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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Part FortyFour;; "Is there a chance, A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?"

Because i'm so cool, awesome and all that, and because i love you guys, this post is going to be longer than the usual posts!;* yay!

This is a new thing i'm going to try,I will post the highlights of each part at the begining of the post, let me know if you like the idea, and should i keep using it? ;)

Highlights of this post:
*Khaled walks back into my life.
*A SERIOUS Fight with Yousef.
*Getting to know uncle Hisham's family more.
*A shocking fact about GHAZI.
*The pain in the ass; Mishary.


Monday 29th of August

"No who is this?" I asked.

"It's me! Khaled!" He said.

My eyes suddenly were wide open!

"Na3am!?" I said.

"La bs 7bait adig at6aman 3laich!" He said.

"Ok,bye!" I said.

"la7tha la7thaa...!" He said.

uhh...what could he possibly want to say?!

"Yes..?" I said.

"a7ebich!" He said.

"EWW! BYE!" I said and closed the phone.

I was grossed out.
ugh, shyabee!!

Just when rested my head back on the pillow.
My phone rings again.

ughh, if it's khaled, I'M GONNA KILL HIM! i thought.

I looked at the screen, "USA Sweetheart;*" Oh it was Yousef.

"Aloo!" I answered.

"Aloo hala Dayouma!" He said, in a very formal and strict way.

"Shfeek?" I said.

"Are you seeing someone?!" He asked. His tone was very harsh.

"Na3am?" I said. I thought i probably didn't hear well, cos i was a bit sleepy.

"Raj2an Dayouma, answer me, are you? or are you not seeing someone?!" He asked, again, a very very harsh tone.
My heart ached.

"Yousef, rdaina 3la hal salfa..!?" I said.

"Please! just answer me!" He said.

"Who fed you lies this time, Haya again perhaps!?" I said. My tone became as harsh as his.
I was getting furious.

"Enzain ya3ni laish ma tgouleen ee wela la2 w tray7eeeni!?" He said. More like yelled.

"Please Yousef, dont talk to me that way!" I said.

"I'm sorry, just answer me!" He said.

"No i'm not!" I said.

"Then who's the guy that you were laughing with the other night at the cinema?!" He asked.

That's weird.
How did he know!? :/
How did anyone know!?


"That's Ghazi, My second cousin." I said.

"W min meta gemna ne6la3 m3a cousins brou7na!?" He asked.

"It wasn't suppose to be that way, Fajoura his sister kanat eb teyee, bs she had a party!" I said.

"You could've cancelled!" He said.

"I didn't know she had a party! Ghazi didn't tell me!" I said.

"Looks like Ghazi has a thing for you then!" He said.

"Shkuu!? He's my second cousin, He's very friendly, suddenly that's a crime!?" I said.

I was actually defending Ghazi!!
I surprised myself.

"No it's not....No it's not!" He said. His voice got lower, and softer.

"Yousef..?" I whispered.

"Hala...?" He said.

"Mnu galik?" I asked.

"Mnu ya3ni, Hayou!" He said.

"Hal bnt ma tmil mn suwalifha!" I said.

"Apparently not!" He said.

"Khaled probably told her!" I said.

"How do you know?" I said.

"Because that night I saw khaled at the cinema, and he saw me with Ghazi, HE also followed me to my house, if it wasn't for Ghazi, i don't know what could've happned, Ghazi is actually a very decent guy." I said.

"Khaled hatha il [beep!]" He yelled. His voice got higher.

"Yousef, don't use that word when you're talking to me please!" I said.

"Sorryy, bs narfaaznii, bathba7a!" He said.

"Ma 3laik mina." I said.

"Mn meta ma dag 3laich?" He asked.

I decided not to tell him about the phonecall that happened 10 seconds before he called.

"I can't remember, it's been a while." I lied. A white lie.

"Zain ashwa, why do you have to be so beautiful?" He said.

"Ehh, Excuse me?" I blushed.

"You're so insanely beautiful, it's hard for anyone not to like you, or want you!" He said.

"Yousef, oshh!" I giggled.

"Mn 9iji wallah, besmellah 3laich, 3sa allah e7afthich." He said.

"Thanks 7yatii" I said.

"il3afu sweetie, Shkubra Ghazi?" He asked.

"He's 24" I said.

"Ohh, ya3ni kbeer, Are you sure he doesn't like you?" He said.

"No im not sure!" I said.

"How come..?!" He asked.

"Well, he has my number, and one night, the night we went out, he called me later at night, because we both couldn't sleep!" I said.

"NA3AAM!!!!?" He yelled. The harsh tone was back.

Opps, wasn't i suppose to tell..? :/

"I said ena he called me w--" I stopped.

"I know i know, i heard what you said!" He interrupted me. "Bs dayouma 7beebtii, ya3ni don't you know ena what you did is wrong?" He said.

"No, it's not wrong, it was a normal phonecall!" I said.

"Laaa? ok ok, what time was the phonecall?" He asked.

"Ummm..Around 2am i think." I said.

"7elow! w etgouleeli a normal phonecall haa? etge9een 3la mnu?!" He said.

"Yousef, 6awel balik, tra walla it was a normal phonecall, the only difference that it was really late!" I said.

"La it's not a normal phonecall dayouma and you know it!!!" He Yelled.

"Dont yell.." I said in a quiet voice.

"Shnu dont yell!! you're talking to 'your second cousin' at 2 in the morning and you expect me to CALM DOWN!?" He said, his voice slowly started rising.

"Yes, i expect you to calm down, because i'm telling you, it was a NORMAL phonecall!! Why is it so hard to believe!?" I said.

"Well sweetie, because, you're so called cousin didn't cancel the plans even though his sister didn't come,He then calls you at the very same day of the hangout, LATE AT NIGHT! w you want me to believe it was nothing but a normal phonecall!?" He said.

"Why don't you believe me!? would i lie to you!?" I said.

"I don't know that anymore! Since i've been to USA, have you ever texted me? have you ever called me!? You didn't even send an email or something! I just feel like you don't love me anymore!" He said.

My heart s h a t t e r e d t o p i e c e s.


"Yousef, are you listening to what you're saying?" I said. Very quietly.
A single tear was hanging on the tip of my eye.

"YES, i finally said it, i just feel that way, because you don't show that you still care!" He said.

"Yousef, i care about you, a lot, and i just realised you have no clue whatsoever of how i feel about you and what you mean to me, i'm actually shocked!" I said.

"I'm sorry if the truth hurts, but you truely dont show it anymore!" He said.

"Yousef, let me tell you why i dont call or text, it's because i've never had a relationship before, and i'm trying my hardest to be the best lover here, and i've never talked to a guy before, and you know that! so how do expect me to handle a long-distance relationship!?" I snapped.

"I...--" He said. His tongue got tied.

"Yeah, you're what!?" I asked. My voice was very shakey.

"I--... I don't know. i honestly dont know what to say!" He said.

I took a very deep breath.
"Newsflash yousef, YOU JUST BROKE MY HEART!" I said and closed the phone.

I divereted all calls to switched off.
And cried my eyes out.

Monday 29th of August



"Dayouma 7beebtii goumay!" Mom said.

"Dayouma..--" She said and placed her hand on the pillow.

"Haaaa!..." I said. I felt dead.
My body was so tired. it ached, badly.

"dayouma 7beebtii, shfeeech kentay tabcheeeen!?" She said.

Are my eyes red and puffy!?
I wondered.

"How did you know?!" I said.

"Your pillow is wet 7beebtii shfeeech!? What's wrong?" She said.

"Nothing mama, i just felt like crying, i'm ok!" I said and faked a smile.
I'm being good at this, faking.

Faking that it's alright that i'll be parentless for god knows how long.
Faking the fact that my one and only love turned out to be..a LIE? :/
Faking that everything is going to be fine after My parents leave and after a half-break up with Yousef?
Faking that i'm happy to live with my uncle and his family?
Faking that my life is going to be sooo wonderful!
Pretending i'm happy, when inside i'm actually...BROKEN!
It's extremely exhausting!

"7yatii, are you sure you're okay?" She said.

"Yes mom, i'm just worried about dad, that's all!" I said.

"Ba3ad 3umrii entaii." She said and hugged me.

The Doctor came in and interrupted us.

"Good morning!" He said with a GORGEOUS smile.

"Good morning!" Me and mom replied.

"How are you today Deema!?" He asked.

"I'm fine il7emdellah." I said.

"Good, i'm just here to tell you make you sign your release papers, and you're off to go!" He said.

"Ohh, thank god!" I said.

Mom signed the papers for me.
I got dressed into my casual outfit, even though the hospital clothes were really comfortable and breezy!

Monday 29th of August

I was ready to see dad after the accident.
I was walking with my mom to his room.
for some reason i was scared to see how he looks, i don't need any other reason to be more depressed than i already am.

We entered dad's room.

"Ilsalam w 3laaykum baba!" I said as soon as i walked in.

"Hala eb bnaytii 7beebtii!" He said with a huge smile across his face.

"Baba 7yatiii,Salamaaat!" I said and kissed his forehead.
I was aiming for a hug, but i couldnt.
With all the wires attached to him.
It was pretty awful.

"Allah esalmich, shlounich babatii!?" He said.

"I'm fine as long as you are!" I said.

"il7emdellah ana bkhair w 9e7a w 3afyah." He said.

"il7emdellah!" I said and smiled.
It wasn't a fake smile this time.

I sat with my mom and dad until 6PM when mom called uncle Hisham to come and pick me up from the hospital.

"Khaalich is on his way here, ra7 yakhthich baitna, takhtheen all the stuff you need from there 3shan you to their house!" She said.

"What?! mn al7een?!" I asked.

"Ee 7beebti, 3shan tet3awedain, w abi gbl la asafer ashouf enich merta7a ma3ahum, l2ana galbi mara7 e6awe3ni etha khlaiitich mni w entay mu merta7a." She explained.

"Ohh, okay inshallah, it's okay, don't worry about me, i'll take care of myself." I said.

"I know you will, bnaytii w a3arefich!" She said and kissed me.

"I have to take all the stuff i need from our house tonight!?" I said.

"Yes, bs it's okay, i'll leave an extra key for you m3a khalich in case you needed anything." She said.

"Ohh okay, 3yal mani makhtha everything tonight!" I said.

"3la ra7tich 7beebtii!" She said.

"Come in.." Dad said.

And he walked in, a tall white man.
It was khali Hisham.

We welcomed him.

"Ha dayouma are you ready, meshaiina..?" He said.

"Sure, let's go." I said.

I kissed both my mom and dad's forehead and left with my uncle.

All the way to the car i felt like i was fading.
I somehow felt leftout.
We got into My uncle's black Land cruiser and headed to my home.

Monday 29th of August
Outside my house

"Yalla, go get your stuff kiddo, i'll wait here! and don't worry, take your time!" He said and smiles.

He's really sweet.

"Inshallah." I said and smiled back.

I got out of the car and went into my house.

I felt this blood rush under my skin when i first entered the house.
I don't know why i felt that way.
My face was getting warmer, and my palms were sweating.

I took out a travelling bag and loaded it with my clothes.
I still have tons of more clothes in my closet.
But i decided to take only some for now.
I put in my pillow and my stuffed puppy.
I know i'm 19, and almost out of the teenage hood, but i cant let go of the stuffed animal, sue me?

Got everything in the bag and headed downstaris.

The bag slipped from me while i was going downstairs,and my bag was flying down the stairs.

Oh shit.
This is exactly how my life will head soon, downhill. I thought.

I quickly ran downstairs and picked up the bag and headed to the exit door.
I took a look at my house before leaving.
I made sure all the electricity were turned off.
I got out of the house and locked it.

My uncle came rushing out of his car to help me with my bag.

"Thanks khalii, it's okay i can pick it up!" I said.

"La ya m3awda, entai banouta w eedich maksoura, ma tegdereen, hatha sheqelna!" He insisted.

"Okay, mashkour khalli!" I said.

We got into the car after putting the bag in the truck and headed to Al'9a7yah, where my uncle's residence.

The closer we got to the house, the hotter i felt, the more my hand sweat.
I was cracking my knuckles and my uncle realised i'm getting really nervous.

"You're gonna love it in our house, i promise you, everyone is thrilled to have you, they're all waiting for you in the house." He said. Trying to make me feel better.

"Really?" I said. I glipse of happiness came across my heart.

"ee 7beebtii, really!" He said and smiled.

I smiled back.

"Khalii..?" I said.

"2amray..?" He said.

"Ma yamer 3laik 3du, bs can i go back home tomorrow to bring my car?" I said.

"ee akeed! Akhalii Waleed aw Mishary yakhthich ilbait!" He said.

"Laish, wain Valenko?" I asked.
Valeko is their driver.
No wait, their insanely crazy reckless driver.

"Baiih dayouma, Khubrich 3ateej, minzeman ra7!" He said.

"9ij? why?" I said.

"The real question is why not!? Don't you remember how bad he was at driving?" He said.

"I do, i do!" I said and giggled.

"Ee, fa bs mlaiit mn hal 7ala, kil ma ye6le3oun m3ah 3yalii ag3ad a7atee, shallaah 7adni, khala9 ba3ad Mishary esmellah 3laiih rayal w he doesnt need a driver w Janouya ana awadeeha w ayeebham aw marrat ekhwanha." He said.

"Oh, that's cool!" I said.

We entered al'9a7ya area.
I was getting scared a bit.

Monday 29th of August
Uncle's home

We enetered the house.
Their house was fabulous.
The walls, the spaces, the colors, the decor!
And it was big too, mashallah.
The entery was at this two large living room that were connected, the ones you usually use for occasions.

"Ya 3yaaal yalaa ta3alaaaw!" Uncle Hishan yelled, calling his children.

"etfa'9alaay 7ayaach ilbaiit baiitich!" Uncle said, when he noticed i was shy and standing next to the door.

"Thanks!" I said and walked behind him.

He led me to the living room.

I got seated on these comfy couches and my uncle sat next to me.

"Don't worry, it's gonna be wonderful here!" He said and placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Enshallah!" I said and smiled.

A cute little girl with long black hair and big wide eyes entered the room.
she was flawless, mashallah.

"Hii baba!" She said as she entered the room.

"Halla eb Janouytii!" He said and hugged her.

"Jana, this is Deema, she's gonna be like your big sister, she's gonna live with us for a while." He said.

"Hii Deema!" She said.

"Hii..!" I said and smiled.

"Wain ekhwanich?" Uncle asked.

"Waleed is coming now, w Mishary is out!" she said.

"Wlaiin, hal 9baay madri meta eb yesma3 ilkalam!" He said and stood up. "Excuse me deema, barou7 ashouf il9bay waina laish lail7een ma rad!" He said.

"Okay!" I said.

Janouya sat in the couch infront of me.

"How old are?" I said and smiled.

"I'm 10, you?" She said.

"I'm 19." I said.

"Laish bet3eesheen 3ndena?" She asked.

uhh..I didn't know what to say.

"l2ana.." I said and stopped when i saw this very, very...wait did i say VERY? i mean VERY TALL guy entering the living room.

"ilsalaam" He said as he got himself seated next to janouya and kissed her head.

"Wa3alaykum ilsalam!" I said.

I know i told you guys i love uncle Hisham, i do really, but i was never that close to any of his children, they were never there etha kan fii 3azeema, or yam3a eb bait yadity.
The only time i get to see them are in Eid and such occasions.
But i see uncle Hisham a lot more than i see them.

"Deema shlounich!?" He said.

"Il7emdellah zaina, enta shlounik?" I said.
I knew it was waleed from the scar he has on his left eyebrow.
but he got sooo much taller and cuter.
He wasn't hot, noe handsome, but he sure was a cutie pie.

"Ana bkhaiir, 3arafteeni?" He said and smiled.

"Yeah, shda3wa, waleedan!" I said.

"Ohh ba3ad waleedan! ashouf 6a7at ilmeyana ebser3a!" He joked.

I let out a nervous laugh.

"I'm kidding shfeech, relaax, i'm never too serious!" He said and smiled.

"Okay, good!" I said and smiled back.

Uncle walked back into the living room.

"Kahu, Mishary is on his way here, sorryy deeema!" He said.

"Sorry 3la what?" I asked.

"Ena Mishary wasn't here to welcome you!" He said.
I can't get over how sweet he is.

"It's okay, khalii, shda3wa!" I said and smiled.

"Ok, oh i see you met waleed already!" He said and got seated next to me.

"Yeaah" I said.

"Salamaat deema, ma tshoufeen shar!" Waleed said.

"ilshar ma eyeek, Mashkour!" I said.

Because i was so nervous, i almost forget i have a broken arm, and a broken heart.
But the cast was very annoying, it was hard to forget completely.

"w Shloun 3amii? i heard he needs a heart transplant?" He asked.

"il7emdellah he's a7san mn awal, but yeah, he needs a heart transplant, that's why he's going to USA." I said.

"Wallah ma yestaahil,Allah eshaafeeh w erid bilsalama inshallah!" He said.

"Allah esalmik, mashkour ma tga9er." I said.

I heard the door closed.

"Kaa, sharaaf ilwalaad!" Uncle said as soon as Mishary walked in the livingroom.

Mishary was very careless.
And it shows from his appearance.

He had a brown shaggy hair, a dirty beard and sweatpants on with a polo shirt.

"ilsalam w 3laikum" He said.

"Wa3a laykum ilsalam." we all replied.

"7ayyallah Deema!" He said and got seated.

"Allah e7ayeek." I said.

"Baiih ma athker mita akher mara sheftich, it was probably in Eid and we were fighting!" He said.

Oh good, he remembers.

"Hehe, yeah, probably" I said.

"Salamaat Bnaya! ashwa wayhech ma 9ar feeh shay!" He said.

Wayhich ma 9ar feeh shay? shnu y3ni?

"Allah esalmik, e il7emdellah." I said.

"La wallah kaa fii a small scar 3la your forehead, or is that old?" He said, as he got closer to my face.

"ohh, it's from the accident!" I said and covered it with my hand.

"La tkhaafeen, it doesnt look bad!" He said.

"Okaay!" I said.

"Dayouma, Are you hungry? I asked Marlyn to cook you a special dinner, just for you!" Uncle said.

"Yes,thank you, im starving!" I said.

"Me too!" Mishary said.

"Haa? ent mnu 7achaak? i was asking ilbnaya!" Uncle hisham said.

"Ha? w ana mu weldik? you3ana yuba wallah!" He said.

"ent mu tawek rad mn 3asha!?" Waleed asked.

"Laa ay 3asha knt bilshalaiih!" He said.

"Okay, i'll let Marlyn prepaire dinner 3al 6awla for anyone who's hungry." He said and picked the intercom.
"HELLO MARLYN, PREPAIRE DINNER!" He said and closed the intercom.

"7ayach allah deema w ilbaiit baiitich, dont feel like a guest!" Waleed said with a smile before excusing himself to go to his room and Janouya followed.

"Allah e7ayeek, thanks!" I replied.

"Yalla 7ta ana barou7 a7i6 rasi w anam, i'm really tired, o waray ga3da mn il9b7, Mishary sh3endik bacher?" Uncle asked.

"Madrii, laiish?!" He asked.

"3shan etwadee dayouma her house takhith sayarat'ha!" He said.

"ee mashii, khala9 ana awadeeha!" He said.

"Okay, w show dayouma her room after dinner!" Uncle said. "W la tla3wezha wayed, mashii?" He continued.

He knows his son too well.

"Inshallah" Mishary said.

"Okay, goodnight both of you!" He said.

"Goodnight" we both replied.

"W thanks khaliii! I appreciate everything you're doing!" I said and kissed him.

"Il3afu bnaytii, ana 7esbat ilwalid allah e6awel eb 3umra, la teste7een mini, ayshay tabeena la eredich illa ilsanich, ok babati?" He said.

He called me 'babati'.
Just like dad. :'(

I smiled. "Inshallah."

"Sir, dinner is ready!" Marlyn said to Mishary.

"Yalla, emshaay il6awla!" Mishary said.

"Okay" I said and followed him to the dining room.

The dining room was very neat, it was very classic, it had antiques and all.

We got seated and ate dinner.
The dinner was absolutely delicious, i had a piece of steak, fries, and a ceasar salad with diet coke to drink.

We ate our dinner while catching up on eachothers lives.
It was very sweet and interesting.

Monday 30th of August
Uncle's house

He was showing me the house after the mouth drooling dinner, we were walking passed the pool that is in the basement when all of the sudden he pushed me into the pool!!!

"AHHHHHH!!" I yelled.

He started laughing his ass off.

"MISHARYYY!!" I yelled.

"SHNU!!?" He said, acting all innocent.


"Well, it's fun, don't tell me you didn't enjoy it!" He said.

"I didn't enjoy it!" I said.

"Yes you did w shda3wa 3laich, kelha cast,i can take you bacher to the doctor to change it before we go and get your car!" He said.

"ok, Ugh, god, you're like the annoying brother i never had!" I said.

"Haha, Welcome home sister!" He said and winked.

I wanted to get out of the pool, when Mishary offered me his hand to pull me up.
Even though the ladder wasn't too far from me!
but i had a genuise evil idea.

I held his hand and just before he wanted to pull me out, i pulled him in!

"AHHH!" He yelled.

"Hahaha, now i'm enjoying it!" I said.


"Get used to it!" I said and swam to the ladder.
He followed.

I got out of the pool, with my jeans soaking wet and my tshirt was pale pink, which was almost see-through!!

"WHERE IS MY ROOM?!" I asked, quickly, trying to cover my upper body.

"Besmellah shfeech, emshay i'll walk you!" He said with a weird look on his face.

He didn't notice the almost see-through shirt, Thank God.

we used the elevator to go to the 2nd floor from the basement, where the bedrooms are.
The elevator door opened and we got out of it.
The elevator opens to a small livingroom and a long hall.

He led me to the end of the hall where there was a closed door at the end.

"W hathy your room!" He said as he opened the bedroom door.

I got in after him.

"Wow, that's sweet!" I said.

The room's color was peach and it had really nice wallpapers across the walls which made it look very elegant and modern.
The bed was a king size bed, and there is a bathroom inside the room.

"Yeah, it's the guest room!" He said.

"Oh, it's really nice." I said.

"Yeah it is." He said and took a look at his watch. "Oh it's getting late, i better leave you, waraach seba7a gbl la tnameen, w you're probably tired!" He said.

"Yeah, im dead tired, thank you Mishary, for everything!" I said.

"il3afuuu sis, Ma swaina shay!" He said with a smile after petting my head.
I'm not a dog!
but i thought that was sweet of him.
I smiled back, and we said goodnight and he went to his room, which was at the other end of the hall.

Oh did i mention?
The room has a desk with a Mac Computer on it and an HP Printer, the room was really pretty! oh and an LCD screen hanging on the wall facing the bed!
I think i'm gonna like it here, i thought.

I got in the bathroom to get cleaned up.
After a long warm shower, i dozzed off to sleep on this very compfy bed.
It was like floating on the clouds. Literally.

Monday 30th of August
Dining room

I went downstairs in my blue soccer balls Pajamas and a spongebob slippers and got into the dining room.

I saw Waleed, Janouya and Khali sitting in the table, eating breakfast.

"Good morning!" I said as i got myself seated.

"Goodmorning 7beebtii!" Khali said.

"Good morning dayouma, Cuute pajamas!" Waleed said.

"Thanks!" I said and blushed a little. it was embarrassing.
But i actually felt like i was at home.

"Good morning Dee!" Janouya said. "Can i call you Dee?" She said.

"Good morning janouya, yes ofcourse you can!" I said and smiled.

I ate some french toast with syrup and orange juice.
Uncle Hisham Stood up to leave the table.
"Dayouma, i left my phone number on the fridge, you can take it and call me if you need anything, ok? Yalla janouya emshay khal age6ich 3la 6ereejii." He said.

"Enshallah, thanks!" I said.

He left the dining room and Janouya followed.

"Wain betrou7 janouya?" I asked Waleed.

"Oboy Bege6ha bait khaltii, ilyoum ilyam3a there,hal yam3a et9eer twice a month!" He said.

"Ohh, cool!" I said and ate a piece of the french toast.

"You're going too!" He said.

"What?!" I said.
I choked on the orange juice.

"Shfeech!? You're going with us to ilyam3a, khalaa9 9ertay wa7da mina w feena, lazem eta3arefain 3la the side of my mother's family!" He said.

"Ohh, Laa waleed fashlaa!" I said.

"La yam3awda, 3adiii, they're soo sweet, you're gonna love them, and they know about you, so no worries!" He said

"Hmm, i guess, when are we going?" I asked.

"Around 5PM!" He said.

"Oh okay, well i'm going to get my car before that then." I said.

"Laish? me you and mishary are going together there in my car." He said.

"Oh okay, but i'll go and bring my car here anyways, i'll park it here just incase i ever need to go somewhere!" I said.

"Yeah sure, tbeeni awadeech?!" He offered.

"No, thanks, Mishary Bewadeeni!" I said.

"Oh okay, good!" He said.

Even though he finished his breakfast, he sat with me until i finished mine then he left to work.

I saved all of their numbers in my phone, just incase.

I was walking around the house, exploring when Mishary sneaks up behind me and scares the crap out of me!

"YUUMAAAA!!!" I jumped.

"You should have seen your face! PRICELESS!" He laughed.

"Yal maleee8!!!" I said and hit his shoulder.

"Ayy yal dafsha!" He said.

"Khara3tniii ya shgoul!" I said and placed my hand on my heart.

"esmella 3laich, wayed khawaafaa!" He said.

"No i'm not wayed khawafa, bs it's scary when someone sneaks up on you like that!" I explained myself.

"Inzain, yalla badlay hal funny pajamas and lets go get your car!" He said.

"Okay!" I said and went up to my room.

I got into comfortable grey sweatpants shorts from A&F and a red lacoste polo shirt and left my hair down, wore my shoes and went downstairs.

I saw Mishary laying on the couch like old men do when they're watching tv.

"Yalla, let's go!" I said.

"Yalla!" He said and got up and followed me to the door.

Monday 30th of August
Uncle's Garage

We got into Mishary's car, a Black Silverado Chevy and headed to the hospital first to change my cast, because Mishary kind of screwed it up from the pool yesterday.
The cast had a few cracks on it.

We reached the hospital and got out of the car.
We walked to the second floor where the handsome doctor's office.

Mishary knocked on the door.
"Tefathaal." He said, with his amazingly hot voice.
no shut up, i'm not crushing on him!

"Hallaaaa! halla wallaa Misharyy!" The doctor said as soon as he saw mishary enter the office.
They know each other? i thought.

"Halla feek yal 7abeeeb! shlounik? shakhbarik?" Mishary said.

I drifted away, thinking about the 3azeema today and what am i going to wear,when Mishary snapped me back into reality.

"Dayoum waiin we9aaltay!?" He said and poked me.

"no where!" I said, "You two know eachother?" I asked.

"ee, shfeech, Hatha jassoum weld khalti!" Mishary Said.

9ij ilkuwaiit e9gheera.
No wait, let me rephrase that, 9ij the whole world 9gheera!

"Ohhh, halla, tesharafnaa!" I said and smiled.

"Teslemeen, ilsharaf lii wallah ya ekht deema!" He said and smiled back.

"Yalla jassoun 3al saree3 khal ebadloun ilcast malha cos ams ilhabla 6abat feeha bilpool w nesat ena eedha maksoura!" He said.

OH NO, he did not just make me look like a total fool infront of the drop-dead-gorgeous doctor, who is by the way, RELATED to me!

"Chathaab!!" I snapped.

"Okay let's go to the other room." Dr.Jasim said and laughed.

We left the hospital and headed home after changing my cast.

Apparently he remembers where my house is, so i didn't have to show him, instead we were enjoying our ride listening to Majeed.

we were both singing,
"Ba3ad Ma 6awal Gheyabah, Eltegaina Doun Maw3id w A7la Shay Ena il7ekaya Kelaha 9edfa ib 9edfa!"

We reached my home and i got out of the car.
"Waiit waiit" Mishary said just when i was going to shut the door of his car.

"What..?" I said.

"Can you drive with a broken arm?!" He said.

"Yeah shda3wa, i can drive with one hand, plus i can bend my arm, it's okay, i'll be fine!" I said.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, i'm ure, dony worry!" I said.

I went to our Garage to get into my car.
I opened the electric garage and got into My black Range rover and got out of the Garage, Mishary was still out there.

He opened his window.
"Yalla Emshay, i'll follow you, w estansaay, act like i'm a guy w aby a'9a6ich!" He joked.

"HAHA, eww!" I said.

"Eww eb 3ainich! yalla emshay bs, ma ten3a6ain wayh!" He laughed and shut his window.

I laughed and shut mine too.
Switched to 'D' and headed back to my second home.

Monday 30th of August
My second home

I was getting out the outfit that i'm going to wear for the 3azeeman when i heard a knock on the door.

"Menuu?" I asked.

"Ana Khalich!" He said.

"Tefathal" I said.

He opened the door and got in.

"Ha bentyy, tezahabtay?" He said.

"Almost, bs madrii shalbes!" I said.

"Waaiih lebsay ayshay, 3adii!" He said.

"La khali, fashla, it's the first time they see me, i have to give them a good first impression." I said.

"3la ra7tich 7beebtii, i'll call Waleed to help you out, he has a decent fashion sense!" He said.

"Okay, thanks!" I said.

I was going through my clothes in the closet, when i hear another knock on the door.

"Come in!" I said.

"Halla dayouma!" He said and got in.

"Halla waleedan!" I said.

"Ha egouloun you have a fashion emergency!?" He said.

"Kind of, i dont know what to wear for the 3azeema!" I said.

"Haha, ya7laiilich, 3adi lebsay ayshay!" He said.

"That's what your dad said, you guys are not helping, abyy i give them a good first impression!" I said.

"Ok ok, show me what you got!" He said and sat on my bed.

"Okay!" I said and got out a navy knee high dress with studded daimonds on the collar area. "This..?" I asked.

"Umm, it's cute, but it's too much for the 3azeema!" He said.

"Okay," I got out a black simple dress with a bow at the back. "How about this one?!" I said.

"Ohh, this one is really cuute!" He said.

"really?" I said.

"Yes, perfect!!" He said.

"Okay, thanks for the help!" I said.

"il3afu, whenever you have a fashion emergency, you know who to come to!" He said and winked.

"Yup, now i do!" I said and smiled.

"Yalla, ana barou7 abadil 3shan ma enta2akhar!" He said and left the room.

He was soo sweet.
Don't picture him in a sassy way, he's actually very manly, but he has a great fashion sense!

I wore the dress, wore a red hairbad w a small bow on the side and applied red lipstick and a little blush and mascara.
I wore my red flats and got out my Red Classic Chanel bag and i was ready to go.

Wow, with all this going on, i almost forget i have a phone, and a broken heart.

I looked at my phone and saw 2 misscalls and a text message.

2 misscalls from D.
And the text message was from Yousef. I read it, "We need to sort this out, we can't continue together in this situation!"

My heartache was back.
I felt a deep scar on my heart.
What does he mean sort this out?
and we cant continue!? :/

Suddenly the song "Almost lovers" by A Finze Frenzy came to my mind.

"Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget These images

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine!
Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?"

I ignored his message and decided to enjoy this day.
I called mom.

"Aloo halla 7beebtii dayouma!" Mom said as soon as she picked up.

"Halla mama, shlounkum?" I asked.

"il7emdillah bkhaiir, entay shlounich m3a khalich w 3yala?" She asked.

"I'm good, it's actually a lot better than i thought!" I said.

"Zain ashwa il7emdellah 6amanteeni!" She said.

"Yuma..?" I said.

"Halla 7beebtii..?" She said.

"Ghareeba, Laish you didn't call me before i did?" I said.

"Oh, i just wanted to see if it was okay with you if we didn't talk on the phone for a while, you need to get used to it." She said.

"Oh yeah, okay!" I said.

I heard Waleed calling me.
"Dayouma khala9tay? yalla 3shan enrou7, obooy raa7! w e7na met2akhreen.."

"Mom ga3deen enadouuni i have to go, we're going to meet the other side of their family, their mothers'." I said.

"Ohh, thats nice, salmay" She said.

"Enshallah, you9al, love you, w salmay 3la obooy!" I said and closed the phone.

I got out of my room quickly and down stairs to see Mishary wearing a polo white shirt with black cargo shorts and Waleed wearing a dishdasha. they both looked handsome.

"Yaah yaah, sh'hal zaiiin!" Waleed said as soon as i walked down the stairs.

"Thaanks!" I said and blushed.

"Chenich flona 3la hal hairband!" Mishary pointed out.

"CHUB!" I said.

Mishary and Waleed laughed.

I took off the hairband, "Let's go!" I said.

"Lebsee iltaaj waayed a7laa a9lan, i was only kidding, shfeech a7eb a6afer ilawadim ana!" Mishary said.

"EEe 9a7, take it from me, you look cute with the hairband!" Waleed said.

"Thanks." I said.

We left the house and got into Waleed's Black Cayyene S and headed to bait khalat'hum Layla in Shamiyah.

In the car, Waleed was playing A9eel's CD and they were both singing.

"ee a7ebik w hatha 7athy illy enketab, w drbi illy amshee feeh w adrii bah ta3ab, ee a7ebik w enta fii 3younii sahaaar, w enta wes6 ilgalb 7arraat w qahaar"

I felt good for some reason, i actually felt that they are my brothers.
Akhaiih ya a9eeel!

I smiled and looked outsite the window.

"Hey, are you still alive back there!?" Waleed said when we stopped at a traffic light.

"Yes!" I said.

"Good, i thought you fell asleep or something." He said and laughed.

I laughed. "Laa shda3wa!" I said.

*BEEP* New Text message.

"Aahhhh, mnuuu?!" Mishary asked.

"Madrii, let me check.." I said.

I opened the new text message...

- S™


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Teenager At Sea said...

Wanasa The Post Was So Looooong Which Was Perfect Thxxx So Much, Bs Question, Madri Maybe You Mentioned It In The Previous Post Aw Not, I Don't Remember, Bs Wain Mrt 5alha??

The thought of love said...

That was a very long post:*** Mashkoura wayed, I really enjoyed reading it, naby wayed min hal posts! Mishary eshawig bas wayed malgoof, I think that she'll have fun in their house.
Waiting for the next post
Love you:****

Anonymous said...

Uhhh, mishary yshawig! O 9ara7atan yousef YAQHIR!! bs ina, min ba3ad ma safar 9ar maleeq =s
Anways, loveu! and I love this long post, hope all of them chithy!

-Lilly ;*

NMJZ said...

Yes, u are sooo cool, awesome, and amazingly talented, oo i love u!;** You're starting to post more often, which is really splendid!:D U ROCK!!

About posting the highlights of each post; I think u should rather keep that as a surprise for us readers while reading.. so yeah, I prefer if u don't go with the idea. Thanks!;*

Love uu!;* Take care;)

identity said...

mishary is so zoo8a i want her to be with him oo yousef madry laish bess he is being an ass wayd i7er shinoo ya3nii u dont love me anymore?!

THANK YOU THANK YOU for the long post

next post please:*;p

Anonymous said...

i loved ths paart :D the last one was soo short o bard bs ths one was 7daaa el3ks loong o yshwg :D bs wht next ?!!! is more excitin as i think cuz u said be4 the end taw elnas 3leeha ;P..keep going am living for this stff;)

Anonymous said...

i love this part;*.. bas a7iis deema raa7 titlabaak.. w mishary and waleed bi7isoun bas ebyaskitoun..then lama etrideen ilbait wa7id minhoum eyelich w yis'alichh?.. yimkinn ana i think chithe.. ilmouhem nabe part 45.. thanks w maga9rtay..tislaam eidchh inshallahh;*.
- S;;*

Anonymous said...

Ashouf youm ma3a haya he went shes my cuz wat do u expect from me to do
Ka ghazi is her cuzin too
Ildinya dawara ya yousef il dinya dawara

Anonymous said...

"I don't know that anymore! Since i've been to USA, have you ever texted me? have you ever called me!? WTF! waay jad 7arni! and thanks for returning ur profile pic and for the outstanding post! when is the next one?

Anonymous said...

ur profile pic moo wayid 7ilwa.. ur old pics kanaw a7la. oo judging by the style of ur templates oo ur choice of pics (both ib ur profile pic & the above pic), imbayin ina u have really gd taste, oo no offense bas u can do better ib ur choice of pictures. (the profile pic & ur blog's pic)

Wish u the best 2day & always!;*

-Tatoosh Fatoosh;*

Bella-S said...

Teenager at sea: You're welcome:D Mrt khalhaa is dead, i mentioned she died from breast cancer.

The thought of love: il3afuu, i'm glad you liked it! yeah it looks like a good start for her;p! love you too;*!

Anonymous: hehe 7da eshaweg, yeah im hating yousef wayed:P luv you 2! inshallah;p

NMJZ: Merci sweetie;**! i love you too! yeah okay, im not using the higlight thing anymore.

Identity: yeah! inshallah;p!

Anonymous: Thanks a lot! (: I'm glad you enjoy my story!

anonymous: Hehe, you'll have to waiit and see what happens!:P allah esalmich, thanks;*!

Anonymous: Yeah, boys kela chithi,They never put themselves in our place, kela they're right w e7na ilghalaa6, allah kareem;p! hehe thanks im glad you enjoyed it!

Anonymous L!: yeah e7er, you're welcome! :) Enshallah soon. within the next days.

anonymous: I took the suggestion from a friend, he said that it fits the blog's name, 'across the universe' and some fan told me that use a pic thats related to the blog's name, and i thought it might be the best one i have up now, but its okay, i love changes, and i'll keep changing them by time, thanks for your opinion i appreciate it;*!

shamayel said...

ghazi wainah i miss him lol :P hmm maybe the text mnah :D ? or yousef agn :s ? or khaled :O ? lol i'm looking 4wrd to the next part ;)

i also vote against the highlight thing, a7la when we find out from reading the part,, maybe a highlight for what happened in the previous post would be better? just to remind us of the major details y3ne for those with a memory of a goldfish like myself :$ coz i usualy scan over the previous part b4 reading the newest 3shan at-thakar what happended last ..
inzen shakli wayed tfalsaft fhal comment bsne lol ;p mshklh when it's late w i can't sleep.. lol bs bs i'll shutup :# hehehe tc

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Anonymous said...

yalla ya 7ilwa im waiting!!!! did i mention that i hate cliff hangers!! w we've been suffering from them last 2 posts! luv yaa

Alvaro said...

I love this post! Her cousins yehablooon;p! Thakerouuni ib my own cousins(=

Keep it up(;

Aphrodite said...

hay el post ewanes 6awaaalty feeeh:P
cnt wait for the nxt one!!;**

Anonymous said...


But Where was the shocking part about ghazi? :P

Keep posting please


- Love At First Sight

Cupid ;* said...

tislam eedich 3ala hal post el 6iweel el 3ajeeb;**

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毎日楽しい生活してても何かが足りないって思った時何が足りないか分かったの…O(≧▽≦)O それは恋愛だったんだ~って(苦笑)σ(^_^;)唯一、私にはなかったもの…彼氏がほし~い(>▽<;; フリーの人いませんか?私を恋人にして下さい♪♪仲良くなってどこかへ遊びに行きませんか?(≧▽≦;)明るい性格なので、一緒にいて楽しいと思います!!年下の人は苦手で仲良くなる自信がないので私より年上の人でお願いしますヽ(*´ー`)ゞ少しでも気になった人は今すぐにメール下さい♪

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恋愛 said...

彼氏いない歴2年半になろうとしてます、なかなか相性の合う人と出会えず、好意をよせてくれる人もいたけどダメだった。 一緒にいて楽しくて落ち着く人と、仲良くなって恋愛したい!!甘えさせてくれる人がいいから、年下の人は私には向いてません。よろしくね!

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2010 競馬予想 各厩舎・調教師から届けられる最強の馬券情報を限定公開!本物の オッズ 表はコレだ

友達 said...

よく「彼氏いるでしょ~?」って言われるけど、イナイよσ(‾^‾)トモダチ集めてホームパーティーなんかしたりするのがマイブームでして♪♪好きな人ができてもハズかしくて告れない…(>_< )しゅりのココロをゲットしてぇ~☆コドモっぽい性格だから年上でお兄ちゃんみたいな人がタイプだよ(*^m^*)

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友達 said...

変わってるって言われるけどわりといい人だよ(笑)!!お笑い好きな人だったら話盛り上がりそうだねO(≧▽≦)O 色んなことに興味深々でおっちょこちょいだからそばで支えてくれる人募集中σ(゜-^*)自分の年齢的に年下の男の子はアウトだからごめんね(*_ _)人

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