoulder.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Ayy yal dafsha!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Khara3tniii ya shgoul!"</span> I said and placed my hand on my heart.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"esmella 3laich, wayed khawaafaa!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"No i'm not wayed khawafa, bs it's scary when someone sneaks up on you like that!"</span> I explained myself.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Inzain, yalla badlay hal funny pajamas and lets go get your car!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Okay!"</span> I said and went up to my room.<br /><br />I got into comfortable grey sweatpants shorts from A&F and a red lacoste polo shirt and left my hair down, wore my shoes and went downstairs.<br /><br />I saw Mishary laying on the couch like old men do when they're watching tv.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Yalla, let's go!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Yalla!"</span> He said and got up and followed me to the door.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 30th of August</strong><br /><em>Uncle's Garage</em><br />2PM<br /><br />We got into Mishary's car, a Black Silverado Chevy and headed to the hospital first to change my cast, because Mishary kind of screwed it up from the pool yesterday.<br />The cast had a few cracks on it.<br /><br />We reached the hospital and got out of the car.<br />We walked to the second floor where the handsome doctor's office.<br /><br />Mishary knocked on the door.<br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Tefathaal."</span> He said, with his amazingly hot voice.<br />no shut up, i'm not crushing on him!<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Hallaaaa! halla wallaa Misharyy!"</span> The doctor said as soon as he saw mishary enter the office.<br />They know each other? i thought.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Halla feek yal 7abeeeb! shlounik? shakhbarik?"</span> Mishary said.<br /><br />I drifted away, thinking about the 3azeema today and what am i going to wear,when Mishary snapped me back into reality.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Dayoum waiin we9aaltay!?"</span> He said and poked me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"no where!"</span> I said, <span style="color:#ffcc99;">"You two know eachother?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"ee, shfeech, Hatha jassoum weld khalti!"</span> Mishary Said.<br /><br />OH MY GOD!<br />9ij ilkuwaiit e9gheera.<br />No wait, let me rephrase that, 9ij the whole world 9gheera!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Ohhh, halla, tesharafnaa!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Teslemeen, ilsharaf lii wallah ya ekht deema!"</span> He said and smiled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Yalla jassoun 3al saree3 khal ebadloun ilcast malha cos ams ilhabla 6abat feeha bilpool w nesat ena eedha maksoura!"</span> He said.<br /><br />OH NO, he did not just make me look like a total fool infront of the drop-dead-gorgeous doctor, who is by the way, RELATED to me!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Chathaab!!"</span> I snapped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Okay let's go to the other room."</span> Dr.Jasim said and laughed.<br /><br />We left the hospital and headed home after changing my cast.<br /><br />Apparently he remembers where my house is, so i didn't have to show him, instead we were enjoying our ride listening to Majeed.<br /><br />we were both singing,<br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Ba3ad Ma 6awal Gheyabah, Eltegaina Doun Maw3id w A7la Shay Ena il7ekaya Kelaha 9edfa ib 9edfa!"</span><br /><br />We reached my home and i got out of the car.<br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Waiit waiit"</span> Mishary said just when i was going to shut the door of his car.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"What..?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Can you drive with a broken arm?!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Yeah shda3wa, i can drive with one hand, plus i can bend my arm, it's okay, i'll be fine!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Are you sure?"<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Yes, i'm ure, dony worry!" I said.<br /><br /></span>I went to our Garage to get into my car.<br />I opened the electric garage and got into My black Range rover and got out of the Garage, Mishary was still out there.<br /><br />He opened his window.<br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Yalla Emshay, i'll follow you, w estansaay, act like i'm a guy w aby a'9a6ich!"</span> He joked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"HAHA, eww!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Eww eb 3ainich! yalla emshay bs, ma ten3a6ain wayh!" </span>He laughed and shut his window.<br /><br />I laughed and shut mine too.<br />Switched to 'D' and headed back to my second home.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 30th of August<br /></strong>My second home<br />bedroom<br />4PM<br /><br />I was getting out the outfit that i'm going to wear for the 3azeeman when i heard a knock on the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Menuu?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ana Khalich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Tefathal"</span> I said.<br /><br />He opened the door and got in.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ha bentyy, tezahabtay?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Almost, bs madrii shalbes!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Waaiih lebsay ayshay, 3adii!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"La khali, fashla, it's the first time they see me, i have to give them a good first impression."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"3la ra7tich 7beebtii, i'll call Waleed to help you out, he has a decent fashion sense!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Okay, thanks!"</span> I said.<br /><br />I was going through my clothes in the closet, when i hear another knock on the door.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Come in!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Halla dayouma!"</span> He said and got in.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Halla waleedan!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Ha egouloun you have a fashion emergency!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Kind of, i dont know what to wear for the 3azeema!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Haha, ya7laiilich, 3adi lebsay ayshay!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"That's what your dad said, you guys are not helping, abyy i give them a good first impression!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Ok ok, show me what you got!"</span> He said and sat on my bed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Okay!"</span> I said and got out a navy knee high dress with studded daimonds on the collar area. <span style="color:#ffcc99;">"This..?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Umm, it's cute, but it's too much for the 3azeema!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Okay,"</span> I got out a black simple dress with a bow at the back. "How about this one?!" I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Ohh, this one is really cuute!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"really?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yes, perfect!!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Okay, thanks for the help!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"il3afu, whenever you have a fashion emergency, you know who to come to!"</span> He said and winked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Yup, now i do!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yalla, ana barou7 abadil 3shan ma enta2akhar!"</span> He said and left the room.<br /><br />He was soo sweet.<br />Don't picture him in a sassy way, he's actually very manly, but he has a great fashion sense!<br /><br />I wore the dress, wore a red hairbad w a small bow on the side and applied red lipstick and a little blush and mascara.<br />I wore my red flats and got out my Red Classic Chanel bag and i was ready to go.<br /><br />Wow, with all this going on, i almost forget i have a phone, and a broken heart.<br /><br />I looked at my phone and saw 2 misscalls and a text message.<br /><br />2 misscalls from D.<br />And the text message was from Yousef. I read it, <span style="color:#999999;">"We need to sort this out, we can't continue together in this situation!"<br /></span><br />My heartache was back.<br />I felt a deep scar on my heart.<br />What does he mean sort this out?<br />and we cant continue!? :/<br /><br />Suddenly the song "Almost lovers" by A Finze Frenzy came to my mind.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Your fingertips across my skin<br />The palm trees swaying in the wind<br />Images<br />You sang me Spanish lullabies<br />The sweetest sadness in your eyes<br />Clever trick<br /><br />Well, I never want to see you unhappy<br />I thought you'd want the same for me<br />Goodbye, my almost lover<br />Goodbye, my hopeless dream<br />I'm trying not to think about you<br />Can't you just let me be?<br />So long, my luckless romance<br />My back is turned on you<br />Should've known you'd bring me heartache<br />Almost lovers always do<br /><br />We walked along a crowded street</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">You took my hand and danced with me</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">Images</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">And when you left, you kissed my lips</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">You told me you would never, never forget These images<br /><br />I cannot go to the ocean</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">I cannot drive the streets at night</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">So you're gone and I'm haunted</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">And I bet you are just fine!<br />Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?"</span></div><br /><br />I ignored his message and decided to enjoy this day.<br />I called mom.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Aloo halla 7beebtii dayouma!"</span> Mom said as soon as she picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Halla mama, shlounkum?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"il7emdillah bkhaiir, entay shlounich m3a khalich w 3yala?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"I'm good, it's actually a lot better than i thought!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Zain ashwa il7emdellah 6amanteeni!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Yuma..?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Halla 7beebtii..?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Ghareeba, Laish you didn't call me before i did?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Oh, i just wanted to see if it was okay with you if we didn't talk on the phone for a while, you need to get used to it."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Oh yeah, okay!"</span> I said.<br /><br />I heard Waleed calling me.<br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Dayouma khala9tay? yalla 3shan enrou7, obooy raa7! w e7na met2akhreen.."</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Mom ga3deen enadouuni i have to go, we're going to meet the other side of their family, their mothers'."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ohh, thats nice, salmay"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Enshallah, you9al, love you, w salmay 3la obooy!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I got out of my room quickly and down stairs to see Mishary wearing a polo white shirt with black cargo shorts and Waleed wearing a dishdasha. they both looked handsome.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yaah yaah, sh'hal zaiiin!"</span> Waleed said as soon as i walked down the stairs.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Thaanks!"</span> I said and blushed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Chenich flona 3la hal hairband!"</span> Mishary pointed out.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"CHUB!"</span> I said.<br /><br />Mishary and Waleed laughed.<br /><br />I took off the hairband, <span style="color:#ff0000;">"Let's go!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Lebsee iltaaj waayed a7laa a9lan, i was only kidding, shfeech a7eb a6afer ilawadim ana!"</span> Mishary said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"EEe 9a7, take it from me, you look cute with the hairband!"</span> Waleed said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Thanks."</span> I said.<br /><br />We left the house and got into Waleed's Black Cayyene S and headed to bait khalat'hum Layla in Shamiyah.<br /><br />In the car, Waleed was playing A9eel's CD and they were both singing.<br /><br />"ee a7ebik w hatha 7athy illy enketab, w drbi illy amshee feeh w adrii bah ta3ab, ee a7ebik w enta fii 3younii sahaaar, w enta wes6 ilgalb 7arraat w qahaar"<br /><br />I felt good for some reason, i actually felt that they are my brothers.<br />Akhaiih ya a9eeel!<br /><br /><br />I smiled and looked outsite the window.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Hey, are you still alive back there!?"</span> Waleed said when we stopped at a traffic light.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Yes!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Good, i thought you fell asleep or something."</span> He said and laughed.<br /><br />I laughed. <span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Laa </span><span style="color:#ffcc99;">shda3wa!"</span> I said.<br /><br />*BEEP* New Text message.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Aahhhh, mnuuu?!"</span> Mishary asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">"Madrii, let me check.."</span> I said.<br /><br />I opened the new text message...<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™</span>Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com326tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-75833061124753430592009-07-21T06:18:00.000-07:002009-07-21T06:46:03.646-07:00Need an opinion!I felt like changing the picture above, but i'm still not sure;<br />should i keep that one up there which i just uploaded?<br />or should i upload another one?<br />I need your opinion!<br />Here are some pictures that i like i'm gonna number them and all you have to do is write the number of the picture you prefer, and the picture with the most votes will be up there! :)<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:180%;">#1<br /></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi33PCUDVmneymCvedi-hxPdHdQfseO_GiJVbnUdSjGdutQgeOhFQsYa1LP3MgAkQp0743g6s-2DGsglIQkgpKpM2wf0Qg19MT90ZNlT0tEzbtRgWeyE_bZgeEmxGymTTaShZpRTlq3tbw/s1600-h/1151978888_bb3483b106.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360904116469641954" style="WIDTH: 213px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi33PCUDVmneymCvedi-hxPdHdQfseO_GiJVbnUdSjGdutQgeOhFQsYa1LP3MgAkQp0743g6s-2DGsglIQkgpKpM2wf0Qg19MT90ZNlT0tEzbtRgWeyE_bZgeEmxGymTTaShZpRTlq3tbw/s320/1151978888_bb3483b106.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">#2</span></span> <div><div><div><div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjueJ_T_prhaBoUJ1oyQf11YJ7u-XTzeB3JlhW6-MrcBA4OfPtaycv4aTnGNcEWT5VVTkCll6kocrjBlTOiwdcrePTU66JRn-t40dvHhaM_0Kphj4znrNDJVauQpPshgR5QlzdrzjQlLPY/s1600-h/3378238032_c50186f941.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360904415691567282" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjueJ_T_prhaBoUJ1oyQf11YJ7u-XTzeB3JlhW6-MrcBA4OfPtaycv4aTnGNcEWT5VVTkCll6kocrjBlTOiwdcrePTU66JRn-t40dvHhaM_0Kphj4znrNDJVauQpPshgR5QlzdrzjQlLPY/s320/3378238032_c50186f941.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">#3</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4iAERV2pjbFpleeqGgEI9D33yuM_jcG-zmgw5mn2MamBvM34K2g7ohIx0Xw8KYuLUFsrkOEnXHQg-zAODC51MF6CySEQjl6ihUgwcLpwMqKb1I_1cKlF3gsz-WCiokVVWymNFQ2e-JYA/s1600-h/Ameel%2527s%2520Artistic%2520Photography.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360905163581318354" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4iAERV2pjbFpleeqGgEI9D33yuM_jcG-zmgw5mn2MamBvM34K2g7ohIx0Xw8KYuLUFsrkOEnXHQg-zAODC51MF6CySEQjl6ihUgwcLpwMqKb1I_1cKlF3gsz-WCiokVVWymNFQ2e-JYA/s320/Ameel%2527s%2520Artistic%2520Photography.jpg" border="0" /></a></span><br /></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">#4</span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9NwR4P3ZeuFXbYQrVcbwp3WEB_3QwHkJQ5unfIhOUqCBXE1-n3iDfz3lIIgv6KXak-vQdlVdN-KdsNsb9R0DxiNRtiAPJOXzJh78f8hJ_DyiBWPJQmz9r4_WcoHkDNry7wiDQtRXkdoM/s1600-h/art,black,and,white,blurry,photography-6883c66321b37cbc320738e592898849_h.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360905700103076610" style="WIDTH: 318px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9NwR4P3ZeuFXbYQrVcbwp3WEB_3QwHkJQ5unfIhOUqCBXE1-n3iDfz3lIIgv6KXak-vQdlVdN-KdsNsb9R0DxiNRtiAPJOXzJh78f8hJ_DyiBWPJQmz9r4_WcoHkDNry7wiDQtRXkdoM/s320/art,black,and,white,blurry,photography-6883c66321b37cbc320738e592898849_h.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">#5<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjINWCwrE-ebVxdbrkScxK73ypjIcIilUN5m4Xj7z4muuGRcNo5UoRETRMr1KlUgtygLPzg-vALkx94i1r4DRyx7KmD-IdvVUs46r8CWq8xeEG1ZHVfR8VZZFsXjOfwe7CF_ouEV5C6aZQ/s1600-h/motion-photography-tips.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360906373156042418" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjINWCwrE-ebVxdbrkScxK73ypjIcIilUN5m4Xj7z4muuGRcNo5UoRETRMr1KlUgtygLPzg-vALkx94i1r4DRyx7KmD-IdvVUs46r8CWq8xeEG1ZHVfR8VZZFsXjOfwe7CF_ouEV5C6aZQ/s320/motion-photography-tips.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />#6<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqX35_Lkv9EeJdieYLh09AZnViO6jNbHSnI7IBVvgrIPsN4TZTSvESoVG3BpcGvNuLUhCMB06HQWH2bJ3IPy_5AEFZboax-U8AQ8b-ZM6791UOVqASLk1kv5-uf8cq-nXUZ5YCP_wtpMI/s1600-h/photographer_mac_1.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360907034971985602" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqX35_Lkv9EeJdieYLh09AZnViO6jNbHSnI7IBVvgrIPsN4TZTSvESoVG3BpcGvNuLUhCMB06HQWH2bJ3IPy_5AEFZboax-U8AQ8b-ZM6791UOVqASLk1kv5-uf8cq-nXUZ5YCP_wtpMI/s320/photographer_mac_1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />#7<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQR8rCwfKbHHQ8BmnppNHocBm0g-XpFCl-nWX1TjFGWnti5mCUvZqajlkboH_Iv29xi_tjqazGAct6eof2zzhhlynacGLnt9GPiw7GZBOG8FvsQhTGCOmgJm41x4DopmDRdoxww5pV2NQ/s1600-h/VW.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360908761497071730" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQR8rCwfKbHHQ8BmnppNHocBm0g-XpFCl-nWX1TjFGWnti5mCUvZqajlkboH_Iv29xi_tjqazGAct6eof2zzhhlynacGLnt9GPiw7GZBOG8FvsQhTGCOmgJm41x4DopmDRdoxww5pV2NQ/s320/VW.bmp" border="0" /></a></span></div></span></div></div></div></div>Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-29907375287711956562009-07-20T11:11:00.000-07:002009-07-20T12:57:01.278-07:00Part FortyThree;; "Love; will keep us alive."My apologies for the delay!<br /><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August<br /></strong><em>Hospital<br /></em>9:10AM<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"He's awake!"</span> Mom said with a smile that comforted my heart.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"HE IS!!"</span> I said and hugged mom.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah, il7emdellah bs.."</span> She said and stopped suddenly.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Bs what..?!"</span> I said.<br />My heart stopped beating for a second.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"The doctor recommended that we should go to America to proceed treatment cos after the long operation, he needs a heart transplant!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"WHAT!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah, bs inshallah he'll be fine, the doctor sent your dad's files to a doctor friend of his in america, and he said he'll sent him a response soon and there is a big possibilty that me and your dad will go there."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"But --...What about me!?"</span> I said.<br />Trying not to burst into tears.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"It's okay, dont worry, we'll find a solution, i talked to your uncle and he said he's willing to take care of you in our absence."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Ay uncle?"</span> I asked. Curiously.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Uncle Hisham, you love him!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yeah.."</span> I said with half a smile.<br /><br />It's true, Uncle Hisham is the sweetest and most wonderful man i ever met, after my beloved dad.. :(<br />Uncle Hishan was married, his wife died of breast cancer about 4 years ago and he has two boys and one little girl.<br />Waleed is 28 and he works at his dad's company, He's engaged to a 25 year old colleague, i never met her, but i heared she's lovely.<br />His other son is Mishary, me and Mishary never got along, i remember fighting constantly, anyway it's been years so i'm not worried about that, he's almost 23.<br />And their little sister, Janouya is 10 years old. They're a lovely family. but i can never imagine living with them, i can't imagine living in a house where my parents are not there!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7beebtii, don't think about it right now, inshallah everything will be fine." </span>She said, comforting me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yeah, it's okay, aham shay dad gets better!"</span> I said and faked a smile.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"3afyah 7beebtii!"</span> She said and kissed my forehead.<br /><br />She left the room to go back to dad's.<br /><br />D was still sleeping, god, how can she still be sleeping with all the yelling that just happened!?<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"DANOO!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br />No respond.<br />She's like a dead body, literally.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"DANOOO!!!"</span> I repeated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Ohhh"</span> I said and throw the pillow.<br /><br />She jumped. <span style="color:#ff6666;">"WHAT WHAAAT!!?"<br /></span><br />I laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Shtabeen ya shagoul kharaa3teeni!!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Goumay bagoulich shay!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Im up!!!"</span> she said and sat straight. <span style="color:#ff6666;">"Goulay"</span> She said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Waay yuma minich, zahbaa!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yalla khal9eeni, goulay!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Omi tawa kanat here.."</span> I stopped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"khalti kanat mini!!?? ya 7maraa fashla w ana chithi minsad7a 3al qanafaa w shaklii 3abee6!"</span> She interrupted me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Chub, sem3aay sh9aar!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ok ok goulay!"</span> she said and placed her hand on her mouth.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Etgoul dad is awake now, bs he needs to go to USA to proceed treatments!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Haa? Laish shfeeeh!!?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"He needs a heart transplant."</span> I said.<br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ohh my god! Awhh dayoum, inzain w shloun ya3ni, betsafreeen w etkhaleeenii!!!?"</span> She said with a shocked expression.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"No noo!! i'll live with uncle Hisham!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ohh zain ashwa!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Bs how can i live there? i mean madrii a7es it's gonna be soo weird!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ofcourse honey be9eer weird, bs it's okay, you'll adapt sooner or later, don't worry!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"I hope so!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Allah eshafee 3amii..!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Allah yesmaa3 minich, w eshafee mar'9a ilmuslemeen kelhum inshallah!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ameen!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August</strong><br /><em>Hospital<br /></em>2PM<br /><br />I was laying on the bed while D went to get something to eat.<br /><br />The doctor walked in.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Good afternoon Deema!"</span> He said and was trying not to laugh.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Good afternoon!"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br />Huh? shfeeeh!?<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"How are you feeling now?"</span> He asked and still trying to hold his laugh.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"I'm good, but the cast is really bothering me!"</span> I said.<br /><br />SHFEE HATHA!? i thought.<br />and tried to ignore.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"It's alright, you'll get used to it!"</span> He said and laughed.<br /><br />Thank god he was a really handsome doctor.<br />He was in his early thirties, i assumed.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"No, really it's bothering me, can you take it off and like put a new one? a7es it's not well fitted!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"It's okay deema, lazem et7eseen eb hal sh3our."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"And it itches like craaazyy!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He laughed.<br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ee 3adii, The test results from yesterday shows good signs, you're healing very quickly il7emdellah."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Il7emdellah, when can i leave!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Bacher inshallah, you're good to go, la7ga 3al 6al3aa!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Laa bs mlaiit, it's really boring laying on the bed all day!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yeah, well i have to go now, take care!"</span> He said.<br /><br />He flashed the cutest smile ever and left the room.<br /><br />I smiled back.<br /><br />Shfee he was laughing? My hair looked good, it was in a cute ponytail!!<br />I looked at the mirror.<br />OMG!<br /><br />I turned to a red tomato.<br /><br />I had some cheese on my nose!<br />apparently it was from my cheese sandwich that i had for breakfast, Craaap!<br /><br />I cleaned my nose and started giggling.<br /><br />*BEEP* New text mesage recieved.<br />it was from Ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Hi dayoum, ha shlounich today? inshallah a7san? i will come and visit you later tonight inshallah with fajoura, i hope your dad is fine!"<br /></span><br />I replied, <span style="color:#666666;">"Hi Ghoozii, i'm fine il7emdellah, okay i'll be waiting, lma teyee agoulik 3an dad, bs il7emdellah he's awake!"<br /></span><br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August<br /></strong><em>Hospital<br /></em>5PM<br /><br />I made D bring her Laptop and her E-go because i was gonna kill myself out of boredome.<br /><br />I signed on Msn and saw Haya, Yousef, Jouri, Lulu and Ghalouya online.<br /><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: HALLA WALLAH belly tawha shbukaat!;**<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: Hallaa feeek;*<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: Shlounich 7yatii?? p.s misss youuuu waaayed!<br /></span><br />D insisted that i tell him what happened, so i did, i told him everything from the accident till the fact that i'm going to be living at my uncle's house.<br /><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: ba3ad 3umriii dayouma wallah ma testaahlaiiiin!! :( :(<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: It's okay, i'm coping with it, dont worryy sweetie!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: Aked you're fine!? plz gouleeliiii are you really okay?!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: Yes baby, i'm really fine, i'm just missing you like crazy!:* :(<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: Mu kithreee 9adgeenii! <3 color="#33ffff">Me: How is Uni with you?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: Wallah mashi il7aal, i have this 4 group of friends, they're amazing! wa7ed s3oudii w wa7ed amercan w 2 american girls.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: Awwh, that's nice! are the girls prettyy?? (A)</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: wa7da minhum is pretty, bs entay teswainha w teswaainn ahalha kelhum;**!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: Hehe:$</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: Fedaiitich yal khaysa, wallah lech waa7shaa! Abii asmaa3 9outich.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: :$ mee too wallah, i miss your voice!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: Khala9 ana now barou7 3indii mu7athara after an hour, i'll talk to you belail inshallah, i'll call you inshallah, take care now, 3ad ma awa9eech, w salmaay 3la D! :)<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: Inshallaah sweetie, you take care too! emwafaaq;** w you9aaal! byee<3><br /><span style="color:#333399;">Yousef: I love you!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">Me: I love you too.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">Yousef has sighed out.<br /><br />I felt sad.<br />I was enjoying talking to him.<br /><br />D pulled the laptop from me.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Bs khala9, you talked to him, now i wanna check my facebook!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">she said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Okaay entay w ilfacebook! ma lawa3tay chabdnaa feeh!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Ambaiih Dayoum wallah jad lazem etsaweenlich, it's really fun, at6amash 3la pics ilawaadim w 3indehum nice applications!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">she said.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Waiih, wallah fathya!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Shtabeen! kaifii, mithil ma entay kella emjabla blogs and ajabel facebook!!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">She said</span>.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Blogs are soo different than facebook! you can actually read interesting things bil blogs!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"I can read interesting things on facebook too, now shutup khaleenii ashouf, i have 20 new notifications!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">she said.<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Whatever!"</span><span style="color:#ccccff;"> I said.<br /><br />Mom walked in.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ilsalam w 3alaykum."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">Mom said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Wa3alaykum</span><span style="color:#ff9900;"> alsalam."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">We both replied.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Dad esalim 3laichh."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">she said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Allah esalma! Can i go and see him!?"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I asked. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"No, i just asked the doctor, gali bacher gabil la te6le3een, you can pass by, a9lan man3een ilzeyara 3la oboch, 3mamich yaw bs salemaw w meshaw. ana tawa 6ardeeni 3shan besawounla f7ou9at w tests."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">she said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Haha, 6redouch!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I joked.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ya jeleelat il7aya!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">Mom said and laughed.<br /><br />I was happy to see mom laughing.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"I love you mama!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7yatiii entaay,i love you too!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">She said and hugged me.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">D was almost invisible, her eyes were stuck to the laptop screen, checked her 'facebook'.<br /><br /><br /></span><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Monday 28th of August<br /></span></strong><span style="color:#ccccff;"><em>Hospital<br /></em>8PM<br /><br />i was reading the book "Paint it black" by Janet Fitch<br />i was reading page 62<br /></span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">He sighned heavily. "Look, i just wanted to call to say goodbye."<br />Goodbye? "Where are you going?"<br />"Home, Josie" Cal said gently. "I'm leaving on the redeye."<br />Home. He was going home. He was going back to Numbah Foah and her children in New York. He'd be in bed with her by morning. Suddenly, she was as jealous of him as if she had been Cal's lover.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">When Ghazi and Fajoura walked in.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"ilSalaaaaaaaam!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">They both said as they walked in.<br /><br />Fajer was really pretty, she got prettier than i remember her.<br /><br />They sat till 10PM before they realised it was getting late and they should go back home.<br />It was really fun.<br />Me,D,mom,fajer and Ghazi talked and laughed and i had a really good time.<br />i really needed that, for a change.<br /><br />We said goodbye to Fajoura and Ghazi and mom left to see Dad.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"I'm going home b3d."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">D said after mom left the room.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Whyy!!?"</span><span style="color:#ccccff;"> I said.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Bs, i told mom banam one night bs!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">She said.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"come on D, pleasee staay!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"I can't, omi yala rethat for one day."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">She said.<br /></span><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Sorry wallah i cant."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">She kissed me and left.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">I suddenly felt so alone.<br />I was a a bit sleepy, but i didnt want to sleep, because Yousef might call.<br /><br />i was trying not to sleep, but i fell asleep without realising.<br /><br /></span><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Monday 29th of August<br /></span></strong><span style="color:#ccccff;"><em>Hospital<br /></em>2AM<br /><br />*RING RING* my phone was ringing.<br /><br />I jumped to the vibration sound on the table next to the bed.<br />I took the phone and answered.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Aloo.."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I said in a sleepy voice.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayouma 7yatii."</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">He said on the other end.<br /><br />I didn't recognise the voice.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Alooo...?"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I repeated.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Aloo!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">He said.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">"Haw,,,mnuu?!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">I asked, still half asleep.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayouma, besmellah 3laiich shfeeech ma 3arafteenii?!"</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">He said.<br /><br /><br />I still didn't recognize the voice!<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;"><em>WHO IS IT? :/<br /></em><br /></span><p><em></em></p><p></span></p><p><span style="color:#ccccff;"><em></p></em></span><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-41094463950761394952009-07-12T11:44:00.000-07:002009-07-12T14:56:14.494-07:00Part FortyTwo;; "Whatever time may take away, It cannot change the way we feel today."<p><strong>Monday 28th of August</strong><br />Hospital<br />7PM<br /><br />I opened my eyes to see D and mom sitting near my bed, My head was wrapped with a head bandage and a cast on my left arm.<br /><br />I looked around.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7yatiii bntiii!"</span> Mom cried as soon as she saw me opening my eyes.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"DAYOUM!"</span> D cried.<br /><br />I was still not aware what the hell happened.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Dayouma 7beebtii, Shlounich al7eeen!?"</span> Mom asked as she placed her hand on mine.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"I...- Sh9aaar?!"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"We were in a car accident.."</span> Mom said.<br /><br />I tried to move but i was in soo much pain, i couldn't.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Stay still!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Yuma.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Halla 7beebtii..?"</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Wain obooy?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"He's in the operation room sweetie."</span> She said with a frowned face.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Is he ok??!"</span> I cried. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"Mom please tell me the truth! IS HE OK!!?"</span> I cried more.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7yatii i dont know, i'm waiting for the good news!"</span> She said.<br /><br />I cried. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"Sh9aar bilthaab6 yumaa? Ma athker!"</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Sayara bil 7ara illy yamna enba6 iltayer malha w dash feena w ohwa kan dayes w e7na engalaabnaa l2ana 6gaina ilre9eef"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Are you okay..?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I'm fine, bs rathouth basee6a, il7emdellah, l2ana il6aga yat 9oubich entay w..."</span> Mom took a deep breathe, Khnegat'ha il3abra.. <span style="color:#ff0000;">"..W obooch."</span> She continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Mom, please go see dad w 6amneenii.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Enshallah 7beebtii."</span> Mom said and left the room.</p>I turned to look at D.<br />She was looking at me, while tears were running down her cheeks.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"D, stop crying!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I can't, dayoum, i thought i would never see you again.."</span> She said. <span style="color:#33ff33;">"I thought i wouldn't be able to hear your voice again!"</span> She cried.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Don't say that, i'm alive!"</span> I cried with her.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Rabii lak il7aaamd!"</span> She said and hugged me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Aaayyy!"</span> I said <span style="color:#3333ff;">"Be careful, shway shway!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Sorry!"</span> She said and giggled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Wain my phone!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I think in your bag, shtabeen feeh!?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I want to see if i ahve any messages."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Mn mnu ya3ni? etha yousef emsafer!?"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Mn Ghazii."</span> I said. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ams sahrana ana weyah bilphone ga3deen ensoulif."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"omg!! WHYY!!?"</span> she yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Whaat, its okay, it was soo normal wallah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohh zain ashwaa! cos 7raam yousef is probably dying out there without you."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Omg, yousef! i shouldn't tell him right?!"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I don't know,I think you should!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Bs b3dain he'll worry about me w it effect his studies!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"ee 9a7, i dont know."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Enzain why the hell do i have this bandage over my head? dont tell me i have a scar on my forehead!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"yes you do, bs it's a small scar, you can barely see it, they stitched it up!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ola w kil hal lafaf 3shan hal small scar?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"La, because you suffered from a mild concussion."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ohh, was it too serious?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Laa il7emdellah, the doctor said that the CT scan didn't show bleeding, so it's all good, but he did say that it may cause a long-term problem." </span>D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Problem??.. what do you mean?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ena you might get dizzy more often, and fairly quick. bs inshallah maku illa il3afyah."</span> She said.<br /><br />My phone was ringing.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"D, can you see who's calling..?"</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Sure"</span> She said and got out my phone.<span style="color:#33ff33;"> "Oh, it's Ghazii."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Talk to him, pick up the phone and tell him everything."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"What!? nooo!"</span> She said, embarrassed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yalla, D plz talk to him." <br /></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Enzain"</span> She said and left the room because the doctor came in with a nurse.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Hello Deema, how are you feeling now?"</span> The doctor asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I'm fine, thanks."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Good, we'll just do some check up on you to see how you're progressing and see if you have any hidden injuries."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Hidden injuries? like what, you mean internal bleeding?"</span> I asked. terrified.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Yeah, thats what i mean, but no worries, the CT scan result of your brain showed no damages whatsoever, however we do need to make sure you have no other injuries in another part of your body."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, but how is my dad...?"</span> I asked.<br /><br />His face did not show a good sign.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Unfortunately he's still in the operation room, i have no idea how he's doing, but hopefully he'll get better."</span> He said and smiled.<br /><br />I felt like crying.<br />As much as my whole body aches from the accident, i didn't really care, i just wanted to know how my father is doing.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August</strong><br /><em>Hospital</em><br />11PM<br /><br />After i was done with the further tests they had to do on me, i was laying comfortably on the bed.<br />wow, i never knoew hospital beds were that comfortable.<br />There was no sign of Mom since she left me to check on dad.<br /><br />I was getting worried.<br />and hungry.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Scoot, bansidi7 yamich."</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Okay."</span> I said and scooted.<br /><br />She layed next to me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Wow, those are comfy!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I know rightt!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Dayoum, i'm really glad you're alive, i could never imagine my live without you, seriously.."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I'm glad i'm alive too. i love you!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mom belyala rethaat anaam here 3indech today."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"9j, you're gonna sleep!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ee haaw, 8a9ben 3laich."</span> She said.<br /><br />And suddenly, Knock knock.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Mnuu?!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">"Ana Ghazii." </span>He said.<br /><br />D quickly jumped of the bed and sat on the arm chair.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Ohh Ghazii, Deshh 7ayaak!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He walked in and saw me laying on the bed, with a broken arm and a wrapped head.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"ilsalaaam 3laiikum."</span> He said and came on my right side of the bed.<br />D was on the left.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"wa3alaykum</span><span style="color:#ffff00;"> ilsalam."</span> We both responded.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Dayoum!! kha6aach ilsow."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Kha6aak il laash."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Shaklich yakser ilkhaa6er, how are you feelling now?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I'm in pain, but i'm coping, any news about my dad?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Your dad?? laish 3amii waiinaa?!"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"He's in the operation room!"</span> I said and tried to hold myself.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Mn metaa?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I don't know, but it's been more than 3 hours i think."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Olaa! w khaltii wainhaa!?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Madrii, mn 7:30 yemkin geltlaha trou7 etshouf oboy shlounaa, w lail7een ma radaat!!"</span> I said. <span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Wallaah Ghazii, khayfaaa"</span> I said and hid my tears.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"La inshallah mafeeh illa il3afyah, ana al7een arou7 ashouf w ayee agoulich."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Yes please, and thanks."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Shda3wa, ma swaiina shay."</span> He said.<br /><br />As he was leaving the room, Mom came in.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Oh kaa khaltii"</span> Ghazi said as soon as she opened the door. <span style="color:#999999;">"3umrich 6weel."</span> He continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Halla ghazii 7beebii, shlounik?"</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Il7emdellah khaltii, entaw shlounkum?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"il7emdellah 3la kil 7al"</span> She said and came close to my bed.<br /><br />I look at her.<span style="color:#cc33cc;"> "Mom, Wain obooy!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Wallah 7abeebtii madri shagoulich, bs he's still in the operation room."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Olaa, yumaaa please dont lie, please be honest!! gouleeeliii wain oboooy!!?"</span> I cried.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7yatii hadday, wallah madri ildoctor said it's taking long because he has several internal bleeding, and they're trying to stop it, and they're giving him more blood, because he lost so much."</span> Mom said with tear eyes.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Ohh.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Allah egawma bilsalama inshallah."</span> Ghazi said.<br /><br />I cried.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"DAyouma, 7beebtii, ta3awethaay mn bleees."</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"But...dad...we were so happy, we were eating and joking and.."</span> I cried more.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7beebtii hatha qathaa2 rabich w qadarah, thekray allaah."</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"But mom, i kind of was rude today at dad when he was the joke was silly!"</span> I remembered and cried even more.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Khalaa9 dayouma, haddaay, pleasee, g6aa3tay galbii"</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I'm sorry!"</span> I said and wiped my tears.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"enzain dayouma entay ma klaiitay shay,Tbeen shay?"</span> D asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Yess please, aby ayshay!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">"I'll go see what they have"</span> Ghazi said and left the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Waiit, i'll go with you, i'm starving!"</span> D said and followed Ghazi.<br /><br />Ghazi and D brought me some snacks to eat and they sat with me talking.<br /><br />At 1AM Ghazi excused himself to go home as it was getting late and i need to get some sleep too.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"He's soo sweet!"</span> D said as soon as he left the room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Yeah, he is."</span> I said.<br /><br />Mom went to check on my dad.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"D, what if my dad doesnt..."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"CHUB, dont say it!! Ta3awethay mn bleees ana shgeltlich!"</span> She yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Okay, i'm just saying that what if!...i dont know how me and mom would ever survive!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Could you please shut up and sleep or something!?"</span> D said. she got upset.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Okay, sorry."</span> I said and decided to sleep.<br />or atleast try to.<br /><br />D layed down on the sofa and decided to sleep too.<br />My phone was on the table next to me.<br /><br />Just when i was baout to close my eyes.<br />My phone vibrated.<br />*new message*<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"I miss you!!! How are you babyyy?!? im hating the destince in between us! :("<br /></span>It was from Yousef.<br /><br />I started crying silently.<br />I didnt want D to know that i was crying.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Hii babyy, i'm okay, how are you?? ;* i miss you more Wallaaah! <3"</span> i replied to his msg.<br /><br />I held my phone so close to my heart and passed out.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August</strong><br /><em>Hospital<br /></em>9AM<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">"Dayouma.."</span> Mom whispered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">"Dayouma goumaay!"</span> Mom repeated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yess!"</span> I jumped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">"Obooch!!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Eeeee...!? IS HE OKK!?"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-26867143977364042032009-07-11T03:45:00.000-07:002009-07-11T11:49:29.652-07:00Part FortyOne;; "Today is not like any other day."<strong>Respond to all comments for the previous post:</strong><br /><br />First of all, i don't know how you guys got the idea that i'm gonna stop writing..? :P<br />I didn't mean that i will stop writing if you guys dont comment.<br />I just wanted some feedback on each new part of the story so i know that you guys are still interested in my story.<br /><br />But no worries, my story is not going to end, infact the end is not even close, We're almost half way through, you're in for a looooooong eventful ride! ;)<br /><br />Here is the new part, sorry for the delay.<br />I love you guys, and thanks for the great comments you left for the earlier post, You guys inspire me to write more;**!<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">------------------------------------------------------</span></strong><br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><br /><p><strong>Monday 28th of August</strong><br /><em>Bedroom</em><br />1AM<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Yes, Ga3daa, why?:P"</span> I replied to Ghazi's Message.<br /><br />I was really tired but couldn't sleep.<br />Don't you just hate it? that feeling when you're sooo tired, and your body is aching from tiredness, but you still cant sleep? ugh.<br /><br />*BEEP* new text message, from Ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Enzaiin, can i call?"</span><br /><br />uhh, This is getting rediculous.<br />I hate that i can't say <em>no</em> to poeple.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Yes you can.."</span> I replied.<br /><br />Few minutes later.<br />I jumped to my phone ringing. "Yes2elouni laiih a7ebaak 7ub ma 7abbaah bashaaar.."<br />Ghazi was calling.<br />I picked my phone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Aloo.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Aloo, Halla wallaah.."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Halla feek."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shga3ed etsaween yalla e3tarfay ebser3a?"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Nothing, Just laying on the bed, mu gadra anam."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Waay, nafs 7altii, akhaf mn ilpopcorn elly klaiina?"</span> He joked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Hehe, yemkin."</span> I said.<br /><br />An awakrd silence...<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Deemoo!"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Hallaa..!"</span> I said.</p><p><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Nemtay?"</span> he asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"No, shda3waa."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Madri faj2a sekatay."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"noo, fii a7ad yegdar enam w you breathe like that, tetnafaas eb 9out 3allii allah ehadaak!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Oshh yalla 3ad, l2ana lazeg ilphone 9oub 7alji thats whyy."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ee ragi3"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"chub deemo!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Echobek..!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yal Malsouna, la tradedeeen!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Haw shtaabii kaiifii!!"</span> I said.</p><br /><p><span style="color:#3333ff;">"enzain enzain."</span> He said, and laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Shfeek?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"La walla shay"</span> He said, and laughed again.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Haa, GHAZII SHFEEK!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Laa bs tethaakraat shaklich gbl bilshalaiih, lma etsaween 3angou9tain"</span> He laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ya 7maar, chub, knt ashaaweg!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Mn gaa9 3laiiich!!?"</span> He said and laughed even more.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"GHAZI, oshhh!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Aakhh, ya7lailich ya dayoum!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Eskit ma a7acheek!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Za3altay ya3ni?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"EE!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dalou3a!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Chub!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"3aib, ya bnaya, sh'hal alfaath!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"GHAZIIIIIIII!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"HAHAHA, a7eb anarfezich, wallah etwaanseen!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Mlee8!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"6ali3 3laich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ghazi, osh!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shfeech, wayed 3ajbich esmii? kelshway ghazii!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"3yal shtabeeni agoul!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dal3eenii shway, 3a6eeni nickname!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Hmm, shtabeeni anadeek?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ghazouy, Geezo, shay chithi..!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Wai3, Ghazouy chena esem bnt."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Hey,3ad 3an ilghalaa6!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Enzaiin, Ghooozii?!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"GHOOZII WAYHICH!"</span> He said.<br /><br />I laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Teth7ekeen haa? Mashii, a3almich!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ee shasaweelik, esem 9a3ab!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Mashii, nadeeni Ghazi wayed abraak ya m3awda!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Enzain."</span> I said.<br /><br />We talked for about an hour before we fell asleep on the phone, 6ab3aan most of the time we were fighting and argueing and remembering the embarrassing past, bs it was a fun conversation, shockingly.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August<br /></strong><em>Bedroom<br /></em>12:30PM<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Yallah dayoumaa goumaay!"</span> Mom said as she entered my room.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">"Enzaiiiiiiiiiiiin"</span> I yawned.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Yalla 7beebtii goumay, basich noum!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">"Enshallah mama, wallah bagoum!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Okay 7yatii, ana w obooch benrou7 netghada bara, Tbeen teyeen?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">"Wain betrou7oun?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Lenotre"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">"Yalla okaayy bayee!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Okay goumay badlay yalla, ana w oboch nan6erich ta7aat."</span> She said and went downstairs.<br /><br />I was looking for my phone.<br />HUH?<br />waiiina!?<br /><br />I looked around the room, and i found it under the bed.<br />shwadaah down there!?<br />hahaha, that, i'll never know.<br /><br />Waiit, i dont remember eni sakart ilphone.<br />I slept on the phone, opps.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August<br /></strong><em>Bedroom<br /></em>1:20PM<br /><br />I was getting ready.<br />I got out a simple gray knee high dress and wore a red flat and red clutch and left my hair naturally curly and went downstairs.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Akheeran, enzalaat il3arous"</span> Dad said as soon as he saw me walking down the stairs.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">"Yubaaa!"</span> I said and blushed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Ee w ana il9aaj, 6awaaltay."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"No ma 6awalt, a9lan omi lma enzalaat kanat tawha emga3datni mn ilnoum."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"enzain banoutii yalla emshay, ana wa7ed you3an!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Enshallaah."</span> I said and left the house.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August<br /></strong><em>Lenotre<br /></em>3PM<br /><br />The lunch was amazing, Il6al3a kanat wayed 7elwa, min zemaan ma 6ala3na hal 6al3a.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"ee ta3alay dayouma, Khaltich '9eya dagat 3lay elyoum il'9a7a etgouli 3azmatna next weekend eb shalaiihum, tbeen trou7een?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"9ij? ambaiih shakhbarii, ee 7da abiii arou7."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ee w Galat yeebaw mayouhatkum w malabeskum cos benam ilweekend kela m3ahum."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Allah wanasa!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ee ya7lailha mn zeman 3anha, Weldha Ghazii Shkubra al7een?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"He's 24 chena."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"ee ya7lailah, w ekhta Fajoura shkuberha?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Umm, Chena 20"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ee minzeman 3anhum, khubri feehum akher mara bilshalaiih eb 3eed ilwa6anii."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yeah, Bs ana tawni 6al3a weya ghazii"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"ee 9aa7, w fajoura makanat weyakum?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"La il9ara7a ma yat, m3ana kna metafqeen ena teyee, bs egoul Ghazi Ma3zouma 3la 7afla."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Wakhezyaa, kentaw brou7kum 6al3een."</span> Mom joked.<br /><br />I let out a nervous laugh.<br /><br />Dad was soo hungry maskeen, he was only listening to swalefna w eating.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Bil3afya baba"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"allah e3afeech babatii."</span> He said.<br /><br />I smiled.<br />I have the greatest partents a girl could ask for.<br /><br /><br />*BEEP* New text message.<br /><br />It was from ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Sorry, nemt 3al telephone ams, haha, 9baaa7 ilkhaiiir;p"</span><br /><br />I laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Tha7keena m3aach?"</span> Mom said.<br /><br />Ops.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Msg nektaa."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ee gouleeha, khal neth7aak.."</span> Mom said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"hehe okay," <span style="color:#ffffff;">6ala3t another msg qdeem, a joke</span>,"Egoulich fi M6aw3a ga3deen yel3eboun kora, 3aad wa7id minhum shat ilkora w 6agat il3artha bs e7sebouha goal laish?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Laiiish?"</span> Dad said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"L2ana galaw ennama ila3maal bilneyaat"</span> I said and laughed.<br /><br />Mom laughed. <span style="color:#ff0000;">"Allah egharbil bleesich."</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Ma et'9a7ik!"</span> Dad said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Emballah et'thaa7ik"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Laa ma et'tha7ek, mlee8a"</span> Dad said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Khala9 okay, ana 3indii et'tha7ik."</span> I said<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"La ma et'tha7ik, welly yeth7aak 3laiha malee8 nafs'ha!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"HA? Yuba khalaa9"</span> I said.<br /><br />He laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Youz 3anha 3abdallaa"</span> Mom said and laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Wallah, ma sewat 3alay gelt ilnekta.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Khalaa9 mama, netghashmaar, la et3a9been."</span> Dad said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Enzain."</span> I said.<br /><br />I took a sip from my diet coke.<br /><br />I thought that i can just pretend that i did not sleep.<br />that way, Ghazi looks bad, and i dont.<br />hehehe, evil.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Its okay, 9baa7 ilnour;p"</span> I replied to his message.<br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August</strong><br /><em>Car<br /></em>4:30PM<br /><br />Dad was driving and they were listening to old classic kuwaiti songs.<br /><br />I was bored out of my mind.<br />I closed my eyes for a second and...<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">BAAAAAAAAAAAM!<br /></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong></span><br />I woke up to find myself laying on the bed in the hospital..<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™ </p>Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-34840630522815986052009-07-08T06:31:00.000-07:002009-07-08T06:40:55.226-07:00A little encouragement guys!Hey guys,<br />Well you see you asked me to post more, and i did, but i don't see any feedback on the posts, so i'm not sure, are you guys reading the posts? or am i posting too much?<br /><br />I need some comments on each post to encourage me to write the next post.<br />The last post of the story has been posted two days ago, and what, only 3 comments? that's not helping.. :/<br /><br />I mean i have 70 followers, and only 3 comments?<br />that's not enough for me to post the next part, i need more to keep me going.<br /><br />So please, i'm not asking for too much, just let me know you're reading the posts so i know i can post the next part of the story.<br /><br />Please.. (:<br /><br />And thanks.<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-83801556916824972592009-07-05T13:05:00.000-07:002009-07-05T14:58:24.168-07:00Part Forty;; "Some people hide their every desire!"<strong>Sunday 27th of August</strong><br /><em>Laila Cinema</em><br />8:15PM<br /><br /><br />We were watching the movie, and seriously to be honest i was soo nervous for some reason that i was totally not paying attention to the movie.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Hahaha.."</span> Ghazi laughed and turned at me.<br /><br />I faked a laugh.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Shfeech!??"</span> Ghazi Asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ma feeni shay"</span> I said turning to him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Akeed? Shaklich mu merta7aa..?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"La, yetrawalik, i'm fine"</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br />YEAH RIGHT!!!<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Zain ashwa,cos you do know i didnt set this up, wallah 9ij fajour ray7a party!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ghazi, its okay, shouf il film, we'll talk later"</span> I said.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Sunday 27th of August</strong><br /><em>Laila Cinema<br /></em>9:40PM<br /><br />We just left Laila Cinema when i saw a guy that was soo familiar, and he was staring too much, when we got closer to him, it was KHALED! YESSS KHALED!<br />I choked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Do you know that guy??"</span> Ghazi asked, he noticed the staring.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"uhh.. No."</span> I said. My heart was beating so fast.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Shfeeh chithi ekhiz, awal mara eshouf bnt."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Shdarani 3ana."</span> I said, nervously.<br /><br />Ghazi walked me to my car.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Thanks a lot dayoum, it was really fun,w ilfilm 7da 3jeeb!!"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"You're welcome, i had fun too, and i'm glad you enjoyed the movie."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Really? great, we should do this more often then, but next time...with Fajer!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Inshallah."</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yalla take care, or tabeeni amasheech?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"No it's okay, thanks!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"La jad 3adi traa!"</span> He insisted.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"No, ghazi shda3wa, i can manage to get home safely!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Akeed? Okay 3yaaal text me awal ma tou9leen ilbait!"</span> He said.<br /><br />Uhhh, shyabiii?? :/<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Sure."</span> I said.<br /><br />I got in my car, and looked at my rearview mirror, I got scared from a guy wearing a yellow tshirt staring, it was Khaled.<br /><br />I started the car engine and left the parking lot.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Sunday 27th of August</strong><br /><em>Car<br /></em>10:25PM<br /><br />I was soo into the music and singing along that i did not notice a guy following me.<br />Just before entering Odailiya i saw Khaled in a car behind me.<br /><br />OMG!! SHYABII! I thought.<br /><br />I was a little scared, so i called Ghazi. <strong><em>I don't know why!!!!!!!</em></strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Aloo."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ghazi, where are you?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shway w adish ilsurra laish sh9aayer?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"The guy that was staring bilcinema la7egnii, w ana tawni badish il 3dailiya"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"SHNUU!?"</span> He yelled.<br /><br />Opss, i probably shouldn't have called him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Wainich now bilthaaan6!?"</span> He asked, he's so angry, i was getting really scared.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Uhh, Dshait il3dailiya, tawni em3adya nadi kathma"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Khala9 entay furray bil3dailiya 3la ma ana ayeech, la trou7een baitkum!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ghazii, shbetsawee?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Malich shiqil, khal o9al w awaree shiqil allah!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ghazi, plz dont do something crazzyyy!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"E9eer khair, yalla kani yay, bye!"</span> He said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I closed the phone and i was shivering,<em> literally</em>.<br /><br /><br />I went twice around the roundabout then i went right, to the Co-op parking lot.<br /><br />I drove aroud the parking lot, as if i was looking for a parking.<br />He was still following me.<br /><br />About 5 minutes later, Ghazi called.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Aloo."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Haa wainich?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Co-Op parking, 9oub subway."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, kani yay."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Okay."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Khaleech 3al kha6."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Okaay.."</span> I said.<br /><br />I saw a black Silverado entering the parking.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ohh, there you are,i'm just around the corner."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ee kach, enzain wainaa ohwa?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Kahuu, sayartaa the white Prado elly 9af6a gbaal subway"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, khaleech la eta7arekaiin ana al7een awareeh !!" </span>He said and parked next to Khaled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"La7tha la7tha Ghazii!! plzz dont do anything!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Then why did you call me?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I dont know, i was scared!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, bs may9eer askit 3la hal ashkal!"</span> He said. his anger was slowly rising.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Plzz plzz Ghazii 3shani dont do anything stupid!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay,3shanich wallah, bs banzil a7acheeh."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Okay, bs dont close your phone, i wanna listen."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay."</span> he said and opened his right window and beeped the horn so 'khaled' will look at him.<br /><br />Khaled slowly opened his window.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"ilsalam w 3alaaykum"</span> Ghazi said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Wa3alaykum ilsalaam, khaiir enshallah?"</span> Khaled said.<br />I think he noticed that Ghazi was with me bilcinema.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"ilKhair eb wayhek, bs okhoy laish la7eg bnt khaltii?"</span> Ghazi said. just like that, ga6ha eb wayha.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Na3am? ay bnt Khala?"</span> He said,<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"illy bil range,ya baba shefnaak mn laila w ent etkhez bil bnt!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"La ghal6an, ana yay a6lib mn subway."</span> He said. eragi3 ilsalfa.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Akeed? khara3t ilbnt, maskeena!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Ee akeed."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, sorry 3al ez3aaj."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Aloo dayoum yalla 7arkay khal amasheech lai your house."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Ok."</span> I said. totally shocked.<br /><br />I drove home and Ghazi was driving behind me.<br />I parked my car in the garage.<br /><br />Ghazi was calling me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Aloo..?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Aloo, hala dayoum, ha are you okay now?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yes i am, thank you!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Shda3wa, no problem, i had to do that!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Thanks."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"7ayach allah, yalla babatii goodnight, w take care."</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Babatii?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ohh, ta3awadt agoulhaa, la tet6anezaiin!"</span> He said and laughed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"hehe, Okay, goodnight!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br /><br />I got into my room and quickly called D and spilled the beans!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"OHH MY GOD! that is soo cool of him!"</span> She said about how Ghazi came all the way to 3dailiya.<br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">"Yeah i know, bs D, He should know nothing can happen between us!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yeah, that's true he should!"</span> she agreed.<br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">"But how can i tell him?" </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"I seriously dont know. you'll figure it out!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">"I don't want to hurt him D, he's a nice guy!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Well dont say anything until you make sure he actually likes you 3shan ma tendagrain, maybe he's just too friendly!?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">"Yeah i guess, i'll waiit w e9eer khair."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Good idea, yalla ciao, ana baakhmid daykha!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">"Okay, goodnight sweetie!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Monday 28th of August<br /></strong><em>Bedroom</em><br />12:15AM<br /><br />I was laying on the bed listening to music on shuffle and i was thinking about what happened tonight.<br /><br />It's obvious that Ghazi likes me, even if he doesn't like me a lot, but there are some feelings towards me, definitely, and i dont know how can i deal with it?<br />He did mention that we should do this hangout thing again.<br />I'm not sure i can. :/<br /><br />I jumped to my phone vibrating under my pillow.<br /><br />It was a text message from Ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Ga3daaa? :P"<br /></span><br />Uhh, this is exactly why i didnt want to give him my phone number.<br /><br />ugh;/<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-272796693535037092009-06-30T06:26:00.000-07:002009-06-30T08:33:22.772-07:00Part ThirtyNine;; "I hate the distance in between us.."<strong>Sunday 27th of August</strong><br /><em>Bedroom</em><br />11AM<br /><br />I woke up to a phonecall from a number that has a "+" in the beginning and about 10 numbers after that.<br />I quickly picked the phone up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Helloo..?"</span> I said.<br /><br />No answer.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Uhh...HELLO!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Dayouma..?"</span> He said at the other end of the phone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"YOUSEF!!!"</span> I yelled <span style="color:#ff0000;">"WHERE ARE YOU?! ARE YOU OK!?? IM WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"I'm okay, dont worry.."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Are you sure? you don't sound okay, why are you breathing heavily? like you were running?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Oh,that's because i got mugged!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"WHAT!!? OH MY GOD!! ARE YOU OK!!?"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Shh, dayouma, i'm fine, dont worry."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Are you sure you're fine!? Are you hurt?!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yeah, i got slashed with a knife on my shoulder, but it's alright!"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"OH MY GOD, YOUSEF!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"it's okay, wallah, look at the bright side, i have a hot scar on my shoulder now!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"uhh..but other than that, you're not hurt!?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"No, i'm fine, wallah, i'm sorry i took long, but i didnt have cash on me or anything,i had to withdraw money from the ATM machine later, but first i went to the police and it was a loong day."</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ohh, okay, and did they catch the mugger?!"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Unfortunately, no, i was actually on my way to buy a new number when i got mugged, which is a good thing because i didn't have anything on me other than $200 cash."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Oh, thats good, i'm glad you're alright, you have no idea how worried i was."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"ba3ad 3umrii, i'm sorry!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"It's okay, as long as you're fine, be careful sweetie!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"I missed you."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I missed you too!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"But i missed you more."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"No!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yes, don't argue!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"NOO!, me more, and that's final!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Keep lying to yourself, i miss you more, and that's about it!"</span> He said.<br /><br />I giggled, <span style="color:#ff0000;">"No, but please, baby be careful out there!"</span> I said<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Enshallah, you too, ana akalmich later, i have to get some papers done for the University bacher il9b7 w i better get some sleep, I love you, goodbye!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Oh okay, keep in touch, i love you too, bye!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br /><br />I called D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"HE CALLEDD!! HE CALLED!"</span> I yelled as soon as she picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Who?!"</span> She said with a very sleepy voice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"YOUSEF!!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Honey, don't yell, i can hear you!"</span> She said, still sleepy.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Is he alright?!"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah, he got mugged thats why he didn't call or text me earlier."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Oh wow, mugged! il7emdellah he's fine!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Allah e7aafthaa, tell him to be extra careful!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I did, waaay, this is only the beginning w shoufay sh9aar feeh! D, i'm scared."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Awwh, don't be, these things happen, it's alright."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Uh...i guess."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yeah, yalla bye, khaleeni anam."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay, ciao love!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Sunday 27th of August</strong><br /><em>Bedroom<br /></em>4PM<br /><br />I logged on my MSN.<br /><br />A window box appeared.<br />"<a href="mailto:Ghazi.Al-M*****@hotmail.com">Ghazi.Al-M*****@hotmail.com</a>" Wants to add you.<br />Accept?<br />Block?<br />Decide later?<br /><br />Uhh, Ghazi my second cousin..? uhh why the hell not, i accepted the request.<br />but how did he get my email??<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Ahlaiiiiiiiiiiin. :D<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Halla wallah.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Halla feech, Taw ma nawaar my msn list!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Hehe, eb wejoudek.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Shlounich?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Zaina, you shlounek?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Tmam bkhaiir, you look soo pretty eb your pic.<br /></span><br />He's referring to my display picture.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Thank you.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Mnuu illy m3aach bil9ora?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: My friend.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Nice, allah ekhaleekum 7g ba3ath.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Teslam.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Allah esalmich, haa shloun khaltii?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Tmaam il7emdellah, w shloun your mother?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Bkhair il7emdillah, Ha shloun ilfilm the other day? ;p<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: HAHA, ambaiih Ghazii you have to watch it!! it's amazing!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: 9ij? yalla khanrou7laa? ;p</span><br /><br /><br />uhh, is he serious?<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Bs ana re7tla already.. ;p<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: So? 3adi, mu etgouleen it's amazing, ya3ni 3adi etdesheena again. ;)</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Madriii.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: yalla 3ad shda3wa, traa i'm not a stranger, i'm family, w mara7 nrou7 brou7na, ekhtii Fajour teyee weyana.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Hmm, okay, sure, meta?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Wallah madri, entay nagay ay wagt ya3jebich.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: I don't mind really, 3adii.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Okay, khala9 ana achayek il showtimes now w agoulich;p!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: okay. (:</span><br /><br />10 minutes later.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Okay, fii today at 8PM, is that okay?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: hmm, yeah i guess, ma 3indi shay elyoum, what about your sis fajour?<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Waiih, 3ad fajour ma tgoul la2 7g cinema;p<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Okay, then i'll see you today inshallah, ana now baf9il, i'll talk to you later;p</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Waiit, give me your number.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">???<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: what?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Shfeech? your number, 3shan i call you etha we9alna gablich.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Ohh, okay, give me your number w i'll text you now.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ghazi: Okay, ########<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Me: Okay, ciaoo ;p<br /></span><br /><br />I called D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"OH MY GOD, you're right!"</span> I said aftering telling her the whole conversation.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Haha,i told you, it was soo obvious!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Ambaiiih!! Shasawee!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I dont know, just go out, be normal, he is your second cousin, 3adii."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I know, i'm going out, bs takhayelay, he asked for me number!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohhh, shku?!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Shdarani, 3shan he "calls" lmaa you9al there"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Ohh, 9aa7, okay."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Okay? but what if he takes that advantage and calls everytime and text me!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"I dont know, la ta36eenah wayh."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Yeah, i should do that, bs ya3ni his sister betkoun weyana, ya3ni laish he asked me for my number? laish ma 36aaani his sister's number? he's up to something!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"ee 9aa7 t3aalay, his sister weyakum, ohh he's definitely up to something!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"SHIT!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Haha, it okay dear, la ta36eena wayh, he'll go away."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"I hope so."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Whatever happened to that Khaled guy..!?"</span> She said, all of the sudden.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Eww, laish you had to bring him up!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Shdarani faj2aa he popped in my head."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Eww, maybe Haya told him to stop what he's doing."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Yeah maybe, bs she said ena he 'really' likes you"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"bil6agaaag, waii3 7abeta ilgaraaadaa, khal ewaalii!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Haha, it's funny hearing you getting worked up on this"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"Chub, i have to get ready now ciao!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">"Okay ciao, save me the details for laterr!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"You betcha! laters!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I dressed up and got ready after texting Ghazi a message, as i told i would.<br /><br /><em>*BEEP*</em><br />new text message.<br /><br />I thought it was from Ghazi, but actually it was from Yousef.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"It was good hearing your voice today, zouqa 9outich awal ma tgoumeen mn ilnoum;** allah e7afthich."</span><br /><br />a tear fell down my cheeks after reading this message.<br /><br />I replied with;<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"It was good hearing your voice too, i cant even explain how much i miss you wallah, i miss your face;** we7aafthik enta, please please take care! i can't live if something happened to you, besmellah 3laiik."<br /></span><br /><strong>Sunday 27th of August</strong><br /><em>In my car<br />On the way</em><br />6:50PM<br /><br />Singing along to the song "I will be right here waiting for you" by Bryan Adams when i recieved a phonecall mn Ghazi.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">"Aloo?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Aloo, halla deema, wainich?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"I'm on my way, where are you?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"We're there, waiting, yalla ebser3a, w take care bil6ereej"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Okay, inshallah, see you, bye!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br /><br />At 7:30PM we9alt Laila cinema.<br /><br />I saw Ghazi standing alone infront of the entery door.<br />I walked to him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Hii.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Ahlaan, il7emdellah 3la ilsalama,"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Allah esalmik, wain fajour?"</span> I said, looking around.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"She didn't come."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"WHAT! WHY!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Cos betrou7 party"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Chan geltlii, 3al aqal ajalna il6al3a.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Shda3wa, tra mani maklich."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"uhh.. la mu 3an, bs yemkin ehya tbii etshouf ilmovie too."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"La 3adii, ana awadeeha later etha tbii."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Okay."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Yalla emshay"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"You bought the tickets?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Ee i booked them mn ilinternet"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"Ohh, inzain 3yal let me pay you." </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">"Yalla 3aad 3an ilme9akhaa, emshay!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"uh.. okay!"</span> I said and walked in after buying snacks.<br /><br /><br /><br />ME AND GHAZI <em>ALONE IN THE DARK</em>?!!!<br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><em>PROBLEM ALERT!!<br /></em></span></strong><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-2441016398219260392009-06-27T10:52:00.000-07:002009-06-27T13:31:10.871-07:00Part ThirtyEight;; "It feels like a hundered years now, still can't believe you're gone."<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><em><strong>A <span style="font-size:130%;">BIG</span> <span style="font-size:180%;">GIGANTIC</span> SORRY</strong> guys!<br />i know this post was soo late, excuse me, i didnt finish college until this week. my apologies, but no more delays, as now i started my summer holiday! HOORAY! :D<br /><br />Enjoy this part!<br />& thanks for waiting;*!</em></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>________________________________________________</strong></span><br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August</strong><br />My bedroom<br />11:40AM<br /><br />I logged on my MSN to see if Yousef is online by any chance,<br />i thought maybe he didn't buy a number from there yet,<br />but there was no sign of him. i let out a sigh and picked up my phone and called D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Heyyyyy loverr!"</span> D said as soon as she picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Heyy pumpkin!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"What's up?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Nothing much, is it too soon to worry about Yousef?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"What do you mean..?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"I mean, i didnt get a message or a call from him telling me he arrived safely.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Awwh, sweetie, it's too soon, dont worry, im sure he's fine, he probably forgot! dont jump into conclusions!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"You're right, he probably forgot!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Yeah, to get your mind off of that, let's go out today..?"</span> She suggested.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Suure, where?!"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"I dont know, you pick, do you want to eat? watch movie? shop?"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Yes!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Yes to what?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"To all of that, i want to do all of that today!" </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Really??"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Yess, really, shop, go watch a movie, and then eat dinner!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Sounds like a plan, but how about watching a movie first, then shopping?"</span> She suggested.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Whichever, i dont care!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Great, what movies are out?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"I don't know, we'll go and see!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Okay, see you in 2 hours?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Yeah, let me just ask my mom and then i'll get ready and meet you there."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"No! PICK ME UP, that's the best part of this whole hangout, to drive around together!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Alright, i'll text you before i leave my house, laters!"</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August<br /></strong>My bedroom<br />12:30PM<br /><br />I was getting ready to go out with D when i recieved a text message.<br /><br />I jumped and quickly hurried up to the phone to see the message, i assumed it was from Yousef telling me how he's alright and all, but it was a message from Haya.<br />I read the message;<br /><span style="color:#999999;">"Hey, do you know that Yousef safaar!?"</span><br /><br />I ignored her message and went to get out a blouse to wear.<br />I didnt want to wear a dress, because i thought i should wear something practical, because im going to shop today, and i need to wear pants.<br /><br />I wore a beige short with a white blouse that has ruffles in the colar area, and a sleevless mustard cardigan with a brown gladiator shoes.<br />I decided to wear my hair in a slik Ponytail.<br /><br />I was almost done, so i texted D, <span style="color:#999999;">"Im on my way, be ready!" </span><br /><br />I applied a little blush, eyeliner and mascara, a light pink lipstick and i got my bag and left the house.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August</strong><br /><em>My car<br />Outside D's house</em><br />1:15PM<br /><br />I was listening to A9eel's song "Bas a7ebik" while waiting for D.<br /><br />she got out of her house wearing a short black jeans with a cute gray blouse that had 'Ramones' on it.<br /><br />she got in and we exchanged kisses.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Bas a7ebik hatha 7athyy illy enketaaab!"</span> She sang suddenly out loud.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Oh wow!"</span> I said and drove off to the avenues.<br /><br />We reached the avenues around 1:35PM, we hurried up to the cinema to catch any movie that's about to start.<br /><br />there was "Tropic thunder" at 2PM which was perfect, we booked two tickets and went to buy us some snacks.<br /><br />I was trying to decide what to buy when i heard some guy's voice next me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Deema?"</span> the mysterious guy said.<br /><br />I turned to him. <span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ohh, ghazii, Hiii."</span> I said.<br /><br />Ghazi is my second cousin whom i barely see, i cant even remember when was the last time i saw him, hence why he was never brought up in the story.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Shlounich?? shakhbarich!?"</span> He said with a smile on his face.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Il7emdellah bkhair, ent shlounik?!"</span> i asked, i smiled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"el7emdellah tmam, Shloun khaltii?"</span> he asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"tmam, bkhair, allah esalmik, shloun khaltii '9eyaa?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"bkhair il7emdellah, ambaiih, menzimaan 3anich, khubri feech akher mara bil shalaiih, bil3eed ilwa6anii, 2 years ago."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Olaa, you remember, i dont."</span> I said, and giggled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Well, somethings are hard to forget, yall ana lzem amshi, ashoufich 3la khaiir yal ga63aa, w salmay 3la khaltii wayed, faman ellaah"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"allah esalmik, you too, m3a ilsalama"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Somethings are hard to forget? what is that suppose to mean?"</span> I turned to D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"I think someone has a crush on you!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"What? no! i dont think so."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"YES, and WHO IS THAT HOTTIE ANYWAY?!"</span> D jumped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Ghazi, my second cousin."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"How come i dont know he exsisted?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"shdaranii, i barely see him"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Well, he's cute!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yeah, i guess."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"7da cute, how old is he?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"He's 24, and stop obsessing over my second cousin."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"okay, chill, yalla order, i finished ordering."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Okay."</span> I looked at the counter of snacks <span style="color:#ffff00;">"hmm, can i have one skittles, one kinder bueno and a diet coke?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"skittles, kinder and diet coke? seriously? GREAT MIX!"</span> D said saracastically.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Chub, i want to save some room for dinner later."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Olaa shda3wa, we will shop first!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"I know, bs i want to be REALLY hungry and starving for johhny!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Bkaifich you decided on johhny?"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">"Yes, now shutup and dont argue!"</span> I said.<br /><br />I paid, and took my snacks, and walked to the theatre.<br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August<br /></strong><em>The avenues<br /></em>4:45PM<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Haha, oh my god, the kid's scene was amazing, i peed my pants!"</span> D said, discussing the movie while we were shopping.<br /><br />I laughed, <span style="color:#993399;">"7daa, ambaiih!!"</span> I said.<br />We laughed hysterically in the movie, it was soo hilarious!<br /><br />We got in Topshop.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Eeee, i didnt tell you!! Haya texted me today!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"What? shtabyy?!"</span> D asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"She was saying did you know yousef safaar!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Is she serious!? ya3ni akeed tadreen, ambaiih maskeena hathy shfeeha!"</span> D said<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"shdarani 3anha, i ignored her message!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Good!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Allaah this dress is amazing!"</span> I said, pointing to a navy dress.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ee its cute!"</span> D said.<br /><br />25 minutes later w let topshop.<br />I bought 2 dresses, one top, black skinny jeans, and a necklace. and D bought 2 bangals, and one cute flat and a scarf.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August</strong><br /><em>The avenues</em><br />8:30PM<br /><br />We were walking to the car to drop our bags before going to johhny.<br /><br />I bought lots of things and it was soo exciting!<br /><br />We dropped the bags in the car and headed to Johhny.<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Ohh im starving!"</span> I said as soon as the waiter left the table after taking our order.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Akeed! did you see what you ate bil cinema? haha, idiot!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"OH MY GOD!!"</span> I laughed so hard.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"What?!"</span> D asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"I just remembered the movie, haha, it's amazing!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"7daa, its soo funny!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><br />The food arrived, we ate everything, literally.<br />There was no piece of food in any plates!<br /><br />D got out her phone, <span style="color:#993399;">"Lets take a picture of those empty plates for my facebook!"</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Facebook?! since when!?"</span> I asked, surprised.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Since yesterday, haha i cant believe i didn't tell you."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"And why did you suddenly make one?"</span> I asked.<br /><br />"<span style="color:#993399;">Well because i was really bored yesterday around 1AM and decided to make one, my cousin kanat et7en 3lay, w i finally gave in, ohh you should definitely make one!"</span> she suggested.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Laa waiih mali khelg, mara7 ajabla, whats the point?!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Good point, bs its really fun, once you have all your friends and checking pictures, ohh and their applications and super!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"uhh, i dont know, mali khelg."</span> I said and took a sip of my diet coke.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"You will make one sooner or later!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"I dont think so."</span> I said. <span style="color:#ff6600;">"Excuse me, cheque please!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August</strong><br /><em>Bedroom</em><br />12:30AM<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">"But danoo, he didnt send anything yet!!"</span> I said, worrying sick over Yousef!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">"La tkhafeen sweetie, yemkin he was tired, ilghayeb 3ethra ma3ah, dont worry, inshallah he's fine."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">"I can't even sleep! Im really worried!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">"Its okay, just watch any movie or Tv show 3la ma etdoukheen, cos this is not helping, dont over think it, khalaa9, hes fine inshallah, stop worrying, its not good for your face!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">"chub!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">"Wallah, you'll get wrinkles soon!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">"heyy! chub! i'll TRY not to worry.."</span> I said <span style="color:#66ff99;">"Thank you sweetie, goodnight, love you!"</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">"Love you too, goodnight"</span> D said and closed the phone.<br /><br />2 hours of rolling in the bed trying to sleep, i couldnt.<br />I was constantly thinking about him.<br /><br /><em>Is he alright?<br />Why is he taking that long?<br />Am i worried over nothing?<br />Or did something actually happen to Yousef?</em><br /><br />I'm going<strong> <em>insane</em></strong> here!!<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-38095897368384330862009-05-21T13:41:00.000-07:002009-05-27T13:37:23.979-07:00Part ThirtySeven;; "I don't wanna live this life, I dont wanna say goodbye."<strong>Saturday 25th of August</strong><br /><em>Airport<br /></em>2:00PM<br /><br />I checked the text message. it was from Yousef.<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Please tell me you're on your way to the airport to see me before i leave?"</span><br /><br />I got over myself and replied, <span style="color:#666666;">"Yes i'm on my way, be there in 5 minutes."</span><br /><br />I quickly walked myself out of the airport so i can play the role well, as if really i just came in.<br /><br />He replied,<span style="color:#666666;"> "YES YESS, thaank you! i really need you right now!"</span><br /><br />I got my phone out and texted him, <span style="color:#666666;">"Im at starbucks, where are you?"<br /></span><br />*BEEP* new text message, <span style="color:#666666;">"I'm coming now."</span> was the message from him.<br /><br />I got myself seated in the upstairs starbucks and waited for him.<br />My heart started beating so fast.<br /><br />I was looking for my car keys in my huge handbag, cos i wasnt sure i put inside when i suddenly heard his voice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayouma?"</span> He said.<br /><br />I jumped and quickly turned towards him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ohh Hii yousef, you scared me!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Sorry, besmellah 3laich." </span>he said and got himself seated.<br /><br />We stared at eachother in silence for a long time.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"How are you?"</span> he asked, breaking the silence.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Uhh, im fine, you?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Im fine too."</span> he said. <span style="color:#3333ff;">"I'm sorry about the other day, i was shocked and i didnt know what to say."<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"It's okay, i guess."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"No, it's not, i know i hurt you of how cold i was about the whole situation, but really i was just shocked, and.. i dont know."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"It's okay, let's just get this over with, i dont want you to leave kuwait and we're having fallout, i can't do this to you."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"You're amazing."</span> He said.<br /><br />I blushed and giggled. <span style="color:#ff0000;">"Thank you, you're not bad yourself"</span> I said.<br /><br />He smiled, and i felt really good.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"i wish i can pause the time right now and just sit here and talk to eachother and be together."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah, that would be pretty awesome, but you know, we'll have plenty of time to spend together, just go and make me proud."</span> I said, trying to make him feel better about leaving.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Thank dayouma, wallah i don't know what i'd do without you, i mean it." </span>He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I don't know what i'd do without you either."</span> I said.<br /><br /><strong>Saturday 25th of August</strong><br /><em>Airport</em><br />2:45PM<br /><br />He took a quick look at his watch.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Oh i better go to the terminal now.."</span> He said as he was standing up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"ohh, well i'll walk you there."</span> I said and stood up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay."</span> He said and waited for me to pass him.<br /><br />we were talking step by step to the terminal.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"For how long will you stay there?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Four years."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"What? no i mean, will you have breaks? like would you come back to kuwait in the summer holiday or something?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ohh, well yeah i will try to, cos noway i'd stay there for full 4 years, i cant, i won't survive there."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Oh,,thats good, cos i dont think i could live without seeing your face for 4 years."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"ba3ad 3umri, dont worry, i'll be back inshallah. what makes you think i can survive 4 years without seeing your beautiful face?"</span> He said.<br /><br />I giggled and blushed and turned my face away.<br /><br />We reached the terminal.<br /><br />He faced me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Well, i guess this is goodbye."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I guess so."</span> I said, trying to be strong and not break down in tears.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"derbalich 3la nafsich okay? please, 3shanii, and dont forget me."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"inshallah,you too, take care, and i could never forget you, we'll speak very soon inshallah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"definitely, inshallah, w ana awal ma arou7 menak, etha shraitli kha6, i'll send you a message with my number there so we can stay connected."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Inshallah, goodbye yousef."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Goodbye dayouma, i love you."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"i...me too"</span> I said, my heart was aching so bad.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Here."</span> He said and handed me a small bag.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"What's that?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"It's sometihng to remember me, something that will make you feel that im with you the whole time inshallah."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Awwh, thanks!"</span> I said. <span style="color:#ff0000;">"Waiiit.."</span> i continued, and opened my bag to look for my perfume.<br /><br />I got out my burberry the beat perfume and gave it to him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"this will remind you of me, i always wear it."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Thanks!"</span> He said with the biggest smile on his face.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"You're welcome!."</span> i smiled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Allah la ya7remni minich goulay ameen!?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ameen!"</span> I said and a tear fell down my cheeks.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayoum!!! shgelna!! la tabcheen! la t3awreen galbii"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay, im sorryy! mu beedi wallah!"</span> I said and wipped the tear away.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"3afyah, be strong, 3shan ana a9eer strong too!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay."</span> I said and smiled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Yalla sweetie, goodbye!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"goodbye, text me as soon as you can! 3shan a3aref enik we9alt bilsalama inshallah."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Inshallah, bye!"</span> He said and walked away from me. On his way to the terminal that seperates two lovers.<br /><br />I kept my eyes on him until he was out of my sight.<br /><br />I felt weak after he's gone.<br /><br />I slowly walked to my car, feeling hopeless and so weak.<br /><br />I got into my car.<br /><br />and then it hit me.<br /><br />HE'S ACTUALLY GONE!<br /><br />I starting crying in my car. in the parking of the airport.<br /><br />I jumped to a girl knocking on my window.<br /><br />I opened my window and wipped my tears.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Are you okay?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"I'm fine.."</span> I said, feeling totally weird.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Are you sure? you look very tired."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yes im sure, im fine, thank you."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Okay, deerbalich on the road, bye."</span> She said and walked away.<br /><br />i was thinking ya7laiilha she asked me and stuff.<br />I actually felt a little better.<br /><br />I took a deep breathe and started the car engine.<br />I drove home and on the way i was listening to the song "Almsaafer" By Rashed alMajed, over and over again till i got home. in one peice. and got myself out of the car, and into the house.<br /><br />I got into my room and locked the door.<br /><br />I wanted to be alone for a while.<br /><br /><strong>Saturday 25th of August<br /></strong><em>My bedroom</em><br />6PM<br /><br />I woke up to my phone ringing. it was D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"helloo..?"</span> I picked up the phone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Heyyy darling, how are you?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Im not okay."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Awwh, sweetie, what happened?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I went to the airport to see him."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"YOU DID WHAT?! OMG WAIT WAIT, i'll dress up and come over, i have to face you when you tell me this, BYE!!"</span> She said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I went back to sleep.<br /><br />20 minutes later,<br />A crazy hyper on sugar lady enters my room and starts yelling, a.k.a Dana.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"YALLA YALLA WAKE UPP!!!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">"Okaaaaaaaaaaaay!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Yalla yalla yalla yalla!!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Ya al7anaaaaaaaaa!!!"</span> I said<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Yalla goumay"</span> she said and turned on the lights.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"okay."</span> I said and used my hands to cover my eyes from the lights.<br /><br />She pulled the blankets off of me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"D!!!! WAAAAAAAY!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"khala9 goumay, you mesta3sera, yalla goumaay 3an ildala3!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"inzain inzaiin."</span> I said.<br /><br />I woke up and told her what went between me and yousef before he left.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"9adgeeni, i think you two will still be strong even when you're apart."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I hope so, i really hope so."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Do you want ot go somewhere now?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"No i dont feel like it, maybe tomorrow."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Okay, where do you want to go?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I dont care, where ever."</span> I said.<br /><br /><br />I was walking D to her car when i remembered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"THE BAG!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"What bag?"</span> D asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yousef gave me a bag before he left, waiit i'll get my car keys."</span> I said and ran upstairs.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August<br /></strong><em>Outside my house<br /></em>10pm<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"What do you think it is?"</span> D asked as i was opening my car.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"I don't know, but the bag smells nice!"</span> I said.<br /><br />I opened the car and got the bag, i opened it and i found an oversized T-shirt that i assumed was his, and an abercrombie & fitch "Fierce" Cologne. The smell is sooooooooooo amazing.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Awwh, the tshirt is sooo cute!"</span> D said.<br /><br />It was a black oversized Tshirt that has joker's face in the middle and it says "Why so scared?"<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"I totally love it!"</span> i said.<br /><br />I said goodbye to D and went back in the house.<br /><br />I changed into black leggings and wore Yousef's oversized tshirt.<br />I sprayed the cologne all over my tshirt and my pillow and layed on the bed.<br /><br />The smell was so amazing, i seriously felt Yousef was next to me.<br /><br />I closed my eyes and fell asleep.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 26th of August</strong><br /><em>My bedroom<br /></em>11AM<br /><br />I woke up feeling so sick.<br />I felt like i can hardly breathe.<br />It doesnt feel the same without Yousef around.<br /><br />It has been only less than 24 hours since he's gone and it's too hard already.<br /><br /><br />I checked my phone for any messages from him.<br />No messages.<br /><br />I still havent received any message from him.<br />He should've arrived in USA by now.<br /><br />Im starting to worry..<br /><br />IS HE OK?<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-29830172305485562522009-05-12T12:32:00.000-07:002009-05-29T10:12:24.564-07:00Part ThirtySix;; "Baby, I'm so CRUSHED!"I'm sorry but this post, the conversations will not be in different colors cos i was doing it all and when i was done, my laptop decided to act gay and it froze, so i had to write it all over again, and i dont have the time right now to color them. so i'm gonna make them boring and dull only for this post. :P<br /><br /><br />(<strong>note:</strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"> I know this post was delayed, sorry for that, I'm writing this post right now on the way home in the car, with the scary weather outside, its dusty and you can barely see anything!! My dad is driving and all the cars turned on their flasher lights, it's really scary.)<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUiCEDcOnzdscJ3dzDocDsHjZn78Q1NqQkihNSY4hDYVkKohho_GZeYe1Caluqk6F0fyYTM-2agI5N3Ic1acWvcvLyIXpMuvfFOufeWg8srLat3Hgvtrvmb-hzjOutIXPI4KxulxkRIJE/s1600-h/12052009213.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335052041779001538" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUiCEDcOnzdscJ3dzDocDsHjZn78Q1NqQkihNSY4hDYVkKohho_GZeYe1Caluqk6F0fyYTM-2agI5N3Ic1acWvcvLyIXpMuvfFOufeWg8srLat3Hgvtrvmb-hzjOutIXPI4KxulxkRIJE/s320/12052009213.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></span>I even took the time to take a picture of the weather. :P<br /><br /><br />but anyways, here is the part you've all been waiting for!!!<br /><br /><strong>Sunday 24th of august<br /></strong><em>D's bedroom</em><br />10:30PM<br /><br />"D, I'm scared of loosing him!" I said.<br /><br />"I can't believe Haya went THAT far!" D said, shocked of what i told her.<br /><br />"I know, i feel sorry for her but still, i mean i dont know what to say to Yousef now." I said.<br /><br />"Dont tell him anything just yet!" D said.<br /><br />"No, i have to, i promised him i will tonight, and he knows that i met Haya today! i have to tell him..." I said. "But i dont know what to say.." I continued.<br /><br />"It's gonna be hard, but he needs to know everything, so you need to tell him, and just get it over with, seriously this is getting you into a lot of stress and you need to get rid of it all." D said.<br /><br />"Okay, i'm gonna spill everything to Yousef, from the first start to.... OMG!! khaled!" I yelled.<br /><br />"What about him?" D said.<br /><br />"I cant tell yousef about Khaled, he's gonna get mad, because i talked to him, i mean i answered his calls.." I said.<br /><br />"But you didnt know it was him, just tell him eveything and be honest he'll understand." D said.<br /><br />"He''s leaving in less that 24hours, i dont want him to leave Kuwait with a broken heart." I said.<br /><br />"He's not gonna be heartbroken, he might get mad because you didnt tell him about it all before but i'm sure he'll understand." D said.<br /><br />"I hope so, he's leaving tomorrow @ 4PM" I said with a sad tone.<br /><br />"Awwh sweetie, you'll be fine..!" She said and gave me a hug.<br /><br /><strong>Saturday 25th of August</strong><br /><em>My bedroom<br /></em>1:15AM<br /><br />I called Yousef.<br /><br />"Aloo.." He said.<br /><br />"Aloo, halla yousef" I said.<br /><br />"Hala wallah dayouma, Shlounich?" He asked.<br /><br />"Im okay, you?" I asked.<br /><br />"Ham ana okay, haa bashray esh9aar weyach?" He wanted to know.<br /><br />"I'm gonna tell you everything, from the start to the end." i said.<br /><br />"Okay, tell me.." He said.<br /><br />"Look, let me talk and you just listen, let me finish everything and then you can say what you want okay?" I said.<br /><br />"Okay, start." He said.<br /><br />"When Haya found out that You and me are together, she got jealous, because unfortunately she's inlove with you, and she did a lot of things just so we could break up, she kept letting this guy called Khaled.. --" I said.<br /><br />"Khaled?" he interupted me.<br /><br />"Yousef, what did i say?" I said.<br /><br />"Ohhh, ohh soorryy, continue.." He said.<br /><br />"Okay, this khaled drove me nuts, he kept calling me from different numbers, and he even started stalking me when i go anywhere that Haya knows of, remember the two guys that kept staring when me and D were in chocolate bar? yeah, Khaled is one of them im not sure which one though anyways, Haya even gave him my email and he added me on msn, as soon as i knew it was him, i blocked and deleted him, and he kept adding me with different email addresses. Im sure haya is behind this guy called khaled because i have a proof, she sent me an email by mistake asking Khaled about 'her' plan, i was so shocked i couldnt believe it. He knows everything about me, thanks to your cousin, Haya, ma astaab3id etha 3inda a picture of me b3d!" I stopped to breathe.<br /><br />"Kamlay." He said with an angry tone.<br /><br />I took a deep breathe.<br />"Today when i went to see Haya, She was at first asking about our relationship, if we're still together or not, and then she demanded to know, but i told her it was personal and i dont want to talk about it, and then she said she needs to know because she loves you and she even told her mother about you, and.." I stopped again. i felt a warm tear running down my hot cheeks.<br /><br />"deema, kamlay...la tasketeen!" He said.<br /><br />I wiped the tears and continued, "and her mother talked to your mother about it, and she said that there is a possibilities that you and...and haya get married after you graduate from USA." I stuttered.<br /><br />"Are you done?" He said.<br /><br />"yeah, ta8reeban." I said.<br /><br />"Okay, Awal shay salfat omii w khaltii, That's ridiculous, shnu ildenya foutha esawoun kil hal 7achi w ana madrii? dont think about that okay?..." He said.<br /><br />"Okay" I whispered.<br /><br />"I want to know about Khaled, everything that happened between you too." He said.<br /><br />"You ask, and i'll answer." I said.<br /><br />"Okay, did you talk to him on the phone?" He asked.<br /><br />"Yes i did." I answered.<br /><br />"How many times?" He asked.<br /><br />"I dont know, i lost count." I said.<br /><br />"What was it about when you talked to him?" He asked.<br /><br />"It was mainly me telling him to leave me alone, and to stop calling." I said.<br /><br />"Ahaa.." He said.<br /><br />"What about HAYA!!?" I yelled.<br /><br />"What about her?" He said.<br /><br />"WHAT ABOUT HER!!??? WHAT ABOUT HER!!?? WERE YOU LISTENING TO ANYTHING I WAS SAYING!??" I asked.<br /><br />"Yes i was, calm down!" He said.<br /><br />"I can't fucking calm down, you asked about khaled, you commented on what happened today, and you didnt even mention anything about hayaa?!" I said.<br /><br />"Shtabeeni agoul? ilbnt mu 9a7yah, she's my cousin, dont forget that!" He said.<br /><br />"I dont care if she's your cousin, i can't believe you're not even slightly mad at her!" I yelled.<br /><br />"Stop yelling deema!!" He said.<br /><br />Deeema????<br />not dayouma?<br />What the fuck is up with him!<br /><br />"Deema?" I asked.<br /><br />"ee deema..?" He said.<br /><br />"Okay, mashkour w ma tgaa9er, ana banam now, tbii shay?" I said.<br /><br />"shfeeech?" He asked.<br /><br />"Mafeeni shay!!" I said. hiding my tears.<br /><br />"La feeech! ya3ni shtabeeni asawee eb Haya? She's my cousin, i can't do anything about her!" he said.<br /><br />"Yeah whatever, im going to bed, goodnight and have a nice flight!" I said and closed the phone.<br /><br />I Threw my phone away and layed on the bed crying.<br /><br />This is soo not the reaction i expected from Yousef.<br /><br /><br /><br />I was totally shocked.<br />I wanted to call D, but it was late, and i know she's fast asleep right now.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 25th of August<br /></strong><em>My bedroom<br /></em>5AM<br /><br />I was still in bed crying.<br />i dont think there is any more tear left to cry.<br />My mouth was soo dry, my stomache was aching and so was my heart.<br /><br />I could never sleep feeling like this.<br /><br />I got up and looked at myself in the mirror.<br /><br />I looked terrible.<br />puffy red eyes with smeared eyeliner and red nose.<br /><br />I put my hair up and got my towel and headed to my bathroom, i needed to take a bath.<br /><br />I opened the warm water to fill the tub.<br />as the water was filling the tub, i sat down thinking of all the things that happened this year. 2008 is definitely a yaer to remember, still few months ahead for the new year to come, i hope it's better than this year. i can't handle more of this anymore.<br /><br />The tub was filled and i got myself in the bubble bath and started to relax and just forget everything for.....a moment.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="left"><br /><strong>Saturday 25th of August<br /></strong><em>My bedroom</em> </div><div align="left">12:30PM<br /><br />I had over 25 misscalls from Yousef, and 5 misscalls from a home number, which i assumed was Yousef's home number.<br /><br />I also got 3 text messages from him.<br /><br />"DAYOUM PLZ RIDAY!!!"<br /><br />"La ta7gereenii, reday 3alaay, let us talk!"<br /><br />"Plz Reday, im begging you. or atleast meet me at the airport today, before i leave, i have to see you!"<br /><br />I was reading the last message when i jumped to my phone in my hand ringing, it was Yousef, by mistake i pressed on the answer button.<br /><br />I heard him say "ALOO DAYOUM!!!"<br /><br />I closed the phone.<br /><br />He called again. and again.<br /><br />I kept my phone on the maze and turned on the I-pod on shuffle.<br /><br />"If Tomorrow never comes" by Ronan Keaton started playing.<br /><br />I felt my heart aching. this song make me sooo sad!<br /><br />I wanted to skip the song by i couldn't. Part of me wanted to listen to it.<br /><br />I started singing along to the song.<br /></div><br /><div align="center"><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">"Sometimes late at night<br />I lie awake and watch her sleeping</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">She's lost in peaceful dreams<br />So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark<br />And the thought crosses my mind<br />If I never wake up in the morning<br />Would she ever doubt the way I feel<br />About her in my heart<br /><br />If tomorrow never comes<br />Will she know how much I loved her<br />Did I try in every way to show her every day<br />That she's my only one<br />And if my time on earth were through<br />And she must face the world without me<br />Is the love I gave her in the past<br />Gonna be enough to last<br />If tomorrow never comes<br /><br />'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life<br />Who never knew how much I loved them<br />Now I live with the regret<br />That my true feelings for them never were revealed<br />So I made a promise to myself<br />To say each day how much she means to me<br />And avoid that circumstance<br />Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel<br /><br />If tomorrow never comes</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">Will she know how much I loved her<br />Did I try in every way to show her every day<br />That she's my only one<br />And if my time on earth were through</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">And she must face the world without me<br />Is the love I gave her in the past<br />Gonna be enough to last<br />If tomorrow never comes<br />So tell that someone that you love<br />Just what you're thinking of<br />If tomorrow never comes"</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Suddenly i felt like going to the airport.<br />To say goodbye in my own way.<br /><br />*BEEEP* Text message from yousef.<br /><br />"Are you coming to the airport? Please replay! i need to know!"<br /><br />I hesitated and replied with, "No."<br /><br />After that message he called twice.<br />I felt bad that i was ignoring him on the day that he leaves, but i was soo <em>crushed</em> from his reaction yesterday.<br /><br /><strong>Saturday 25th of August</strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><em>Airport<br /></em>1:45PM</span></div><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">I sat on one of the benches observing every single person entering the airport.<br />I made sure where im sitting is not very visible.<br />I dont want him to see me there.<br /><br />Suddenly, i saw Yousef walking through the door with his Traveling bag trolly behind him and a gym bag.<br />I literally observed every move he did.<br /><br />He looked kind of pale, but still handsome as always.<br />It looks like i'm not the only one who couldn't sleep last night.<br />We both pulled an all nighter after all.<br /><br />I was crying in silence as he made his way to the terminal.<br />I can't go any further.<br />I wanted to scream out his name.<br />But i couldn't.<br />Instead i just watched the man that captured my heart leaving..<br /><br />I never imagined this is how we'd say our 'goodbye'!<br /><br />*BEEEP* New text message.<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™</span></p></span>Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-21263750956996552932009-04-20T13:47:00.000-07:002009-04-20T13:54:39.891-07:00Im sorry x57187012874120897481you're probably all sick of my excuses, bs wallah allah ye3laam how busy i am these days.<br /><br />i know guys, wallah i know i neglected my blog, but only because im too busy with college plus i joined the soccer and basketball team of the college, so every now and then i have practice, and when i get home i dont have the strength to get online so i just sleep, because my classes are all afternoon, so i really dont have time to get on, but i promise im trying my best to finish my work and assessments so i can be on and write a new post.<br /><br /><br />Im sorry, i dont know what to say, im really sorry guys, i missed you all;*!<br />w enshallah the new part is coming soon.<br />Promise you, it'll be worth the waiit!<br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-75107651069881251732009-03-22T12:48:00.000-07:002009-03-22T18:02:04.097-07:00Part ThirtyFive;; "Don't pretend you're sorry; i know you're not!"<strong>Sunday 24th of august</strong><br /><br /><em>Bedroom</em><br /><br />10:15AM<br /><br />I woke up, looked at the time,<em> its too early</em>, i thought.<br />I checked my phone, i had 3 messages, one from D, one from Haya, & one from Yousef.<br /><br />D's message; <span style="color:#666666;">"So, what's our plan? ;p"<br /></span><br />Haya's message; <span style="color:#666666;">"Can i see you today? alone?"</span><br /><br />Yousef's message; <span style="color:#666666;">"9baa7 ilkhaiir.. ;*"<br /></span><br />I got out of bed, went to the bathroom, washed up and went down to have a breakfast with my parents.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Sunday 24th of august<br /></strong><em>Bedroom<br /></em>11:30AM<br /><br />I replied to the messages,<br /><br />D's message; <span style="color:#666666;">"I dont know yet, have an idea?"<br /></span><br />haya's message; <span style="color:#666666;">"Yes, when?"<br /></span><br />Yousef;; <span style="color:#666666;">"9baa7 ilnour.. ;*!"<br /></span><br />I opened my laptop and signed on msn.<br />few people we're on, i changed my status to away, and opened the internet explorer to Youtube.com<br /><br />Checked random videos for about 2 hours, when all of the sudden my phone rings.<br /><br />Caller ID; Haya<br /><br />I picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Heyy."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Hii, shlounich?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"il7emdillah tmam, entay shlounich?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Bkhair il7emdillah, ha wain tbeen we meet?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I dont know, it' up to you.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"How about Starbucks?"</span> She suggested.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah sure i don't mind, which starbucks?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"3dailiya it's the closest to us."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay sure, what time?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Around 6?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay, i'll see you then,"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, see you, bye"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Bye"</span> I said and closed the line.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Sunday 24th of august</strong><br /><em>Bedroom<br /></em>4PM<br /><br />I was talking to D on the phone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I'll meet haya at starbucks 3dailiya, 6 o'clock"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Good, good, look i<img class="gl_color_fg" alt="Text Color" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif" border="0" />'ll come to starbucks 3dailiya, like i dont know you guys are there okay?"</span> she explained the plan to me.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Sounds like a good idea, khala9, i'll see you then, bs madri laish a7es we're gonna sit upstairs."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"no, give her any excuses 3shan you stay down, look if i didn't find you down, i'll go up as if i need to use the W.C, okay?"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okaay, Great!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I can't wait to see Haya's face expression when we tell her about the email.."</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7daa, ambaiih, do you think she realised ena she sent it to me? or no?"</span> i asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Wallah i dont know, bs i think she didnt realise, or else she wouldv'e sent another email etraagi3 ilsalfa."</span> D thought.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"True, okay, i'll see at 6:30, ana now ba6ali3 an episode of Gossip girl, lail7een ma sheft the latest episode, yalla ciao.."</span> I said and closed the phone.<br /><br />i sat on my stomach and pressed on the play button to start Gossip girl season one episode 9.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Sunday 24th of august</strong><br /><br />Bedroom<br /><br />5:15PM<br /><br />I was getting ready when my phone rang, Yousef was calling.<br />I picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Aloo..?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Halla dayouma, how r u?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Halla feek, fine il7emdillah, you?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Im fine etha you're fine, ha bashraay anything new?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Nothing new, im meeting haya in a while." </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Ohh, well good luck, call me as soon as you're done, okay? i'll be waiting.</span>" He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Enshallah, goodbye!"</span> i said.<br /><br />Got my stuff in my bag, got my car keys and left my bedroom.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Sunday 24th of august<br /></strong><em>In the car<br /></em>5:50PM<br /><br />I'm almost reaching Starbucks when i got a text message from Haya,<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Ana tawni 6al3a mn ilbait, see you there.."<br /></span><br />I decided not to reply, and instead i sent a text message to D, to make sure we're on the plan.<br /><br />I parked and got in starbucks and sat downstairs in the couches in the corner next to the window.<br /><br />About 5 minutes later, Haya arrived.<br />We exchanged kisses and sat.<br /><br />We stayed quiet for a while.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"uhh, so what's the thing you wanted to talk about?"</span> I asked, breaking the silence.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ohh, well i was wondering if you and yousef are still together..?"</span> she asked, straight forward.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"what? and why do you want to know?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I was just wondering, you're my friend, and he's my cousin, i want to know if its working for you two."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Aha, well i think this is personal and i don't want to talk </span><span style="color:#00cccc;">about it."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Seriously? shda3wa gouleelii.."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Sorry, i can't."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Laiiish!?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Bs, it's personal, and i'd like to keep it that way."</span> I explained.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I need to know, please tell me!"</span> she begged.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Why do you need to know?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Because if it's not working with you guys, that means he's free and i can finally have him."</span> she said.<br /><br />I was paralyzed there for a second, HOW FUCKING CRAZY WAS THAT! i thought.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Excuse me?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"i think you heard me, don't you get it deema? I'm madly inlove with him."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"And that's why you've set up a guy that calls me and bother me,huh!?"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Noo,noo i did not do such thing!"</span> She lied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"LIAR!, what About the email i got that was sent by you to me by mistake!?"</span> I snapped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"huh..?.."</span> she said with the question mark on her face.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"you know what im talking about.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"No i dont, ay email?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"The email that was meant to be sent to Khaled."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Who's khaled?"</span> She asked. so innocently.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"STOP LYING! i know your plan, and stop pretending to be the innocent girl, You don't fit the part!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I don't know what you're talking about.."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Im serious haya, i caught you! stop it with the bullshit!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Uh...umm, look.."</span> She stuttered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Im waiting for a reasonable explanaition, and not because you're madly inlove with him,its not enough for me."</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I..."</span> she said. her eyes wear filled with tears, but they didnt fall.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"You what? TELL ME! you're being too selfish!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I dont know what i was doing!!!"</span> she snapped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Yes you do, because you're still doing it!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"wallah madri shagoulich, dayouma please understand i didnt want it to get this far, wallah!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"But it did!! it did!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"You're worried about khaled?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No, i dont give a damn about him!"</span> I said.<br /><br />I texted D, <span style="color:#666666;">"Don't come, i'll handle it."</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Then why are you so mad about it?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Are you serious? I love yousef, and you're ruining my first and best relationship i ever had, let alone you're one of my friends!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Is it ruined? your relationship?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No it didn't, but if you keep doing what you're doing, it's gonna happen sooner or later, so stop what you're doing, stop it!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"So it means my plan is not working, so you dont have to get so worked up about it if nothing happened."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"You're soo fucking calm, I cant even believe you dont feel bad about doing this stupid plan of yours!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I am feeling bad about it, bs i love yousef, w if i wanted something so bad, i dont stop until i get that thing"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Is that a threat?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"call it whatever you want."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Mashii, im going home now, Yousef is waiting for me to tell him what you did, we'll see who will end up with him."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"You told him?!?!? you told him about my plan?"</span> she yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No i didn't, but i will, and i promised him that i will, so dont even start to change my mind about it, it's settled, i'll blow your plan, and im pretty sure if Yousef found out that you're planning to ruin his happiness he wont even consider you a cousin anymore.."</span> i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Dont tell him, please deema, im your friend, dont let me loose a member of my family."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"My friend?? since when!? you brought this to yourself, now handle the consequences!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"But.."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"No buts, if you actually cared about Yousef, even one bit, you wouldn't have done what you're doing, if you love someone, you want to see him happy, and what you're doing, it won't make him happy!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Deema, i love yousef, and nothing can change that, i dont know what got into me, bs wallah i even talked to my mother about it, im THAT serious!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"About what exactly?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"How much i love yousef, and that i wish to have him as a husband."</span> She said.<br /><br />I felt someone was squeezing my heart like an orange.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"You did what? and what did she say?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"she said she might talk to my aunt about it, see if it could happen."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"HOW DESPERATE ARE YOU!! HAYA DONT DO THIS!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I already talked to mom about it, its done."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"Its done...meaning?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"That maybe when he graduates from USA, things could get serious between us."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"You're soo selfish, it's sick!! you're sick!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"I tried to warn you before, tra by the way, khaled really likes you.."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">"SCREW BOTH OF YOU!"</span> I said and got up with a tear running down my cheeks.<br /><br />I got into my car and drove to D's house, rascally, i almost got into an accident, twice.<br /><br /><strong>Sunday 24th of august<br /></strong><em>D's bedroom<br /></em>10PM<br /><br />I got in D's room crying my eyes out.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"DAYOUM!!!!! SHFEEEEEEEEECH!!"</span> She yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"I can't breathe!! I...i'm scared!"</span> I said and cried more.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Scared of what?? TELL ME!?"</span> She said.<br /><br />I poured my heart to her, i told her everything, exactly how the dialogue was between me and Haya.<br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-86491996822619680232009-03-17T18:44:00.000-07:002009-03-17T18:50:22.673-07:00I know, wallah i know!<span style="font-size:180%;">ladies..</span><br />I know you all want to kill me<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">BUT</span></strong> i have a good reason to why i didn't post a new part yet...<br /><br />I'm really Sorry to keep you all waiting, and i will keep you waiting for the next couple of days, i'm sorry, but due to the fact that i have so much work for college now that we're back for semester 2 and im barely catching up because i have afternoon classes, from 1:30 to 6Pm, i don't have that much time to get on the net and update, and also, my internet connection at home is being soo gay, wallah lawaa3 chabdii, but i promise no more than a couple of days and i'll be posting a new part, inshallah by this coming weekend i'll have a new part for all of you to read, DEAL? ;)<br /><br />Love you guys, w thanks for being patient with me!<br />I really appreciate it.<br />Again, i'm really sorry.<br /><br /><br />;*<br />Have a good day.<br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-65875143456164586782009-03-02T10:04:00.000-08:002009-03-02T17:53:23.118-08:00Part ThirtyFour;; "I'm caught in the middle.."My apologies, my internet connection was givin me a hard time.<br />And i'm sorry but this post will not be as long, cos of the internet problem.<br />because i want to post something, cos i know i kept you all waiting for a long time..im sorry.<br /><br />--------------------------------------<br /><strong>Saturday 23rd of august</strong><br /><br /><em>My bedroom</em><br /><br />5:15PM<br /><br /><br />D walked into my room yelling.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"WHAT HAPPENED?? SHFEEECH!?"</span> she yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"HAYA HAYA HAYAA!!"</span> I yelled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Shfeeeha? What did she do now?!"</span> She said.<br /><br />I pushed my laptop towards her.<br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"READ!"</span> I said.<br /><br />She stayed quiet for 5 minutes reading the email.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"AYSHAY!!"</span> She yelled.<br /><br />I didn't talk.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"7daa ayshay!! confront her!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"I have to meet her in about 2 hours!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"I'll come with you."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Really..?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Yeah, 7da mn 9ijich o we'll talk to her about it, w enshouf shenu akhrat'ha weyaahaa!!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Okay."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Don't tell her im coming, let's surprise her!"</span> she thought.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Okay, i honestly can't believe it!"</span> I said. <span style="color:#ff6600;">"Shtabeee g6ee3ah!!"</span> I snapped.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"yeah, she's such a Biatch!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 23rd of august</strong><br /><em>My bedroom</em><br />6:30PM<br /><br />I was getting ready while D was checking her facebook.<br />I wore a yellow lacoste T-shirt and black skinny jeans and put my hair up in a loose bun.<br /><br />*BEEP*<br />New text message from Haya.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Im getting ready, ha are u done? ;p"<br /></span><br />That hypocrite! like she did nothing at all, playing her role perfectly.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Yes i'm done, 10 minutes w a6la3 mn my house."</span> I replied<br /><br />I applied eyeliner and a touch of blush and lipgloss and got out my black LV crossbag.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I hate how this is happening lama Yousef is going away, it's soo stressful!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Yeah, bs ma 3laiich men Haya, wallah we're gonna teach her a lesson that she won't forget!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah, wallah ba6a chabdii!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 23rd of august</strong><br /><em>Car<br /></em>7:10PM<br /><br />I was on my way to Nino and D was riding shotgun when i recieved a text message from Yousef.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Hii sweetie, shlounich? ha waiinich? ;p"<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Hii baby, zaina, u? ana now on my way with D going to Nino, and haya is there."</span> I replied.<br /><br />10 seconds later he replied.<br /><span style="color:#666666;">"W laish ma gelteelii?!"<br /><br />"I'm sorry, i forgot, i had a lot in my mind!"</span> I replied.<br /><br /><br /><br />"<span style="color:#333333;">Shfeech? is everything ok? :/"</span> He replied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Ma feeni shay, just a small problem that im going to fix." </span>I replied.<br />I don't want him to know about Haya.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Okay, but when you're done fixing the problem, i want to know what it was."</span> He replied.<br /><br />I didnt reply after that.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">"D, i don't want to tell him about haya!"</span> </span>i said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Well he wants to know, so just tell him and get it over with!?"</span> She suggested.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Bs if i told him, he'll know about Khaled too! w ana mabii et9eer salfa just 2 days before he travels!"</span> I explained.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"La shku shloun he will know 3an khaled? b3dain to be honest you didn't do anything, it was all planned by Haya!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"It could be my fault too, i answered his calls, i replied to messages, a part of it is my fault!"</span> I admited.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Yeah, bs im sure he'll understand."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"I don't know, but i do know that it's wrong to tell him.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"And it's wrong to hide it from him as well.."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ugh, so i have to choose between two wrong things to do? this is soo hard!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Yeah, but think 3dl before you do anything."</span> She adviced.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Inshallah."</span> i said and let out a deep breath.<br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 23rd of august<br /></strong><em>Nino<br /></em>7:30PM<br /><br />We entered nino. there was no sign of Haya<br />We got seated and we ordered water 3la ma etsharef haya.<br /><br />I texted her after 10 mins since we've been there.<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">"Wainich?..?"</span><br /><br />No reply.<br /><br />I called her.<br />it rang 5 times before she picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Aloo hayoun, waiinich?"</span> I said as soon as she picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Why is D with you?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Oh, she decided to come at the very last minute."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Bs i wanted to tell you something, ma knt abee a7ad, or i would've told you to tell d to come."</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ohh, im sorry, i didn't know, inzain shda3wa, just come!" </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"No im not coming, khaleeha next time, enjoy your time with d, bye!"</span> she said and closed the line.<br /><br />I looked at D.<br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"She was here!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"WhaaT?"</span> she said, totally confused.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Haya was here, she took a look mn bara and saw you with me and she didnt come inside!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Shkuu?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I dont know, etgoul kanat tbeeni ebsalfa ena brou7ii.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Haha, she's such a chicken!" She said. "She's obviously afraid of me, she knows i know her too well!"</span> D continued.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I don't know, she seems serious."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Don't you dare believe a word that comes out of her mouth! wallah mn 9ijiii! after all she did, and you're believing her?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I didnt say i believe her. i dont know what to believe anymore!" </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"I cant believe she ditched us, haha wallah tra hal bnt mu 9aa7yah!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I know!"</span> I said.<br /><br />We ate a delicious dinner and left nino.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 23rd of august</strong><br /><br />Bedroom<br /><br />11:20PM<br /><br />*Ring ring* Yousef was calling.<br /><br />i picked up,<span style="color:#ff6666;"> "Helloo.. "</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Halla dayouma, shlounich?"</span> he asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"il7emdillah bkhair, you shlounik?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"bkhair il7emdellah, ha tell me the problem?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"No, i won't, cos i didnt fix it yet.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Laish?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Becuase haya didn't show up!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Haya? liash the problem involves haya?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yes, it involves her!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"sh9aayer? dayouma gouleelii!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Sweetie, i will tell you, wallah, bs khalnii i fix it first?" </span>I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"W shena6ernii? ya3ni al7een the problem involves you b3d??"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yes, it involves me too!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Khala9 3yal, tell me! i have to know!"</span> He demanded.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I know wallah, w i will tell you as soon as im done with it! wallaah, please don't make me stress over it more than i already am!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Ya bnt il 7alaal traa gemt a7atiii,, shelsaaalfaah?!"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yousef i swear i'll tell you,,,bs not now."</span> I said in a low voice.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Okay, 3la ra7tich, bs believe me, i would help you if you did tell me!"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I know you would, wallah, im really soorrryy.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"fine, bs promise you'll tell me before i travel?"</span> He said.<br /><br />I stayed quiet for a while, thinking..<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Dayouma,,,promise?"</span> he repeated.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I promise.."</span> I whispered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"What? i didnt hear you..?"</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I promise i'll tell you!"</span> I said.<br /><br />"Okay, yalla good night sweetie, i hope you fix it!" He said.<br /><br />"Thanks, good night!" I said and closed the line.<br /><br />I rested my head on the pillow and tried to figure this out.<br /><br /><em>How can i fix it within 2 days?<br />How can i tell him?<br />WHAT will i tell him?</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-1644799669264009532009-02-15T17:23:00.000-08:002009-02-19T12:19:46.979-08:00Al-Jazeera Airlines is now boarding..<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">[ATTENTION]</span></strong> Good afternoon Passengers, This is the final call to Jeddah on Al-Jazeera Airlines Please procceed to gate number 27 as the plane is boarding now...<br /><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><br /><div><br /><strong>Time:</strong><em> 7:10pM</em><br /><strong>Date:</strong><em> 8.2.2009</em><br /><strong>Destination:</strong> <em>Jeddah.<br /></em><strong>Duration:</strong> <em>1 hour 54 minutes.<br /></em><strong>Flight number:</strong><em> 70912<br /></em><strong>Seat number:</strong><em> 24D<br /></em><br /><br /><strong>Passengers on board:<br />You;</strong> blog readers.<br /><br /><strong>Family #1:</strong> Bella(me),O'the(my mom),Bu ilbousheya(My brother), Dora(My sister)<br /><br /><strong>Family #2:</strong> 7tain(auntie),Paralines(My cousin-female),Twilight(My cousin-female),Deadfish(my cousin-male)<br /><br />-----<br /><br /><br />On the plane, we're 8, and one line only fit 6 people, so the ladies sat in one line, w ilguys in the line infront of us.<br /><br />Me, Paralines and twilight badaaa3na!<br />Estaghfar allah on the way to makkah, w bs ga3deen w en7esh eb khalg allah!:P 9ij 7areeem!<br />W Me and Twilight started talking about Gossip girl and movies, when we came across Twilight(<em>the movie, not my cousin:P</em>) i remembered i had my Twilight book in my crossed-bag, i got it out to show twilight since she told me how much she loved the movie and was asking about the book.<br /><br />"Chathaba!? OMG 3ad ana ga3da adawrah!" She said.<br /><br />"7da 3jeeb, w now that you've seen the movie, you can read and picture everything you read, it's amazing!" I said, "Even though lail7een ma khala9t'ha" I continued.<br /><br />"Allah nice, abee agraha!" she said.<br />and here how Twilight(<em>my cousin this time, not the movie</em>) got her nickname.<br /><br /><br />W Auntie 7taiin had a picnic bag 7a6a feeha bal3aa for our trip. </div><br /><div>mashallah 3laiina sha6abna 3al aku w ilmaku, hehe bs 3laiina eb alf 3afya.<br /><br />On the way to Jeddah's airport, i was worried cos 'girl stuff' passed its due date, and i did not have the time to take pills. so the whole flight i was worried about that.<br /><br />Around 9:15PM we landed at jeddah's airport.<br />And the bad news hit me, 'girl stuff' sharefat!!!!!<br />Good thing Paraline was with me. My partner in crime!:P<br /><br />So anyways after we took our baggages from the conveyor The two family split up w each got into a taxi and headed to makkah.<br />6angart w ga3adt sakta the whole way to Makkah, which took one hour and a few more minutes maybe.<br /><br />Our taxi was beyond crazy, infact all their drivers are insane, no offence.<br />But seriously now i realise why women aren't allowed to drive there.<br /><br />On the way i was reading every store we passed and every advertisments, some were funny, some were dull.<br /><br />On the way, out of boredome i took a glance at the taxi driver, and all of the sudden he got out this plastic bag that contained something white, i wasn't sure what was that, but for some reason the only thing that popped in my head was 'drug' besmellah 3laina, 3ad he slowly and as sneaky as possible he got a little bit of that white and put it in his mouth. i was like ''opps, re7na feeha''<br /><br />Moving on, There is this new rule in KSA that if you're going to makkah by a taxi, you need to go to some store next to the patrol station to take a gate pass so you can get into Makkah. we didn't know that. so all of the sudden our taxi driver got into the patrol station, i looked at the patrol of the car; it was almost full. i was like why are we here then?<br /><br />Akher shay 6ala3 we had to take that gate pass, anyways, the taxi driver asked my brother who was riding shotgun for his passport. My brother gave him his passport and driver got out of the taxi and went inside this small office.<br /><br />i got the chance to ask.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Bu ilbousheya, tawa he ate something, shnu hatha, chena drugs?!!"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Ee madri shnu allah elawi3 chabda ree7at illy kalah 9akat rasiii!"</span> he said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"hehe, ana ekhtara3t, ohwa bedoun shay w zain bs ma edesh bl seyayeeer!"</span> I said.<br /><br />He came back so we had to shut up.<br /><br />We continued our ride to Makkah.<br /><br />We passed the gate then we had to stop cos there wa a traffic light.<br />But they used a really bright idea, they had the duration time of the traffic light and when it turns green it shows how many seconds left for the traffic light to turn red.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiStObgrVb3S2aXlX9QeEkJfE5Zz-b_KSzLmHFlH9quHfkpaeE3F4_PGXIjvFQ4PhTfBiWytkbiZitnhyphenhyphenq9-zGGk2pCFp5x9XSlbVIYKVi-QR_KHV9F5wkh2HMQ35VYQLLSkvadLejd4ls/s1600-h/DSC00465.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304155468436397458" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiStObgrVb3S2aXlX9QeEkJfE5Zz-b_KSzLmHFlH9quHfkpaeE3F4_PGXIjvFQ4PhTfBiWytkbiZitnhyphenhyphenq9-zGGk2pCFp5x9XSlbVIYKVi-QR_KHV9F5wkh2HMQ35VYQLLSkvadLejd4ls/s320/DSC00465.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Even though it is a good idea, but it has it's down side, cos people might not wait for the oen second left for the red light and lead to an accident.<br /><br />W be7amd illah we9alna ilHotel in one piece!<br /><br />This time last year we went to 3umra as well, Bella & Paraline are well-known lobby lovers, 24/7 embas6een hnaak. for some reason it's entertaining for us.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxpUfxhek8IsR1YA73fuHtW2bDpFE99mVyCZ-XnlfVnExk_3fTHDOjvZBG6ieunUNdbAmHb2Fir5R8elw_s_FpxOwob05YzpN_x9LhOhQH-zCkwJM14ifLgg_JXC93wyyyiVIs41cZsgI/s1600-h/DSC00466.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304164327698858914" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxpUfxhek8IsR1YA73fuHtW2bDpFE99mVyCZ-XnlfVnExk_3fTHDOjvZBG6ieunUNdbAmHb2Fir5R8elw_s_FpxOwob05YzpN_x9LhOhQH-zCkwJM14ifLgg_JXC93wyyyiVIs41cZsgI/s320/DSC00466.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />We sat in the lobby as the boys Bu Ilboushya and Deadfish were checking-in Abraj Zamzam.<br /><br />w because i was dissapointed from the bad news that slapped me in the face when i arrived Jaddah's airport, i made a pact that i will drink and eat everything i'm not suppose to when i have the 'girl stuff'.<br />Meaning dozens of diet pepsi and icecream from basken robins!<br /><br />The boys took a long time and still they didn't give us the keys to the two rooms.<br />So Auntie 7tain went straight to the manager to complain.<br />The manager was gorgeous. we were sitting in the couch, me,Dora,Paraline and Twilight admiring his features as Auntie 7tain was talking to him.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"7daa 7agich Paraline! 7ta your style!"</span> Twilight pointed out.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Ee 7daa, specially that he's s3oudii!"</span> I added.<br />Paraline loves s3oudi people and their accent. so it seemed for us he's a perfect catch. haha! we're in Makkah girls, in makkah!! estaghfar allah.<br /><br />The manager apologized a dozen time to Auntie as she was really upset because it's getting late w ma e3temarna yet.<br />Sorry, I mean ma e3tamraw! a7em... ;$<br /><br />They gave us the keys, my family's room number was "2508"<br />And Auntie's family was "3208" Same room number, different floor. <em>what a luck!<br /></em><br />Each family went up to their room to put their baggages in there and head for 3umra.<br />Paraline came down to our room as her family mashallah 7arreeen w they don't wait for anyone, so they went and started their 3umra before my family, as usual.<br /><br />You see, Mom and auntie, they'r the opposite. Mom is soo cold, while Auntie is absolutely the opposite. Which was really funny. We're always the late ones, my family i mean, in everything.<br /><br />So me and paraline were in our room and my family were still in, they didnt go to il7aram yet.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Yalla mara7 trou7een..?"</span> Bu ilbusheya asked me.</div><div><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"No, barou7 a3temer with Paraline."</span> I said. Pulling out a white lied.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Okay, yalla yuma!"</span> He said and he, mom and Dora headed to il7aram.<br /><br />Me and paraline sat in the apartment for a while.<br />we walked around the mall which is located in the "0" floor of the hotel. Same floor that leads you to il7aram.<br /><br />After about an hour passed, we went and sat in the lobby waiting for our families.<br /><br />About an hour and few minutes of them leaving to il3umra, Paraline's family are done, mashallah. Ofcourse before my family.<br />they went up but Deadfish sat with us in the lobby, looks like he's being a fan of that place just llike us. He probably knows aboout me and paraline's condition as we did not go to il7aram. but he kept quiet and saved both, us and him the embarrassement.<br /><br />Okhoy bu ilbosheya kan wagif eb bal3oumi, he's older that deadfish but he didn't get it! <_< color="#009900">"Shloun khala9taw il3umra gabelna?"</span> My brother asked, surprisingly.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"Cos re7na m3a auntii 7taiiin."</span> I answered.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Bs entay w Paraline kentaw eb our apartment lama we left for 3umra, shloun 9ebagtona?"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">"entaw b6ee2een, e7na la7agna 3ala Auntie 7taiin."</span> I said, stop it with the investigation!<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"Wallah zain, mashallah.."</span> he said, HE TOTALLY BOUGHT IT!<br /><br />I closed the subject after that.<br /><br />Ofcourse i couldn't see ilka3ba, unless from the window of our apartment, which was devistating, bs allah kareem.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjI01iWsB5ZVV_dvgaHoquGncLrCq5yZxUorZEiBQJkVJOKfYx1Q20VyOzcMbOznGGLUsdC8mxzGyEUP7j01Qo_whHf7TrKDQFkZ7LI_C4Ou_XXUcupPwUqXpE6R7zk_bBTpF4B54qi1Jo/s1600-h/DSC00469.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304564498110100642" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjI01iWsB5ZVV_dvgaHoquGncLrCq5yZxUorZEiBQJkVJOKfYx1Q20VyOzcMbOznGGLUsdC8mxzGyEUP7j01Qo_whHf7TrKDQFkZ7LI_C4Ou_XXUcupPwUqXpE6R7zk_bBTpF4B54qi1Jo/s320/DSC00469.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Bs i let My sis Dora takes a pic of ilka3ba @ alfayer, it's beautiful.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbPatyvi4gAH_LUXizowM8DpAU0vojl7VLzeX6akFmmjGy8x1K-OO9nt3DJgfCvdGlyVRSVrzPfVZp0ZKMU9S33FRWZvqJslvk2THDvxHFXGb6t-FnTlWPDNNfBiJxknBzAHPHsfadEfk/s1600-h/Image000..jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304565225826390658" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbPatyvi4gAH_LUXizowM8DpAU0vojl7VLzeX6akFmmjGy8x1K-OO9nt3DJgfCvdGlyVRSVrzPfVZp0ZKMU9S33FRWZvqJslvk2THDvxHFXGb6t-FnTlWPDNNfBiJxknBzAHPHsfadEfk/s320/Image000..jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Me and paraline went upstairs in the Mall, to p3, food court, to have dinner.<br />We decided to eat from KFC.<br />I ordered 2 rollers,fries and diet coke, and Paraline ordered the same, but only one rollers,not two, with a diet coke as well, but eventually they gave us only one diet coke.<br /><br />The food was AWFUL! allah ezeed ilne3ma, it was <strong>SO</strong> cold, w <strong>SO</strong> not tasty!<br />We didn't complete our dinner, and went to buy ice-cream from Basken robins.<br />I ordered a small scoop of Rainbow sherbet, As Paraline got her regular order, a small scoop or Paraline'n' cream. That's where She got her nickname.<br /><br />Since my sleep pattern is up-side down. i don't get to sleep early.<br />I slept around 5AM. Ofcourse no one woke me up to 9lat ilfayer, good thing my brother was already asleep, and did not wake up to go to pray at il7aram, so he doesn't know if i woke up or not.<br /><br />The second day was nothing different that the first.<br />Everyone were fasting, only me and paraline, so we decided around 9AM we'll wake up and go to eat breakfast downstairs.<br />I set on my alarm to beep at 8:30AM it did not beep.<br />And Paraline was waiting for me in the lobby, and i did not show up. so she went back to sleep.<br /><br />Around 4PM i was still asleep in my room, and i could hear the tv is on bl livingroom.<br />and i could hear my brother mumbling.<br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Hathy laish yaya 6oul ilyoum nayma?"</span> he said to mom.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"ent sh7arek, khalha, 3la ra7at'ha."</span> mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"W el9alaat?!"</span> He asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Ehya tgoum et9ali w trid etnam."</span> Mom said, covering for me with a simple white lie.<br /><br />Faj2a i hear the apartment's bell ringing.<br />then suddenly paraline was standing next to my bed, staring.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Yal khaysa!! ana na6retich bl lobby mn ilsa3a 9!"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"Sorry sorry, walla my mobile's alarm ma raan!"</span> I said with one eye open.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Ga3adt an6er, b3dain yeet foug to your apartment, bs kheft a6eg jaras or ilbab w aga3id ilbaji, gelt yemkin asmaa3 9out yet7arak dakhil, enich ga3da etbadeel aw shay, athareech eb sabi7 nouma!"</span> she mumbled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"khala9 Sorryy, bacher inshallah!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Laaa?! la khala9 ma athiq feech."</span> Paraline said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"La wallah agoum, ana shdarani, kella mn my mobile!"</span> I said.<br /><br />It was Monday and everyone was fasting, auntie 7tain took the advantage of me and paraline's condition since with our condition there is nothing much for us to do there, she sent us to get the coffee from some ma7aal in hilton, while they go to iltawse3a infront of the 7aram, to sit there, waiting for 9lat il maghrib, and so they can break their fasting.<br /><br />We went to get the coffee and went their to their place where they had their picnic bag and small bsaa6 on the ground. all of us were sitting their waiting to break out fasting, AS IF! :P<br /><br />Gbl la e2athin ilmaghrib, the sky was light blue, the sun was setting and it was beautiful so i stole a quick picture with my mobile of il7aram mn barra.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNeYY0nYLObpvtVy_1eeuqUtwVvt772j2GJfPIwaPhB8MJZv5usjCy-CXXeYhyh5eV_-12QbFB13GATAV5aZI1EWWYx7pAb5MeBEaDL_YdH54xZWRR_dhI1yl3Q3tsXghzutFLrZ6JsTY/s1600-h/DSC00471.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304494816076954386" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNeYY0nYLObpvtVy_1eeuqUtwVvt772j2GJfPIwaPhB8MJZv5usjCy-CXXeYhyh5eV_-12QbFB13GATAV5aZI1EWWYx7pAb5MeBEaDL_YdH54xZWRR_dhI1yl3Q3tsXghzutFLrZ6JsTY/s320/DSC00471.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Athan ilmaghrib and 'we' started eating, tamer and drinking either juice,leban or the gahwa that me and paraline bought.<br /><br />Auntie was pouring coffee to who ever wants in our group.<br /><br />As she was pouring a cup of coffee that she <strong>thought</strong> was for mom, she wanted to handed to mom, when she saw this lady with hair face covered reaching for it.<br /><br />auntie pulled the cup back, and wanted to handed to My mom, O'the.<br />In all honestly mom didn't want the coffee, but auntie didn't know that, she thought when we asked her for the coffee that it sas for mom, not that lady, but infact that lady came and asked us for a cup of coffee.<br /><br />When the lady, with no shame, reached for it again.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">"Laa 7agii, 7agii"</span> the strange lady said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Haw shtaabeeen?"</span> Auntie said and finally gave in and handed it to her.<br /><br />She took the coffee and dissapeared into the crowd.<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"Haw 7aghaa? w laish ma tgoloun?!"</span> Auntie said.<br /><br />we laughed.<br />Chan e8eem il9alat w everyone stood to pray, Bu ilbosheya and Deadfish went inside il7aram while the rest of the two families decided to pray where they were sitting, infront of the gate.<br /><br />Me and paraline went to the back and we sat next to this lady who was also sitting next to a wall, not praying, we stayed there covering our faces because there were men praying and they could see us. Out of embarrassement, we did that.<br /><br />After 9alat me and Paraline went shopping, while the rest of the family stayed in il7aram waiting for 9alat il e3sha since there is only about an hour difference between those two prayers.<br /><br /></div><div>their shops were boring, nothing different than Kuwait.<br />The only store that kuwaiti people were fighting over was Al-Sharqiyah, that sells pretty viels and 3abayaa.<br /><br />After shopping, i told Paraline i wanted to try and connect to the internet from the 'Tea garden' a place in Abraj Zamzam, were it has a wireless connection and also they serve food. But i always thought ena kela men there, so it's shwaya fashla ena we sit there, two girls, alone.<br /><br />Paraline waited for me in the lobby as i went up to get my laptop and give it a shot.<br /><br />We went in the 'Tea Garden' and there wasn't too many men, so we decided to sit their.<br /><br />We got seated, and called the waiter and asked him if we could use the wireless connection and how.<br />He said you have to buy a card from this guy who works here, 20SR an hour.<br /><br />We called 'that guy' and asked for the card, we paid, and we CONNECTED to the internet.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">"since we have nothing better to do, bengazerha here 3dl."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"Yeah, 7daa!"</span> Paraline agreed.<br /><br />Paralined checked few sites, and so did i.<br />The connection was a little bit in the low side. but atleast it worked.<br /><br />As we were sitting, and buying another and another and another internet card, we decided then to go and eat dinner at the food court, but not KFC again.<br /><br />We went up, and decided to give Burger King a try.<br /><br />Oh did i mention every where you go in Makkah, there is about millions, if not zillions of thuban?? Thuban here, thubaan there, THUBAAAN EVERYWHERE!!!!!<br />Lawa3aw chboodnaa! eb kel mukan 6al3een lena.<br /><br />We got our Chicken royal from burger king, and it was nothing better than KFC, same thing, the chicken was hot, the sandwich was FREEZING cold. La 7awlah wala 8owata illa bellaah! SHENSAWII? ;/<br /><br />We went back down to 'Tea Garden' and we called 'our guy' to buy another internet card.<br />as we were sitting we noticed more people coming in Tea garden and using their laptops, Most of them were kuwaities.<br /><br />We were sitting checking random blogs when we saw the table next to us, kuwaiti guys, one of the guys ordered a cheese burger from Tea garden that looked tasty.<br />3laih bil3afya we thought, and we should probably try it tomorrow.<br /><br />I checked the blogs when i saw <a href="http://sonicko.blogspot.com/">Sonic's</a> Tag post.<br />But it was getting late so i thought i'll give it a shot upstairs in the apartment to connect cos Deadfish informed me that you can connect to a wireless connection while in the apartment.<br /><br />Me and paraline decided to call it a night w kilwa7da ra7at her apartment.<br /><br />I got in and Bu ilbusheya and Dora were sitting on the couch watching Spacetoon, yes really space toon, haha, cos the tv there is SO boring, and as surprisingly as it is, SpaceToon might be the most entertaining channel on the Tv. SERIOUSLY. :)<br />Dora got her nickname because she's petit and has the same haircut, sort of.<br /><br />I sat on an armchair w ba6alt my laptop.<br />Searched for wireless internet connections,<br />Kan fii two, both with low connections, one is called 'internet, and the other is called 'voice'<br />I tried the internet, and it worked.<br /><br />w 3ad Bella ektashfat wireless bl apartment, maku noum b3d ilyoum! :P<br />I stayed up that day till 10AM, i went to eat breakfast with Paraline and dora, i didn't need an alarm to wake me up, i was already awake!<br /><br />the next day was absolutely similar, except our dinner was better, we ordered the cheese burger from 'Tea Gaden' and it was really delicious. finally something good to eat. w ilthuban 6ab3an ma ga9araw! athouna w ohma e7ousoun 3ala 6awlatna, ufff!<br /><br />The following day Paraline left me alone in my condition, w ra7at e3tamrat(ta8abal allah) and after that, i spent most of the days in the apartment, sleeping or using the internet.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggF9joMj8Gpe1kHo6AOnPeE4YxTPcMyG8NA165tn36A2bP2U3cbzSwzk3rCjWjj8C2JcUu-_2VycafcU0FNLDCDC5zzlWDlTsMeKJ6JugcG38Vx5F2D1WU5OOON3u0gjSpaZ_MvdeYK1U/s1600-h/DSC00492.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304521333630205506" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggF9joMj8Gpe1kHo6AOnPeE4YxTPcMyG8NA165tn36A2bP2U3cbzSwzk3rCjWjj8C2JcUu-_2VycafcU0FNLDCDC5zzlWDlTsMeKJ6JugcG38Vx5F2D1WU5OOON3u0gjSpaZ_MvdeYK1U/s320/DSC00492.JPG" border="0" /></a> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiCstk3gz-Z3ZYms70hKDrUB0U_yw3zP3OFEoRptq6626DzTGAYyu9MtBg6uGDVykzl7sK2ixN6F3ibramKgdgvF5eUgtRZGxkW_mPxXM70JYKKK-K4gU-ALqWmvbyCu7ZZXRbzj2Zl5o/s1600-h/DSC00496.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304521949539640530" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiCstk3gz-Z3ZYms70hKDrUB0U_yw3zP3OFEoRptq6626DzTGAYyu9MtBg6uGDVykzl7sK2ixN6F3ibramKgdgvF5eUgtRZGxkW_mPxXM70JYKKK-K4gU-ALqWmvbyCu7ZZXRbzj2Zl5o/s320/DSC00496.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Out of boredom i took those two pictures. as you can see i was checking Blogs! ;p<br /><br />After discovering the Delicious Tea garden's burger, 9erna every night we meet up there, the two families, and eat there, then drink their famous Morrocan tea(it's amazing) every night from around 10PM till 1AM we sit there, but when it gets around 12AM, O'the & 7tain go up and only us the kids stay down and talk about silly incidents and laugh about it.<br />O'the's nickname came because recently my mother used that word a lot, and it was discovered by Paraline.<br />And 7tain's nickname came because Aunti always says '7tain' as in '7atan' like for instance lama you say '7atan ana', she says '7tain ana' LOL!<br />W still mu rathya te3terif enha badliya! :P hahahaha.<br /><br />When the parents go up, we stay and talk about college stuff, embarrassing moments, we talk about everything and anything, and the time flies without us realising that. it was soo much fun.<br />And this was our partner blsahraa.;p<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8W2S0vcXrs1b6TBT41RMD6FKy8rDNFSBemVNjiM0VkEAm4f6TS4dRMNtWmQYq5mvIIGYyhdFrALb98zCtTnZA2nzYmCg3gc1pLrnfGUMIgpADo8w6mBNK7RQsesM8_tld6KUtRofcuCk/s1600-h/DSC00488.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304572694828685362" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8W2S0vcXrs1b6TBT41RMD6FKy8rDNFSBemVNjiM0VkEAm4f6TS4dRMNtWmQYq5mvIIGYyhdFrALb98zCtTnZA2nzYmCg3gc1pLrnfGUMIgpADo8w6mBNK7RQsesM8_tld6KUtRofcuCk/s320/DSC00488.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />My brother is soo dumb, and he clearly proved that in this trip, You see he doesnt get that i can't pray and that i have '3ither'<br />He not only asked once or twice, but more than three time if i prayed, wallah mu 9a7ii, w mom tried giving him hints bs shensawee etha il9bayy ghabi:P love you brother:P<br /><br />One of the moments that happened;<br />I was sleeping and it was around 5PM.<br />Mom came in the apartment to see me still in the bed sleeping while my brother was sitting on the couch watching tv.<br /><br /><span style="color:#333399;">"Olaa hathyy lail7een nayma?"</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"ee, la w ma9alat il'9oher w il3a9er b3d."</span> He said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"Ee 3di.."</span> Mom replied, as simple as that.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Na3am? shnu 3adii?"</span> Bu ilbusheya asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"ee 3indaha 3ither.."</span> Mom said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"3ither??!"</span> The dumbass asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">"EE 3ither, 3ad ent efhamhaa, waaaayy!"</span> Mom ba6at'ha w dashat the room out of embarrassement.<br /><br />My brother was still puzzelled.<br />Maal a7ad e9eka 6raaaq e9a7eeeeeeeeh!<br /><br />Later that night, me, Dora and Bu ilbusheyaah were watching Saudi channel w 7a6een musalsal, w kan 7a6een the song something then 'ilbousheya' and my brother fi9al 3laiha w gaam eghaaneeha, and thats how <strong>HE</strong> got his nickname.<br /><br />Their starbucks is not that good, they don't have as many sandwiches as we do here in kuwait, and i noticed that their logo is different as well. they took of the lady's face, it's so funny i don't get it, i dont get whyy they did because in their uniform and small adds, the lady is there,so what's the point?<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmlA1vncge_-R4w985aJYcxmOnTYek8qlXdNUL7DLO8xolaVKoW0UqAALOUmYcFndqoDYGD4Na8qKDCvy3v_Nuncbn14GDC8-NJlhLTZwwGhGdaDsYlWuCER1D2VERJkcUocGZuRTZdd0/s1600-h/DSC00472.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304548770268920818" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmlA1vncge_-R4w985aJYcxmOnTYek8qlXdNUL7DLO8xolaVKoW0UqAALOUmYcFndqoDYGD4Na8qKDCvy3v_Nuncbn14GDC8-NJlhLTZwwGhGdaDsYlWuCER1D2VERJkcUocGZuRTZdd0/s320/DSC00472.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />The next few days passed by really fast.<br />On sunday the day we're leaving to come back to kuwait i didn't sleep until about 9 or 10AM, and we should check out at around 5PM and leave to go to the airport.<br /><br />Because we didn't have a great real meal only in Hilton's Buffet that we tried in one of the nights, we decided to have McDonald's on our way. we were all VERY VERY excited to taste how their Mcdonald's taste like.<br /><br /><br />Again on our way back, the two family split up and each went got into a taxi, the two taxi drivers are friends, and they're soo cool, they have those walkie talkies, it was cool, we got to Mcdonald's and ofcourse Family #2 reached Mc gabelna:P dayman e7na il late ones, haha, each ordered w tewakalna 3la allah..<br />This was an ad. they gave us.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrF4MkhZAfvAMVbCqlLbYz-wRP0yRlaj1rNQ-Z-0FFKXWBn_WzYppY9CflzkcDzTTbWNwnRf6fmTxioVN1mRMcSgkjlOLd6VjUz1BU4yib0Sy1sGpEzjHRoheBk_ZSdzGZ2tTspjUvz0c/s1600-h/DSC00500.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304559328388385698" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrF4MkhZAfvAMVbCqlLbYz-wRP0yRlaj1rNQ-Z-0FFKXWBn_WzYppY9CflzkcDzTTbWNwnRf6fmTxioVN1mRMcSgkjlOLd6VjUz1BU4yib0Sy1sGpEzjHRoheBk_ZSdzGZ2tTspjUvz0c/s320/DSC00500.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />w decided to eat in the car to save time, ilmushkela the drivers are crazy and they drive 160KM/S and more, and imagine you're eating your McSpicey and they're driving that fast and going between cars, RASCAL DRIVING. i tried taking pictures of how fast he was going but my hand kept shaking, and Dora kept hitting my hand saying "fashlaa, 3aiib" over and over, 7ata ohwa ma dara bilsalfa, bs this is the ebst pic i could get, check out the red arrow wain wa9el, 3al 160!<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCWxhVKLBIhBAs1hJ3VDeiHHQA-KA29Y1MC9Yald2gfQJkI7dim6q0Rh20XXj8xt9P5QBQG1IzOdddHysBKFlV-zl4ik377gTJSmuR26y8rkbTJBXwVfSvFnwzmnf3Jq5F22GgKpYSTCU/s1600-h/DSC00505.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304560712367966770" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCWxhVKLBIhBAs1hJ3VDeiHHQA-KA29Y1MC9Yald2gfQJkI7dim6q0Rh20XXj8xt9P5QBQG1IzOdddHysBKFlV-zl4ik377gTJSmuR26y8rkbTJBXwVfSvFnwzmnf3Jq5F22GgKpYSTCU/s320/DSC00505.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />We reached the airport around 8:30PM and our flight's time is 10:30PM<br />Ofcourse Auntie 7taiin never forgets the bal3a, so she brought it with her to the airport, as we were eating from the bal3a and waiting, we saw a group of kuwaiti girls with their mother, haha, they were eating green apples, while we're on the other hand eathing junk food. it was so funny!<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVCMO_vV7JBevEvAwYW6kZ1pnENFMNiP71kFfHUOVoSIFPAQondk4g2gXmzAru_Y2ZspwdjZ823DFdqh_NT3Vkz8jQcCgWb-reYLW2vZ1l-J3RIZQi4SrJXyw0DxVSlt7RxItnge00Ey8/s1600-h/DSC00526.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304571930707655746" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVCMO_vV7JBevEvAwYW6kZ1pnENFMNiP71kFfHUOVoSIFPAQondk4g2gXmzAru_Y2ZspwdjZ823DFdqh_NT3Vkz8jQcCgWb-reYLW2vZ1l-J3RIZQi4SrJXyw0DxVSlt7RxItnge00Ey8/s320/DSC00526.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />We9alna ilkuwaiit around 1AM because the plane didn't depart before 11PM from Jeddah's Airport.<br /><br />We9alna, w all of us, all the passengers were waiting for the baggages to come on the conveyor.<br />They kepy us waiting for so long, all of us, w even sat on the next conveyor that wasn't working to rest 3la ma ye6li3oun iljnaa6.<br />After waiting for 20 minutes if not more for the baggages to arrive, we found out that a lady took my mother's bag by mistake, which looked exactly like the only bag that was left, which was for that lady, we claimed that at the counter and told us to wait for their call. I couldn't believe to get back home and have a good night sleep in my sweet bed!<br /><br /><br />xoxo</div><div>- S™ </div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com80tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-53270164075604851572009-02-12T18:05:00.000-08:002009-02-13T19:28:56.771-08:00Part ThirtyThree;; "I know you're only sorry you got CAUGHT!"Still in Makkah, but apparently i have time on my hands, so i thought not to keep you guys waiting any longer.. :D<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 22nd of august</strong><br /><br /><em>in my car</em><br />8:40PM<br /><br /><br />We left ilbedi3 parking lots and Yousef followed us.<br />I was really worried what will happen next, meaning will Khaled follow too?<br /><br />I was trying as much as i can not to focus on who's following me and just focus on the road.<br /><br />On the traffic light near plaza complex, D was telling me how her brother was being an ass, as usual when all of the sudden, my phone rang.<br /><br />I checked the caller ID, and it was "haya"<br /><br />I froze there for a second thinking....shtabii?? hathy ma tdeg illa etha tbi shay aw waraha balwa!<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Redaay!!"</span> D insisted.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Inzain inzain.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Aloo.."</span> I picked the phone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Aloo halla dayoum shlounich? shakhbarich? wainich ma tbayneen? yal ga63aa."</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Im fine il7emdellah, entay shlounich?"</span> i said, ignoring the "ga63a" part.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Zaina il7emdellah, haa wain trou7een w wain teyeen?"</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Maku</span><span style="color:#6633ff;">, here and there, entay shemsawya?"</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Wallah mithlich, maku, il9ara7a malal, can't wait for uni." </span><span style="color:#000000;">She said.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"We all can't wait for uni. since we're new, 7dnaa emkayfeen!"</span><span style="color:#000000;"> I said.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Yeah, ha wain gazzah? i can hear cars around you."</span> She asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"6al3a with Dana, now radda ilbait"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"yal khawanah! 6al3een bedoun la ta3zemounii! shda3wa 3laikum?"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"hehe, shdarani."</span> I said and let out an awkward laugh.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Inzain, bacher 3indich shay 3yal?"</span> she asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Hmm, not that i know of no.. why?"</span> I asked.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Madrii gelt enshoufich, minzimaan 3anich! yal khaysa miss yoouu wallah.."</span> she said,<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Awwh, thanks, missed you il3afya, khalla9 enshoufich bacher inshallah, bs gouleelii wain and when, khaleeni now asoug la adish blshaba!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">"Okay, take care, byee"</span> She said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Bye."</span> and i closed the phone.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Inshallah mu out of the blue etdeg!!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"7da, apparently she 'misses' me, i find that hard to believe.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Haha, yeah, don't forget that haya is THE devil!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"I'll never forget that!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 22nd of august<br /></strong><em>in my car<br /></em>9PM<br /><br /><br />just passed TGI's friday's traffic light, i turned left, of course, going back home.<br /><br />For the last 5 minutes i noticed a black Dodge charger following every lane i go to.<br />Maybe im over reacting and that it was nothing but a coincidence, <em>i thought</em>.<br /><br />I still can see Yousef from the rearview mirror following me.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"OMG!!!"</span> D yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"WHAAAT!!?"</span> i yelled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Chena elly bl dodge charger the two guys elly ekhezoun!!!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"KHAAALEDD!!"</span> I yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"EE, i think!"</span> she said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Waii3 waii3 ayshay!!"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Wallah, bs let's hope Yousef ma eshoufhum." </span>D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"ambaiih, shasaweee, khalid balwa, tra i still think khaled was sent fron hal haya ilzeft"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">"Ee 7daa,i dont think, im sure!!"</span> D said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">"ufff"</span> I said.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 22nd of august</strong><br /><em>in my car</em><br />9:10PM<br /><br /><br />Just got in Nuzha to drop D.<br />Of course Yousef was still following me,but there was no sign of the dodge charger.<br /><br />I dropped D and went home.<br /><br />I got into my nieghbourhood around 9:20PM and i rushed to get into the garage, i did not want to speak with Yousef right now.<br />I'm not in the mood. i was too stressed already.<br />w i was scared he'll bring up Khaled and his friend, even though i dont know which one was khaled from those two guys.<br />I saw Yousef park as if he wanted to talk,but i totally ignored that.<br /><br />I felt soo relieved after i closed the electric garage and got into the house.<br />I finally felt like im not watched anymore..<br />Like i can breathe without worrying who's looking at me and observing the slightest move i make.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 22nd of august<br /></strong><em>My bedroom</em><br />9:35PM<br /><br /><br /><p>I got in my room. dropped my bag on the floor, took of my shoes and threw my tired body on the bed.<br /><br />I closed my eyes for several seconds when my phone started ringing.<br /><br />I got up and got my phone out of my bag.<br />Yousef was calling.</p><p><span style="color:#339999;">"Aloo.."</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Dayoum, yal khaysa, shfeech gabaiitay?"</span> He said as soon as i picked up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">"La ma gbaiit, bs im tired, w bnaam, sorry"</span> I said.<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"Oh, khala9 okay 3yal, good night sweetie.."</span> He said and closed the phone.</p>i felt bad about that.<br />so i texted him, <span style="color:#666666;">"Im sorry baby,but im really tired, i love you, good night;*!"</span><br />And slept with the clothes i went out with.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 23rd of august</strong><br /><em>My bedroom</em><br />10:20AM<br /><br />I woke up to the sound of some construction work outside, ugh.<br />not a good way to wake up. i was so annoyed.<br />I found a message from haya that said. <span style="color:#666666;">"Don't forget our date, see you at nino around 7pm"<br /></span><br />I left my mobile charging and went downstairs to eat breakfast.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Saturday 23rd of august<br /></strong><em>My bedroom</em><br />4PM<br /><br /><br /> I was checking my emails when i saw an email from Haya with the subject "Just making sure.. ;)"<br />I got confused with the subject title and for some reason i felt there has to be something behind this email.<br />i clicked on the email to open after a hesitation that took about 10 seconds.<br /><br />I was shocked/astonished/surprised by how FUCKING hypocrite Haya is!<br /><br />The email was exactly as followed;<br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">" 18th of August. 3:40PM<br /><br />Hello khloud. ;)<br /> Shlounik? ha i was just wondering shloun il plan is going, l2ana i didnt hear from you in a while, w ma 36aiitni update 3la you and 7beebat ilgaalb Deema.<br /><br /> Waiting for your reply,<br /> La t6awil.<br /> Hayouna."<br /></span><br />I read it over and over again, i couldn't believe my eyes.<br />9ij lai galaw 7abil il chithb g9eer!<br /><br />I quickly called D.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"COME over NOWW!!! and i mean NOW!"</span> i yelled.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">"Dayoum shfeech!!?"</span> D yelled back.<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">"I SAID COME OVER! IM SPEECHLESS!"</span> I cried and closed the line.<br /><br />I stared at the laptop screen for looooong minutes waiting for D to come and pinch me so i can believe what i'm reading.<br /><br />This is absolutely sick and crazy.<br />i can't believe people would reach this level of hypocrisy<br />I was shocked beyond words.<br />And i thank god she sent the email for me by mistake.<br />I will not let this one slide....<strong><em><span style="font-size:130%;">NEVER</span></em></strong>!<br /><br /><br />Haya, you're going down!<br />And further down.<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255114387624650637.post-31112439920380683022009-02-11T14:33:00.000-08:002009-02-11T15:43:35.715-08:00Tagged!I know i said i'm on a break, but luckily i got time to get on my blog, but i don't have that much time to add new part of the story, but for now i'm going to do this.<br /><br />i've been Tagged by <span style="font-size:130%;color:#000099;"><strong><a href="http://sonicko.blogspot.com/">Sonic</a></strong></span><br /><br /><br /><strong>The rules are as followed:<br /></strong>1.Put a picture of any grumpy person.<br />2.Then Mention 3 things that are just abnormal.<br />3.Two things that irritate you.<br />4.One trigger to your anger.<br />5.Three people you can't live without.<br />6.Two of people you don't want to see.<br />7.One of your favorite foods.<br />8.Three of your favorite songs.<br /><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">Tag <strong>only</strong> 5 people<br /></span></em><br />--------<br /><span style="font-size:130%;">1) </span><span style="color:#ff6600;">Haha, thanks to google.<br /></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUgHGatyqNsriyb5pdu8exLgnuVZLOirCPlpWT4IDKXReeRSklYsMwlT5v-ryVfu-FzB2VgQxz-DuJYi3zaXlxYkpcUfBQx9ptGyiRgWRZwqGGBOtRq-ABTgdb07mDdeQVKvCjpVYb1oU/s1600-h/HallLoweGrumpy1.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301674232127444946" style="WIDTH: 230px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUgHGatyqNsriyb5pdu8exLgnuVZLOirCPlpWT4IDKXReeRSklYsMwlT5v-ryVfu-FzB2VgQxz-DuJYi3zaXlxYkpcUfBQx9ptGyiRgWRZwqGGBOtRq-ABTgdb07mDdeQVKvCjpVYb1oU/s320/HallLoweGrumpy1.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />2) <span style="color:#3333ff;">a) I've seen too many people cracking their knuckles, but what's really abnormal is those who also crack their neck,hips and ankle, probably every part of their body. (i know a girl who does all that)<br />b) People and their addiction to Facebook.<br />c) Sleep talking/walking.<br /></span><br />3) <span style="color:#33cc00;">a) Arrogant people. <em>I.e Christiano Ronaldo</em>. :)<br />b) When you're late for something and looking for an empty parking, and you see a car parking in two parking spaces.<br /></span><br />4) <span style="color:#ff6666;">People who are constantly nagging. (7annaaah!)<br /></span><br />5) <span style="color:#cc33cc;">a) My mother.<br />b) My twin sister.<br />c) bestfriends.</span><br /><br />6) <span style="color:#993300;">a) BNS (Her initials)<br />b) Ms. Yolanda Ballan.<br /></span><br />7) <span style="color:#000099;">French fries.<br /></span><br />8) <span style="color:#666666;">a) Broken road - 12 stones<br />b) Breakeven - The script<br />c) Superhuman - Chris brown</span><br /><br /><strong>+ People i Tag </strong>(<em>btw, this was absolutely random</em>) :<br />1- <a href="http://ramblingslns.blogspot.com/">Lilo.<br /></a>2- <a href="http://lostb2amreeka.blogspot.com/">Lost b2amreeka.<br /></a>3- <a href="http://cloud-hopppin.blogspot.com/">Charmbracelet.<br /></a>4- <a href="http://7aleebkakaw.blogspot.com/">7aLeeB KaKaW.<br /></a>5- <a href="http://pearlaz.blogspot.com/">Pearla.</a><br /><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />- S™Bella-Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02850907027538551978noreply@blogger.com3