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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

"ElDinya Gisma W N9eeeb"

What to do? What to do?I'm so bored w ga3da brou7i blbait Brou7i, w mithel ay bnt eb hl ayam, gelt khal adish ay chat w asta3bi6 dam ma 3indi shay asaweeh, ba6alt my laptop w dshait el chat..76ait my nickname "SulaSUPERGIRL" w ga3da ashrab redbull w agra el main chat w suwalifhum. chan edish 3alay wa7id his nickname kan "Bdair88" Gali "Hi =)" chan agoula "Hii..!" chan egouli "Shlounich,,?" Chan agoula "Zaina, you? ;p" Chan egoul "Wallah el7emdellah ebkhaiir," w after 2 hours of chatting, he asked for my email, w 36aitah, cos min kalama 7sait ena khoush wa7id, w 9ert 3shan bs akalma ashbk more than the usual.. Okhoy Fhaid(21) allah ekhaleeh lena, He's met'hawir wayid, mithel a lot of boys hl ayam. ana w okhoy are so close together,w omi ma t7eb lama fhaid egoul barou7 shalaih refeeji, cos 6oul el muda teg3ad et7ateeh; mn hl jet skiis w el bagiyaat..allah ekafeena elshar! ana now awal sena li eb 3loum edariya w i was a good student, bs ever since i knew Bader gemt ansheghel 3n derasti shwaya w dad kalamni w gali etha darajati enzilaw akthar ra7 yakhith el laptop mini, ya3ni no more talking to badoori, w no way i can live with that! fa gemt ashed 7aiilii 3shanah!Badouri is 21 w 7ada eshaweg! warani his picture bl msn, wayha kan kelish mo ghareeeb 3alay, bs mo ga3da athker wain shayfa wayha..9arli 3 months akalma on msn, w since i really like him w began to trust him, 36aita my number bs geltla ena bs msgs, no phonecalls! w re'9a cos ma eredlii 6alab, waaay a7ebaah! he thinks ena ana ashabeh wa7id mn rab3a, 6ab3an 7adi 3a9abt,cos sheno ya3ni i look like a guy?!.. It's really cute how he's jealous w kela yes2alni wain barou7 w m3a meno ba6la3, 3la goulta 7ata mn okhoy eghaaar.Rn telephoni w shelta, it was Dalal, Dalal is my bestfriend, galat "Suloo,wedi arou7 maki, you dig?" chan a'97ak w geltlaha, "Okay, 10 minutes w amurich.." Dzait msg 7g badoori geltla "Barou7 maki avenues with my friend" Chan erid 3alay egoul "3ayal ana bayee 3shan ashoufich!" estanast bs hm knt khayfa shway, i mean awal mara ra7 ashoufa in REAL LIFE!!! Rekabt el car w marait dalool w meshait, we9alna elavenues, w dshaina maki wela you9ali msg mena "Sh'hal zaiin? ;)" Chan wayhi yengelib a7mar! chan adizla "wainek?" Chan edizly msg back "Lefay yemeen w ra7 etshoufeenii. ;p" Lafait ebser3a wela ashouf labis orange polo shirt w capri baij,He looked HOTTT!! yatli el'9a7ka chan ebser3a alif wayhii,chan edizlii msg "Walla enich 9aka 3la kl elbanat elly mawjoudeen,besmellah 3laiiich!" Chan aste7y w dzaiitla "Ty;*" Ana w dalool 6alabna 3isa maki, edemame,w chicken plum sauce. It was a pleasant eveing...Rdait elbait wela okhoy ga3id bl 9ala e6ali3 "Prison Break", ga3adt yama w 6ala3t weyah, chan edeg telephona chan esheela w egoul "Hala badoor 7abeebi!" w gam, chan i smile just because sema3t esim bader.Gemt 10 el9b7 wela wa9eli msg mn B "Shloun Elgumar elyoum?" chan abous el mobile screen w dzaitla "zaina, walhana 3laiik." chan edizli "b3d 3umrii Mu kithriii;*"Nizalt wela ashouf Fahoud embadil w tawa ebye6la3, chan agoula "Wain raye7?" Chan egoul "Barou7 shalaih Bdair, el shabab eb yetyame3oun elyoum w yemkin enamoun b3d.." Chan agoula "Wanasa, take care!" w 6ala3. Kanat elsa3a 12:25PM mobily kan foug, re7t el9ala ga3adt agra eljareeda wela agra khabar 3n shabab emsaween 7adith, 2 bl 2inaya el murakza, o wa7id tuwafa,chan arki'9 foug w dzait msg 7g fahoud "Please, be careful, I love you!" w nezalt ta7at ashrab chaii m3a omi, khala9t chan a93ad foug wela 3indi 2 misscall mn ra8am ma a3arfa, gelt dam 2 misscall ya3ni mo ghal6an elly dag, dgaiit wela esheela e9bay "Aloo?" Chan agoula "alo, hala, law sama7t ent dag 3alay 2 times?" chan egoul "La, la7tha..." chan asma3a egoul fhaiid ent dag 3ala wa7da? chan egoul "ee,ekhtii." chan yakhith elphone w egol "hala sula.." Chan agoula "Hala fahad,,shfeek?" chan egoul "Bs knt bagoulich ena my phone en6efa w nasi el charger, f etha bghaitaw shay call this number ok?" chan agoula "Okay, take care, w have fun.? w sakart elphone. Sajalt the number as "unknown friend" w 76ait rasi w nemt. Gemt el'9oher, wela 3indi msg mn "unknown friend" that said "Suloo goolay 7g omi ena elshabab benamoun elweekend kela, fa la t7ateeni etha ma rdait elyoum, ok? see you bacher!" Gelt 7g omi chan etgoul "enzain, khalich mish3al 7ajiz shalaih eb kimpinski, tbeen etrou7een?" chan agoul "Akeed!" On Our way to kimpinski dzait msg 7g bdair geltlah eni ray7a kimpinski, Chan erd 3alay w egoul "ana minak now! enshallah netlagaa;p!" Wi9alt w ana bs ga3da adawer badour, chan edizlii msg "Wainich now? ana al7een ba6la3 mn second cup." Grait el msg w ana badish second cup chan eba6il elbab, chan atani7 eb wayha!! waaay min greeb he's even more hot! "chan egouli enshallah ma etan7een chithi.." chan ye'97ak, '9a7akt chan egoul "Derbalich 3ala nafsich, ehni wayid 9bayan,ok? ana lazim arou7 now elshabab na6reeni bl sayara! chan agoula "enshallah, bye." chan yebtesim w yamshii! waay im so in love with him, im so luckyy! 6oul el wagt ohwa 3ala bali, w i think et9ek feeni eldenya etha ma kalamta for a whole day..Rdaina mn kimpinski w rad fahood mn el shalaih with a great news! his friend badoor ebyakh6ib bnt 3amita! waaay el fal lii w my badourii! Dshait msn, chan ashouf bdair shabek geltla "Hii badoor! rdait mn el shalaiih?" ma rad 3alay. Haw shfeeeh!? mo 3adta ma erid 3alay. ana swait shay? walla shkait eb 3umrii. i waited lama 7sait eb doukha chan a7e6 rasi w anaam.The next day gemt wela wa9ili msg mn "unknown friend" msg and it said "sorry ma rdait 3laich ams,bs knt mashghoul, IMY<3" En9edamt 9admat 7ayatii!!BADER is the unknown friend? Bader refeeej okhoy? Bader elly ebyakh6ib bnt 3amita? La musta7eeeeel!! Mu gadra astaw3ib shay...!!Dgait 3la Bader ma rad, chan asma3 mom etgoul "7abeebi, elbkhour zahib!" chan a6la3 ebser3a w ashouf okhoy labis dishdasha w kashikh w omi ga3da etbakhra, chan agoula "Wain rayi7?" chan egoul "Barou7 ma3a badour nakh6ibla bnt 3amita, l2ana ma 3inda okho or obo, fa galy arou7 ma3ah.." chan adish my room w 3afast everything!!! w ga3adt abchi chan you9ali msg mn bader "Hi my Sula, shga3da etsaween?" chan agoula "nothing,you?" chan egoul "Ga3id afaker feech!" CHATHAB!!! w ma rdait 3laih, chan edizlii "Sula 7ubi feech shay?" WAY STOP ACTING! STOP PRETENDING YOU CARE!! chan adizla "Mafeeni shay, bs daykha, ana banam now ciao" w sakart my mobile! gmt elyoum elly warah w ana mali khelg shay!, ba6alt my phone wela 3indi 2 miss you min bader, 7agarta w nezalt atrayag,lama khala9t w 9a3adt foug wela wa9ili msg mina "Sula, please reday, im gonna call now!" w 1 miss call mina too. G6ait my phone 3al bed, w i tried to think, chan okhoy fahad e6eg elbab w dash, chan egoul "te6li3een elyoum?" chan agoula "ee okay, ta3al ma geltlii sh9aar re7t kha6abt 7g refeeejik?" chab egoul "La, elmaynoun teradad w gal ena ghal6an w ma yabeeha." Chan an9edim..! Re7t ma3ah okhoy el cinema,w as fate would have it! who do i see walking toward us?! BADER!! chan atani7. Fhaid shafa chan egoul "Bdaiir!" chan erou7 esalim 3laih,w ana wagfa wara w kan wedi akalim bdair w afham shelsalfa with bnt 3amita. Rdaina elbait, ghasalt 76ait rasi w nemt.2 weeks since el6al3a, w since the last time i saw bdair, i deleted his number from my mobile w i wish i could erase him from my life!knt ga3da bl 9ala lama okhoy dash w wayha min9edim w za3laan, chan agoum w agoula "Fahood shfeek!!?" chan egoul "Om 9a7bi bdair tewafat allah yer7amha, w tawni yay min elmagbara shakla e3awer elgalb!" chan an9edim. tethakart ena i still have "Unknown friend" number, w since it's bdair, gelt lazim adizla msg! Dzaitla "Bader, 3a'9am allah ajrek, w allah ethabetkum enshallah, im sorry.." ga3adt eb my room afakir. chan you9ali msg mina "ajerna w ajrech, mashkoura ma tga9reen.." 3 months passed so slow, w each day my heart breaks a little more. wedi akalim bdair, wedi asma3 9outa, wediii...9ar ma erid 3la ra8am el "unknown friend" shakla ba3 el kha6, w el thani ma 3indi eyah, w i cant seem to catch him online on msn. w for 3 months ma sema3t 3ana shay, 7ata okhoy ma ashoufa yetkalam 3n bdair wayid. Re7t 7g fhaid w geltlah "Fahoud, shloun refeejek bader?" chan e6ali3ni w mistaghrib w egoul "na3am? w shko tes2ileen?" chan agoula "La wallah shay, bs minziman ma tekalamt 3ana, wala gelt ebte6la3 weyaha, akher mara lama oma tewafat allah yer7amha" Chan egoul "allah yer7amha, ee shesawee elmiskeen, he lost oma w obouh, ya3ni tabeena ye6la3,tawa ma 9ar 7g wefat oma muda, 7awalna en6al3a w enkhaly eghayer jaw, bs madri shfeeh, el'9aher fi salfa thanya em'9aygeta, l2ana oma kanat maree'9a 7ail, fa atwa8a3 kan 7a6 eb bala ena mumkin tmout eb ay la7tha, walla madri, allah ekoun eb 3ouna,walla ma yestahil." Chan agoul "enshallah" tawni bamshii, wela asma3 okhoy egoul "Ha, 3umra 6weel,kahu dag" chan esheel el telephone, "Hala bador 7abibi, shlounek?" "La walla, khala9 ya3ni akeed hl mara?" akeed hl mara? haw shelsalfa, wegaft aby a3arif 3n shno. "ee khala9 enshallah bacher enshoufik.." chan esaker elphone, "shelsalfa?" Chan egoul "Egoul berou7 yakh6ib bnt 3amita elly thek elmara kan ebyakh6ibha.." NA3AAAAM!! chan a93ad foug gherfuti w asakir elbab w ga3adt 3l bed abchii lama nemt.Gmt el 9b7 wela ashouf msg mn ragam ghreeb "Ana bader, please call this number lama etgoumeen, '9arouri." i took a long breath w i called him w ma rad, chan age6 elphone w anzil ta7at. Sheft mom w dad ga3deen yetrayegoun, ga3adt terayagt weyahum,chan as2alhum "3ayal fahoud waina?" chan egoul oboy, "6ala3 embacher egoul 3inda shighel.." klait w khala9t, chan a93ad foug wela telephoni ga3id erin shelta "aloo?" chan asma3 9outa egoula "Sula..?" chan agoula "Bader..?" chan egoul "Shlounich?" chan agoula "Zaina, you?" Chan egoul "El7emdellah 3la kel 7al, Sula momkin ashoufich eb mukan? 3indi shay lazim agoulich eyah.." chan agoula "asfa, etha betgoul shay, goula bl telephone, tetwaga3 b3d elly betsaweeh agdar ashoufik?!" chan egoul "B3d elly basaweeh?" sheno tetsa3bi6? etsawee rou7ik ma tadrii!!? Chan agoula "ee, atwa8a3 ent adra bily ga3da agoula.." chan egoul "Etha 8a9dich 3n el khu6ba, then hathi elly ana aby ashoufich 3shan akalmich 3anha.." chan agoula "Mala da3ii, gouli hnii, mara7 ekoun fi farg etha bl telephone geltli elly tabeeh!" chan yaskit...w egoul "mashee, 3alla ra7tich, bs shoufay sula abeech et3arfeen ena elly basawee mu 3ashan ana abeeh! elly basaweeh 3shan omi kanat tabee takh6ebli eyaha, w ehya elly tabeeni akhith bnt 3amiti, bs ana refa'9t hl shay 3shanich, bs b3d ma tewafat el walda.." chan yaskit w kamal kalama "allah yer7amha,galbi 3awarni, w lama knt ma3aha gbl la tmout, kanat omniyat'ha eni akh6ubha.." chan agoula "Bader, mala da3i etfaserli laish betsawee hl shay, ana ma 3ad ehemnii.." chan egouli "La ana abeech et3arfeen, l2ana 9adgeeni ma ehoun 3alay atrekech chithi bedoun la abayenlich mawgefii, wallah ya sula law beedi chan kha6abtich mn bacher, bs tewafat elwalda embacher, gbl la afati7ha bl maw'9ou3!" chan yabchi.. chan agoul "Bader,la tabchiii, walla enni ra'9ya takh6ub bnt 3ametik, walla eni ra'9ya, la tfaker feeni, allah ewafgek ma3aha, ana lazim arou7 now, bs derbalik 3ala nafsek." chan asaker elphone w abchii. chan edig w 7agartah, w edig mara thaniya, chan a7gera, chan edizli msg, "Mithleek Geleeel ya Sulaa.. ;*<3"

7okim Il Ahaaaaal FARAG GULOUB! <\3

-Written by: Shyouka.


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-S™

4 comments:

Pa7NaSS said...

7araaam

MuffinCake said...

Wow.

I don't think I can say anything to express the depth of the situation; but is it true?

I don't think anyone's at fault though; I mean Bader is doing this because of his late Mom, and Sula doesn't want to take that away from him despite her heartache...

Bella-S said...

MuffinCake: Yeah, no it;s not true, i made it up (:

Anonymous said...

No kidding, 3ainee dame3at! That was really touching..

-Mimi