"ooohh, There is an unknown number dazlich a message.." Haya said.
I stuttered, "Shnuu?" I said.
"An unknown number sent you a kiss!" She said.
"WHAT? shku" I said.
"Shdaranii,who is that?" She asked.
"i dont know.." I lied. It's probably Yousef.
"Oh.." she said.
wow, she actually bought it. Phew.
"Yeah.." I said and asked for my phone.
I took it and kept it on my lap while driving.
"So where do you want to go?" I said as we reached Gulf street.
"I don't know. anywhere." she said.
"Don't say that. yalla choose!" I said.
"Hmm, i dont know, im not that hungry really.." she suggested.
"Okay, then anything to drink?" I said.
"Yeah, go to star juice, im craving some bruce willis." she said.
"Haha, that sounded so wrong, okay." I said.
"Haha, really it's delicious!" She said.
"I know, but i like cindy crowford more!" I said & turned on my ipod on shuffle.
"I hate that i love you" By Ne-yo and Rihanna started playing.
"Allaah this song reminds me of Yousef!" Haya said.
I almost got in an accident hearing that.
"Whaat?!" I asked to make sure.
"Yousef, my cousin, shfeeech?" she said.
"Oh, w why does it remind you of him?" I said.
"L2ana i hate how much i love him, really.." she said.
"Oh, you love him still?.." I said.
"Yes.." She said and turned her face away.
i thought she was going to cry any minute now.
I felt bad. for some reason.
we both stayed quiet till we reached Star juice.
the waiter approached our car as we parked.
"One cindy crowford and one Bruce willis, please." I said.
"Do you still talk to yousef?" She asked.
"Yeah.." I said.
"did you know he's going to the US to study?" She said.
"Yeah i heard." I said.
"I'm sure going to miss him.." she said.
This made me feel uncomfortable.
"Won't you miss him?" She asked.
"I dont know.." I said.
Because i really didn't know what to say.
The order arrived we paid, and drove off.
"Aren't you close with him?" She asked.
"Yeah i am.." I said.
"How close?" she asked.
"Could we not talk about him?" I said.
"Why not?" She asked.
"Because i don't like to.." I said.
"But i know that he loves you, it's okay.." She said.
"Okay, but still i dont want to." I said.
"Okay, as you like.." she said.
"Now where do you want to go?" I asked.
"Let's just drive around the city w b3dain enred" She said.
"Good idea." I said.
Sunday 7th of august
I called D.
"OMG! Haya is unbelieveable!" I said as soon as she picked up.
"Haha, i take it that you didnt have fun today.." she said.
"YOU THINKKK!!?" I yelled.
"What happened?" She said.
"Every now and then she keeps talking about Yousef." I muttered.
"Haha, laish shetgoul?" she asked.
"shdarani etha 6la3at song etogul that reminds me of yousef, w b3dain she asks me about him, etha we're close w madri shnu, w b3dain while we were driving around she kept saying how she fell inlove with yousef and how that she never felt this way about someone.." I said.
"Haha, Poor thing!" D said.
"Bs 9ij qathatnii!" I said.
"Don't let her get to you, cos that's what she wants.." She said.
"HOW can i?! she's irritating!" I said.
"Haha, chillaax sweetie." D said.
"Enzain. im bored." I said.
"Im not yalla bye im watching Grey's anatomy,love you!" She said and closed the line.
I took a shower and went to bed.
Sunday 8th of august
My phone rang. It was Yousef.
"Aloo.." I said.
"Alo halla 7ubi, 9baa7 elkhaiir.." He said.
"Halla feek, 9baa7 elnour." I said.
"Shlounich?" He asked.
"Fine, you?" I said.
"bkhair damich bkhaiir." he said, "ee ta3alay ams ga3id akalim Haya on msn, w galatli kalam ghareeeb..." He continued.
"Ghareeb? what did she say?" I said.
"Etgoul ena tekalamtaw 3anni, bs you said you dont like me that much shay chithii.." He said.
"SHE SAID WHAAT!? ebkaifha hathyy!" I yelled.
"I didnt believe her dont worry, but i dont understand why would she say that?" He asked.
"Because she loves you!" I said.
"Sh'hal 7aath, i dont like her!" He said.
"I want to know what is she trying to do exactly.." I said.
"Yeah, mala da3i hal 7arakat!" he said.
"7da, ya3ni betkharib baina.. " I said.
"ee, bs you know no one can come between us!" He said.
"Really? You believe in that?" I said.
"Definitely! i love you means forever!" He said.
"A7ebich 7yatii" He said.
"hehe, thank you.." I said.
"a7eb 3ayartich.." He said.
"I love you too.." I said.
"akheeeeeeeran you said it!" He said.
"hehe, are you getting ready to travel?" I said.
"Im trying. bs i will never be ready to leave you.." He said.
"Dont think about that much." I said.
"It's hard no to.." He said.
"Awwh, but it's okay, we'll be talking to each other while you're there." I said.
"I know, but it's different.." He said.
"Ofcourse it is, but it's alright, we'll get used to it.." I said.
"I hope so." He said.
We stayed for the longest 5 minutes i've went through without speaking.
Just hearing eachother breathing..
"a7ebich.." He said. there was this tone in his voice that broke my heart to bits.
"I'm going to miss you sooo much!" I said.
"9adgeeni mu kithriii..!" He said.
We talked for several more hours.
Sunday 8th of august
"D, i don't know what to do if Yousef is gone.." I said.
"It's going to be hard but it's okay, he's worth waiting for..isn't he?" She asked.
"Definitely! I really love him D!" I said and blushed.
"Awwh, i'm soo happy for you.." She said.
"Sometimes i picture us walking and holding hands with our first little child.." I said and i got so emotional, i had tears in my eyes.
"Awwh, Dayoum ya bgara that's soo cute!" She said
"He makes me want to be better.." I said.
"Does he know that..?" She said.
"No." I said.
"Why not?" She asked.
"I don't know" I said.
"You should tell him, he should know how you exactly feel.." she said.
"I don't want to tell him all of that before he leaves, because then he will feel more and more sad to leave me, i want him to go there with no worries.." I explained.
"You're fucking sweet, and i love you!" She said and gave me a hug that i almost barely could breathe.
"I love you too..!" I said and hugged her back.
"Let's go and watch F.r.i.e.n.d.s!" D said.
"Yeah,okay, we haven't done that in a loong time." I said.
We made popcorn and each got a diet coke and we watched friends season 7 and laughed our asses off.
Sunday 8th of august
Just made a wish. (I cant say so i wont jinx it. sorry guys!:P)
"Beeep" New message recieved..