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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Part Seven; "I am torn to do what I have to!"

Saturday July 14th
My bedroom
11AM

"Deems..?" D said, "Deeems w 9umakh, goumay!!!" she yelled.

"HAAA shtabeeen?" i said.

"Goumay, ana mn el 10 ga3da,mlaiit!" she exclaimed.

"enzaaaiiin." i said and yawned.

"T3alay, what are you going to do 3n yousef now?" D asked.

"Madri Danoo, wallah madriii!" I said, "Kl ma athker elsalfa, galbi e3awernii." i continued.

"7beebtii, shoufay, Kalmay yousef blwam'9ou3, hear his side of the story, im pretty sure you'll feel better after that." She said.

"Okay, e9eer khair." i said.


Sat. July 14th
Dining room
2:30PM

Sitting me and D eating machbous deyay and marag bu6a6, we were soo hungry we totally finished our plates, not one piece of rice was left, haha, bl3afya 3laina. W the whole time we were talking about what i'll be doing and how im going to handle this situation.


Sat. July 14th
My room
5PM

I opened my Macbook, typed in my password, and msn was signing on...

SIGNED ON!

I was searching for him, SPOTTED HIM, he was online but his status was 'away'

"Say hi!" D said.

"No, he's away, desperate much?" I said.

"Okay whatever!" she said.

Ring ring, i picked up my phone and it was "haya"

"Hii dayouma!" she said.

"Hey hayoun!" I said.

"He's online on msn, but his status is away,is he really away?" She asked.

"I don't know, i'm not talking to him.." I said.

"Oh, i don't know, i thought he might changed his status to away just so he could talk to you.." She said.

"Mee..?" i said, pretending like i don't know what she was talking about.

"Yeah, it looks like he likes you. Bs please la ta36eenah wayh wayid, cos as i told you ams i like him." she said.

"uhh...ok, i gotta go, i'll talk to you later, bye" I said and closed the line.

"shit shit shit shit!!!" i said. "WHAT!!?" D yelled!

"She...eh....." i stuttered. "DEEMS, TELL MEE!!!" D said.

"Etgouli la ta36eenah wayh cos she likes him, w ma tabeeh he likes me!" i cried!

"na3am?! shtabii hathyy, ambaaay tqith!!!" D yelled, "Chan geltleeha he already likes me!!" she continued.

"La mabii" I said, "Khala9 kaifhum, i don't care anymore!!" i said, trying to lie to myself.

"You do care honey, kaifich, do what you feel is best!" D said and hugged me.


"Beep" Msn.


Yousef: Hii, shabka w ana madrii? :P

Me: Hi.

Yousef: Shlounich?

Me: Zaina, you?

ZAINA? YEAH RIGHT!!! who am i kidding!? :S

Yousef: Ana tmam. Ha waiin re7taay elyoum or betrou7een mukan?:P

Me: Ma re7t mukan, w i don't think ba6la3 elyoum.

Yousef: Aha, okay, Deema, feech shay?

Me: No.

Yousef: akeeed?

Me: Eeee.

Yousef: Okay, bs ana 7as enna feech shay.

Me: e7sasek mu eb ma7alah. ;p

Which actually was IN ma7alaaah!!! ;/

Yousef: Ada, khannii e7sasii.. :P

Me: Hehe, ee, shwaya.

Yousef: Haha :P

Me: Ana ba6la3 now, taamer 3la shay?

Yousef: Waiin, tawich mentay 6al3a?

Me: Ee mani 6al3a bs baf9il cos rfeejtii 3indi w fashal akhaleeha etjabilni w ana shabka.

Yousef: Ee 3adel, fashla, enzain salmay 3laiiha, ;p w have fun.

Me: Allah esalmik you9al, byee;p


I signed out.


D slapped me, "7maraa entay 7mara!!!?" She yelled.

I was still shocked from the slap i just got, "Shtabeeen!!!?" i slapped her back.

"Laish ma gelteeelah!!!?" She yelled.

"Madriii! i just felt like it's not the right time ok!!!?" i said.

"Not the right time?? then when is?" She asked.

"I don't know...!" i answered.




xoxo
-S™

Monday, September 15, 2008

"Remember when.."

A break from the story!
part seven is coming up soon,promise.

_________________________________________



Getting high meant swinging at the playground.
The problem with boys were cooties.
Mom was your HERO & Dad was SUPER MAN!
Your worst enemies where your sibilings.
Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
War was just a Card game.
Life was SIMPLE & CARE-FREE..

But what i remember the most was....
WANTING TO GROW UP!

Now i just want to be a kid again; where my worries are finishing my bowl of cornflakes to please mom and not missing my favorite cartoons.

I miss those days.. :(




xoxo
-S™

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Part Six; "All the dreams we held so close seem to all go up in smoke.."

Friday July 13th
Living room
4PM

I had my Macbook on my lap as i was watching tv. i didn't sign on msn yet, just logged in my account and was paying attention to MTV's "Made", haha, it was a tomboy wanting to be a model. Fun drama stuff.


I typed in my password and msn was singing in...

SIGNED ON.


"Bu******@hotmail.com wants to add you. ACCEPT?? or BLOCK?? "

Hmm, i was really bored so i said why not since it's my second email that i don't reveal or put My own pictures on dp. i ACCEPTED.

My nickname was "Deems(tm) -- Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much.. ;'/" And his nickname was "Y.H.G ... Wa7dek Etha El7ub Ghaab Entay Terideenah..! " But for shorts i'm going to say me and The guy,k? ;p


The guy: Gowa! ;p

Me: Allah egaweek, who is this?

The guy: B3dain et3arfeen, Shlounich?

Me: La may9eer, i have to know now! w im zaina, you?:P

The guy: La e9eeer;p Doum enshallah, ana tmam damich zaina.

Hmm,...i hate waiting...!

Me: hehe, Teslam, now back to who you are??

The guy: La yuba, ne6ray, shda3wa!

Me: Ma feeni 9aber, tell me now!

The guy: Ok, i'll give you a hint.

Me: Oh, so you're someone i know?

The guy: Ee, sort of! :P

Me: Okay, what's the hint?

The guy: Let's just say i saw you running into a chair the other night.

I froze!! waiit...is this really happening?? Is that YOUSIF??!! MY YOUSIF? The one&only YOUSIF?! but how?! :/

Me: I need a better hint than that im pretty sure every guy in there saw me running into that stupid chair! ;$

The guy: Well i guess i was the only guy who took your attention, and most probably i was the reason you ran into that chair in the first place. :P

I was shaking and biting my nails and my vision became some-what blurr. i tried to get back to the "REAL" world.

The guy: alooo,wain re7taay??

Me: sorry, yousif?

The guy: Oui my lady. :D

My lady?? i laughed out loud for some reason.

Me: Your lady?

The guy: Akeeed! ;p

Me: Enzain shloun you took my email?

The guy: Simple, i asked Haya for it.

Me: WHAT!!? ambaay, what did you say? :s

The guy: Geltlaha minu refeejtich elly dashat blkersee? chan etgouli hathy Deema, laish? chan agoulaha 36eeni her email, chan etgoul haw laish? chan agoulaha, yuba 36eeni her email w bala hl as2ela elbaykha. w bs, 3a6atni eyah.

Me: WHYY did you say that!!!:S

The guy: Laish? shda3wa?

Me: Madri, now it's going to be really awkward between me and her!! thank you!!

The guy: la shda3wa, hayouna is open minded,w 7adha cool. :P

Me: hmm, Okay.

I signed out.


Picked up the phone and called D immediately.


"Haallloooo my love!" D said.

"Heeeellloooow, come over?" I said.

"Laish?" She asked.

"Come over, you won't regret it!" i said.

"Hmm,are you trying to seduce me?" She said.

"Why? are you seduce-able?" i said saracastically.

"Crap, yes i am, 10 minutes and im at your bed, light up candels" She joked.

Sometimes she scares me.


Friday july 13th
My bedroom
6:45PM


"NO way!! he did that!!?? omg!" D yelled.


"I know, it's really wierd, ambay, what's haya gonna think? i said.

"You need to stop caring about haya, sweetie, what is the worst thing she can to do anyways??" D asked.

"I don't know, but i have a weird-sort-of-not-good feeling about this!" i answered.

"Okay, sign on msn!!!" she said, and jumped on the bed.
Woah women! hyper much?

I signed on msn.

He wasn't online, but i had an offline message from him, "Elnas egouloun bye gabil la ye6li3oun, besmellah alra7man elra7eem, mu chithi! :P"

"hmm, ooookaaay!" i said not caring about what he said.

"Haha, omg, typical D jr.!" D said "I don't get why you dont say bye before leaving msn, seriously, you're weird!" She continued.

"Shku? shda3waa?? it's not like im going to say bye to like the 15 people that im talking to, seriously!" i said.


I changed my status to "Busy" and started taking stupid and retarded photos of me and D, we applied crazyy make-up and took a bunch of other photos, and then we decided to watch Gossip girl. I got up to put the gossip girl DVD into the DVD player and i heard the msn tune "BEEP" i raced back to see that "Haya" has just signed on.

"Oh, grrreaat!!" i said. and went back to put the DVD in the DVD player. i grabbed the remote and went back to my bed.


We started watching Gossip girl, we were 'Awwhing' on the romantic scenes, and commenting on Blair's amazing clothes! When the msn tune disturbed our fantasy, with "beep"

I looked and it was haya.


Haya: Hi, i know your status is busy, bs can we talk shwaya??

I looked at D, "SEE WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!" I exclaimed.

"Don't jump into conclusions, Talk to her" D said.

Me: Sure, What's up?

Haya: Did My cousin add you?

Me: From the other night?

Haya: Yes!

Me: Yes he did.

Haya: did he talk to you?

Me: Yes, for a bit.

Haya: Shgaal??

Me: nothing, normal talk, hi,shlounich and stuff.

Haya: did he mention me?

'Where is she getting to??' i wondered! D was sitting next to me, and she has the "what the fuck is up with her" look on her face.

Me: Yeah,he did.

Haya: ReallyY?? what did he say??

Me: That you gave him my email.

Haya: that's it? :/

Me: Yes, why the :/?

Please don't tell me this is getting to where my thoughts are!!!

Haya: La khala9 nevermind..

Me: Shda3wa hayoun, shfeech, goulay?

Haya: well i kind of like him, for a long time, but he never knew, he sees me as his sister, it really hurts, w i can't find a way to tell him!

I felt like the earth opened up and swallowed me whole! I froze, i couldn't breathe, it was hard to breathe, my heart was beating so fast, my cheeks were burning up, i felt light headed and my lips became so dry. i was in a COMPLETE shock.

Haya: You're probably busy, i'll talk to you later. bye;*


Haya has signed offline.


"I did not see that coming" D said.


she poked me, "Deems!!!" she yelled! "TALK TO ME!!!!" She yelled again. She shoke me. i finally pulled myself together and took a deep breath, and then bursts into tears!

"I TOLD YOU I HAD A BAD FEELING ABOUT THIS!" I cried, "I knew it, i knew it!!"

"Sweetie, it's okay, you don't know what's going to happen!"
she said and hugged me so tight.

I hugged her back and cried even more. "D don't leave me tonight!!!" i weeped.

"I won't,love, i'll be here wiping your tears!" she said.


I really felt my heart broke, literally. my chest ached! my whole body was shivering,i felt cold even though D was wearing short sleeves and a short shorts. i was wearing a jacket and covered myself with a blanket. i threw my laptop on the floor and D tried to calm me as much as she could. but it didn't work, she felt helpless, i did too. i just stayed on my bed while D is talking.


I just wished i never knew Yousif.



xoxo
-S™

Part Five; "Tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through.."

Tuesday July 10th
Livingroom
3PM

Ring ring, I picked up, and it was my cousin 7e9ouh..

"Halaww, agoul feech 6al3a?" She said.

"Chenich Tegrain afkarii, 7ada '9ayeg khelgii." I said.

"Khala9 okay, Mureena ana w jassoum @ 5pm w enrou7 The avenues, cos 7ata ohwa weda ye6la3."

"Okay, see you" i said and closed the phone.


Jassoum kubri, 7e9ouh akbar mini eb 2 years.


Tuesday July 10th
My car.
5:10Pm

I wore Black skinny jeans and "little miss chatterbox" T-shirt. i had my hair down, it's wavy and it's messy.

Just picked up Jasson and 7e9ouh w on our way to the avenues we were talking and catching up.


Tue. July 10th
Avenues
Starbucks
5:40PM

We were sitting talking and having fun. 7e9ouh excused herself to go to the bathroom, so me and jasson were sitting alone talking and laughing and yet again fate had to bring him to me, Yousif was walking by and he saw me sitting with jassoum and he just stood there shocked.
i was staring at him too, which made jassoum egouli "Hey, Deema, waiin we9altay?! ga3id a7acheech!" chan agoula "Sorryy."

He kept standing there looking at me, and just..looking.
The way he was staring at me with no emotions in his face broke my heart to pieces, i had an idea, i excused myself to goto the bathroom too. I stood up and walked w he followed me, i wanted him to follow me, i wanted to explain! i walked in river island, we he walked in behind me.

"It's not what you think!" i said.

No reply, he just kept staring at me.

"Yousif?" I said.

"awal mara a7es ena esmi 7eloo..." he said.

"hehe,enzain, la erou7 balik eb3eed hatha weld 3amiti bs, w ma3ah ekhta bs ra7at el7amam" i tried to explain.

"Ok.." he said while staring in a weird way.

"Stop staring..!" i said.

"Mo eb eedee wallah!" He said with the most gorgeous smile across his face.

i giggled and walked away. he followed.

I went back to jasson and 7e9ouh was back already, we stayed there for a couple of minutes more then we decided to go and eat early dinner at Alferno. The night was fun. Ofcourse Yousif decided to eat at Alferno too. He was staring at me way too much, Jasson sensed something.

"hatha shfeeh ekhiz wayid!?" Jassom said.

"I don't know, kaifa khala." i said nervously..

We left Alferno. and head home.


Wednesday July 11th
My bedroom
2:30AM


Before i sleep i was thinking how he didn't ask me why i didn't call or why i didn't send him a msg, since i have his number. i thought that was really sweet of him that he's giving me my own space and time to think.


Wednesday July 11th
My bedroom
8:10AM

I called D, no answer, i called again, still no answer, i left her a voice message,
"Ya shagoul, goumaay!! we're going to the univ!!, REMEMBER!!!? goumay goumay!!yallaaaaaa!!!!" I thought of annoying her a bit.

I changed into short jeans and Lacoste red polo shirt, and got in my car.


Wednesday July 11th
My car
Outside D's house
8:30AM

She got in & gave me a hug.


Wednesday July 11th
My car
11AM

bl6ereeej ga3da agoulaha elsalfa elly ams, chan et9arikh! "OMG OMG OMG!!! Ya bgara laish tawich etgouleenli!!!! OMG Deems!!! awwwh!" Chan agoulaha "Entay meta sheftich 3shan agoulich! bs waay D kesar kha6rii 7ada lama tana7 shafni ga3da ma3a jassoum,chithi laish gmt!" chan etgouli "Yousef & Deema sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" chan a6egha w agoulaha "CHUB!" Chan a3er blghala6 3l sayara elly yamnii, wela 9baaay shefnah bljam3a 3nd eltasjeel,chan ebser3a adous, w madri laish bs ga3adt a'97aak, chan edous ohwa b3d, 3ala bala dash racing! chan akhafif, w ohwa hm khafaf, w ga3id e2asher w 7ala w e7na 7agreena, ml chan yamshii, a7saan ma bagha!


We decided to go to the cinema, so we went to Laila And reserved 2 seats in list "g" the movie starts @ 5PM "Get smart"


Wed. july 11th
Laila Cinema
4:45PM

2 guys walked in w g3adaw yamna, ana shefta chan agoul YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! It's YOUSEF!!! ana ebser3a lfait wayhi chan agoul to D "omg look who's next to us!" ohwa ma shafni ashwa, his friend ga3id yami w ohwa yama, chan etgoul D "7elfaay DEEMS?!" eb 9out 3ali el7mara 3shan yesma3, chan e6il w ana lfait wayhii 3ala D, w geltlaha "HAYEN!!!" chan egoul 7g refeejah, "Badil el amaakin,plz" chan yeg3ad yami, my heart was racing soo fast, i was scared,nervous and....i dont know.
w ohwa bs ga3id w e6ali3ni, chan egoul "Deema,,?" w ana lail7een lafa wayhi 3la D, chan egoul "Shda3wa,lefay wayhich!" Chan agoula "Hala, sh'hal 9edfaa?" and let out a nervous laugh, chan egoul "ee wallah a7la 9edfa!" Chan yabdi elfilm; da3ayat, chan egouli "yalla shh, beda elfilm." w '9a7ak.

lfait wayhii. elmovie kan 7ada 3jeeb, '9a7akt '9e7ek! w lama khala9 gmt ana w D ohwa lail7een ga3id,chan agoula "Law sama7t" Chan egoul "Oh,oh sorry" wakhar his legs w gal "muraay." Chan agoul "mashkour!" Chan alif w agoul 7g D "emshay ne6la3 elside elthani" chan egoul "la khala9 walla sorry, al7een Agoum" Chan adiz D ya3ni yalla emshay w re7t the other side 3naad!

Chan yarki'9 elside elthani w yan6ernii, chan egoul "yalla muraay" chan a6al3a w amshee. w ebser3a 6ala3t w rekabt el car.
chan D etgoul "waaaay deema 7ada ZouQa!!" Chan agoulaha "Uff ghathnii!" chan etgoul "ohwa ga3id yet7arash in a cute way, walla ya7lailah!" Chan agoulaha "Whatever." chan amshii,

w e7na wagfeen bleshara, wela fii wa7id wagif yam our car ga3id yet7arash ya3ni jedama mako cars bs ihwa wagif 7agna, w kan warah Yousif chan eba6il el3ali w e6eg hernaaat 3shan yamshi, cos e7taar! w elly jedama 3nad ma mesha, chan agoul 7g D,"ambay akhaf esawii shay!?" chan etgoul "La shda3wa al7een et9eer eleshara green." w lail7een e6eg hernat w emba6il el3ali, 9arat kha'9ra w meshait w hathak lail7een la7egna,Yousif 7ada em3a9ib gam ebatwin w edous bs 3shan ohwa e9eer yamii mo the other guy, w la7agna as usual lai elbait, D yat baiti betnam 3indii. elmohim nezalt chan amshee lai his car, ohwa estaghrab w kayaf b3d, chan yanzil, chan a6ega 3ala ghashmara eb shatfa w agoula "Dont ever do that again!" chan egoul "Laish!? ma ar'9a a7ad thani yet7arash feech!!" chan agoula "Okay, bs mo chithi et9eer maynoon w etdous!" Chan egoul "La7tha la7tha, kheftay 3alaay!!?" Chan agoula "ha,, laa2, bs zain ma9ar feek shay!!" chan egouli "b3d 3umri.." chan agoula "Red elbait w ya wailek etha dest!" Chan amshii chan egoul "Fdaiitech!" Chan adish elbait ana w D w re7na my room.




-S™

Friday, September 12, 2008

Part Four; "A Fragil soul caught in the hands of fate."

Saturday July 7th
My bathroom
6PM

I was applying make-up. oh sorry, i didn't mention why, well 5 of my friends decided to go to dinner all toghether to catch up and stuff. so yeah back to where i was, applying make-up. and this song keeps playing in my head, "See you again" by Miley Cyrus. I was applying the eyeliner when i got a text msg from Haya(one of the girls im going with), 'Can't wait to see you, who's going with you?' i replied with 'Dana, and that's all i know! :P' then she replied 'oh, well then pick me up too'

My make-up was really simple. Just eyeliner,and a little blush with bright red lipstick. it was neat.


Saturday July 7th
My bedroom
6:15PM

I turned on the iPod player to shuffle, "Piece of me" by Britney Spears started playing. i sang along as i was looking through my closet and picking what i'll be wearing. I got out my Chloé Studded floral dress & my red Christian Louboutin Satin platform sandals & Zac Posen Paula clutch. I left my hair natural waves, just gathered it all in one side. i was ready to hit the streets!...or whatever.


Saturday July 7th
My car
7:15PM

Just picked up D, and she looked absolutely fabulous in her black Burberry Prorsum Italian lace dress and her Leppard Christian Louboutin Simple Pumps. her hair is short, kind of like 'The victoria Beckham' haircut.

"What's up grogeous!?" I said when she got in the car.

"Nothing, just amazed of how you look pretty sexy!" She said with a wink.

"Wink?? really?? why D why!!!?" i joked.

"Shut up & drive!" She said and laughed out loud.


She laughs at her own jokes......but i still love her.


Saturday July 7th
Outside Haya's house
7:25PM

Haya came wearing Matthew Williamson Tapestry scarf dress, she got in the car.

"Hey girlss!" she said and she blew a kiss to both of us.

"Hey Hayouna!" me & D said and blew back kisses,as well.

I wore my seatbelt and drove.

Sat. july 7th
Lenôtre
8PM

Again we were the 'late' ones. we got in and the waiter took us to our reserved table of 5.

We were sitting,talking and having so much fun when all of the sudden, who walks in with his family? YES, yousif walked in with what i assumed was his mother and his little sister and brother. I was so shocked i quickly turned my head to D.

"FUCK! it's Yousif!" I whispered.

"Oh my god, how cute, family dinner!" She whispered back.

To add to my surprise, Haya actually knows Yousif. she stood up and walked to them "Halla khalti..!" she said greeting them. Yousif looked at me in total bewilderment. and i tried to hide my face, but that never seems to work for me in any case! so why do i even bother? hell if i know.

Haya came back and everyone was asking who that was, and that 'yousif' was hot! ugh, don't they know he's taken, i mean....eer..

"He's not that bad, he's ok, cute, i think" i stuttered.

"Not that bad? cute? you think!? min 9ejich entay? he's a total hottness!" Jouri said.

"He's kind of cute" D said trying to agree with me, in a way..

Why suddenly our talk became about him?? it's bothering me too much.

I grabbed D and went straight to the bathroom.


"Oh my god, oh my god, Haya knows him, it's her cousin!!" I cried.

"It's okay, why is it so bad?" She said, confused.

"I don't know, it's wierd, it's bad...!" I yelled.

"Okay, first, chillax dear, it's not like anything happened between you two!" She said "Plus, maybe that might turn to be a good thing?" she explained.

"I don't know, but i have a bad feeling about this!" i said, totally annoyed.

"Put a smile on that pretty face and let's get back to the girls before they sense something!" She said and pulled me.


I was walking to the table and i was trying to spot where he and his family sat. it was kind of far from our table, but i was looking at him while walking to our table, and he was kind of looking too, i was totally not aware of anyone around me but HIM. i kept staring till i ran into this empty chair. OWw that hurt!! i tried to hide my pain by smiling awkwardly to my friends who were laughing at my dorkiness! good thing they didn't see what i was looking at. i turned my head and he was laughing too. BASTARD!

I got seated and tried not to weap out of embarassement. My heart was beating soo fast, i think it skipped a beat, or two.


Sunday July 8th
My bedroom
1:30AM

Laying on my bed with thousands of thoughts running through my head.


'Should i care that Haya is Yousif's cousin'
'Or should i ignore that fact?'
'Do i really care anyway?'
'What's next..?' :)

then this thought popped in my head, WAIT!!!
'Did i look good tonight!?' :/

xoxo
-S™

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Part Three; "Am I crazy or falling in love?"

2 days later.

Tuesday june 26th
Living room
2PM

Flipping through channels, bored out of my head. Tv is boring. Home is boring. i want to leave. go somewhere, mom walked in.

"Deema,trou7een elshalaih?" YESSS!!...wait was i thinking out loud? who cares, ba7ar here i come!

I jumped out of my seat & said "Eee!" and hugged my mother. haha, wait....why did i hug her? that's something i'll never know, moving on...

I ran up to my room and started making my bag. mom said We're going to sleep there for a whole week. yay a whole week escaping from fate.....From Yousif.


Tuesday june 26th
My car
On the way to shalaih

4PM

Driving 130km/h behind my red Ray ban Wayfarer, i was wearing Short jeans and an orange A&F polo shirt and blue crocs, lol Targee3 much? anyways, i was singing along with the song playing on my Ipod touch "Elvis ain't dead" by Scouting for girls and i was pretty happy. i sent a text message earlier saying to D that i'm going to miss her, since im going to sleep the whole week there. she replied with "i won't miss you...much;*" Hah, i love my girl!


A WEEK LATER.

Wednesday july 4th
My bedroom
11AM

Ringg ringg, i picked up, it was none other than D.

"y0, elyoum we're going to Maki, okay? i want some Essa!!" she said

"Ew, that sounded soo wrong...in so many levels!" i joked

"Plus i miss you....but not much" she said while laughing.

"Hmm, im not laughing..." i said.

"Well, atleast one of us is!" she said.


call ended.


Wed. July 4th
Maki
7:30PM


We9alna maki marina, 36aina the car to the Valet parking w dshaina. The waiter welcomed us and guided us to our reserved table. Ga3adna ana w D wela enshouf fajour(second cousin) with her mother, gemna bensalim wela ashouf "the guy" ee, ma ghairah elly fate is setting us up to meet everywhere i go!

en9edamnt, salamt 3ala fajour w her mom, w re7t ag3d eb our table, chan agoul 7g D "Ambaay the Caddilac guy mawjoud!!" Chan etgouli "CHATHABA!! Wain?!" Geltlaha wain.

ya el waiter 3shan he takes the order, geltla "2 Essa Maki, 2 edemame one is salt, and the other is spicey,one chicken plum sauce, and one marine salad, w two diet coke." ga3adna ensoulif.

ana ma gdar ashouf "the guy" ana ma36eetah my back, D tegdar etshoufa, w etgouli ena lail7een ma shafna. ga3adna ensoulif 3ala ma you9al el akel, klaina w sheb3ana el7emdellah, chan arfa3 eedee w agoul "Excuse me!" chan elif wayha "the guy"(i don't know why i keep referring to him as the guy and not yousif,but whatever) at me, chan alif wayhi ebser3a, chan D etgoulii "Deems, he saw us!" Chan agoulaha "nadee el waiter now!" Chan etgoulii "okay, excuse me cheque please!" defa3na w gemna, the whole way to the door he was staring at me, i gave him a few glances w 6ala3t, 36aina el valet parkig the card rekabnaha w lama meshaina shefta 6ala3 ebser3a w 3a6a elvalet parking elcard 3shan eyeboun his car.


Wed. July 4th
D's car
8:45PM


gelt 7g D "Dano! please drive fast! maly khelg yel7agna!" Chan etgouli "Okay, bs entay shfeech 3laiih?" Chan agoulaha "Mardrii, bs mu merta7atlah!" fa gamat etdous 7ail i was afraid ena e9eer feena 7adith, he managed to follow us though and he was pointing at us like slow down and stuff. Bs e7na ma36eena 6af w dayseen. we were almost in accident, twice actually, bs el7emdellah allah setar.

we managed to get him lost. D betgi6ni my house, fa kna 3ind esharat jesir elrou'9a, w ana alif ashouf etha la7egna lail7een, bs ashwa he wasnt. we9alt my house chan ashouf his car wagfa eb3eed mn baitna! chan atani7!! Chan eshoufni w yebtisem, Chan adig 3ala mom w geltlaha barou7 anam bait D, w gelt 7g D "Go to your house, now! mani nazla mn elcar w that lunatic wagif bara!" Chan te'97aak w tgoul "Waaay, Deems 7adkym etshawgoun entay weyaah!" chan agoulaha "Chub,w emshaay" meshaina chan yel7agnaa w kan 7ada mistaghrib.

Re7na her house BlNuzha w wegafna ba6alat eb the remote the electric garage, and then we parked and just as she was closing the garage ana knt nazla mn elcar, we saw him drive away after saying "walla bs knt bat6aman 3laich enich tou9leen elbait" w then raa7! Waaay fakka ma bagha! Chan D etgoulii "Ya 7mara 7araam 3laiiiich, entay shemsawyatlaa!! waay ya7laila, neyeta zainnaa!" chan agoulaha "whatever." w dshaina her house.


Thursday July 5th
D's bedroom
10AM


"ambay, ma abi arou7 ay mukaaan, cos kl ma arou7 mukan he's there, it's unbelievable!!" i said to D.


"It's fate honey, you cant run away.." D said. I threw the pillow at her. missed.

"Wallah shfeech, face it Deems!! he's crazyy enough to follow you everywhere!" she explained.

"Walla madri, bs lama ashoufa galbi ma yertaa7!" i said honestly.

"Yemkin it's a good thing! yemkin because you have feelings for him!?" She said.

"I don't know. but if those are the feelings i have for him then they aren't good" I said with a sigh "I think.."




xoxo
-S™

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Hervé Léger = LOVE!

[[A break from the story, part 3 is coming up soon!]]


Do you have the body to pull of a Hervé Léger bandage dress??
Im absuloutely inlove with them!







V Beckham looks absolutely Glamorous in Herve Leger's dresses!


Rachel Bilson GLOWS!


Enjoy. (:




xoxo
-S™